Love Inspired Suspense December 2013 Bundle: Christmas Cover-Up\Force of Nature\Yuletide Jeopardy\Wilderness Peril (47 page)

“No, it doesn't.” Tears sparkled in her eyes, and she pulled Landon's friendship ring from her pocket and slipped it on her finger. “I'm convinced that whoever shot at us took this ring off Landon's finger after he killed him. I promised his father I would find out the truth, and I'm not giving up until I know what it is.”

“Grace, please...”

“No! I won't give up even if I have to do this on my own.”

He exhaled and shook his head. It would do no good to argue with her, and he'd come to the decision about what he should do while he was still in the forest. “I know I'm wasting my breath trying to get you to see reason, Grace. If you're determined, I'm not going to let you do this alone.” He sighed and reached for the paper she still held. “I work these puzzles all the time. I'll get started on it tonight.”

“Thank you, Alex.” She hesitated a moment, and he knew she was about to ask him to do something else.

He groaned inwardly. “I know that look, Grace. What else do you want me to do?”

“When you take me home, I'd like for you to come inside and be with me when I tell my parents what happened today.”

He shook his head. “I don't know, Grace. Your father never did like me. To him I'll always be the gardener's son. I doubt if my presence will make any difference.”

“You're wrong. My father is very different from when you knew him, and I want you to see for yourself. Please do this.”

He wanted to tell her no, but her eyes begged him to do this. After a moment, he nodded. “Okay, I'll come in for a few minutes.”

She smiled. “Thank you, Alex.”

She crossed her arms and leaned back against the car. Alex turned and stared into the woods where the officers continued to search. He glanced down at the broken headlights and the bullet holes in the car. They had barely missed being killed today.

Cold fear washed over him, and he rubbed the hair on the back of his neck. Grace had opened a Pandora's box with her announcement on air that she was going to look into Landon Mitchell's death. There was nothing he could do to stop what might come, but one thing he could do was be there to make sure nothing happened to Grace.

FOUR

G
race gazed out the window of Alex's car as he drove toward her home on the outskirts of Memphis. Usually she enjoyed the ride home from work, but not today. She had tried all afternoon to push her brush with death from her mind, but she couldn't. She didn't know if she would ever forget how those bullets had sounded as they hit her car. Thankfully, neither she nor Alex had been hurt, but the experience wasn't one she would soon forget.

Now she had to get through another troubling time. She had to tell her parents. If she didn't, they might read about it in the paper or hear it on the news. With her father's condition, she didn't want him upset, but she didn't see any way around it.

She straightened in her seat as they approached the edge of her family's property. Alex pulled into the driveway of the house, stopped at the gate and swiveled in his seat to face her. “Is the security code the same or has it been changed?”

She smiled. “It's still the same.”

Alex punched in the code and drove through the gates onto the grounds of the home where she and Alex had played as children while his father was working there. He drove forward and stopped in front of the sprawling house. “Here we are. Are you sure you want me to come in?”

“I am.” She glanced down at her watch and opened the car door. “My parents may not be home yet. Dad had an appointment scheduled with a physical therapist for late this afternoon. I'm sure the cook has something for us to munch on while we're waiting for them. Come on inside.”

Fifteen minutes later Grace and Alex sat on the sofa in the den and watched the blue gas flames flickering around the logs in the fireplace across the room. Grace set her coffee cup on the table at the end of the couch and turned to face Alex who sat at the other end. “I'm glad we have this time together before my parents get home. Everything has happened so fast for the past two days that we haven't had time to talk.”

He set his cup down and exhaled. “Talk about what, Grace? I think we've probably said it all at one time or another.”

“There are several things I'd like to say. First of all, I want to tell you about my father.”

“What about him?”

She took a deep breath. “I want you to know what he's gone through in the past year. After the drive-by shooting he was in bed for a long time before he reached the point where he could be in a wheelchair. During that time the pastor of the church nearby visited him a lot and shared with him the things in life that are really important and how God can get you through the bad times. After a lot of Bible study and prayer, Dad turned his life over to God. Now he's trying to reach out to those he may have hurt in the past and apologize.”

“B-but this is so unlike him. You're telling me that your father has become a believer?”

“I am. My mother and I are, too. My father's shooting has changed everyone in the Kincaid household. For the first time since I can remember, we're a real family. We also attend church every Sunday.”

“Wow. I can't believe I'm hearing this.”

She smiled. “It's true. Because I've put my trust in God, I've been able to get through a lot this past year, but there's one thing I know I have to do. I want to be friends with you again. I want you to forgive me for all the mistakes I made. I'm praying you can do that, and I think this is the time to try. I don't want us to go on saying and doing things that hurt each other. I think it's time we called a truce, especially since you've saved my life twice since yesterday morning.”

He shook his head. “I don't know if we can ever be friends again, Grace. I'm glad I was there to save your life, but I was only doing my job.”

She blinked to keep the tears from filling her eyes. “I'd like to think it was a bit more personal than that. But even if it's not, we can't keep going through life pretending the other one doesn't exist.”

He took a deep breath. “Now that you're back in Memphis, it's hard to pretend you don't exist. I see you on television nearly every day or I see your picture in the paper. I saw you on the society page not too long ago at a dinner at your country club, and also at a swanky party for the Cotton Carnival. You looked like you were surrounded by your friends.”

She looked at him for a moment before she spoke. “I have lots of friends that I enjoy being with. I'd like for us to be friends again.”

He pulled his gaze away from her and looked into the fireplace flames again. As she took in his profile, the muscle in his jaw twitched. “I don't think that's going to happen. There's too much history between us, Grace.”

She swallowed the lump in her throat and leaned forward. “We can try.” She closed her eyes for a moment and bit down on her lip. When she opened her eyes, he was staring at her again. “I don't expect us to ever go back to where we were that summer before our senior year in college. I want to go back to the children we were when I followed you everywhere.”

He let his gaze drift around the room. His eyes locked on the Christmas tree with the presents piled underneath and shook his head. “I've never seen that many presents under one tree in my life. It's just one more reminder of the differences in our lives. We may have been childhood friends, but you were the daughter of the rich banker and I was the son of his gardener. It wasn't okay with your father for you to be my friend then, and it certainly wasn't when I got that scholarship to attend the same private school as you.”

“You know I didn't care what my father thought. I was thrilled when you got that athletic scholarship and we got to see each other at school.”

A snort of disgust rumbled in Alex's throat. “Yeah, we went to the same school, but I was never one of the guys.” He grimaced. “Landon Mitchell and his friends never let me forget it.”

Grace sank back against her chair. “I tried to tell you none of that mattered. Not to me, at least.”

He shrugged. “Well, being accepted by the group matters to a high school kid, and it did to me. When I look back on it now, I see it from an adult's perspective, but it hurt back then.”

“Did I ever make you feel like you weren't accepted?”

“No, but everything changed when you left for University of Pennsylvania and I stayed here at the University of Memphis. It was like I was free of all those childhood feelings and I was moving on with my life.”

Grace sighed. “And then we ran into each other on Beale Street the summer before our senior years in college.”

His eyebrows drew together, and he scowled. “There's no need for us to rehash all our history, Grace. To you it was a summer romance. To me it was more.”

She clenched her fists in her lap and shook her head. “It was more to me, too. I really missed you that fall when I went back to school.”

He rolled his eyes and glanced back at the blinking lights of the decorated tree. “Yeah, I sure had a merry Christmas that year when I found out you'd been making plans for us. You had the rest of our lives all planned out.”

Her anger flared, but she tried to extinguish it. She would never be able to make Alex see the truth if she argued with him. “I didn't. I only wanted to take the chance to turn my internship at the Philadelphia television station into my first real job. They had offered me a good opportunity, one a new college graduate couldn't get anywhere else. You could be a cop anywhere.”

His lips thinned, and he gritted his teeth. “I didn't want to be a cop anywhere. I wanted to be one right here in Memphis. I thought if you really loved me, you'd want me to work where I'd be the happiest.”

“Ever since we were children, you'd done everything you could to make me happy. I thought if you could see what a great opportunity it was for me, you would give in and come to Philadelphia to work.”

He shook his head. “You never understood how I love Memphis. It's where I was born and where I want to spend my life. In my job I've come to know the streets, the back alleys and the people who inhabit those places. I feel the music of Beale Street in my soul, and I love to watch the Mississippi River roll by. I could never feel that way about another place. I didn't want Philadelphia.”

“So you made me choose.”

He rubbed the back of his neck and sneered. “Yeah, and we both know which you chose—Philadelphia and all it offered for you. The boy who had loved you since he was ten years old was left behind without a second thought.”

She shook her head. “No, you're wrong about that. I thought you'd change your mind after a while and come join me.”

“And I thought you'd come back home. I waited a year for you, but you stayed in Philadelphia. Of course I found out it wasn't just the job. It was Richard Champion the news anchor that was so appealing to you.”

Grace almost flinched from the anger in Alex's eyes. Could she ever make him understand what it had been like for her alone in Philadelphia? “All right. Let's talk about Richard. He was my mentor at the TV station when I was doing my internship, nothing more. When I started my job there after graduation, he was kind to me. He knew we had broken up, and he offered me a shoulder to cry on. Before I knew it, we were going out to dinner, taking in movies or just hanging out and talking. He was my friend.”

Alex's eyebrows arched. “How long did the
friendship
last?”

“I waited a year for you, Alex, but you didn't come. By that time I had a job, and I liked it. When Richard asked me to marry him, I couldn't think of a reason to say no. We got along well, and we understood what the other one went through in our jobs. There was just one thing lacking, although I didn't realize it at the time.”

“What was that?”

“I didn't love him.”

He leaned forward and gazed at her. “You can't imagine what I went through thinking about you married to that guy. But what happened? That's part of the story I've always wanted to know. Why didn't you marry him?”

Grace swallowed hard and met his gaze. “Because two weeks before the wedding I caught him with the weather girl at the station. As it turns out, she was only one of the women he was having an affair with.”

A look of surprise flashed on Alex's face, and he slumped back in his seat. “So that's why you went to New York to work instead of staying in Philadelphia.”

“Yes.”

“And now? Why did you really come home, Grace?”

“I'll be honest with you, Alex. I didn't want to quit my job in New York, but I did because I love my family. My father may be rich, but his money didn't help him any when he was shot. He's lucky to be alive even if he is confined to wheelchair for the rest of his life.”

His features softened, and he nodded. “I was sorry to hear about that. I looked into the case after I joined the Cold Case Unit, but there weren't any leads. I wish I could have solved the case for you.”

“I wish you could have, too.” She took a deep breath. “When I first came back, Laura and I shared a house. After she and Brad married, my mother was having a difficult time, and I decided to move home. It was the best for all of us. I like my job at the station, and I come home to my family every night. It's not a very exciting life, but it's the one I have.”

He didn't say anything for a moment, then he smiled. “Well, after what's happened the past two days, I'd say your life has just gotten a lot more exciting.”

She laughed. “You can say that again.” Her smile faded. “Do you think we can ever be friends again?”

He exhaled a long breath. “I don't know, Grace. I've spent the past five years angry at you for dismissing my feelings so easily. When I told you I loved you, I thought I could trust you with my heart. But you broke it, and I don't know if I can ever get the trust back I felt for you.”

She nodded. “I understand. Now I know I was selfish and self-centered. I only thought of what I wanted. I never tried to come up with a compromise that could make us both happy. But then, neither did you.”

“I guess we both failed. I guess we should chalk our romance up to one of those things that was never meant to be and go from there.”

It surprised her to think that he might be right. She didn't know if her life would have been different if she'd never fallen in love with Alex, but at least she wouldn't have spent years getting over him. “I think it's time we put the past behind us and concentrate on what we're doing now. Maybe in discovering the truth about Landon's death, we can find our way back to being the friends we were when we were children.”

He shook his head. “I don't know, Grace. Going back may be too difficult. But maybe we can at least be cordial to each other while we're working together.”

She smiled. “Maybe so.”

“Excuse me, Miss Kincaid.”

Grace looked over her shoulder to see the maid standing in the doorway. “What is it, Nancy?”

“Your mother's car just drove into the garage. You said you wanted to know when she arrived so you could help her get your father inside.”

Grace jumped to her feet. “Thank you, Nancy. Tell her I'll be right there.”

She turned back to Alex. “I'm glad we had this talk today.” She glanced at her watch and frowned. “They're later than usual. I'm sure my father will be hungry and will want to eat right away. Why don't you stay for dinner?”

Alex rose from the sofa and shook his head. “No, I really should go.”

Grace waved her hand in dismissal. “Don't be silly. My parents will be glad to see you. Besides, I really do need you with me when I tell them about today.”

She held her breath as he appeared to debate whether or not to stay. After a moment, he nodded. “Okay, if you're sure it will be all right.”

“Of course it is. Now sit back down and wait until I help get my father in the house. I'll be back in a few minutes.”