Loralynn Kennakris 3: Asylum (19 page)

“What’dya guys think? We don’t have to do this.”

The three of them sat alone in Echo Squadron’s ready room, a generously sized compartment furnished with five retractable tables, a dumb waiter, and three coffee machines. Along the bulkheads, tactical displays (now all blank) alternated with scale models of Halith combatants and a number of more lighthearted decorations. When not serving as a briefing space, it acted as a sort of club with an atmosphere to match, but now, amidst of welter of disposable coffee cups and leftover pizza—the remains of their abbreviated dinner—Kris felt chilled.

“If it’s not us, they’ll just send someone else,” answered Baz, appearing to study the bulkhead decorations. She wondered which ones. “She asked us first, so she must think we give ‘em the best shot.”

She asked us first cuz we’re expendable
. But she looked at Tanner without acknowledging the thought. “What do you say?”

“Sounds like old times to me.”

“This isn’t another boggart, Tanner,” Kris cautioned. Back at the Academy, when they’d fought the boggart to a draw and had a chance to get away clean, she’d said:
let’s go home winners or not at all
. Why she’d said that was something Baz and Tanner couldn’t really grasp—certainly not then, and probably not now. And it
had
been just a war game.

Tanner grinned. “Thank gawd for that!”

No, he didn’t get it. Outwardly she asked, “What about Diego? Think he’ll go for it?” Ensign Chaz Diego was Tanner’s wingman and the logical choice to fill out the roster. Kris had never met him.

“Oh hell, yeah.” He chuckled. “You’ll never get the grin off his face. I should give him a call?”

Must already have visions of the decorations we’ll earn if we pull this off dancing in his head.
Posthumous decorations?

She nudged a pizza crust to the side of her plate. “Do that.”

Tanner got on his xel, and Diego arrived ten minutes later, looking happy and expectant. As Kris explained the mission, Tanner’s prognostication proved to be correct. By the time she finished his smile was so bright you could read by it.

Kris held back a sigh as she unfurled her xel and keyed up the commodore.

“Yes, Ensign?” Shariati answered crisply.

“We’re all in, ma’am. It’s a go.”

*     *     *

The ops briefing broke up in an air of tension, quiet but palpable, and Commander Huron’s closing “Good hunting” did not elicit any of the usual boisterous remarks, it being just the five of them. Baz had lapsed into his usual studious preflight silence and Tanner was by now more subdued. Only Ensign Diego was still smiling.

They filed out, still with a solid hour’s work ahead of them. The mission required several software patches; those had to be verified. The tender and its new sensor suite was being seen to, and they needed to run a thorough link test. Hyperdrones were finicky critters, so the interfaces had to be wrung out one last time. With those things accomplished, they’d review any final details of the contingencies that had been prepared, then complete their TAC upload and ordnance checks.

Kris paused at the entry, then stepped back to let it close. A knot had suddenly formed behind her solar plexus. She was closer to Huron than anyone she’d ever known; that was a fact—an often uncomfortable fact. It wasn’t just that everyone assumed they were lovers and had been since they met. It was the thing itself: a queer, chancy, hybrid sort of relationship, half-completed and awkward—and half the time she wished they’d end it. The rest of the time . . .

“Huron? I . . . ah”—forcing the syllables out one by one. “You got a minute?”

“Of course, Kris.”

She was still facing the entry, and looking down as she spoke. “If, um . . . there’s no homecoming from this op, when you go to get Marko’s pialla, there’s another letter in my stuff. I’d like you to take it before . . . well, y’know. I don’t care about anything else, but take that letter, okay?”

She turned toward him and from the way she momentarily met his eyes and looked away, it was clear she wasn’t talking about the sort of letter pilots often left behind in case they didn’t come back. And Kris had no one to send such a letter to—at least no one he was aware of. He nodded. The other boot was clearly dangling between them, and he waited for it to drop.

“It’s from Mariwen”—dropping it. “She . . .” Kris took a step forward, rubbing her knuckles on the palm of her other hand. “I never answered it. I don’t know how—but, I was hoping you’d tell her—just tell her that . . . I’m sorry. I know her contact info’s restricted and all, but I figured you could get it, so . . . I mean, if you can—if she’s okay—just say I’m sorry.”

“Sure. I’ll do that.” A pause. “What do you want me to do with her letter?”

“I . . . don’t know.” She looked up and tried to smile. “You figure that out, okay?”

He started to nod—to try to think of something appropriate to say—there was the space of only a short step between them—she crossed it suddenly and her hands came up against his chest, then dropped.

“Look, Rafe. There’s a lotta shit I’m no good at. And a lot more I never got a chance to learn. Keep that in mind, would’ja? Please?” And before he could respond, her arms came around his neck and she kissed him—a shocking, lingering kiss—and settled back on her heels, the color high in her face. Turning away to hide her eyes, she seemed on the cusp of saying something but shook her head—he wondered what words had been on the tip of her tongue—reached for his hand, squeezed it once, and let go.

“Bye, Rafe,”

Carefully, he swallowed to ease the catch in his throat and waited that crucial beat so his voice would at least sound calm.

“See you later, Kris.”

Had an observer been able to lift itself far out of the galactic plane, to a god-like eminence above this volume of space that was distinguished only by its usefulness in surveilling the transit routes on either side, it would have observed four infinitesimal specks in that vast emptiness, carving the ether with mathematic precision. Two complimentary logarithmic spirals, their centers nine light-hours apart; two specks on each spiral, ten light-seconds apart, and exactly between them, a fifth speck, with which the other four communicated, although only when on the innermost leg of each expanding spiral, and then only by the briefest burst and according to the strictest protocol.

Further, if this being’s gaze could plumb dimensions normally inaccessible, it would also have beheld the deep-radar flashes from each leading speck, probing the ‘high holy’(as mariners termed it) for the ‘shadows’ made by the active keels of hypercapable ships. The trailing specks were themselves watchfully silent, listening for the flash’s echo, and any other telltale signs of approaching craft.

It might be supposed that this simple ballet would appear serene, even pleasing, to such an observer, conveying nothing of the tense, nibbling boredom being experienced by the absurdly finite inhabitants of those specks. Most especially not as it affected the inhabitant of the lead speck on the western spiral (as referenced to galactic north), who happened to be Kris. This sort of punctuated tedium was exactly how recon pilots earned their living, and it was usual to do so far from home and with little support. But not
this
far from home or with
this
little support: one slow, vulnerable, unhandy, unmanned tender. As Baz had remarked on the way out, if anything did go wrong, they were in for a very long swim home.

Nor was there often so much riding on the outcome, and never before had Kris been in actual command. In simulation, yes, of course—more times than she could recall—but this was her first encounter with the real-world version and she felt the responsibility most keenly. That feeling had been growing minute by minute and hour by hour as they followed their assigned trajectories, Baz keeping precise station behind her. Basmartin’s role had nothing to do with seniority and everything to do with his skill with sensors. He’d been the best in their class at the Academy, routinely achieving detection ranges ten or even fifteen percent better than anyone else. He was especially good with passive sensors, which was why Kris played the role of illuminator, and he had a preternatural knack for defeating ECM (or
music
, as it was known in the Service).

Having Baz back there was indeed a comfort, but it was a comfort sensibly diminished by her knowledge that Tanner’s skills in this regard were merely adequate (as were her own) and that she knew nothing about Diego beyond his reputation, which was for being solid, if a tad enthusiastic. She kept a hard rein on her creeping urge to ping Tanner any more than absolutely necessary. Their job was to report detection results, not chat, and in any case, her breathing down his neck wasn’t going to suddenly improve his performance.

On each inward leg, one fighter of each element flashed their results to the tender, and the tender, keeping its lonely automated vigil, duly relayed the data by hyperwave burst to Outbound. It also replied to the sender with status messages from the other element and its own news. As the spirals lengthened, so did the comms lag and interval between transmission windows. This increased the likelihood of running afoul of Halith pickets while out of comms range, so they kept their hyperdrones primed. If all went well, they’d use the drones to return their full data set once they finally made contact with the Halith fleet.

They had been at it for two hours and twenty minutes when Kris came around on the inward leg and let go a burst of data at the tender. The tender obediently replied with its own ‘all clear’ report, but not with a status message from either Tanner or Diego. They were supposed to keep their search patterns synched but it was possible they were lagging a few minutes. She gnawed her cheek, wondering if she should slow down to allow more time for them to report in. The pattern had only a ten percent margin to keep it leakproof, and she didn’t want to start invading that yet. On the other hand . . .

She keyed up her tight-beam link. “Baz? No report from Rogue 2”—Tanner and Diego’s call sign. “Are you seeing anything?” If they’d run in trouble, one of them ought to have launched a hyperdrone. At this range, Baz might have been able to pick up a transient when it jumped out.

“Wait one.” Dead silence on the link as she felt the weight bear down on her shoulders. “Negative, Kris. I got nothing. Maybe they’re just a few minutes late.”

Maybe my ass
. “I gonna ping ‘em.” She decelerated to extend her comms window another six minutes. The hyperwave ping went off into vacuum. The window closed without a reply and a prickle ran across the back of her neck, the fine hairs there tickling unbearably against her flight helmet.

Goddammit
. “Baz, they’re in trouble.”

“I’ll be in range in five minutes, Kris. If we stretch it some, I can—”

“No.” Those hairs felt like they were screaming and foreboding weight was pressing her down in the seat. “They ran into somethin’. They can’t be this late. We gotta go check.”

“But if we abandon this section . . .”

Kris wasn’t listening. She was rerunning their search pattern with new parameters. “We can jump the tender to here”—linking him the new pattern. “That’ll give us some cover while we see what happened.”

“That’s not leakproof.”

“It’s eighty-five percent. That’s—”

“Fifteen percent we let ‘em get by.”

“Baz! What the fuck? You wanna stay here with the tender?
That’s
leakproof.”

“Not on the other side—”

“
Exactly
. What the fuck ya think went down over there? A tea party?”

“Okay, Kris. Sorry.” His voice was heavy with resignation. “What’re we gonna do?”

“Order the tender over here and then form up on me. We jump in ninety seconds.”

“Roger that, ma’am.”

*     *     *

The two fighters translated into the eastern half of their search volume, designated Phase Plane Juliet, with that strange sensation—as though space-time had become oddly slippery—so different from the translation of a large ship, which induced a feeling akin to euphoria in Kris.

But this shallow jump made no such impression, and as soon as her instruments came back online, she keyed up the tight-beam link to Baz. “Quarter and search. I’ll take Phase 1.”

Baz acknowledged and split off westward to cover his assigned arc. Whatever Tanner and Diego had run into, it had taken them by complete surprise, which ruled out anything as mundane as a Halith fighter squadron. Kris had to conclude they’d encountered picket ships—stealth corvettes or maybe even a frigate—and she and Baz had tuned their sensors with that in mind. It was likely the pickets were still operating in the area, probably sweeping ahead of Tanner and Diego’s last reported position.

Running a plot based on that guess, Kris took an arc extending eastward, designed to put her in the baffles of any ship cruising in that direction, and cut her drives and electronic signatures to the bare minimum. Finding nothing after coasting along for twenty minutes, she decided to add a dogleg to her pattern and turned south. Almost immediately her ESM suite picked up a faint flickering signature. Its amplitude and bearing suggested it was at extreme range and receding rapidly.

She shot Baz a coded hyperwave pulse, telling him to continue his search and rendezvous with her in fifty minutes, then boosted after the ghost, barely waiting for his acknowledging ping to come back. Whatever objections Baz might have to her haring off alone—and he’d probably have some—she didn’t have time to listen to them.

At the appointed instant, armed with as good a read on the ghost as long range allowed, she made the rendezvous to find Baz waiting for her. Closing to tight-beam range, she opened the lowest-power spread-spectrum channel. “Anything?”

“Found a statis bottle back there in a debris cloud,” came the tinny reply, “and Tanner’s bird—what’s left of it anyway. He’s not in it.” The cloud had to be what was left of Diego’s fighter then. And probably of Diego.
Fucked-up start to my first command
—
losing two right outta the chute
.

That thought needed to be pushed aside, and the acid bite in her stomach needed to be ignored. With an effort, she managed both. “Tanner ejected?”

“Looks like. I haven’t been able to detect a suit beacon yet—hope he’s just lying low. But he didn’t launch his hyperdrone.” That was not comforting: he should’ve popped it off at the first sign of trouble. But it was impossible to say what might have happened, and if Tanner thought the bad guys were still in the area, it made sense he wouldn’t activated his beacon immediately. His suit environmentals were good for about twenty-four hours if he wanted to stay conscious—maybe as long as twenty-six or even twenty-eight in a pinch—although it was ill-advised to push it much past sixteen. At that point, you were better off going into hyper-sleep, which would keep you alive for another ten days or so. The catch there was that the suit couldn’t revive you: a medical team had to do that. But he knew Kris and Baz would start searching ASAP, so surely he’d activate his beacon before too long—if he could. If not, they’d have to do a fine-comb search for him, which meant—

She yanked that train of thought to a halt.
Don’t try to do everything—let Baz handle it
. It was the ghost that needed her attention right now.

“Alright, Baz. Take a look at this.” She linked him the signature data. “What’dya think?”

“Looks like a stealth corvette to me,” he answered after a minute, concurring with her initial guess. “Got whacked some too—he’s bleeding erratically—and hauling ass for home.” Tanner and Diego must have gotten some licks in then.
Good job there, guys
. She never would’ve detected it otherwise.

“That’s what I thought.” Following the corvette’s course would lead her straight to the Doms but, assuming they were somewhere along the Callindra Lane, her fighter didn’t have the reaction mass to get there and get back. Confirming their location, to say nothing of getting close enough to ID the individual ships, meant a one-way trip.

A one-way trip for her fighter certainly. It might be just possible
she
could make it back. The idea sounded insane at first, but the more she’d thought about it, the more plausible it seemed. Fundamentally, it depended only on that most reliable of forces—simple gravity—and out here, far from any perturbing bodies, the mechanics were perfectly straightforward. She’d worked out a simple algorithm while returning to meet Baz, and although it needed to be refined, the results were promising.

“Baz, keep searching for Tanner. How long do you think that’ll take?”

“Based on where his fighter is, maybe a couple of hours. If he lights up, a lot less of course.”

“Good. Bring the tender over here, fuel up, find Tanner and get ‘im back to the station ASAP. Send a drone off with my data and anything else you find out as soon as you locate him—”

“Kris—”

“Don’t interrupt. Once you’re tanked up, I need you to set the tender’s autopilot to fly this trajectory”—sending him a plot. “
Exactly
this trajectory, Baz. Can you do that?”

“Kris, what the hell are you thinking?”

“I’m going after the ghost. We still gotta a job to do.”

“That’s way outta range—”

“That’s why I need you to send the tender down this line.”

Something brief and unintelligible on the other end. “Yeah, okay.”

“This is gonna work, Baz.”

“Sure.”

She ignored his tone. “Just one more thing.”

“What?”

“What’s the specific impulse of a round from a standard-issue sidearm?”

“
What
?”

“Come on, Baz—specific impulse. How much delta-V do you get from firing a sidearm in null-G?”

“Well . . . shit. About two meters per second maybe. For a hundred kilo rest mass.”

“About? I don’t need
about
, Baz. You used to keep all this shit on your xel! What’s the fuckin’ number?”

“Kris . . .” She heard him exhale over the link. “How many decimals you want?”

“How many you got?”

“I dunno—I can’t say what the exact tolerances are on the goddamned things! Maybe . . . call it four significant digits?”

“Fine. Gimme four significant digits then.”

He did. She plugged them into her algorithm.

“Look, Kris—”

“Thanks, Baz. You better get going.”

“Kris—”

“And I’m sorry I snapped at you. Don’t hate me, okay?”

“Kris! When I said we might be in for a long swim home, you knew I was kidding, right?”

“Get home safe, Baz. Don’t fuck around out there—that’s an order. You understand?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

*     *     *

Kris understood Basmartin’s feelings; had the roles been reversed, she wouldn’t have been happy with it either. But somebody had to find Tanner (there was too little hope for Diego to be worth thinking about right now) and report back with what they’d found. The data they had on the fleeing corvette wasn’t much, but it was better than nothing. It meant the mission wasn’t a total zero.

And Baz had family, friends—a life. A real one beyond the Service. He deserved a shot at living it.

He was probably being pessimistic anyway—he always worried too much. Sorta like Huron, that way. They both worried about her—thinking she did crazy shit cuz she just didn’t care. It wasn’t true. She liked breathing as much as anyone. But sometimes shit just had to get done.

Like now.

Her plan was a good one. She’d follow the corvette’s course, burning hard at first and then cooling it down as she got closer. That committed her to a long stern chase, but that was what she wanted: it would bring her in
behind
the fleet’s pickets. It was highly unlikely the Doms would be looking for a lone fighter approaching from the rear, especially not with the corvette reporting it had found and flamed two snoopers.