Mail Order Minx: Fountain of Love (Brides of Beckham) (4 page)

Chapter Four

Connor leaned forward and kissed Millie gently, his hand on her cheek his other braced on the bed.  He would go as slowly as his sweet bride needed this first time.  Her lips fluttered against his, and he moved closer, needing to feel her against him.

Millie liked kissing Connor, but she was certain she wouldn't like what came after the kissing.  Her mother had explained that it was her duty as a wife, though, so she didn't pull away.  When he did nothing more than kiss her, her lips parted under his, and he swept his tongue inside her mouth to tangle with her
s.  She wound her arms around his shoulders and kissed him back, her hands stroking the hard muscles of his arms under his shirt. 

He moved his hands to the belt of her dressing gown and undid it, pushing it off her shoulders.  Moving his hands to the buttons at the front of her gown, he unbuttoned the top one, before her hands caught his.  She pulled away from the kiss, looking into his eyes.  "Not yet.  All right?"

He nodded.  "I can wait."  Her nightgown was made of the finest linen, and it was obvious she was from a much wealthier background than he was.  He hoped she had no complaints for the way he provided.  He smoothed his hands over her shoulders and down her arms, moving them around to her back.  His hands stroked her through her nightgown, doing his best to get her used to his touch.  He didn't want her shying away from him, but he needed her to get used to him having free access to her body.

She rose to her knees on the bed so she could get closer to him, her arms winding around him and stroking him through his shirt.  She felt her breasts flattened against the hard wall of his chest, and she found she liked the feeling.  She liked everything about touching him so far, but she was afraid of what would happen if she let him take her nightgown off.

He kissed down the side of her neck to her shoulder, and pressed soft quick kisses there.  He inched the fabric of her nightgown to the side so he had access to more of her bare flesh and he covered it all with kisses. 

She stroked her fingers through his hair, smiling as she touched him. 
His lips felt so good against her flesh she couldn't contain her enthusiasm.  She wanted to kiss his shoulders and chest as well, but he had put the dress shirt he'd worn to their wedding back on after his bath.  She moved her hands to the top buttons of his shirt and began liberating them from their holes.  "Do you mind?" she asked.

Connor shook his head, moving onto his knees as well so she would have better access.  He watched her with her hands on his chest, unbuttoning his shirt, and was overwhelmed with all he felt for her.  Never in his life had he done this with a woman, and here she was, eagerly unbuttoning his shirt.  He'd been certain he would need to coerce her into making love with him, but he found she was a willing participant.  Could he have found a more perfect wife for him?

She pushed his shirt off his shoulders and came into contact with his bare chest, kissing a slow path across it.  Her thumbs found his nipples and she stroked them.  She'd never seen a man with no shirt on before, and it felt strange to be touching him this way.  Strange, but wonderful.

He let out a low moan, and she looked up at him, wondering if she'd displease him somehow.  The look of bliss on his face startled her.  "You like it when I touch you."

"I love it when you touch me.  Your fingers against my bare skin is my idea of what heaven must be."

She giggled softly.  "I like touching you."
  She knew she probably wasn't supposed to admit that to him, but he was her husband.  She wasn't about to hide her feelings from him.

He kissed her again, sweetly, not trying to force his tongue into her mouth.  "Is it okay if I touch you now?" he asked, his fingers plucking against the shoulders of her
nightgown. 

She nodded, and while he unbuttoned her nightgown, she caught them hem of it.  As soon as he was finished, she pulled it over her head and dropped it to the floor.

He stared at her, a dazed expression on his face.  One hand came up to cup her breast, and he stroked his thumb over the tip of it.  "You are so beautiful."

She quickly moved against him so her body would be hidden from his view as it was pressed against his.  He stroked his hands over her back and down over her beautifully rounded bottom.  He cupped her derriere in his hands, and she looked at him startled.  "You're touching me everywhere."
  Was that allowed?

He nodded.  "I'm supposed to."
  He could tell she worried that they were doing something wrong, and he wanted to keep her from worrying.

"You are?"
  Her mother had said nothing about that to her.

He nodded evenly.  "I'm your husband.  I'm supposed to know your body as well as I know my own."

"Am I supposed to know your body as well as I know mine?"  She liked the idea of touching him everywhere.  What had come over her that she was interested in touching a man's body this way?

He nodded, hoping she'd take him at his word. 
Her hands immediately went to the waistband of his pants, unfastening them and pushing them down over his lean hips.  She couldn't make herself look down as she removed them, not wanting to see the man-part of him.  Surely it was wrong for her to look at his bare body.  She kissed him again, her hands roaming around to his backside and touching him there, cupping him in her hands. 

He took his pants the rest of the way off, and pushed her down to her back, his hands going to her thighs, caressing them softly. 
He moved his hand between them, his fingers finding her core.  Kissing her softly, he caught her cries of surprise as he plunged one finger deep inside her, stroking her softly, trying to ignite the same kind of fire in her that he felt burning inside him.

*****

Afterward, he gathered her into his arms and held her close, raining kisses over her face.  "That was the most incredible experience of my life," he whispered to her.

She sighed, snuggling into him with her face buried in his neck.  "It's...not what I expected."
She was embarrassed by how passionately she'd responded to him.  She hadn't expected to like what they did in bed together nearly as much as she had.

Connor pulled away, looking into her eyes.  "What did you expect?"

Millie shrugged. "The way my mother told it, the pain would be almost unbearable, and it would be just embarrassing.  Instead, I barely noticed any pain, and...well...it was a little embarrassing, but not so much that I don't want to do it again tomorrow.  And the next day."  She blushed as he watched her grinning. 

He laughed, cupping her face in his hands and kissing her again.  "That's why you're just the right woman for me."

*****

It was still dark when he woke her the next morning, and she groaned, wanting nothing more than to roll over and go back to sleep.  He tore the covers off her and threw them on the floor, before getting out his pants and dressing quickly.  She rolled out of bed and pulled her petticoat on.  She fixed her hair and dressed, buttoning her shoes with sleepy eyes.  "What time is it?" she asked grumpily.
  She'd never been a morning person, and this morning was no exception.

"It's five-thirty.  We have to start the bread baking for the day, and get a couple of pies made.  We open at ten-thirty, and there's a lot of cooking to be done."
  His voice was positively cheerful making her want to throw something at his head, but she refrained, quietly getting ready for the day instead.

She grumbled as she followed him out the door to the restaurant, which was connected to the hotel.  Walking into the kitchen she looked around with a smile.  He had a good set up here, and she couldn't help but be impressed. 
Of course, she had no idea how to cook, so she would have to learn quickly.

"What do you want me to do?" she asked, watching as he took down ingredients for bread.

"Why don't you make us some scrambled eggs, bacon, and a pot of coffee.  I can see you need coffee."  He smiled at her as he said the words, letting her know that her morning grumpiness didn't bother him at all.

She smiled as she pulled out a frying pan and found the eggs and bacon in a room filled with ice.  She walked out, shivering as she rubbed her arms.  "I've never made coffee," she told him.  "Would you show me?"
  She didn't mind asking for the one little thing, because she was certain she could make the eggs.  She'd done it over and over with Berta, and she was certain she was an expert now.  Of course, she had never done it without leaving eggshells in with the eggs, but she'd be more careful this time.

He raised an eyebrow at that but showed her how to measure the coffee into the tin pot. 
"There.  Now just set it on the stove and it'll cook."  He watched her as she did as he told her, hoping that she was better in the kitchen than it looked like she was.  What kind of woman didn't know how to make coffee?  From what he could tell, every American had coffee with their breakfast every day of the week.

He'd started a fire in the coal stove for her while she was getting the eggs and bacon and watched her as she laid the
bacon in the still cold frying pan.  He could see she hadn't done as much cooking as she'd let on.  "The bacon will turn out better if you warm the pan up first," he said.  He gave her the advice calmly as if he didn't mind at all that she had no clue what she was doing, but he could see that she knew nothing about cooking.  Why hadn't she simply told him the truth?

"Oh, all right." She took the bacon back out and set the pan on the stove, waiting for it to warm.  While it was warming, she cracked several eggs into a bowl, having to keep fishing out egg shells. 

"Millie?"  Connor's voice was soft, but demanding as he said her name.

She nodded, afraid to look at him.

"You said you cooked." 

"I didn't say I did it well."  She bit her lip, looking down at the eggs that she'd already mangled beyond recognition.

He sighed.  "I'll teach you."  He had never been so disappointed in his life.  She'd seemed so perfect to him, and now he could see where her flaws lay.  She couldn't cook.  At all.  He'd asked for a wife who was an experienced cook, because it's what he needed.  How was he going to be able to make this work?  "While I'm teaching you, I'm going to need for you to spend most of your time waiting tables.  Do you mind taking orders from people and taking them their food?"  There was no going back now.  They were married, and he truly didn't think he'd not marry her if he'd known, but he did wish she'd have told him.

She dashed a tear from her eye as she nodded.  "I'm sorry!  I was going to tell you, but I just couldn't.  I was afraid you'd send me back home."
  She sniffled loudly as she admitted why she hadn't told him the truth.

"I
may have," he said.  "We'll make it work, though."  He continued mixing the bread, picking up the pace a little.  They'd slept later than they would have if he'd known he'd be doing the majority of the cooking alone.  He'd have to work harder to have everything ready by the time the restaurant opened.

He finished mixing the bread and went over to stand beside her, carefully dumping the eggs into a slop bowl.  "We give all of our scraps to one of the pig farmers outside of town, and he feeds his pig
s with them.  In return, he gives us a reduced price for the slaughtered pig when the time comes."

She nodded.  "I'm sorry I'm messed up the eggs."
  She looked down, unable to meet his gaze, because she knew she'd see disappointment in it.  He didn't know yet how good she was with people.

"It's fine."  He turned to the stove.  "The pan is hot enough now, so let's start the bacon."  He laid the bacon across the pan and she heard the sizzle.  Then he
turned back to the bowl she'd used to mix the eggs.  After checking that there were no pieces of shell left, he cracked six eggs into it, using just one hand.  She watched carefully, knowing she wanted to be able to do it herself the next day.  She should have paid better attention when Berta was trying to teach her.

"I want you to mix this together."  He handed her a fork.  "Hold the bowl against your belly with your arm and mix it fast with the fork."  He watched her for a moment, before he nodded and walked to the stove to turn the bacon.  "Always cook the bacon first, because then you can use the grease to cook the eggs.  If you're not making bacon or sausage with your eggs, use butter or a little lard to grease the pan."

She nodded, listening to every word.  She needed to get into the mindset that she could cook, and she needed to learn from him as quickly as she could.  He hadn't yelled at her or berated her for lying to him, but he should have.  She hated that she'd let him down in something so important.  Why hadn't she listened to Berta?

He took the bowl from her.  "I'm going to add just a little bit of salt and pepper now, and we'll be ready to cook
the eggs.  I'm going to let you cook them.  The important thing when you scramble eggs is not to let any on part of the egg stick to the pan for too long.  You need to keep mixing the eggs around while they cook.  All right?"  He used a tone of voice that he would use with a child he was teaching.  He tried not to let his upset show in his tone of voice, because she was obviously already humiliated.