Loving Hart (14 page)

I clenched around him involuntarily as he rubbed my arms and massaged my shoulders.  His harsh intake of breath told me th
at he liked it, and I giggled because he was
still rock hard inside of me
.
I
had to wonder if that was
normal
, but apparently, with Spencer, it is
.  I've never heard of a man not
softening after, but Spencer was
n't
stopping at all.  When he palmed
my breasts and starts pinching my nipples, I clench
ed around him again, wiggling a bit as I gasped at the sensations that continued spreading out through my body.

"Shit Delilah.  You're going to be the death of me."

I had to
chuckle at that.  "
Same applies to you
,
Spence
r
.  I had no idea, and
I can't
help
wanting more.  I li
ke being connected like this.  It f
eels so
damn
good."

I moaned when he took hold of my hips and started sliding me back and forth on his ri
gid girth, the pace
slower but no less intense. 

"It's like you were made for me.  Do you feel that?  You've got everything I have Delilah
, just like you were meant to."

I moan
ed
because I
c
ould
feel it, a
nd I knew that even if he did
n't realize it,
he was
telling me something mu
ch bigger than he knew
.
H
e realized that I was meant for him, that we we
re meant for each other.
There isn't one part of me that he doesn't have either, filling me like he was born specifically to do so.

"Give me your hand
angel
."

I smiled when he said that, raising my hand so that we could link fingers.  I expected him to hold my hand while he made love to me, but he had different plans.  I cried
out when he slid our
joined
hands
down to my
soaked cleft. 

"Touch yourself with me. 
I w
ant to watch you
do it later, all by yourself.  I l
ove
your hands, and I'm
going to love watch
ing them slide into your heat
."

I was so wet from all of our orgasms that our fingers
easily
slid over my sex, spreading the heat of my arousal around.  I moaned and clenched as he pumped in and out of me
, our fingers rubbing my clit. 

"Tell me what feels better.  Up and down, like this?  Back and forth, like this? Or circles, like this?"

Every damn one of them felt amazing, but the little circles set my teeth on edge
,
and I moaned. 

"I can feel that
the answer is little circles.”

I cried out, "yes" as I shive
red, completely taken
with the experience.

His heady growl made my nipples pucker even more.  "Is this what you do in your bed, alone at night?  Do you think of me when you do it?"

It was insane how hot his voice made me, how much I loved what he was saying.  "Yes… god yes.  I think of you, only you, every time Spencer."

"
I think of you every time I come
too
,
Delilah
, and I have for years.
"
H
e said
it
with a growl as he moved his hand back to my waist to hold me tighter as he worked me up and down faster.  I was so sensitive, so swollen, that I knew it wasn't going to take much, and I let out a broken sob as I felt the telltale contractions start inside of me.

"That's right Delilah, come
again for me baby. Rub that beautiful clit and clamp your little pussy around my cock. I love feeling you fucking squeezing me!"

"Unh! Oh god,
Spencer!  I'm right there. Ahhh!" 

I came so hard that I saw stars, but he didn't stop.  I wondered if he ever would.  When he said thirty days, did he mean thirty days of cont
inuous non-stop connection?  I was pretty sure I wasn't
going to be able t
o walk as it wa
s, but if he wanted to keep going, I was
staying with him
all the way
.

He slowed for a minute and then pulled out.  I cried out, missing the connection immediately. "Baby, turn around."

I turned around quickly, smiling w
hen I saw his face again, looking
perfect and beautiful,
so
beautiful, even covered in sweat
from
the intensity of
our
lovemaking
.  He smiled
at me too.  "Lift up on your knees and put me inside you again. 
I'm not rea
dy to stop yet.  Hell, I
may
never
be ready to stop
.
  I'm apologizing now because you're going to be
sore later.  We aren't going
gently anymore
,
baby.
"

I
cried out as I felt myself get wetter
, my brain going a little haywire with the overload of emotions and sensations that were assailing me.  "I don't want gentle Spence, I ju
st want you.  It feels so good. I had no idea..."

Grabbing
his erection in my hand and positioning him at my opening
,
I started
sliding down, letting him fill me again.  I wiggle
d
when
I
got him all the way in, reveling in the sensation of being full of Spencer. 
Keeping his elbows on the bed, he raised his hands up and wiggled his fingers.  I knew what he wanted, and I
slid
my fingers through
his, holding on for dear life as I rode him. 

The moment stretched out between us as we stared into each other's eyes. 
'You're fucking wild Delilah. 
We're fucking wild
. Ride my cock
and ride it
hard
.
"

W
himpering, I nodded as I picked up speed.
The faster I moved,
the closer I got to the edge. I cried out from the feeling of the friction we created
,
and he smirked.  He actually fucking smirked at me. 

"Yeah
angel
, scream for me
.  I
love hearing you out of control like this
."

I stuck my tongue out at him at the same moment I clenched my inner muscles as tight as humanly possible, not letting up.  His eyes went wide, his cock swelled inside of me
,
and his mouth opened as
he
screamed, "
FUCK" at the top of his lungs as his release blasted into me.

His release triggered mine, and I
held on just long enough to say,
"I love hearing
you
out of control too
!
"
before
I went up in flames
.

After that orgasm I was completely boneless, and I collapsed onto his chest with a huge smile on my face, still joined to him.  I finally felt him start to soften, and I giggled.  "Feels like you're finally spent."

I felt the rumbl
e in his chest under my cheek when
he chuckled. "I wasn't sure I could stop.  I hope you recover quickly, be
cause I'm not sure that I'm done. 
That was the wildest
four
hours of my entire life, and I want to do it again and again… and again."

I ga
sped and raised my head.  "Four
hours?"  Looking around
,
I noticed that the light coming through the windows over the bed indicated that it was dusk out.  Holy hell, it's after seven!
We got here just after three.
Before I could censor myself I blurted, "Oh my god.  Is it
always like that for
everyone?
  I've always heard the worst stories about first time sex… but if it gets any better than what we just did, I'm a little afraid to think about it.
"

He rubbed my back as he laughed.  "Far from it baby.  That right there was a seismic event that has never happened anywhere else on
Earth
, I assure you.
  There are people who have been doing it for years that don't have a quarter of the heat we just created.
"

He lifted me off of him slowly, and the sensation of separating was so intense it was almost painful.  Throwing his head back, I saw the muscles in his chest and neck tighten and his jaw clench.  "Sorry baby.  If we stayed connected, I was going to start moving again. 
You need time to adjust.
  I think I already went too hard at you as it is.
"

I shook my head, understanding his logic but hating the reality.  "
I feel
so
good
when you’re with me
. 
Whenever you want to start moving again, I'm in.  I love
d
having you inside of me."

Chuckling, he stood up and then pulled me to my feet.
"
Miss Hart, have I created an orgasm addict?"

I laughed back at him, enjoying his silly mood.  "Mm… Mr. Cross.  You've definitely sparked an addiction for something."  I slid my hand onto his shaft, massaging the tip for a second.  I loved hearing his groan.

We both burst out laughing as he turned to pull me toward the bathroom before abruptly halting his steps. Noticing
the shock on his f
ace as he looked at the bed,
I turned to see what he was looking a
t.  The blood on the fluffy white duvet
was a reminder of what we'd done today. Turning to him, I pulled him into a tight hug before pulling ba
ck and staring up at him.  I kno
w Spencer, and I knew the blood would
cause him to panic, to question whether he did the right thing.

"This was, hands down, the best day of my life.  Thank you Spencer, for being everything I wanted.  I love you more than anything
, and I always will
."

He snapped out
of it when I spoke
,
smiling
reassuringly down at me.  "I love you too Delilah, more than anything.  Always."

If it weren’t for the fact that I
know that Dante and Damien would
hate me if they ever find out what just happened here, today would be perfect.  Delilah is the
person I love most
, and is often the only color in a world of blah.  Being inside of her, connected, surpassed anything I’
ve ever experienced before.  I d
idn’t think I could love her more, but that turned out to be
dead
wrong.  I love her even mo
re now than I did this morning.  She’s got everything I am right in the palm of her hands, and she doesn’t even
fully realize
it. 

I never made love until today.  Fucking has always been a sport
to me. I’d f
ind
a girl
and
pound her for a few hours,
then
come
to let off steam and head home.  Not Delilah. I felt what she felt the entire t
ime I was inside of her,
like we were in our very own
infinity loop.  Everything I put out she accepted and gave back, and vice versa.  I thought I knew a lot about life, but that connection sliced me open in a heartbeat, ferociously and wit
hout mercy.  It t
urned
out
that while
I
might
have
know
n
a lot
, I knew
not
hing
about anything
so
real.

Being with Delilah is as easy as breathing
;
a complete no brainer.  I don’t have to pretend I’m someone I’m not
,
and I’m not uncomfortable having her close.  She fits me.  After we show
ered, we’d headed out and got
pizza before coming back home. 
We
c
urled up on the couch
watching
Final Destination, and I loved that she wa
sn’t grossed out by my love of horror movies.  If anything, she’s
always been
more into them than
I am.