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Highest, a Darkfriend; oh, that had been agony!—yet she was uncertain about Tsutama.

There was something…wild…about her, now. Something unpredictable. Was she entirely

sane? But then, the same question could be asked regarding the whole White Tower. How

many of the sisters were entirely sane, now?

As if sensing her thoughts, Tsutama shifted that unblinking gaze to her. It did not make

Pevara color or start, as it did so many besides Javindhra, but she did find herself wishing

Duhara were there, just to give the Highest a third Sitter to stare at, just to share them out.

She wished she knew where the woman had gone and why, with a rebel army camped

outside Tar Valon. Over a week ago, Duhara had simply taken ship without a word to

anyone, so far as Pevara was aware, and no one seemed to know whether she had gone

north or south. These days, Pevara was suspicious of everyone and nearly everything.

“Did you call us here because of something in that letter, Highest?” she said at last. She

met that unsettling stare levelly, yet she was beginning to want a long pull from her own

ornate cup, and she wished it held wine rather than tea. Deliberately she rested the cup on

the narrow arm of her chair. The other woman’s gaze made her feel as though spiders

were crawling on her skin.

After a very long moment, Tsutama’s eyes dropped to the folded letter in her lap. Only

her hand held it from rolling up into a little cylinder. It was on the very thin paper used

for messages sent by pigeon, and the small inked letters clearly visible through the page

appeared to cover it densely.

“This is from Sashalle Anderly,” she said, bringing a wince of pity from Pevara and a

grunt that might have been anything from Javindhra. Poor Sashalle. Tsutama continued

without any outward sign of sympathy, though. “The bloody woman believes Galina

escaped, because it is addressed to her. Much of what she writes merely confirms what

we already know from other sources, including Toveine. But, without naming them, she

bloody well says that she is ‘in charge of most of the sisters in the city of Cairhien.’”

“How can Sashalle be in charge of any sisters?” Javindhra shook her head, her expression

denying the possibility. “Could she have gone insane?”

Pevara held her silence. Tsutama gave answers when she wished, rarely when you asked.

Toveine’s earlier letter, also addressed to Galina, had not mentioned Sashalle at all, or the

other two, but of course, she would have found the entire subject beyond distasteful.

Even thinking of it was like eating rotten plums. Most of her words had been devoted to

laying the whole blame for events at Elaida’s feet, however indirectly.

Tsutama’s eyes flickered toward Javindhra like dagger thrusts, but she went on without

pausing. “Sashalle recounts Toveine’s bloody visit to Cairhien with the other sisters and

the flaming Asha’man, though she clearly doesn’t know about the bloody bonding. She

found it all very strange, sisters mingling with those goat-kissing men on ‘tense yet often

friendly’ terms. Blood and bloody ashes! That is how she puts it, burn me.” Tsutama’s

tone, suitable for discussing the price of lace, in strong contrast to the intensity of her

eyes, and her language, gave no hint of what she felt on the subject. “Sashalle says that

when they left, they took flaming Warders belonging to sisters she believes are with the

boy, so it seems bloody certain they were looking for him and likely have found him by

now. She has no idea why. But she confirms what Toveine claimed concerning Logain.

Apparently, the goat-spawned man is no longer gentled.”

“Impossible,” Javindhra muttered into her teacup, but softly. Tsutama disliked having her

statements challenged. Pevara kept her opinions to herself and sipped from her own cup.

So far, there seemed nothing in the letter worthy of discussion except how Sashalle could

be “in charge” of anything, and she would rather think of anything other than Sashalle’s

fate. The tea tasted of blueberries. How had Tsutama obtained blueberries this early in the

spring? Perhaps they had been dried.

“I will read the rest to you,” Tsutama said, unfolding the page and scanning almost to the

bottom before beginning. Apparently Sashalle had been very detailed. What was the

Highest not sharing? So many suspicions.

I have been so long without communicating because I could not work out how to say

what I must, but now I see that simply telling the facts is the only way. Along with a

number of other sisters, who I will leave to decide for themselves whether to reveal what

I am about to, I have sworn an oath of fealty to the Dragon Reborn which is to last until

Tarmon Gai’don has been fought.

Javindhra gasped loudly, her eyes popping, but Pevara merely whispered, “Ta’veren.” It

must be that. Ta’veren had always been her explanation for most of the disturbing rumors

out of Cairhien.

Tsutama read on right over them.

What I do, I do for the good of the Red Ajah and the good of the Tower. Should you

disagree, I will surrender myself for your discipline. After Tarmon Gai’don. As you may

have heard, Irgain Fatamed, Ronaille Vevanios and I were all stilled when the Dragon

Reborn escaped at Dumai’s Wells. We have been Healed, however, by a man named

Damer Flinn, one of the Asha’man, and we all seem to be restored fully. Unlikely as this

seems, I swear beneath the Light and by my hope of salvation and rebirth that it is true. I

look forward to my eventual return to the Tower, where I will retake the Three Oaths to

reaffirm my dedication to my Ajah and to the Tower.

Folding the letter again, she gave her head a small shake. “There’s more, but it’s all more

bloody pleading that what she’s doing is for the Ajah and the Tower.” A glitter in her

eyes suggested that Sashalle might come to regret surviving the Last Battle.

“If Sashalle truly has been Healed,” Pevara began, and could not go on. She wet her lips

with tea, then raised the cup again and took a mouthful. The possibility seemed too

wonderful to hope for, a snowflake that might melt at a touch.

“This is impossible,” Javindhra growled, though not very strongly. Even so, she directed

the comment to Pevara lest the Highest think it meant for her. A deep scowl made her

face harsher. “Gentling cannot be Healed. Stilling cannot be Healed. Sheep will fly first!

Sashalle must be delusional.”

“Toveine might be mistaken,” Tsutama said, in a very strong voice, “though if she is, I

can’t see why these flaming Asha’man would let Logain be one of them, much less

command, but I hardly think Sashalle could be bloody mistaken about herself. And she

doesn’t write like a woman having flaming delusions. Sometimes what is bloody

impossible is only bloody impossible until the first woman does it. So. Stilling has been

Healed. By a man. Those toad-spawned Seanchan locusts are chaining every woman they

find who can channel, apparently including a number of sisters. Twelve days past….

Well, you know what happened as bloody well as I. The world has become a more

dangerous place than at any time since the Trolloc Wars, perhaps since the Breaking

itself. Therefore I’ve decided we will move forward with your scheme for these flaming

Asha’man, Pevara. Distasteful and hazardous, yet burn me, there is no bloody choice.

You and Javindhra will arrange it together.”

Pevara winced. Not for the Seanchan. They were human, whatever strange ter’angreal

they possessed, and they would be defeated eventually. Mention of what the Forsaken

had done twelve days ago brought a grimace, though, despite her efforts at keeping a

smooth face. So much of the Power wielded in one place could have been no one else. To

the extent she could, she avoided thinking about that or what they might have been trying

to accomplish. Or worse, what they might have accomplished. A second wince came at

hearing the proposal to bond Asha’man named as hers. But that had been inevitable from

the moment she presented Tarna’s suggestion to Tsutama, while holding her breath

against the eruption she was sure would come. She had even used the argument of

increasing the size of linked circles by including men, against that monstrous display of

the Power. Surprisingly, there had been no eruption, and small reaction of any kind.

Tsutama merely said she would think on it, and insisted on having the relevant papers

about men and circles delivered to her from the Library. The third wince, the largest, was

for having to work with Javindhra, for being saddled with the job at all. She had more

than enough on her plate at the moment, besides which, working with Javindhra was

always painful. The woman argued against anything put forward by anyone save herself.

Nearly anything.

Javindhra had been vehemently against bonding Asha’man, horrified at the notion of Red

sisters bonding anyone almost as much as at bonding men who could channel, yet now

that the Highest had commanded it, she was stymied. Still, she found a way to argue

against. “Elaida will never allow it,” she muttered.

Tsutama’s glittering eyes caught her gaze and held it. The bony woman swallowed

audibly.

“Elaida will not know until it is too late, Javindhra. I hide her secrets—the disaster

against the Black Tower, Dumai’s Wells—as best I can because she was raised from the

Red, but she is the Amyrlin Seat, of all Ajahs and none. That means she is no longer Red,

and this is Ajah business, not hers.” A dangerous tone entered her voice. And she had not

cursed once. That meant she was on the edge of open fury. “Do you disagree with me on

this? Do you intend to inform Elaida despite my express wishes?”

“No, Highest,” Javindhra replied quickly, then buried her face in her cup. Strangely, she

seemed to be hiding a smile.

Pevara contented herself with shaking her head. If it had to be done, and she was certain

it must, then clearly Elaida had to be kept in the dark. What did Javindhra have to smile

about? Too many suspicions.

“I’m very glad that you both agree with me,” Tsutama said dryly, leaning back in her

chair. “Now, leave me.”

They paused only to set down their cups and curtsy. In the Red, when the Highest spoke,

everyone obeyed, including Sitters. The sole exception, by Ajah law, was voting in the

Hall, though some women who held the title had managed to ensure that any vote near to

their hearts went as they wished. Pevara was certain Tsutama intended to be one such.

The struggle was going to be distinctly unpleasant. She only hoped she could give as

good as she got.

In the corridor outside, Javindhra muttered something about correspondence and rushed

off down the white floor tiles marked with the red Flame of Tar Valon before Pevara

could say a word. Not that she had intended to say anything, but surely as peaches were

poison, the woman was going to drag her heels in this and leave the whole matter in her

lap. Light, but this was the last thing she needed, at the worst possible time.

Pausing at her own rooms only long enough to gather her long-fringed shawl and check

the hour—a quarter of an hour to noon; she was almost disappointed that her one clock

agreed with Tsutama’s; clocks frequently did not—she left the Red quarters and hurried

deeper into the Tower, down into the common areas below the quarters. The wide

hallways were well lighted with mirrored stand-lamps but almost empty of people, which

made them seem cavernous and the frieze-banded white walls stark. The occasional

rippling of a bright tapestry in a draft had an eerie feel, as though the silk or wool had

taken on life. The few people she saw were serving men and women with the Flame of

Tar Valon on their chests, scurrying along about their chores and barely pausing long

enough to offer hurried courtesies. They kept their eyes lowered. With the Ajahs

separated into all but warring camps, fetid tension and antagonism filled the Tower, and

the mood had infected the servants. Frightened them, at least.

She could not be sure, but she thought fewer than two hundred sisters remained in the

Tower, most keeping to their Ajah quarters except for necessity, so she really did not

expect to see another sister strolling. When Adelorna Bastine glided up the short stairs

from a crossing corridor almost right in front of her, she was so surprised she gave a start.

Adelorna, who made slimness appear stately despite her lack of height, walked on

without acknowledging Pevara in any way. The Saldaean woman wore her shawl, too—

no sister was seen outside her Ajah quarters without her shawl, now—and was followed

by her three Warders. Short and tall, wide and lean, they wore their swords, and their