Lost But Not Forgotten (7 page)

“Nope. That’s a trait needed by every good cop.”

“Hmm.” The bell over the door sounded, saving Gillian from getting embroiled in a discussion about what traits made
good
cops. Was he still one, and lying to her about having quit?

“We’ve talked so long I have customers,” she murmured, pulling the order pad from her apron pocket.

“We’ve talked five minutes. You get a lunch
hour.
Let Flo take their order.”

As if she heard her name, Flo appeared in the kitchen doorway, menus under her arm and three glasses of water in her hand. “I’ll catch that table, Gilly. Bert’s already dished you up a nice bowl of soup. He’s putting the finishing touches on Mitch’s burger. All you have to do is pour whatever you want to drink, sit and take a load off your feet.”

“Tell me again this isn’t a conspiracy,” Gillian muttered, half to herself and half to Mitch.

“She must be psychic. Honestly,” he said, “I didn’t prearrange anything.”

“Bert just happened to know you wanted a burger?”

“I hate admitting how predictable I am about food. Ask him. He’ll tell you I ate here an average of three days a week for six or so years. Rain or shine, I ordered a burger.”

“I don’t know why I believe you, but I do. It’s too bizarre to be a lie. You win. Go wash. I’ll join you for lunch.”

Mitch felt like clicking his heels together. He was careful not to act too triumphant. On the way to the men’s room and back, he tried to figure out arguments that might convince her to go with him to Ethan’s on Saturday night.

“You’re right about this soup,” she said, flashing a smile as he returned and slid into the booth. “It’s delicious.”

“Now that you know I’m so wise, we’ll save time if you trust everything I say.”

She paused, her spoon halfway to her lips. “Do I have
gullible
stamped on my forehead? I don’t think so.”

Mitch grinned around a bite of hamburger. After he’d chewed and swallowed, he changed the subject. “Flo calls you Gilly. I like that. It fits you. Can anyone call you that?”

It was on the tip of her tongue to tell him she went by her middle name of Noelle. She hadn’t realized how hard it would be to watch her words in personal conversations. Shrugging, she focused her attention on opening a packet of crackers. “Suit yourself. I answer to a broad range of names.” She gave him a brief smile.

His brows drew together quizzically. “Oh. I guess you mean customers yell, hey you, miss or waitress—things like that. Before I became a detective, when I still wore a uniform every day, I got called a lot of other things, too,” he said wryly.

“You mention your old job a lot. Maybe you shouldn’t have quit.”

Unconsciously, he rubbed his thigh. “Cats may have nine lives. People don’t. I woke up in the hospital positive that if I made it through surgery, I’d leave there living on borrowed time. So I quit the force.”

Gillian considered the damage bullets did. Daryl, killed on his doorstep. Mitch had probably hung on by a thread. She didn’t realize she was crumbling her crackers until Mitch reached across the table and took her hand.

“I made Ethan promise no cop-speak if I managed to talk you into going to his house for dinner with me on Saturday night. And here I’m guilty of doing the same thing. Really, that part of my life is behind me. The most dangerous thing I’ll be doing in the future is breaking a green horse or two. Not for a while, either.” He smoothed his thumb over the soft skin on the back of her
hand. “I’m sorry if I frightened you, Gilly. I’m a normal, everyday Joe now.”

She pulled her hand loose, unable to decide if he was trying too hard to convince her. Was he attempting to lure her into his web of deceit? No matter. At the moment he represented the only tie she had to the men in the blue car. The men who most likely had her small suitcase. Gillian shoved the mangled packet of crackers under the edge of her plate and picked up her spoon again. “Sorry. I may not be keen on eating while talking about bullet wounds, but there are aspects of detective work I find fascinating.”

“Such as?”

“Oh, I don’t know.” She rolled one shoulder. “Methods used to find stuff that’s lost or stolen.” Realizing she might be sticking her neck out too far, Gillian ignored the escalated pounding of her heart and plunged on. “I’m reading a mystery that opens with hidden documents,” she improvised. “The character who hid them dies suddenly, but not before sending a garbled note to a friend saying his, uh, girlfriend had the key to wherever he’d hidden the papers. No one can find the key. So, ex-detective Valetti, where do you suppose he put those documents?”

Mitch polished off his hamburger, took a sip of lemonade and wiped his mouth with his napkin. “Skip ahead to the last chapter and find out.”

“Thanks a lot. Somehow I doubt you did that on your cases.”

He laughed. “You like mysteries, huh? Police procedurals? Well, well, I guess that means you’ll enjoy spending the evening with me, Ethan and his wife, Regan. Dinner’s at six this coming Saturday. Where shall I pick you up?”

Gillian had walked into that one with her eyes wide-open. This was where he’d been headed all along. She felt the control she wanted to maintain slipping out of her hands. “Tell me where the Knights live. I’ll meet you there.”

“Huh? What kind of date is that?”

“No date.” Rising, she stacked their dirty dishes. “Take it or leave it.”

“Sheesh, woman. Okay.” He heaved a sigh. “Hand over a pencil and tear off an order form. I’ll write down their address and draw you a map. Starting from where? Where do you live?”

“If I wanted you to know that,” she said, “I’d have agreed to let you come by for me. Start at the café. I’ll find my way from here.”

Mitch fiddled with the pencil. “You really aren’t very trusting. Makes me wonder about your ex. I know you said your divorce wasn’t bitter, but I’ve seen abuse before. If he knocked you around, it’s better to admit it. Getting all that out helps heal the wounds.”

Hit hard by his unexpected strike at Daryl, Gillian felt a sudden welling of tears. With her hands full of dishes, she couldn’t brush them away. Mitch, of course, saw her blinking frantically. “You’ve jumped to the wrong conclusion about my marriage,” she finally managed to say. “My ex-husband’s only mistake was that he married the wrong woman.” She paused. “On second thought, I’m not ready to participate in a couples thing.”

“Sure you are,” Mitch insisted, stuffing the address he’d written into her apron pocket. “An evening playing cards and having a few laughs has gotta beat sitting home alone reading a bad mystery.”

“No, Mitch. Look, I was wrong to think—”

He touched a finger to her lips. “Don’t think. Please.”

Before Gillian could answer one way or the other, the front door banged open and Royce Jones stomped in. He had a wild look in his eyes as he made straight for her and Mitch. This time, his sidekicks were missing, Gillian noted. Which probably meant he was more likely than not to start a brawl.

Mitch, his gait always slow and uneven after he’d sat a while, remembered Ethan’s warning. The last thing he wanted was to bring trouble down on Bert and Flo. Nor did he want an unpleasant scene in front of Gillian. Especially after he’d been so quick to tell her that trouble didn’t follow him anymore.

“Royce.” Mitch stuck out his hand in greeting and worked to keep his voice level. “Long time no see. I talked to your wife a week or so ago. She asked if I’d be interested in a possible contract job. Never got back to me. I guess her department wouldn’t kick loose with the funds. You know how that goes. Say, have you met Flo and Bert’s new waitress?” He eased far enough to one side to reveal Gillian, who still clutched their empty dishes.

“We haven’t actually met.” Royce grudgingly transferred his attention from Mitch to Gillian. The ploy worked to defuse some of his bluster.

“Gillian, Royce Jones. Royce, Gillian Stevens,” Mitch segued right into formal introductions. Unleashing a chuckle, he lightly tapped the man in uniform on the shoulder. “Frankly, buddy, your timing stinks. You interrupted me in the middle of asking this lady for a date. Now, maybe being an old married man and all, you might’ve forgotten how long it takes a guy to get up the courage to ask out somebody new. I’m here to tell you it hasn’t gotten any easier. Since you did interrupt, the least you can do is vouch for my character.”

Gillian shifted the dishes, almost dropping them. Mitch Valetti had amazing nerve. Apparently Royce Jones thought so too, judging by the way his jaw went slack.

Mitch waited, his face carefully masked.

The charade dragged on for several minutes; Gillian regained her poise and sense of humor. Donning a properly cynical smile, she let her gaze travel between the two men. “If you have to work that hard on an endorsement,” she told Royce, “it’s probably just as well if I turn him down now and give him time to ask someone else to be his date at the Knights’ dinner party.”

“What? I thought you’d agreed to go.” It was obvious from Mitch’s face that he hadn’t expected his machinations to backfire.

Royce suddenly found the whole situation amusing. He laughed, lording it over Mitch and his predicament. “Well, Valetti, ’pears to me your reign as Desert City’s stud has come to an end.”

“Come on, Jones. Fun is fun. I’m trying to be serious here. Ethan said you think I made a pass at Christy. I didn’t. Never have. Never would.”

Royce tucked his hands under his bulging biceps and scowled. “Don Billings said he saw you two right here, tight as termites. Said you were coming on to the waitress, but the minute Christy walked in, things changed.”

“Excuse me.” Gillian regained their attention. “Mitch was drinking coffee at the counter. I was eating lunch. Two separate entities. Christy asked to talk to him about a job. Mitch carried his cup over and sat at her table. In the center of a packed room. There was nothing private about their meeting. You asked me that day to clarify what happened. I said the same thing then. It was strictly business.”

Muttering, Royce backed down. “She did stick up for
you, Valetti.” The beefy man rocked from foot to foot. “Christy makes me crazy. She’s moved in with her sister again. Sorry, Mitch. I should know Don Billings gets sadistic pleasure out of causing trouble in the ranks.” He growled a bit more, cleared his throat and edged closer to Gillian. “You’re probably safe enough going out with this guy.”

She barely avoided a smile as Mitch muttered, “Thanks a heap, Royce. Remind me never to ask for your backing if I ever decide to run for public office. It’d be like handing my opponent the victory.”

“That’s the best you’re gonna get from me, man. If you want more, don’t be doing side work for Christy, even if she finds the funding.”

At a stalemate, the men continued to posture and glare at one another.

“Stop it, you two. I’ll go with you on Saturday night, Mitch. Tell Mrs. Knight I’ll bring dessert,” she said more softly. By then, though, Royce was on his way out the door.

“Regan. Ethan’s wife is Regan. I’ll tell her.” Mitch touched Gillian’s cheek lightly with one finger. He let his hand drop when she raised her eyes to meet his. “This is for real, right? You’re not saying you’ll go just to get rid of me?” he asked.

His obviously shaky confidence chased away the last remnants of her doubt. “Have you ever been stood up in your life?”

“Yeah, I have. And Ethan’s never let me live it down.”

There was a vulnerability in his admission that touched Gillian. Maybe because it had crossed her mind not to show up… “I’ll be there. Six o’clock, you said.” She turned and all but ran to the kitchen, never looking back.

Mitch, although slower to gather his wits, remembered to drop money on the table for his meal and a tip before he left. He even made eye contact with the remaining lunch-goers. He didn’t know any of the men, so if they’d overheard his exchange with Royce, who would they tell?

All the way home, he felt like a man who’d pulled off a big coup. Dammit, he couldn’t remember the last time he’d been so desperate to make a woman like him. There was something in the shadowy blue of Gillian Stevens’s eyes that sent his hormones spinning and his mind into chaos. Not a good combination. If he were counseling a friend in a similar case, he’d suggest running like hell in the opposite direction.

Maybe she’d screw up really badly on Saturday night. Then he’d have to heed Ethan’s warning. Or Regan’s, if the women didn’t hit it off. That meant any chance for a relationship with Gilly would be finished. Mitch hadn’t owned up to it before, but the real reason he’d hung out at Ethan’s as long as he had was to wallow in a sense of family and home. His mother and father had been too involved in Wall Street to act like parents with Mitch and his two sisters, who were both school-age when he was born. He’d decided he’d either been a pure accident or a product of his father’s egotistical desire for a male to carry on the Valetti name. In any event, Mitch had been partially raised by his dad’s mother. Following her death, his guidance had come from a housekeeper, a cook and a nanny, respectively. Ethan’s folks were the total opposite of
his
parents, and they were genuine role models, to boot.

In marrying Regan and requesting to adopt quadruplets, Ethan had landed for himself everything his parents enjoyed and more. Mitch envied the love his friends shared—that sense of family. Hell, he even envied their
sleepy exchanges when they got up to console wakeful babies in the small hours of the night.

Maybe he wouldn’t feel so footloose if he went back to coaching the kids’ basketball team at St. Margaret’s. His job, coaching, part-time ranching—before Ethan got married, it had all seemed enough. Why was he suddenly spending so much time wondering what it would be like to teach a kid of his own how to play ball? Wondering who might mother that child?

He sat in the car outside his home for a minute and surveyed his domain, trying to see it through a woman’s eyes. Amy had called it a typical bachelor pad, he remembered as he climbed from the car and unlocked his front door. Trooper bounced all over him, barking and licking Mitch’s face. “Whoa. Hey,” he said, kneeling to rub the pup’s belly. “Are you trying to tell me all I really need is a dog?”