Knowing You (36 page)

Her breath hitched in her chest as she listened to the
man she loved offer her everything she'd ever wanted. Just yesterday, she'd thought everything was over. Today, there was a whole new world opening up in front of her.

“I need you, Stevie,” Paul said softly. “As a partner. A lover. A wife. A friend.”

She swallowed hard, inhaled deeply, and said the words she'd wanted to say for so long. “I love you, Paul. More than I ever thought I could love anyone.”

A brief smile flashed across his features, and relief shone in his one good eye. He caught her hand and turned his face to plant a kiss at the heart of her palm. “Marry me, Stevie. Put me out of my misery.”

“I want to,” she said softly, knowing there was one more thing she had to say. Another risk. But one she was willing to take, because Paul, she knew, was worth any risk. “But you have to know that Debbie will always be a part of my life. And I don't know what that might mean in the future.”

“She's family,” Paul said, summing it all up in two beautiful little words.

Family.

Her
family. Paul. Debbie. The Candellanos.

“I really do love you,” Stevie said through her tears, and felt laughter bubbling up inside her. How could you be so happy and so teary at the same time?

“So does that mean yes?”

She gave him a wide smile, then looked around at her sister and asked, “What do you think, Debbie?”

The girl thought about it for a minute, whispered to Scruffy, then tilted her head to one side, grinned, and said, “I think you should kiss him.”

“I said it before,” Paul said, smiling, “and I'll say it again. Smart girl.”

Stevie looked up into his warm brown eyes—
eye
—and knew that finally she'd found what she'd always longed for.

And it had been right there in front of her the whole time.

Throwing her arms around his neck, she grinned up at him and said, “Yes, I'll marry you.”

“Thank God,” he said, holding her close enough that even if she'd tried to get away, she never would have managed it. Drawing his head back, he looked down at her and added, “The whole town's buzzing about us, you know. Gotta keep those gossips quiet.”

She blinked and stared up at him. “But how did they find out? We were so careful.”

He kissed her, winced at the accompanying pain in his lip, and shrugged. “I told Virginia.”

“You did?”

“Hell, Stevie,” he promised, “give me a couple days and I'll tell the world.”

 

Read on for an excerpt from another charming book by
Maureen Child

LOVING YOU

Available from St. Martin's Press

C
HAPTER
1

For the first time in his life, the cameras
weren't
focused on Nick Candellano.

He didn't like it.

Nick had spent years in the limelight. As an NFL all-pro running back, he'd had more cameras flashed in his face than a member of the Kennedy family. Hell, he'd even been featured in one of
People
magazine's Sexiest Bachelor articles. He'd done radio, TV, and print interviews and was glib enough to charm his way through any situation. Kids had been known to stand in line outside the stadium for hours just to get his autograph.

And now?

“You're still in my shot,” Bill, the cameraman, muttered.

“Right.” Biting down hard on the quick flash of temper that jittered along his spine, Nick took a single long step to the right. Wouldn't want to mess up the camera angle. No telling when they might get another chance to film an earthshaking athletic contest like this one.

Pushing one hand through his hair, he squinted into the afternoon sunlight and let his gaze slide across the
playing field. The players were in position. The ball was in play. The crowd roared, half of them cheering, the other half heckling the officials.

It should have been familiar. Comforting, almost, to a man who'd spent most of his life suiting up for a game. The only problem here was, the players were high school girls and they were playing
soccer
, for God's sake.

And it was Nick's job to cover it for the local TV station.

The taste of bitterness filled his mouth, but he choked it back down. A new leaf, he reminded himself. That's what he was doing here. Starting fresh. A new career. Something he could do even
with
a bum knee.

Christ though.

Girls' soccer?

A man had to start somewhere, right? Nick shifted position, taking the weight off the bad right knee that had ended his career. While the pain shimmered along his nerve endings, he couldn't help thinking, as he often did, about that one play that had sidelined his career. If not for that one stinkin' tackle that had sent his body east and his knee west, he'd still be playing. Still be signing autographs. Still be doing what he loved doing.

Instead, he was standing on the sidelines, in a bonechilling early November wind, getting dust on his Gucci loafers, trying to look interested in a play-off game that meant nothing to anyone not attending either Santiago or St. Anne's High.

Local TV my ass, he thought. He should be working at ESPN. Probably would have been except for the one guy who'd voted no to Nick's application. Seems the man still held a grudge about some comments Nick had
once made about their coverage of a game. So instead of the big time, here he was, working at a station that included farm reports in the local news. But he had plans. He'd work his way up. Be at ESPN where he belonged. Doing commentary for football games—interviewing players—
something
that would allow him to stay a part of the game he loved. But until then, he got the shit jobs.

And they didn't come much shittier than this.

Out on the neatly trimmed grass, one of the girls from St. Anne's kicked a well-aimed ball at the net, and when the goalie missed it, the game was suddenly over. Screaming teenage girls swarmed across the field, shrieking and laughing as they jumped at one another in celebration.

A momentary twinge jabbed at Nick's heart and he almost felt a kinship with the high-schoolers. He'd done a lot of those victory dances himself. He'd been in the center of the locker-room festivities after a big win. He'd popped a few champagne corks and showered in the foamy stuff, blinking back tears as the alcohol nearly blinded him.

Damn, he missed it.

He missed everything about it.

“Okay, that's it,” Bill announced as he straightened up from behind the camera. Glancing at Nick, he said, “You wanna get an interview with the coach first, or with the girls?”

It was like being asked if he'd rather be shot to death or stabbed.

But this was his life, now. And bitching about it wasn't going to move him up the ladder or get him to ESPN. So he'd choose the lesser of two evils. He just didn't think he was up to trying to interview some high
school soccer player and listening to her “um” and “oh” and “uh” her way through a conversation.

“The coach,” Nick said, and scooped one hand through his hair again. He checked his tie, smoothed one hand down the front of his camel brown sport jacket, then fell into step behind Bill.

The stands emptied of people and they all seemed intent on getting in his way. Bill was a few yards ahead of him, and Nick was in no hurry to catch up.

“Hey, aren't you Nick Candellano?”

Nick stopped, caught by the awed tone in the voice coming from right behind him. Turning, he looked down at a short balding man with a wide grin.

“You are,” the guy said, nearly breathless with excitement, “Nick Candellano.”

Fond memories reared up and Nick basked in the glow of them for a second or two.

The guy shook his head and blew out a breath. “Man. Imagine that. Seeing you here. I remember the time you took the ball and ran it back eighty-five yards for a TD.” He sighed. “Never saw a run like it—before or since. Man, you cut through those other guys like they weren't even there.”

Nick remembered, too. “Yeah,” he said, enjoying this quick trip down memory lane. “That was the Atlanta game. Ninety-eight. Good game.”

“
Great
game,” the shorter man corrected. “You were awesome, man.”

Pride swelled along with the memories and puffed out Nick's chest. Hell, maybe this wouldn't be such a bad gig after all. He still had lots of fans out there. Running into one or two of them now and then would cheer him up and give the fans something to talk about when they went home to dinner.

“Thanks,” he said, automatically offering his right hand. Giving the man the smile he used to reserve for close-up postgame interviews, he said, “Appreciate it. Always good to meet a fan.”

The little guy's grin went even wider as he slapped a manila envelope into Nick's waiting hand. “Good to meet you, too, man. Oh. And you've been served.”

“Served?”

“It was great meeting you, though.” The short man was already turning to leave.

What the hell was going on? Served? As in served with a lawsuit? Who would be suing him? Nick stared down at the envelope as if waiting for it to open up and announce itself. When it didn't, he lifted his gaze to the retreating back of the little guy who'd sounded like a fan.

“Hey, Nick,” Bill called from the sidelines, “you coming?”

The cameraman's voice suddenly sounded muffled—but that was probably because of the sudden roaring in Nick's ears. A cold trickle slipped through his bloodstream. He gave his head a shake, but the roaring was still there. This couldn't be good. His hand fisted around the envelope as if he could squeeze the truth out of it. “What the hell's going on?” he demanded.

The bald guy chuckled as he kept walking. “Read all about it, Nick. Oh, by the way, congratulations. It's a boy.”

*   *   *

Tasha Flynn finished the comb-out on Edna Garret's hair, then stood back and aimed a torrent of hair spray at the woman's head. Naturally, the stream of toxins didn't shut Edna up. But then, at this point, why bother?
At eighty, the old woman had probably inhaled enough hair spray over her lifetime to put a nice, glossy shine on her lungs already. What was another coat?

“So anyway,” Edna was saying, “when I found out that Francine Chase was gambling away the rent money, I just knew her husband was going to leave her. What man in his right mind would put up with that?”

“Richard Chase should have,” a woman under the dryer piped up. Tilting the old-fashioned space helmet dryer back so she could get in a little gossip herself, Alice Tucker stuck her head farther out, stared at Edna, and said, “Francine was the only woman who would have put up with Dick's meandering eye.”

“It wasn't just his eye that meandered,” Lorraine Tuttle said with a chuckle.

Tasha rolled her eyes at the gossip. The same women kicked around the same topics of conversation every Tuesday. You'd think they'd run out of things to talk about. But no. Every week, they showed up to be washed, curled, and dried. And every week, they had more dirt to dish.

The FBI should know about these women.

But there was a comforting sameness to the routine. A familiarity that told Tasha everything in her world was as it should be. She glanced around the interior of the small shop and smiled to herself. Three hair dryers, only one of them occupied, sat against one wall. Opposite them were three comfortable chairs clustered around a low table littered with hairstyle magazines. Wooden shelves marched along one wall, stuffed to bursting with hair products and supplies. The pink-and-white linoleum was peeling up in one corner, but it was clean, scrubbed nightly by Tasha herself. The wide
window overlooking the front yard was sparkling, and a thick slice of sunlight jutted through the glass beneath the half-opened blinds.

She supposed that to most people, the place wouldn't look like much. But to Tasha, it was everything. It was home. Stability. A future.

This was her place.

Where she belonged.

“What do you think, Tasha?” Edna asked.

“Hmm? What do I think?” She glanced into the mirror, ignoring the handful of postcards tucked into the edges of the glass, and met the older woman's direct stare. “I think you're finished, Edna.”

The older woman sniffed and waved an impatient hand. “I don't mean my hair, girl. I mean what do you think about roving Dick?”

Tasha's lips twitched as she met Edna's still sharp blue eyes. “I try not to think about roving dicks of any kind.”

Heck, it'd been so long since she'd been on a date or come anywhere near a man who wasn't at the shop to pick up his wife, Tasha was pretty sure she could qualify for sainthood. Which, she thought wryly, in her case, was really saying something.

“Smart girl,” Edna said as Tasha yanked the Velcro closure at her neck free and snapped the hair-littered plastic cape up and off of her. “You'll find men are usually more trouble than they're worth.”

From under the dryer, Alice snorted. “This from a woman with four dead husbands.”

One of Edna's steel gray eyebrows swept up. “And all four of them were—”

Whatever she'd been about to say was cut off when the door swung open so quickly, it slammed into the
wall with a crash. Tasha whipped around in time to watch her framed print of Tahiti hit the floor. The boy standing in the open doorway hunched his shoulders as it fell, winced, and said, “Sorry.”

“Like a bull in a china shop,” Edna muttered, but her smile took the sting out of her words.

Jonas Baker, eleven years old and already he was taller than Tasha. Which, she kept reminding him, wasn't that difficult. Since she stood only five-foot-two, most good-sized kids could pass her height at a walk. His dark brown hair fell across his forehead in a sweep that dusted his eyelashes and had the boy continually squinting or swinging his head to one side to clear his vision.