Authors: Patricia Briggs
“You knew about this?” I asked.
“I'd heard rumors.”
“What we don't need right now is a murdering bastard running free around the Tri-Cities, using werewolves to kill people,” Bran said. He looked over my shoulder at his son. “Find the blackguard and eliminate him before he involves the humans, Samuel.” Bran was the only person I knew who could use words like “blackguard” and make them sound like swear wordsâbut then he could have said “bunny rabbit” in that tone of voice and weakened my spine with the same shiver of fear.
But I shivered more from the cold than fear. In the Tri-Cities it was still above freezing most days. It wasn't particularly cold for November in Montanaâfor instance, my nostrils weren't sticking together when I breathed, so it wasn't ten below zero yetâbut it was considerably colder than I was used to.
“Where's your coat?” asked Bran, his attention drawn to my chattering teeth.
“I left it in the room,” I said. “It's not mine.”
“You are welcome to it.”
“I'm out here now,” I said.
He shook his head. “You'd better get going then, before you freeze to death.” He looked at Samuel. “Keep me apprised.”
“Bran,” said Adam. “Thank you.”
Bran smiled and brushed past me so he could reach in the van and take one of Adam's battered hands in a gentle grip. “Anytime.”
When he stepped back he shut the sliding door with just the right amount of push so it didn't bounce back open. It had taken me three months to learn how to do it right.
He reached into the pocket of his coat and gave me a card. It was plain white with his name and two phone numbers in simple black lettering. “So you can call me if you want to,” he said. “The top number is my cell phoneâso you won't have to risk talking to my wife.”
“Bran?” I asked him impulsively. “What is it that Gerry is doing that is so important he can't come home to be with Dr. Wallace?”
“Feeling sorry for himself,” snapped Samuel.
Bran put a hand on Samuel's arm, but spoke to me. “Carter's case is tragic and unusual. Usually when a wolf lives through the Change but doesn't survive his first year, it is because the human cannot control the instincts of the wolf.”
“I thought it was always a matter of control,” I told Bran.
He nodded his head, “It is. But in Carter's case it is not a lack of self-control, it is too much.”
“He doesn't want to be a werewolf,” said Samuel. “He doesn't want to feel the fire of the killing instinct or the power of the chase.” For a moment the sun caught Samuel's eyes, and they glittered. “He's a healer, not a taker of life.”
Ah,
I thought,
that rankled, didn't it, Dr. Samuel Cornick?
Samuel hadn't been given to in-depth talksâalthough that might have been as much a function of my age as his inclinationâbut, I remembered that he had trouble, sometimes, because his instinct to heal was not as strong as his instinct to kill. He told me that he always
made certain to eat well before performing any kind of surgery. Did he think that Dr. Wallace was the better man for choosing not to live with that conflict?
“Unless Carter allows the wolf to become part of him, he can't control it.” Bran's mouth turned down. “He's dangerous, and he gets more dangerous every moon, Mercy. But all it would take was for him to compromise his damn hardheaded morals just once, so he can accept what he is and he'd be fine. But if it doesn't happen soon, it won't happen at all. I can't let him see another full moon.”
“Gerry's the one who talked him into Changing,” said Samuel, sounding tired. “He knows that the time is coming when someone is going to have to deal with Carter. If he's here, it will be his dutyâand he can't handle that.”
“I'll take care of it,” said Bran, taking a deep breath. “I've done it before.” He moved the hand on Samuel's arm to his shoulder. “Not everyone is as strong as you, my son.” There was a world of shared sorrow in his words and in his postureâand I remembered the three of Samuel's children who hadn't survived the Change.
“Get in the van, Mercy,” said Samuel. “You're shivering.”
Bran put his hands on my shoulders and kissed me on the forehead, then ruined it by saying, “Let the boys take care of this, eh, Mercedes?”
“Sure thing,” I said, stepping away from him. “Take care, Bran.”
I stalked around the front of the bus. The only reason I wasn't muttering under my breath was because the werewolves would all hear what I was saying.
I started the vanâit protested because of the cold, but not too much. I let it warm up while Bran said a few last words to Samuel.
“How well does Bran know you?” asked Adam quietly. The noise of the engine and the radio would most likely keep the others from hearing us.
“Not very well if he thinks that I'll leave things to you and Samuel,” I muttered.
“That's what I was hoping,” he said, with enough
satisfaction that I jerked around to look at him. He smiled tiredly. “Samuel's good, Mercy. But he doesn't know Jesse, doesn't care about her. I'm not going to be good for much for a while: I need you for Jesse's sake.”
The passenger door opened and Samuel pulled himself up into the seat and shut the door.
“Da means well,” Sam told me, as I started backing out, proving that he knew me better than his father did. “He's used to dealing with people who listen when he tells them something. Mercy, he's right, though. You aren't up to dealing with werewolf business.”
“Seems to me that she's been dealing just fine,” Adam said mildly. “She killed two of them in as many days and came out of it without a scratch.”
“Luck,” said Samuel.
“Is it?” In my rearview mirror, I saw Adam close his eyes as he finished in almost a whisper. “Maybe so. When I was in the army, we kept lucky soldiers where they would do us the most good.”
“Adam wants me to help find Jesse,” I told Samuel, putting my foot on the gas as we left Aspen Creek behind us.
The conversation went downhill from there. Adam dropped out after a few pointed comments, and sat back to enjoy the fireworks. I didn't remember arguing with Samuel much before, but I wasn't a love-struck sixteen year-old anymore either.
After I pointedly quit talking to him, Samuel unbuckled his seat belt and slipped between the front seats to go back and sit next to Adam.
“Never argue with Mercy about something she cares about,” Adam advised, obviously having enjoyed himself hugely. “Even if she stops arguing with you, she'll just do whatever she wants anyway.”
“Shut up and eat something,” growled Samuel, sounding not at all like his usual self. I heard him lift the lid on a small cooler and the sweet-iron smell of blood filled the van.
“Mmm,” said Adam without enthusiasm. “Raw steak.”
But he ate it, then slept. After a while Samuel came back to the front and belted himself in.
“I don't remember you being so stubborn,” he said.
“Maybe I wasn't,” I agreed. “Or maybe you didn't used to try to order me around. I'm not a member of your pack or Bran's pack. I'm not a werewolf. You have no right to dictate to me as if I were.”
He grunted, and we drove a while more in silence.
Finally, he said, “Have you had lunch?”
I shook my head. “I thought I'd stop in Sandpoint. It's grown since last time I drove through there.”
“Tourists,” said Samuel in disgust. “Every year there are more and more people.” I wondered if he was remembering what it had been like when he'd first been there.
We stopped and got enough fried chicken to feed a Little League teamâor two werewolves, with a little left over for me. Adam ate again with restrained ferocity. Healing was energy-draining work, and he needed all the protein he could get.
When he was finished, and we were back on the road, with Samuel once again in the front, I finally asked, “What happened the night you were attacked? I know you've told Bran and probably Samuel, too, alreadyâbut I'd like to know.”
Adam wiped his fingers carefully on the damp towelette that had come with our chickenâapparently he didn't think it was finger-lick'n good. “I'd pulled the pack in to introduce Mac, and to tell them about your adventures with his captors.”
I nodded.
“About fifteen minutes after the last of them left, about three-thirty in the morning, someone knocked on the door. Mac had just managed to regain his human form, and he jumped up to answer the door.” There was a pause, and I adjusted the rearview mirror so I could see Adam's face, but I couldn't read his expression.
“I was in the kitchen, so I don't know exactly what
happened, but from the sounds, I'd say they shot him as soon as he opened the door.”
“Which was stupid,” commented Samuel. “They'd know you had to hear the shotsâeven a tranq gun makes a pretty good pop.”
Adam started to shrugâthen stopped with a pained expression. “Damned ifâexcuse me, MercedesâI'll be darned if I know what they were thinking.”
“They didn't kill him on purpose, did they?” I said. I'd been thinking, too. A gun with silver bullets is a much more certain thing than a dart full of experimental drugs.
“I don't think so,” Samuel agreed. “It looked like a massive allergic reaction to the silver.”
“There was silver in the dart Mercedes found? Just like Charles thought?” asked Adam.
“Yes,” said Samuel. “I've sent the dart off to the lab along with a sample of Mac's blood for proper analysis, but it looks to me as though they combined silver nitrate with DMSO and Special K.”
“What?” I asked.
“Special K is Ketamine,” Adam said. “It's been used as a recreational drug for a while, but it started out as an animal tranquilizer. It doesn't work on werewolves. Silver nitrate is used to develop film. What's DMSO?”
“Silver nitrate is a convenient way to get silver in a solution,” Samuel said. “It's used to treat eye infections, tooâthough I wouldn't recommend it for a werewolf.”
“I've never heard of a werewolf with an eye infection,” I said, though I understood his point.
He smiled at me, but continued to talk to Adam. “DMSOâDimeythyl Sulfoxide. It has a lot of odd properties, but the one of most interest here is that it can carry other drugs with it across membranes.”
I stared at the road ahead of me and put my right hand in front of the heater to warm it. The seals on my windows needed replacing, and the heater wasn't keeping up with the Montana air. Funny, I didn't remember being cold on
the way over. No room for simple discomfort when you are trying to save someone, I guess.
“There was something in chem lab my freshman year,” I said. “We mixed it with peppermint oil and put a finger in itâI could taste peppermint.”
“Right,” said Samuel. “That's the stuff. So take DMSO and mix it with a silver solution, and presto, the silver is carried throughout the werewolf's body, poisoning as it goes so that the tranquilizer, in this case, Ketamine, goes to work without interference from the werewolf metabolism that would normally prevent the drug from having any effect at all.”
“You think Mac died from the silver rather than an overdose of Ketamine?” asked Adam. “They only shot him twice. I took at least four hits, maybe more.”
“The more recent exposure you have to silver, the worse the reaction,” said Samuel. “I'd guess that if the boy hadn't spent the last few months in their tender care being dosed up with silver, he'd have made it just fine.”
“Obviously the silver nitrate and the Ketamine are relatively easily obtainable,” Adam said after a while. “What about this DMSO?”
“I could get it. Good stuff is available by prescriptionâI'd bet you could buy it at any veterinary supply, too.”
“So they'd need a doctor?” I asked.
But Samuel shook his head. “Not for the veterinary supply. And I'd expect you could get it fairly easily from a pharmacy, too. It's not one of the drugs they'd track carefully. I'd expect they could make as much of their cocktail as they wanted to without much trouble.”
“Great.” Adam closed his eyes, possibly envisioning an invading army armed with tranquilizer dart guns.
“So they killed Mac,” I said when it became apparent that Adam wasn't going to continue. “Then what happened?”
“I came charging out of the kitchen like an idiot, and they darted me, too.” Adam shook his head. “I've grown used to being damn near bulletproofâserved me right.
Whatever they gave me knocked me for a loop, and when I woke up, I was locked up, wrist and ankle in cuffs. Not that I was in any shape to do anything. I was so groggy I could barely move my head.”
“Did you see who they were?” I asked. “I know one of them was the human who accompanied the werewolf I killed at the garage. I smelled him in Jesse's room.”