Knacayn: A Terraneu Novel (Book Seven) (7 page)

“Weston. I can speak for myself. I’m sorry to be so blunt but please stop
speaking for me.” She broke him off, she didn’t want to hear about a life on
the council and being their voice. “I’ll be happy to be friends and talk with
you as such, but I will not be bringing any issues to the councils. Kniam made
it clear what his expectations are. I’m not going to be a liaison here on
Terraneu. That is not a role I want any longer. We are all allowed to make our
own lives here. I am making mine.”

“Kenzie you can’t be serious.” Weston tried to laugh and it came out
tight, without humor. “You just need a few nights’ rest to come to your
senses.”

“That is where you are wrong Weston.” She realized a huge weight had been
lifted off her shoulders. “I’m fully aware of what my decision means and I
embrace it.” Smiling at the group around her, a huge smile, full of
contentment, she advised, “I want this kind of happiness for all of you. Find
what will make you fulfilled and make that part of your life here on Terraneu.
Nothing is standing in your way.”

“Kenzie, please re-think—” Weston grabbed her arm as she stepped away
from the group and he followed.

“I’m sorry Weston. Life here isn’t going to be like it was on Earth. I
would have stayed and made a life there. Working
on
the new community, dating…” she faltered.

“That dream is gone isn’t it.” He sounded defeated and a part of Kenzie
felt beaten for him. “You would have settled for me…which is something I’ve
been trying not to see.” He looked at her with sadness pouring off of him.

“I am sorry Weston. You deserve to find what makes you happy.” For all of
his assumptions about what she would want, he wasn’t a bad person. He had just
been holding on too tightly to the idea of them being together. Perhaps making
a life here on Terraneu that would have been closer to Earth. Which she
realized wasn’t going to happen. Her eyes had been opened and she wasn’t going
to close them to reality anymore.

“You have real feelings for Knacayn don’t you?” he asked and
this time,
there wasn’t a hint of
jealousy
or anger, just sad acceptance.

“I do.” She felt like shouting it to the world. She had been trying to
say and do the right thing for so long, this
time,
she was able to say what was truly inside her. She had deep feelings for
Knacayn. “I’m sorry to run like this Weston, but I need to find Steph. We can
talk again later. Tomorrow at the swimming pond.” She gave him a quick hug and
ran along the path to find her friend.

Kenzie paced her room like a caged animal. She had found Steph and told
her everything that had happened. Her friend had listened and didn’t say
anything until she had proposed her idea. “Are you sure?” Steph had asked and
since she was adamant her friend had agreed. “Okay. I’m with you.”

It was hours later, how many Kenzie wasn’t sure. Steph had
run
off with Mallex and she was left here
wondering what to do now. When she heard her door chime, she called out. “Come
in.”

She had been in the bathroom getting some water since that is the weird
place they kept their glasses. “What—” she had been about to ask, ‘what can I
do for you?’ when she ran into a solid form coming through the doorway she knew
instantly it was Knacayn. The way her body tightened and her heart raced. Her
eyes flew up his bare chest to land on his mouth.

“Kenzie—” his voice was thick with questions.

She wasn’t in the mood to talk. She had been thinking about all the
short, sweet goodnight kisses he gave her after their walks. Being a bold new
woman, she threw caution and years of waiting to the wind. The glass dropped
from her fingers to land with a thud on the ground. Before she could think
twice her arms were around his neck and her fingers were finally playing in
that sinfully thick, silky black hair at his neck.

Without a
word,
she urged him to
lean down for her. Thankfully he didn’t say anything else and their mouths met.
Her eyes had been closed but flew open at the heat his lips generated against
hers. When his tongue flicked out, her lashes swept down again and she let
herself get lost in the moment. His kiss was unlike anything she had ever
experienced. The fullness of his lips pressing into hers, the tang of his
tongue as it swept
into
her mouth. She
opened her lips in invitation and he answered with small, thrusting invasions
of his tongue that she answered with hers.

She had never felt an excitement like this in her life. One
kiss
and she
was
more aroused than all the foreplay she had ever had. Sex wasn’t something she
had never sampled, there were guys she had been intimate with. The sensations
Knacayn was able to evoke in her were entirely new and altogether intoxicating.

Without breaking the contact of their lips, Kenzie felt herself being
pushed back. When the wall became an obstacle at her back, she just used the
opportunity to press herself
 
harder
against his front. Since he was wearing the usual open black vest, her breasts
were able to rub against his skin. With only the thin material of her dress
between them, her nipples hardened after mere moments. His hard arousal was
pressing into her belly, the leather pants
did
not
do
a great job of hiding his
excitement. Her back was arched and her leg wound around his leg. This allowed
her to rub against him. Her fingers were digging into this hair and holding
tight
while their mouths continued their
rubbing, clashing fight for supremacy.

Realizing she was getting light
headed,
she broke the kiss. His lips instantly went on a trail along her neck to her
collarbone. “So
beautiful,
” he whispered
hoarsely. “So
desirable
.”

“You could say that now.” She laughed huskily.

“I would have said it before.” He answered and she knew it was true.

“Talk later.” Kenzie was feverish in her desire to be closer to Knacayn.
In order to keep him from protesting, if that was what he was going to do, she
kissed him again. This time with all the desire she felt. The spark that seemed
to always be present between
them
burned
hotter and she soon forgot what they needed to talk about. When his hands found
her now ripe bosom she gasped. She had breasts…that is what they needed to talk
about.

She had done the change with Steph. As a show to the others that she
wanted to be a part of Terraneu without reservations. Knacayn’s hands weren’t
palming her flat nubs, they were
filled
with her nicely rounded ones. Who would have figured she would have ended up
with a form like this? Her hair fell in waves to the top of her rounded bottom
and was a nice auburn color. Her skin was cleared of all scabs,
scars,
and sores. She was still slightly pale,
but since she needed a lot of
sunlight
to
keep her healthy, she was expecting to be nicely tanned soon enough. Her eyes
flashed a strange, almost amber
color
when she had looked in the mirror. She was told by Gwen, the resident doctor,
they would take on a purple hue around the edges and then be fully purple in a
few hundred years.

When
Knacayn’s
thumb brushed across
her sensitive nipple she snapped out of her musings and concentrated on what
she was feeling. Groaning into their
kiss,
she unlatched her leg from around his thigh and started walking them backward.
She needed to find the bed, but as long as she was at
it, she figured she
would help Knacayn out of his clothes. Running
her hands over his shoulders, the vest was quickly thrown across the room. He
had been massaging her
bottom
but had to
move his arms away for a moment. When they came back it was to her lower back
to play in her hair.

The fastening of his pants was next on her agenda and she made quick work
to get them open. His arousal was straining so hard against his
pants
when she opened the clasp he sprang out.
The thought that Knacayn was commando flashed through her mind, then she ceased
to care when his marbled warmth was in her hand. How could something be so soft
and hard at the same time?
Working
one
hand against him, she used the other to try to push his pants down. She might
have had some success if it weren’t for his thickly muscled ass. She couldn’t
seem to get his pants
over
his butt! She
would have to break the kiss and let go of his glorious hair to get them off,
which she didn’t want to do.

Her dilemma was solved when Knacayn let go of her lower back and pushed
his pants off. Taking small steps until they were kicked away, the pants
finally went flying. With his
hands free
of her back, he must have decided to get rid of her dress. His deft fingers
made short work of her knots and the dress was hanging on her breasts, then at
her hips, then left in a pile in their haste to make it to the bed.

When she had asked for undergarments, she was told they didn’t usually
wear the tops, unless it was swimwear. However, she was shown a wide array of
panties. The thong she was wearing now was a lacy black number. Feeling the bed
hit her bottom she went to break the kiss, but Knacayn must have sensed it too
because amazingly he lifted her and with a small bounce she was lying on the
bed. Her knees were pushed up and out and Knacayn was bending between her
thighs. His hot breath on the sensitive spot on her knee, then her thigh…then
the inner thigh and zing. He didn’t even bother to take off her thong before
his hot mouth was making her eyes cross. She was almost embarrassed by how wet
she was but the sexy growling noises Knacayn was making pushed all other
thoughts away. Without moving his mouth from the center of her heat, he
lifted
her hips and the thong was gone. Now she
knew why they made them
to be
easily
ripped off. Nothing was between
Knacayn’s
tongue and her flesh and he was making the most of the situation. She didn’t
last long under the onslaught of his mouth and tongue. With a startled gasp she
was spasming and jerking under his hands.

She lay there like a boneless mush, languid with pleasure. She couldn’t
possibly move. Opening her eyes to see Knacayn
nestling
into
the spot between her open legs she
had to rethink her previous assessment. She might be able to move if needed.
Judging by the turgid length of his arousal, it was definitely needed. Taking
him in hand as he settled against her she realized with a small thrill that her
fingers could barely close around his girth. This might be interesting. She
wasn’t a virgin but the partners she had before Knacayn were not as well
endowed.

“Knacayn…” she began, only to let go when he flexed his hips forward.
“I’m not sure…” she began again when the tip left her opening and he pulled
back.

“It will be okay Kenzie.” He was holding his weight off her with his arms
at her shoulders. She could see down their bodies as he strained to hold
himself back. When he pressed forward a second time, she raised her hips to
meet him. This caused him to go deeper, stretching her with his size and she
gasped. He instantly stilled and went to pull back again.

“No…do
n’t
stop.” She wrapped her
legs around the backs of his thighs. “It feels so good.”

“Are you sure?” He pushed a bit deeper. Flexing back and forth with his
hips.

“Yes.” Kenzie gasped breathlessly. She was wetting him with every thrust
and knew she would be able to sheath all of him. Moving her hips under him, she
drew him deeper, the way she wanted him. He was trying to go slow and gently.
Now that he was slick with her juices, she wanted him to let loose. Since
harder and deeper was what she wanted, “Harder.” She gasped between thrusts,
“deeper.”

“I don’t want to hurt you. You seem so small,” he panted.

“You won’t.” She was writhing under him, trying to show him she was
ready. It was all the encouragement he needed. He increased the ferocity of his
movements. He wasn’t hurting her by any means, he was just using his body mass
to pound her into the mattress. It was the most amazing sex she had ever
experienced and it wasn’t going to last long. She could feel him swelling
larger and knew he had to be close to exploding.

Taking her legs and drawing them higher until her calves were resting on
his lower back she strained against him. She wasn’t able to raise her hips like
she would prefer, but this position drew him as deep as he could go.

“Kenzie…do
n’t
…” he thrust deeply a
few more times and suddenly stiffened. She felt his release inside her and her
body responded spasming along with him. Groaning, he collapsed to her side,
drawing her against his length. “You are incredible.”

“I would say the same about you.” Kenzie laughed, her fingers tracing his
chest and stomach. Her fingers looked like porcelain against his darkly tanned
skin. When she went to go lower, he grabbed her hand and pressed it flat. She
was amazed when the muscles bunched and trembled against her fingers.
Her touch, could
cause that reaction in him?
She wondered.

“I need a few minutes to recover.” He teased with a glint of passion in
his purple eyes.

“I wasn’t trying to
entice
you to
more sex.” Kenzie joked back, laying her head
against
his chest. Knacayn decided to join in the exploration. His fingers moved along her
back. Fingering her hair and moving to the next spot.

“Do you want to talk about anything?” his voice rumbled through her. The
rise and fall of his breaths relaxing her.

“About why I had the change done?” she asked. “Or why I jumped on you
when you walked into my dome?”

He laughed and her head bounced on his chest. “Start with why you had the
change done.”

She entwined her fingers with his, “I had the change done because I
wanted to show the others that we need to commit to a life here. By holding
ourselves separate we are just creating another situation like that on Earth.
Always nitpicking about something instead of being a part of what life here on
Terraneu could be like. Having the change was my way of admitting I was tired
of the old ways.” Kenzie laughed and added, “You should have seen Mallex’s face
when he saw Steph.”

“I imagine it was similar to mine.” Knacayn’s voice held a hint of
laughter. “So…why did you ‘jump on me’ when I entered your dome?” He rubbed her
back softly, “Not that I am complaining.”

Kenzie took a moment to answer. She knew Knacayn was asking her if she
was committing to him. She knew before initiating intimacy with him that he
would not accept her dating other men. He was just confirming she knew his
expectations.

Kenzie began, “I had to be intimate with you so I would know how deep our
bond was. I know now, I only want one person to be mine…”

His fingers stilled when she paused. “Which person?” he asked
uncertainly.

“
Oh,
Knacayn. You of course.” She
let out a startled gasp when he suddenly pulled her to cover him. Their bodies
were touching from hip to chest.

“You will not be disappointed in
choosing
me.” He ran his hands down her back.

“I know I won’t Knacayn. You are honest. Loyal. Supportive.” She
punctuated each virtue with a kiss and soon they were lost in passion again.