Loving Hart (10 page)

I lit up from the inside
out;
moaning and shifting beneath him as the most amazing feeling I'd ever felt washed over me, my sex ground zero for a release I'd never expected.
  I couldn't believe he'd gotten me to come that easily, not that I was complaining!

He brought his mouth back to mine, kissing me like I was his.  It was then that I knew
for certain
that he
had finally accepted
that I was.  Issuing a low growl from the back of his throat, he shifted a bit and put his hand over my panties, cupping me gently.  The touch of his fingers was electric, and I moaned into his mouth. He kept his touch light, even as I ground myself over and over into his hand.
  He alternated tracing figure eights and doing a straight up and down motion against me.

Wrenching his mouth away from mine, he gasped for breath as he rolled to the side of me, propping himself up on an elbow to stare down at me.  He turned his head to watch his fingers slide against me while I shifted and moaned.   Snapping his head back up, he captured my gaze with his.  "You're so wet that I can see your little blonde landing strip through your underwear."

"Oh. My. God. Spencer!"

"That's right baby,
I'm staring at your pretty pussy.  I'm not going to have to wonder anymore angel, because now I'm going to know what you taste like.  L
et yourself go.  I want you to come now."

I cried out his name over and over again as he pressed down, my back arching off the bed as he brought me through another amazing release.
  I was still riding the waves when he started pulling my panties down.  He groaned when he saw me fully naked for the first time, his eyes all over my sex.

"Angel, you're so fucking sexy.
I've dream
ed
about this so many times
.  Tonguing you, lapping up your cream, having you come in my mouth.  I'm going to devour you baby.  Get ready."

Who was he kidding?  I was
beyond
ready. 

Putting his hands under my knees, he pushed my legs back as he spread them
so that they hung over his arms
.  Hovering over me, he took a deep breath.  "Oh Jesus
… Angel, y
ou smell
so damn
good.
"

I shivered when he looked up at me, his face a mask of pure arousal.  I didn't get to stare at him long, because he dropped his head over my sex.  The feeling of his hot breath on me was exquisite. When he touched his tongue to me, I almost came right then and there.  I held on to the comforter underneath me for dear life as he gently tongued me.  His technique was amazing, and I gushed under him as he worked me over.  "Mm.  Fuck me Delilah, you taste so goddamn good.  I love having my
tongue all over your
wet
pussy
.
You’re fucking
delicious
baby.
"

I loved hearing him talking dirty to me.  I'd had no idea that it would be something that would turn me on so much.
  When he started flicking my clit in quick repetitive motions, I came un
derneath his tongue with a sharp
scream. 

His growl told me he liked that he'd made me come, and I shifted under him as I started coming down.  I thought that would be it, but he didn't stop.  Instead, he held my lips open with his hands
,
and descended on my sex again.  He slid his tongue all over me, jabbing in and out of me over and over again as I shivered and moaned under him.  "Oh God, Spence…  What are you doing to me?"

He shook his head back and forth a dozen times, his tongue working its magic against me.
When he pulled back, he looked me in the eye, and smiled.  I saw that he was absolutely covered in me, and I turned my hea
d in embarrassment
,
because that couldn't be normal.

"
What I'm doing to you
,
tonguing the sweetest fucking pussy I've ever tasted
,
and loving it
.
Don't turn away baby, t
here's nothing to be ashamed of here.  I love how wet you are.  Fucking love it."

I might have been embarrassed, but it certainly didn't stop me from getting even more turned on when he said those words to me.  Sucking my clit into his mouth, he sucked gently as he flicked me repeatedly with his tongue
,
and I came again with a keening cry as I shivered and shook underneath him.

Standing up
,
he walked into his bathroom, returning a moment later with two wet washcloths.  He used the first on his face, the second to clean me up.  When he was finished, he threw both across the room toward his hamper
,
and then climbed onto the bed with me. 

"There's no fucking way I'm letting you go home now.
You're sleeping in my arms tonight
,
Delilah. Get under the covers, you're staying.
" 

I did as he asked, curling up against him as he turned the light off.  It bothered me that he hadn't come, and I started running my fingers up and down his chest, swirling them around his belly button.  When he didn't protest, I climbed on top of him and covered his mouth with mine.  I
tasted
myself on his tongue
, and I was surprised at how much it turned me on. 

With no clothes on, I could feel his rigid shaft tight against my core, and I started rocking back and forth on him.  Wrenching his mouth away, he panted for a moment to catch his breath before asking, "What the hell are you doing angel?"

I rocked faster, knowing that I was getting his briefs wet but not caring.  "What I'm doing is making you come.  It's not fair that I did and you didn't.  Let me do this."

He held my hips in his hands, gliding me back and forth on him even as he shook his head.  "No, baby… I don't matter.  This was about you."

"You matter to me Spencer.  You always matter to me."

Pulling
back,
I adjusted
myself so that I was sitting further down his lap.  That position allowed me to pull his shaft from his briefs so that I could stroke it up and down.  His tortured moan made
my nipples pucker
.  I couldn't see him in the dark, but he felt
huge
in my hand
.  As I worked him up and down, he thrust upward with a cry.  "Harder
. Fuck! Harder. D
on't be gentle."

I started jerking him fast and hard as his breathing got more and more out of control
.  "Come for me Spencer.  Give it to me."

With a loud shout, he erupted.  Just like the first time, I loved feeling his release on my skin, in my hand.  Leaning forward, I kissed him in the center of his chest before getting up from the bed and making my way to the bathroom.  After using the bathroom, I washed my hands and then got a warm washcloth.  I climbed into his bed with a
smile;
using the washcloth to clean him up before tossing it in the direction he'd thrown the others.

When I got back into position next to him, he wrapped his arm around me before kissing the top of my head.  "That was absolutely amazing angel.  Thank you
for letting me share
in
all of
that
with you
."

I smiled to myself
, happy that I'd made him happy.
"I have to thank you right back.  That was incredible.
I love you Spencer, more than anything.
"

"I love you too angel, more than anything."
Pulling me closer, he snuggled me as I drifted to sleep.

***

I'd waited and waited for him to be ready before I finally saw it.  It had been almost
two
year
s
since the night he gave me my first orgasms, and I was pretty sure the time had come.  He's having a hard time keeping his eyes off
of me these days, and I could see the longing
right at the surface.  He wants me, and it's time for me to act on it.

I decided that tonight would be the perfect time to do it.  Damien's away
,
and Dante's
busy banging
the slut of the month.  That makes thi
s my best chance to approach Spencer
.  I'd given him no time to try and wiggle out of it.  Instead
,
I had texted him and told him that I needed to talk to him.  He's never been able to refuse me anything
,
so he didn't disappoint.  "
I'll be home in
just over an
hour.  I'll meet you there."

Luck was on my side, because I could be at his house in
five minutes
,
and I had a key.  I had an overnight bag with me, so I let myself in and set to getting ready. 
I slipped into a
beautiful silver negligee
before arranging myself on his sofa.

He walked in with a smile on his face that quickly turned to shock when he saw me sitting there.  "Um.  Delilah?"

I smiled at him before speaking.  "It's time."

He was totally thrown off guard, and I enjoyed seeing him that way. 

"When you didn't come before now, I thought… I assumed you changed… what's happening here?"

Holding out my hand, I gestured at him to join me.  He sat next to me on the couch but didn't relax, holding my hand in a death grip as he tried to breathe normally.  Lifting his hand to my mouth, I kissed it before looking into his eyes and starting to speak.

“
What's happening here is that it's time.  You knew I was coming for you
,
Spencer. 
I made that very clear to you the last time we were together
.  I'm still a virgin, and I saved it for you. 
I want to have sex
.  I'm desperate for it
,
even
.
You’re the only one Spencer.
I don’t want to lose my virginity to someone I don’t love.
I'
ve always known it would be you, just like
I know I’ll never regret it.  I love you more than anyone, and you know that.
"

Pulling his hand from mine, he groaned. 
I watched as he buried his face in his hands for a moment, seemingly lost for word
s.  “Delilah… this is huge.  O
nce we do
this, there
is
no going back.  Not ever. You
could really regret this
.”

Shaking my head, I slid
closer to him
and ran my fingers through his hair.  “No Spence.  I won’t regret it.  I’ve never regretted that you were my first kiss,
never regretted that you gave me my first orgasms,
and I’m not going to regret this either.  When I’m ninety, I’ll still be happy that I did this with
you
.  I get the best of both worlds.  I make love with someone I know would never hurt me, someone that I love
,
who loves me just as much.  I couldn’t ask for anything more than this.
This is me asking you to make my dreams come true.  Are you ready to give me what I need?
"

Delilah’s argument wa
s equal p
arts ridiculous and solid.  She wa
s right, she should lose he
r virginity to someone she loved, who loved
her
just as much
.
  God knows that
second part is true.  I love Delilah more than life itself. 

The ridiculous part of the argument is the fact that she’s thought it out and h
as just decided that it's time
.
I really thought that she was over it
,
because she never approached me after the night I made her come for the first time.
I guess she meant what she said that night.  She would know when it was time, and I guess the time is now.
She’s been a go-getting little ball buster
her entire life
, and she’s like a freight train when she makes up her mind.
It’
s insanity. 

T
he worst part
of all of this is that
of course
I want to do it.  I want to be Delilah’s first so badly that I ache with it.  Hell, I want to be her only.  That’s not about to happen, but it’s true anyway.
I know I've got no chance of hoping that she won't be with other people. 

I do think that I can hold her off for a while though, make her wait.  She’s so young, and I don’t want to do this a
nd later have to deal with
all the assholes she’s going to date.  They could be the nicest guys in the world, but I’m not going to be
rational about it.  I can’t be, especially if we were to make love.  I'd fucking destroy anyone that dared to touch her.