“I hope you do.” Cupping her face with his palm, he leaned down and pressed a soft, quick kiss to her cheek. “Good night, Bonnie Blue.”
Barely able to breathe after even that brief, chaste kiss, she managed to say, “G'night, Rohn.”
Summer, 1990
It was like a dream but it was very real. In the darkened movie theater, Rohn was actually kissing her.
Her first real kiss.
She'd never admit it to him, but except for a quick game of spin the bottle in eighth grade during a birthday party, she'd never been kissed.
How pitiful was that?
This kiss made up for the delay. For all the years she'd waited for it. It was perfect.
Bonnie couldn't wrap her head around any of it, but maybe that was better. She didn't want to think. Only to feel.
She wanted to memorize every single nuance of this moment so she could relive it over and over, because who knew if it would ever happen again?
There was stubble on his upper lip that scratched her skin. She loved the feel of it. It was a very real reminder that she was really kissing him and not just imagining it.
He tasted like gum. She realized he must have been chewing it, until he pulled away from the kiss, spit the gum on the floor, and then came back to her. This time he turned in his seat so he was angled toward her, like he was settling in for a long kiss. She hoped he was.
The theater was dark, but they were by no means invisible, even in their back corner. Anyone who was looking closely enough would see them, but she didn't care. She would kiss him in broad daylight, if he wanted. She'd do pretty much anything this boy wanted her to do. Anything at all.
He brought his hand up and cupped her face, before he slid his fingers beneath her hair to cradle the back of her head. He held her close, pressing her mouth tightly against his.
Rohn leaned back just a bit. “Your hair is so soft.”
Nervous, she forced a smile. “Thank you.”
She didn't have to say more. His mouth was back covering hers. His hand remained tangled in her hair, his fingers moving in a slow massage against her head that had her scalp tingling from his touch.
He ran the tip of his tongue along the seam of her lips, gently at first, before thrusting it into her mouth. Just because she'd never done this before didn't mean she didn't know about French kissing. She knew enough to open her mouth and let him take over.
The kiss got more intense. He leaned his whole body in closer as if he would love to crawl into the seat with her if they'd been anywhere else.
He plunged his tongue into her mouth, stroking it against hers. She'd liked the soft, closed-mouth kisses before but this was a whole new level of kissing.
Judging by Rohn's reaction, including the increase in his breathing, he liked it, too. She liked knowing that.
Finally, he pulled away. He watched her for a couple of seconds before he leaned close to her ear. “We better cool it for a little while.”
Cooling it was the last thing she wanted to do but she agreed. “Okay.”
The guy who came into the theater to check on things with his flashlight would be coming through eventually, anyway. She didn't need him to see them making out. Then there was the fact this was a two-hour movie. Rohn had gone from calm to panting for breath in a matter of moments. A hundred and twenty more minutes could do untold things to him.
He turned in his seat to face the screen, but reached into her lap to pick up her hand. She liked the feel of his big, rough hand holding hers. She felt warm and held, and as if he would be there for her no matter what, protecting her.
They could face anything together, as long as he held on to her. She loved that idea. She could love Rohn.
Heck, she was afraid she already did.
Rohn didn't kiss her again for the rest of the movie. He did move his arm around her shoulders and pull her closer to him before he rested his head against hers.
The move felt as intimate as a kiss. Like he was claiming her. As if he wanted everyone to know she was his.
Was she? He'd told her this was a date and kissing him had made it feel like one, but was it more? Was she his girlfriend now? She didn't have the nerve to ask, but she could hope.
The closing credits rolled up the screen, but Rohn didn't get up. Neither did she. He waited until the lights had been turned on and the theater was emptying before he turned to her. “You wanna go out for ice cream?”
“Um . . .” Yes, she wanted to go out for ice cream, but she was also worried about getting home late, especially since she'd lied to her parents about who she'd be with tonight.
He waited for her answer and she decided to at least explain her hesitation. She didn't want him assuming it was him she objected to.
“Do you know what time it is? I just don't want to get home too late.”
He glanced at the watch on his wrist. “It's eight forty. The movie wasn't even two hours long.” He looked up at her. “What time did you promise your parents you'd be home?”
“I didn't say.”
“Do you want to call home from the pay phone in the lobby? I have some change in my pocket you can use.”
“No, it's okay.” She didn't need her mother asking any questions she wasn't prepared to answer. “It'll be fine. We can go get ice cream.”
Rohn's lips tipped up in a smile. “Good. I won't keep you out too late. I promise.”
She kind of wished he would keep her out late, but that would have to be for another time when she'd come up with a better lie. She'd need to pretend she and Melody were doing something else together. She would think on it.
Right now, all she wanted to think about was how good Rohn's hand felt on hers.
“Come on.” He stood, tugging her out of her seat after him.
The ice-cream shop was just down the road so they walked. She was grateful for that. He wouldn't see how she'd chained up her bike to the rack on the sidewalk like a little kid.
All the cool girls had cars, but she still had the first big girl bike she'd gotten for Christmas more than eight years ago.
The ice-cream place was packed, not surprising since it was a beautiful summer night. There were families with kids out for a treat, and also couples on dates, like her and Rohn. That thought made her smile.
What was a surprise, and kind of a relief, was that they didn't see anyone from school. It was a small town, but not so small that she knew every single person who lived in it.
Tonight she didn't know anyone in the ice-cream shop, and that was just fine.
The part of Bonnie who waited for the other shoe to drop, the half of her that kept whispering doubt and telling her not to be too happy because it couldn't possibly last, had her fearing that if Rohn ran into one of his guy buddies he might dismiss her. He could pretend they were just friends. He might stop holding her hand and looking at her like he couldn't wait to kiss her again. She didn't want that to ever stop.
They seated themselves at a booth. She slid in first and instead of sitting opposite her, Rohn instead slid in next to her.
She felt the heat of his thigh through the denim as he pressed close to her. “What are you having?”
Bonnie hadn't even looked at the menu. She grabbed it now.
“I think a small cone.” She was too nervous to be able to fit much of anything in her fluttering stomach, but ice cream in small amounts should go down smoothly enough.
“What flavor?” he asked.
That might be harder to narrow down. She was such a fool for him she'd forgotten this place had dozens of choices.
“Um . . .” She glanced down at the menu.
One flavor jumped out at her. It had a red banner next to it that read
Seasonal SpecialâStrawberry Cheesecakeâcheesecake-flavored ice cream with strawberries and bits of graham cracker crust.
Hungry or not, she found her mouth watering just from the description alone. “This one.”
He leaned over to read the line on the menu she was pointing to and lifted his brow. “Wow. That sounds really good.”
Satisfied with her choice, she asked, “What are you getting?”
He glanced down at his own menu, but only for a second before he pushed it to the other side of the table. “I usually get mint chocolate chip. I'll probably just stick with that.”
That statement, and the fact that he barely had to look at the menu, had Bonnie wondering how often Rohn came here and how many girls he'd brought. She couldn't think like that.
Against all odds, like a scene from her wildest dreams, he was with her now, and that was all that mattered. That and making sure her parents didn't find out she'd lied about whom she was meeting.
Maybe she should have just told her mother the truth. That Rohn had asked her out, but her father was so weird sometimes. The littlest things could set him off, depending on what mood he was in.
The year of the big drought when they'd lost so much money and her mother had to get a job at the grocery store, Bonnie had walked around on eggshells. They both did, trying to not do anything to anger her father and send him into a rage.
Nope. It was safer this way. Who knew how he'd react to Rohn and the date. In fact, it had probably been risky to agree to come to the ice-cream shop. Though if she knew one thing, it was that her father had never set foot in here as long as she could remember.
Glancing around, she didn't see anyone he was friendly with or talked to, either. They were most likely safe.
She looked over at Rohn and found him watching her. He smiled when he caught her gaze. “Awful lot of thinking going on in that pretty little head of yours.”
He'd called her pretty. She swallowed away the mixed nervousness and excitement that caused. “I was just thinking . . .”
He waited expectantly as she searched for the right words. Finally, he prompted, “About?”
“How we shouldn't mention anything about tonight to my parents.”
His brows rose. “Okay. Why not?”
Because she'd already lied about whom she was with. Bonnie kept that to herself and shrugged, trying to look casual as she made up an excuse. “I'm not sure if my father would like me going out with you, because, you know, you work for him.”
Rohn frowned. “You don't think so? I thought he liked me.”
“He does. At least, he seems to . . . I don't know. He's just strange about things like that.”
“A'ight. If he's one of those fathers who doesn't think anybody is good enough to date his daughter, then I understand.”
“Yeah.” She agreed, even though she didn't think that was it at all.
It was more like her father just liked to control thingsâher life included. And he really didn't like any change. He hadn't even wanted her going to Arizona for college. He and her mother had argued long and hard about that subject. If Bonnie's grandmother didn't live in Phoenix, and Bonnie wouldn't be living with her instead of in the dorms, she had no doubt she'd never have been allowed to enroll there.
She caught Rohn's gaze. “So, you think we can just keep tonight a secret?”
“Sure.” He tipped his head and then smiled. “It's kind of fun, actually. You and me, secretly dating.”
His comment made her think there was going to be more than just this one date between them. Feeling giddy, Bonnie said, “Like Romeo and Juliet.”
He laughed. “Yes, but let's hope we have better luck than they did. You know, since they both ended up dead.”
She smiled. “Yeah, let's hope.”
The waitress came to the table and interrupted their conversation, but Bonnie continued to beam with happiness on the inside, and probably on the outside, too. She was dating Rohn. She was Rohn Lerner's girlfriend.
Who knew? One day she could even become Bonnie Lerner. Yes, it was premature since this was their first date and all, but it could happen.
She tamped down her crazy dream for the future and watched him order for both her and himâjust like men did for their dates in the movies. Feeling more adult than she ever had, Bonnie tried to assume the air that this happened all the time.
Meanwhile, she was bubbling over inside.
With all this excess energy, she'd practically fly home on her bike. But before that happened, she'd have to say good night to Rohn. With any luck, there'd be a good-night kiss.
Her heart fluttered with anticipation.
The waitress left, and Rohn reached out to grab her hand in his again. She'd never forget this night as long as she lived.