Lonely Hearts (9 page)

“How come?”

“Whenever she told us to lie down on the floor and relax, I went right off.”

“Asleep?”

“Sound.”

“I thought I was the one whose nights were in need of repair?”

“When I gave up the class, I got myself a new mattress.”

And a new man to share it with, Resnick guessed. “Yoga’s not so bad,” he said. “I was afraid you were going to own up to transactional analysis.”

Resnick’s wife had gone to TA. Positive strokes, negative strokes, he had felt like a cat on an electric fence. He stretched an arm behind Rachel’s shoulders and pressed the button set into the woodwork.

“I didn’t know anywhere had those any more,” Rachel said as he withdrew his arm. “Bells and waiters.”

“Used to be all there was,” Resnick told her. “Every lounge bar in the city.”

She looked away and immediately Resnick wished he hadn’t said it, didn’t like the way it made him sound, hankering after a past where a shilling was a shilling and all the telephone boxes were red and none of them were working. Nostalgia was arthritis of the brain.

He ordered a Guinness, draught, in a straight glass. The woman waiting-on was wafer-thin and her back curved like old paper left in the sun. She knew Resnick by sight and nothing more: each time she served him as though it were the first.

“Any sandwiches left?” he asked.

“Cobs, duck. Cheese, cheese and onion, onion.”

“Cheese and onion.” He angled his head towards Rachel and she raised her hand, no.

They talked about Mrs. Taylor and how she was faring, how quiet the little girl had become, furled in upon herself. She asked him how the murder inquiry was progressing and he said they’d brought in a man for questioning.

“Husband?” Rachel asked.

“Good as.”

She drank some more of her wine. “One of the things I’m involved in, a women’s refuge here in the city.” She looked at Resnick carefully: “Are you married?”

The waitress leant over them, setting down Resnick’s drink and roll.

“Can I have another white wine and soda?” Rachel asked.

“And Worcester sauce,” added Resnick.

“I’m not putting that in no wine,” the woman said.

“For the cob,” Resnick explained.

“There’s them relishes. Mustard.”

He shook his head. “Worcester sauce.”

When she brought the bottle to the table, the waitress did so with her eyes squinting off to one side as if not wanting to see what use he was going to put it to.

“So?” Rachel pressed.

“Gives it a bit of bite,” Resnick said.

“Why are you avoiding the question?”

Resnick blinked. “I was married for five years. It was a long time ago.”

“Any children?”

“No. You?”

“Children or married?”

“Either. Both.”

“Yes, I was married. That seems like a long while ago as well, although I suppose it wasn’t. We didn’t have any kids, I haven’t had any since.”

He wanted to ask her about that, about having—not having—children. Instead he said, “Why did you get unmarried?”

Rachel turned the wine glass round between her fingers. “It was like trying to breathe under water.”

He watched her come back from the Ladies. She still wore her hair pinned up, silver pendant earrings like slim cylinders accentuating the line of her neck. It made her jawline seem stronger, her mouth fuller.

Watch my lips move
, she had said.

“I shall have to go soon,” she said, sitting back down. Resnick nodded, asked her the same question that Skelton had asked him, about the jury. She didn’t know either, not for certain.

“A year ago,” she said, “I think I would have been. Six months even.”

“You think attitudes have changed that much?”

“Don’t you?”

She knew the figures: an increase in cases of reported sexual child abuse that ran close to a hundred and forty percent. Local Authorities with over three thousand children on their abuse registers. In the wake of the Jasmine Beckford case, extra staff had been appointed with special responsibilities in that area, special knowledge. The same after Cleveland.

“The trouble is,” she said, “it became fashionable.”

“Didn’t that encourage a lot of kids to speak out?”

“Of course it did. But the trouble with fashions is that they change. Pop stars, styles. The big thing used to be that we were never acting quickly enough. Read a newspaper and you’d think the whole country wanted us to go charging in at the least sign of danger and whisk kids away from home.”

“And now it’s gone the other way,” Resnick said. They thought about the police in much the same way, the public.

“D’you know,” Rachel said, leaning a little towards him, “that, when one of those children up in Cleveland was taken off a Place of Safety Order, there was a headline in one of the papers, inches deep—THE FIRST CHILD IS SET FREE.”

“So you think the jury’s going to find for the father if they can?”

Rachel just looked at him.

Resnick shifted back on the seat, drank some more of his Guinness, assumed she wanted the subject dropped. Busman’s holiday.

“It’s the guilt they won’t accept,” Rachel said suddenly, her voice rising up a tone. “Their guilt.”

“Theirs?”

“It used to be, anybody who abused a child, sexually abused them, they were psychopaths. Push them off to one side, lock them up. Criminally insane. People used to think Myra Hindley, Ian Brady.” She touched her fingers to her cheek, where it was beginning to burn. “Now it’s all over the place, everywhere. Ordinary people. That’s what they don’t want to believe. It’s them, their friends, their kids. Them.”

Rachel lifted her glass and emptied it in one long swallow. Those who had been turning round and listening went back to their own conversations, their own silences. Resnick watched as the colour slowly began to fade down again on her cheeks, the light began to leave her eyes.

“I’m sorry,” Rachel said, “I didn’t mean to treat you to an outburst.”

“That’s okay,” Resnick said.

Rachel stood up. “I must go.”

“Thanks for the drink,” she said, out on the pavement.

Traffic was moving down the hill at a steady rate, twin lines of headlights sliding into the center. Groups of men and women, strictly segregated, were gathered on the far side of the street, outside Huckleberry’s, Zhivago’s, The Empire.

“Thanks for coming,” Resnick said.

She smiled, something of a smile. “It was supposed to help me unwind.”

“It’s probably not too late for a yoga class.”

She pushed both hands down into her pockets and hurried away. The same group of students who had entered the pub with Resnick emerged and stood near the doorway, laughing. The lads were all wearing long raincoats, shapeless as the one the insurance man had always worn when he’d called to collect on the penny-a-week policy his mother had taken out for him when he was born.

Nine

If Dizzy had been human, Resnick thought, he would have spent days meandering drunkenly around shopping centers, splashed through municipal fountains with a red and white scarf dangling from his belt. He would have traveled back and forth across the Channel barricading himself behind a wall of lager cans in the ferry bar. Resnick blinked at the insistent wailing, eased his body from beneath the covers without disturbing the somnolent Miles, and barefooted to the window.

The leafless black of the tree yielded up the softer blackness of the cat. A soft thump against the ledge and yellowed eyes stared through the pane. Something hung down from the mouth, inert. Resnick pushed up the window and Dizzy moved with a quick pad across the room, tip of his tail crooked. Outside, the rain had not long ceased: sheen of water under the street light; soughing of wind.

Glancing at it, Resnick had taken Dizzy’s prey for a bat, but no, a field mouse, gray in the smudged hollow of the pillow. Its back broken, a brief trail of pink and palish yellow slipped from the puncture of its underside.

From the floor beside the bedside table Dizzy looked up at him, daring rebuke.

Resnick used a tissue to lift the mouse away. Stripped the cover from the pillow and took it to the bathroom. Pepper was curled around the lid of the laundry basket and when Resnick switched on the light, lay one paw across his eyes.

It was not yet a quarter-past four.

Resnick made tea.

He remembered his grandfather: collarless shirts and cardigans that hung past the cave of his chest; gray trousers always with a flap sewn to the front and held in place by two large safety pins. Two things he would do in the house: he would make a fire each morning in the blackened range; he would make tea. Thin fingers would rub the strands of tea between them then sprinkle them across the bottom of the enamel pan like droppings. When the water boiled, he would pour it over the leaves and let it stand. Always the pan at the side of the range, tea growing thicker and blacker. All day.

He could scarcely recall his grandfather’s voice. Little else about him. A slow-stepping figure that would move between the kitchen and the outside lavatory, where strips of newspaper, torn in two and two again, hung from a metal skewer bent into a hook. Once, on a Sunday, the rest of his family had brought a stranger home from church and Resnick had seen his grandfather struggle into a collar and tie—Resnick had used his young fingers to press the collar stud home, had twisted straight the knot of tie—and shiny coat and gone into the parlor with them, closing fast the door. From the hallway, between the banisters on the stairs, he had listened to the clamor of voices and then his grandfather, angry, bitter, and pitched oddly high, forcing out all argument.

And since he knew, then, little Polish, having stopped his ears to it, old-fashioned nonsense, Resnick had never known what those heated words were about.

Thinking back now, he did not think, in all the years they had inhabited the same house, that his grandfather had even spoken to him directly as much as a single word.

“Jesus! What’s happening to him?”

“All right, just take it easy.”

“I want to know…”

“A minute while this gets sorted.”

“Not…”

“Sir, I think you should take a look.”

Resnick looked at the warning expression on the custody sergeant’s face, the solicitor standing inside his small room, alongside the desk. A uniformed constable was bringing a prisoner out of the toilet opposite the row of three cells. Inside the nearest of those a fist was being worked against the door, a metronomic rise and angry fall. A policewoman with a shining bob of fair hair was talking softly to a young black man who was handcuffed to the radiator. Divine and Naylor were standing at the furthest end of the corridor, by the open door to the third cell. Telephones were ringing: all over the building telephones were ringing.

“Sir…”

“Okay, Sergeant.” He squeezed his way along the corridor.

He heard the solicitor’s voice calling after him and shut it out. Outside the cell, Naylor looked as pale as Divine was flushed. Ignoring them, Resnick pushed the door fully open. Tony Macliesh looked up at him from where he was sitting on the narrow bed and smiled.

Blood leaked from his left cheekbone where the skin was broken; a swelling the shape and size of a blackbird’s egg already broke the hairline over his left temple. His lip was cut. Still smiling, he stood up and a channel of blood ran from nose and chin on to his black T-shirt, his jeans, the soiled suede of his shoes.

No wonder, Resnick thought, the bastard’s smiling.

“My office.” He spoke to Naylor and Divine without looking at them, turning away. “Now.”

The solicitor was still in the custody sergeant’s office, still making the same demands. Out of sight, somebody was whistling “Moonlight Serenade.”

“Inspector…” she said.

“A doctor?” Resnick said to the sergeant.

“On his way, sir.”

“Inspector Resnick…”

“Ring through to the desk, see if someone can’t fetch Ms. Olds a cup of tea.” He glanced at the solicitor quickly. “Make that coffee.”

Resnick had only run across Suzanne Olds once before. She had been representing a thirteen-year-old on a charge of malicious wounding and had had the lad’s confession thrown out of court, and, likely, quite right too. He remembered a few things about her and one of them was that she liked to be addressed as Ms.

“I should have thought my client was the one in need…” she was saying.

“How long has Macliesh been your client?” Resnick asked.

Suzanne Olds drew back the sleeve of her beige linen jacket in order to look at her watch.

“All right. Don’t bother.” He picked up the phone on the desk and dialed an internal number. “Patel, get yourself down to the cells. I want you with Macliesh, door open, nobody in or out till the doctor gets here. Understood?”

Without waiting for a response, he put the receiver down and moved away.

“During all of which my client’s injuries will remain unattended, I suppose?”

Resnick held her gaze for one, two, three seconds before walking to the inquiry desk and returning with a first-aid box in his hand. He sorted through it in front of her, finding a cellophane envelope of plasters, a tin of Germolene, the remains of a roll of cotton wool. Patel appeared at the doorway and Resnick pushed the things into his hand. “If the doctor’s not here in the next ten minutes, see if you can do anything with these.”

Naylor was wondering if they were likely to get more than a good bollocking but he wasn’t worrying about it. After all, what had happened was down to Divine and if push came to shove that’s exactly what Divine could do with any ideas about loyalty in the ranks.

What was worrying him was Debbie’s announcement that morning—causing him to bite so fiercely into his toast that it disintegrated into brittle fragments—that she was four days late. Late! What was she talking about, late! Why was she talking about it at all, when normally such things weren’t even referred to? When they went shopping together in Sainsbury’s she would push her box of Tampax down to the bottom of the trolley and contrive to cover it with a packet of tagliatelle parmigiane. And that tinge of accusation in her voice when she’d said it, as if somehow he might have slipped something past her defenses.