Authors: Justine Elvira
Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #Genre Fiction, #Coming of Age, #Romance, #Contemporary, #New Adult & College
Lawful Overdose (17 page)
“I am and I’m not going anywhere."
He moves off the bed and grabs his jeans, taking
the key out from the pocket. He hops back up and unlocks the silver chains,
releasing my hands from the bed frame. I instantly wrap them around his neck,
glad to be able to finally touch him. My hands caress every inch of his body
while his face nuzzles me between my tits.
“I love you, Jaxon.”
“I love you too, Tessa."
We snuggle in his bed for hours, neither of us
willing to move or talk. We’re both so happy to be together again.
I think about our time together since we met. He’s
changed my life in so many ways and I’m glad I can finally show him that, give
him all of me.
I think about that night, the night I saw him with
Jimmy and suspected the worst. How could I do that? We had such a great morning
that day. Who would have thought twenty-four hours could change everything.
I remember him making love to me, taking ownership
of my body. I remember his fingers entering the dark place no one has ever
touched before and him wanting to stake his claim there, too. I was so scared.
I told him one day, but I don’t know if I actually meant it.
Now that I know what it’s like to lose him, I want
him to own every part of me. I want him to claim my entire body.
Before I have time to change my mind, I grab his
hand and bring it to my mouth. I start to lick and suck his index finger,
taking it completely in my mouth and drenching it with my tongue.
I see his eyes light up, waiting for round two.
Keeping my eyes on his, I pull his finger out of my
mouth and wrap his arm around my ass. It’s not the easiest thing to maneuver,
but I move his hand to my ass, bringing his index finger to my puckered hole
and thrusting it inside.
We both moan in unison. My moan in pleasure, his in
shock.
Before he can remove it, I start to thrust his
finger in and out of me, waiting for him to take over. When he does, I remove
my hand and rest both my palms on his chest, looking up into his eyes. “I want
you to make love to me there, too. Right now. I want you to have claimed every
inch of me, Jaxon, because I’m yours. No one has ever touched me there, but
you. I need you, Jaxon.”
I can see the excitement in his eyes as he lowers
his lips to mine and gently kisses them, still thrusting his finger in and out
of me.
“You sure, Tessa? It doesn’t have to be tonight.”
“Yes, it does,” I whisper.
“Tonight is the first night of the rest of our
lives and I want you to have every inch of me because it’s forever yours,
Jaxon.”
“I love you so much, Tessa,” he whispers huskily, his
eyes completely taken over with lust.
“I love you, too.”
We kiss passionately before Jaxon flips me over to
my stomach and raises my hips. He aligns my back entrance with his erection.
Two fingers enter me and I scream from the pain, but the pain quickly turns
into pleasure and Jaxon spends the next hour preparing me and then claiming the
last part of me he hasn’t claimed before.
Two Years Later
The hustle and bustle of the city is still
something I’m trying to get used to. After I graduated from college in the spring,
Jaxon and I moved to Chicago. His job was here and he was lucky the department
had let him take a leave for so long.
After we rekindled our relationship that winter
day, Jaxon and I were inseparable. I stayed at Eastern and we spent Christmas
together, inviting Ryder over to celebrate with us.
Jaxon was supposed to go back to Chicago for the
New Year, but since I was unable to leave Eastern until I graduated, Jaxon
stayed down here with me. He kept pushing the paperwork to start back at the
Chicago Police Department. He filed delays, medical leave, any kind of
paperwork he could think of, he filed. When he couldn’t file anything else, the
Chicago Police Department agreed to let him take a leave of absence as long as he
was continuing his law enforcement education, so he did. He took a few classes
at the college until I graduated.
Now he’s back in Chicago, working for the CPD and
I’m with him. Our apartment is small for the amount of money it costs, but I
don’t care, we’re together and that’s all that matters.
Piper is living in the suburbs about thirty minutes
away. We see each other all the time and she still isn’t ready to settle down.
She loves her promiscuous lifestyle and I don’t blame her, I loved it too,
until I met Jaxon. She still fools around with Ryan when she comes and visits
me. I know eventually they’ll end up together, but neither of them is ready
yet.
I walk into our apartment in Wicker Park and set
the groceries down on the kitchen table. I unload the groceries as quickly as I
can because I need to get ready for tonight.
I shower, fix my hair, change, and do my
make-up as fast as I can. I’m already running late. I’m supposed to be meeting
Jaxon at the restaurant. When I step out of our bedroom and into the living
room I stop in shock.
Jaxon is there and he has the room lit by
candlelight, just like the night we reunited. He’s in a blue dress shirt and
slacks, and he’s down on one knee. His eyes are glazed over and the smile on
his face lights up the whole room.
I see the silver chained cuffs lying across his
bended knee and he has a black box in his outstretched hand. My entire body
starts to shake in anticipation.
“Tessa, I love you. I walked through life happy. I
had a great job, got laid whenever I wanted to, I had good friends and family.
I never thought I was missing anything… and then I met you. You were a shock to
my system. I saw you at Ryder’s that night in your skimpy uniform, and I knew I
had to meet you.
“We talked that night of the party, I got to know
you, and when we kissed it was electric. I felt it in every bone of my body. I
knew then that you were it. You were the one I wanted to marry.”
I wipe the single tear that has fallen from my eye,
still looking at Jaxon, completely entranced by his presence.
“We’ve had our ups and downs, but in the end we’re
still always there for one another. You pick me up when I have a bad day at
work, and I rock your world when you need a break from real life.
“I don’t care if I never get to meet your family,
or that a part of you will always be with your sister, that makes you, you. All
I care about is having you forever. I want you forever, Tessa. I need you in my
life forever. Through the good and the bad because you make the bad better.”
He opens the box and a beautiful diamond solitaire
is sitting in a diamond encrusted setting.
“Tessa Greyson, will you be with me forever? Will
you be my rock when I need it and God forbid we have children, would you be the
best mother to them that I know you will be? Will you marry me, Tessa, and
share a life with me?”
I nod my head, with tears of happiness falling down
my face as I say, “Yes, you idiot. Of course I’ll marry you. You didn’t even
have to ask. I’m yours, always yours, remember?”
He gets up and I run to him, jumping up onto his
body and smothering his face with kisses. He laughs at my attack, but doesn’t
let me down. I feel his lips in my hair, kissing me all over.
I lower myself from his body as he takes my hand
and slides the engagement ring onto my ring finger. I don’t even look at it; I
just look into the eyes of the man who has claimed me. The man I will spend the
rest of my life with, hoping he loves me as much as I love him.
“How should we celebrate?” I ask him, as I wrap my
arms around his neck, holding him tightly.
“I have dinner reservations for us at eight. Are
you ready to go?”
I don’t want to ruin his plans, but I have a much
better way to celebrate. I bring my lips to his and kiss him softly, longingly.
It takes him only a second to respond and he’s kissing me back, more urgently.
I moan into his mouth before breaking the kiss and bringing my lips to his ear.
“I have a better way for us to celebrate and it
involves you bringing the silver cuffs into the bedroom with us.”
He doesn’t respond as he sweeps me into his arms
and dips us to the ground, swiping the cuffs off the floor. He walks us into
the bedroom, slamming the door behind him.
“We can go out another night,” he says huskily, as
he tosses me on the bed. His body moves to cover mine as we celebrate our
engagement that night, several times, in the comfort of our bed.
We may have some bumps and hurdles ahead of us, but
what relationship doesn’t? I know with Jaxon by my side, we can get through it,
and I love him more than anything.
The End
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Coming In 2014…
Changing His Game
When I moved to California from a small town in
Michigan, I was looking to get away. I wanted a change and nothing seemed
better to me than Los Angeles, the city of dreams. I was looking for an
adventure, and I thought my friend Tawny would be the perfect person to give it
to me.
The day I graduated from college I packed a bag,
hopped in my car, and headed to Los Angeles. I didn’t find Tawny when I got there,
but I did find her gorgeous roommate Jared. He gave me a place to stay and
helped me get on my feet. He became my best friend. My best friend who millions
of women happened to lust over.
Jared plays by a different set of rules, where
anything goes. His lifestyle is unlike anything I’ve ever witnessed before. It
scares me, but Jared is always there to protect me.
At night he’s just Jared, my Jared, and I’ll deny
it to anyone who asks, but I’m completely in love with him. During the day he’s
Brandon Boner, and the world is in love with him.
Oh yeah, did I mention he’s a porn star?
