Lady Rosabella's Ruse (18 page)

Should she try to be more realistic? She frowned. ‘Perhaps I should try to disguise them.’

‘Don’t you want to be whisked off to the prince’s bed?’

There was only one bed she wanted to be whisked into, but she’d had the strong sense that once the passion was over, his bed would grow cold. And that she could not bear. He’d certainly acted with chilly reserve after only one night. ‘You heard Señor Paloma. I’m a giant. What man would want me anyway?’

Bess tilted her head full of red curls and pursed her lips. ‘You could bind your jugs. And perhaps if you gave yourself a nice little package in front, no one would notice the hips.’

‘Package?’

‘You know, sausage and spuds—in the front of your breeches.’ She pointed at Rosa’s smooth placket.

‘Oh. I see what you mean. And if I put padding around my waist, my bum won’t look so out of proportion.’

‘That’s the ticket.’

And thinking about it, she wouldn’t garner any more unwanted male attention.

Unwanted? If she didn’t garner male attention, how would she possibly gain a rich protector?

If only they would let her sing. She could make a lot more money as a solo performer, and have the pick of the gentlemen. The men who came around the stage door for the members of the chorus didn’t look at all rich or in the least bit gentlemanly.

It might be better pretending to be a boy for a while, until she had a better role.

‘Do we have any bindings or padding?’

‘Mrs Ellis is sure to have something, if that’s what you want.’

‘It will make me true to my character.’ Something Mama once said was the secret to her long-ago success.

Rosa huddled in her usual dark corner of the green room after the performance. The final performance of the week. And tomorrow the company left for Birmingham.

Fräulein Von Geldhardt had been a huge success and the chorus had come in for its share of praise and attendant gentlemen, all of whom were milling about with their dancer of choice, including little Bess, who sat on the lap of her special gentleman with tears in her eyes and a guinea or two in her pocket.

Bess had tried to convince her to drop her costume at the end of the performance and take part in the fun. The gentlemen, she said, loved a woman who played breeches parts, because they loved to look at their legs. Rosa had been tempted. Some of the young men who came back after each performance were lots of fun, but most of them had wandering hands and no money.

She glared at Freddy. Every time she asked him for an audition, he said ‘later’ and dashed off on some errand for the
prima donna
. She couldn’t blame him. The
fräulein
was a star, the one the audience came to see.

A stir at the green-room door caught her attention. Several gentlemen she hadn’t seen before entered. Rich men from their clothing. Excitement rippled through the girls.

‘It’s Forever,’ Annie squealed. She’d been dancing for one company or another for years. She wouldn’t be joining them on the tour of the north. She’d been hired on at the Haymarket Theatre.

She flung herself at the man who entered last.

Rosa almost swallowed her tongue.

Stanford. He sauntered in, looking around with slitted eyes, his sensual mouth sullen, his eyes mocking. He looked darker and more dangerous than ever.

Surely he wasn’t seeking her. She wasn’t quite sure how she felt about that. Or her head wasn’t. Her heart seemed to be doing something like
pirouettes
in her chest. Painful prickles ran across her shoulders.

Shocked at the power of her reaction, she drew deeper into her corner.

He tucked Annie under his arm, opened his other arm and two more girls rushed to join him, petting the front of his coat as he kissed each one on the cheek, while all the time he managed to keep the cigar held loosely in his fingers from setting fire to their hair or their clothing.

‘Trust Stanford to bag the best of the bunch,’ Fitzwilliam, who accompanied him, complained, but he grinned as another member of the chorus sidled up to him.

Hiding deep in the shadows, Rosa couldn’t take her gaze from Garth. He looked nothing like the man she’d played cricket with on the beach, or the seductive nobleman who had made love to her one night in an empty house. His cravat dangled about his neck. His coat hung open, revealing a crumpled waistcoat. And he didn’t look happy. The devilish sparkle in his eye was missing. The sullen cast to his beautiful mouth and his dark expression made him look thoroughly jaded. And lonely.

As if… Oh, how could she even think he might be missing her? Loaded down with three girls, he staggered to an armchair in the middle of the room. He clamped the lit cigar between his teeth and scanned the room from beneath lowered brows.

An air of dissipation hung around him. A wild young buck for whom the world held no surprises. A wickedly handsome rake. Even dissipated and probably inebriated, his knee looked inviting.

He whispered something in Annie’s ear. Making love to her, no doubt. Rosa clenched her fists on her thighs, longing to push the girls off his lap. She looked away, trying not to notice. He wasn’t her concern. She’d rejected him roundly.

‘Did you bring presents?’ one of the girls squealed, searching his pockets in a way that said she’d done it before.

His lip curled sardonically as he blew a stream of smoke at the ceiling. He would set fire to the place if he wasn’t careful. But no one said a word. He was nobility. They were a rule unto themselves as long as they had money to spend.

He grabbed the guinea from the girl’s hand and held it up, saying something to which all three of them shook their heads and pouted.

What on earth could he be asking them to do?

Bess joined her on the bench. ‘We’ll be lucky if those girls are ready to set out in the morning after a night with Forever.’

‘Forever?’

‘Stanford. Before he came into the title he was Evernden. One of the girls said he could make a quickie behind the stage last forever. The nickname stuck.’

Rosa went hot, then cold, knowing exactly what the words meant. Remembering his touch. The wild sensations. The way she’d thought she’d lost her heart. She couldn’t stop herself from looking his way again, torturing herself with the thought of him making love to those other girls.

Except he wasn’t making love to them. He was sprawled in the chair as they petted and pawed him, while he looked thoroughly bored. His weary gaze swept the room as if he half hoped to find something better, someone more interesting.

Her mouth dried. He couldn’t be looking for her. She touched the straggling beard on her chin, the bit of moustache on her upper lip. Not even her sisters would recognise her, especially in the short blond wig.

Freddy rushed past, stopped and glared at her feet. ‘Shoes, missy.’ He held out his wicker basket.

While they allowed her to take her costume home every night, shoes were expensive and players were not permitted to wear them home. In case they sold them for gin, Bess said, or the price of a night’s lodging.

Rosa unlaced the soft-soled boots and held them towards the waiting basket. ‘I’ll give you the shoes, if you’ll let me audition to sing when we get to Birmingham.’

His yellow curls seemed to spring higher off his head. ‘No. Shoes. Now.’

Rosa sighed and tossed them in. One of these days he was going to say yes. She rubbed at the sore spot on her foot from the ill-fitting footwear.

The back of her neck prickled oddly. She looked up to find Stanford staring at her feet. He’d paid attention to her feet before, but surely he wouldn’t recognise her by her toes.

He stood up, the two girls on his lap sliding off his knee. Startled, as if he’d forgotten their presence, he grabbed them before they hit the floor, soothing their ruffled feathers with a quick stroke.

Sure he was coming her way, Rosa slipped her feet in her slippers. ‘I’ll see you there, Bess.’ She ignored the sounds of a commotion behind her and fled. She’d meet the players at the chop house where they always went for a meal after the performance. Tonight would be a farewell to those who were remaining in London, a celebration of their success and a toast to the future.

Best of all would be the payment of her wages. Money she could send to her sisters.

The last letter from Meg had been terrifying. Yes, the moneylender would wait, but the money they owed was growing by leaps and bounds. There was nothing left over to pay more school fees. The girls were already looking for work, so she did not have to bear the burden alone. Sam was coughing and Meg feared she might have to call for the doctor again.

It didn’t seem to matter what Rosa did, things just kept getting worse.

She ran down the alley.

Garth gazed over the heads of the girls hanging around his neck. They’d denied any knowledge of a girl called Rose. He stared into the dark corner beside the exit. Only one girl there now. A redhead. There had been two people there a moment ago, the redheaded girl tying her shoe and a…a blond-haired boy. It was a pair of feet he’d noticed. The redhead wriggled the toes of her bare foot. Hers were definitely not the feet that had caught his attention. Or perhaps he’d imagined them.

He squeezed his eyes shut and opened them again. Why would he imagine Rose’s feet on a boy? Lady Keswick’s assertion of Rose’s ambition to join an opera company had made him wonder if the old girl was losing her faculties. On the other hand, she had no reason to lie. Rosa hadn’t been singing here tonight, or at any of the other places he had visited this past week. He would know her voice anywhere.

Why wasn’t he just letting this go? She clearly didn’t fancy him. He would have, he assured himself, if there wasn’t a chance of her carrying his bastard. But for that he’d have abandoned the quest days ago.

The twisting in his gut was simply concern about an unwanted child. He would act the same with any woman. Wouldn’t he?

Of course he would. He didn’t want a wife. He didn’t want a child. But he’d be damned if he’d let any child of his bear such a stigma. The thought of it made him feel ill.

All these years, he’d been so damned careful, so sure he could present his brother with what was rightfully his. The title. It would atone for the guilt he’d felt when he’d realised he wasn’t Evernden’s son.

It would make it all up to the man who’d given him a name and place in society because he’d been given no choice by the woman he’d married.

The cold place in his chest seemed to grow. He’d messed his chance of redemption up royally, especially if Rose was brought to bed with a son. Damnation.

The redhead worked on the second slipper. Acting on instinct, he turned to the girl hanging on his arm. ‘Let go.’

She swore and flounced off. For some reason none of the ladybirds he’d tried to sample these past two weeks had aroused his interest. None of them looked like a seductive nun, not even when they dressed up for him.

He thought about asking about the…the boy? Good God, had he grown so dissipated?

He headed for the girl still sitting on the bench beside the door.

‘Where did she go?’

She popped to her feet with a cheerful grin. ‘Who?’

‘The girl sitting beside you.’

She eyed him warily. ‘Why do you want to know?’

‘So it was a girl.’

She shrugged. He caught her arm. ‘Where did she go?’

‘Get off me.’

Fitzwilliam caught him around the shoulders. ‘Great news. We’ve been invited to the party at the chop house. I promised we’d give some of the girls a ride in your carriage.’

Garth shook him off. The redhead was gone.

‘Come on, we will miss the champagne.’ Fitz slapped him on the back.

If
all
the players were going to the chop house, then so was he, and champagne sounded like a very good idea.

Jammed between Bess on one side and old Jack on the other, Rosa nursed her gin. After a week of being with the company, she’d learned to order herself a mug of the dreadful stuff and pretend to drink it. The alternative was for someone to see she wasn’t drinking, buy her one and then expect one in return. It didn’t take long to spend more than you had.

She raised the mug to her lips and tried not to inhale the fumes or get her moustache wet. It tended to fall off. Bess took a swig of hers.

‘Lawks,’ she said, looking over at the door. ‘They brought the gents with them.’

‘What? I thought only the cast were allowed.’

‘On closing night anything goes.’

Neither of the two men who entered were Garth. Rosa relaxed.

Bess gave her a saucy grin. ‘Once those girls have their hooks in a couple of rich nobs do you think they’ll let them loose? They’ll squeeze ’em dry.’

Blast. If she had known, she wouldn’t have come here. She could have got her pay the following day.

Except she’d wanted to write to her sisters and send some money off first thing in the morning. Before the moneylender pressured them again.

Bess groaned. ‘It’s Forever.’

Anger at the horrid nickname roared in her blood, not at the name itself, but what it meant, quickly followed by a shiver of fear. Back there in the green room, she’d half thought he’d recognised her, but he’d been too busy cuddling his girls.