My Body-His Marcello (5 page)

“
I see
you’ve seen your wedding gift,” Luke said as he strolled back into
our bedroom. “What do you think?”

I didn’t know
what to say. “She looks a lot like me.”

“
She
is
you, Janey.”

“
Thank
you,” I said, swallowing my fear.

“
You’re welcome, love. Everyone is gone.”

The fact that
Luke had sent Marcello and Janice on their way scored huge points
with me. Looking back on it now it’s surprising that I never
considered the fact that on our wedding night he had made plans to
share me.

He held out his
arms to me and said, “Come here, Mrs. Hall.” He scooped me up and
carried me into the bathroom. We exchanged soft kisses while he ran
us a tub, and when it was ready, we both got in.

“
Marcello wasn’t happy,” he said. He soaped up a wash cloth and
began removing all the gold.

“
And I
should care about that because …?” I lifted my right arm so he
could clean beneath it.

“
Because you’ll be having contact with him in the near
future.”

“
Why
would you let another man have any say over me?” I said, lifting my
other arm.

“
Any
say
over you, no, but a chance to spend time with you,
yes.”

“
I
suggest you revoke that opportunity or you’ll have an unhappy wife
on your hands.”

“
I’d
like to remind you that you still owe me for your rude behavior and
I will punish you as I see fit. Are you refusing something I have
requested of you? By now you should know the
consequences.”

“
Of
course not. I’ll do what you ask but that doesn’t mean there won’t
be consequences for
your
choices. I’d like to know what kind
of hold this man has over you.”

“
He
has no hold over me whatsoever. Call it loyalty if you will but I
think I showed clearly tonight that my loyalty is to you above all
else.”

“
But
tomorrow I will pay for it. Isn’t that what you’re saying or
warning me about?”

“
We
have a long history, Marc and I, and over the years I’ve learned a
lot from him. He has taken a liking to you, Jane.”

“
You
have to be kidding, Luke, or you’re kidding yourself. That man
despises me. He wants to hunt me down and hurt me. I see it in his
eyes.”

“
He
wants to control and discipline you. Not hurt you.”

“
What
do you plan to let him do to me?”

“
Not
to worry, love, I will be there. He wanted you for a weekend,
suggesting that he could help with your transition, but I said
no.”

“
Transition? You mean obedience? Jesus Christ, Luke, do you
have a blind spot for this man? And why was Janice still
here?”

“
Marcello is taking her on.”

“
Oh my
god, no. What is she thinking? Luke, if you care at all about her,
do
not
let that happen.”

“
I no
longer have a say in the matter. She wants to do it. He wants to
have her. Why should I get in the middle?”

“
Because it’s your fault, Luke. She can’t go back to
a
normal life and is
lost without you. Going with Marcello is a desperate decision,
don’t you see that?”

I felt defeated.
I knew I would survive one encounter with Marcello but Janice
wouldn’t survive a full commitment. I felt certain that she was
hoping to die inside, that somehow being treated like a nothing
would make her outsides match her insides. I wanted to save her but
I had no idea why. It didn’t occur to me at the time that I needed
saving myself.

While Luke dried
me off and carried me to bed, I let him briefly distract me from
all that had happened on my wedding day. He explored my body with
his kisses and influenced me in a way no other man had ever done. I
lay there with my arms above my head as if tied to the headboard.
He kissed and bit my nipples. My body responded in kind but my mind
wandered. Making his way down my stomach, he pushed my legs up,
baring my clit for his tongue.

I worried for
Janice as though she were the sister I’d never had. I hated
Marcello. I hated that I thought of him as Luke expertly licked the
juices from my nether lips. Marcello scared me, but at the same
time my body craved the challenge of him. I wouldn’t let him get
the best of me. I wouldn’t let him break me.

“
Luke,
please tie me up,” I said, needing the distraction of a fully
charged libido to wash my mind of my thoughts.

“
I
must say this is an odd turn of events …
you
asking
me
to top you,” he said, shaking his head as he swung around
to sit up. “This being our wedding night and all, I
thought ...” He shook his head and continued, “At any rate,
it’s not up to you.” He pierced me with his eyes a moment longer,
as if to drive his point home.

Sliding back
down, he continued to expertly savor my wetness, using the juices
to lubricate my anus. He pushed his fingers in and out of my pussy
and ass while licking my clit at his leisure. Removing his finger
from my vulva, he smelled and tasted me. He then caressed my folds,
pulling on them as he continued to increase the pressure of his
tongue. He brought me up to and back from the cliff’s edge over and
over again, letting my orgasm climb higher and higher until I
screamed out my release.

“
That
was for
you
, love,” Luke said with an arrogant grin.
“
This
is going to be for
me
.”

He abruptly
flipped me onto my stomach, leaned over to the drawer by the bed
and found the bottle of oil. Pulling me backward by my waist, he
pushed my head toward the bed, leaving my ass up in the air.
Breathing me in, he kissed and bit his way along my neck and back,
causing me to moan as the chills rained down my body. I blessedly
stopped thinking as my juices dripped from my pussy over my
mound.

He clutched the
globes of my ass and kneaded them open and closed. I heard and felt
Luke pour oil and spit on my anus, causing me to tighten my
buttocks. I quickly regretted having induced him into changing our
sweet lovemaking into a session of hard, raw sex.

“
Luke?” I moaned, longing to say, “Stop please.”

“
Too
late, love.” I heard the smile in his voice. “You’ll enjoy this,
too.”

He spread my ass
cheeks and, at his agonizingly slow leisure, forced the head of his
penis into my anus until it pushed past the point of pain into
extreme pleasure.

He seized my
wrists in his powerful hands and held them tightly at my sides as
he used them for leverage to piston in and out of me. So possessed
and taken was I that I had to remember to breathe. The feeling of
his cock sliding deeply in and out of my ass left me
overwhelmed.

“
Oh my
god, oh my god,” I murmured over and over. The intensity of his
full penetration had me shaking.

Shifting my arms
to the middle of my back he clasped both my wrists in his right
hand and leaned farther over me. He slipped his left hand under my
body and matched the pace of his cock pounding into me with the
movement of his fingers on my clit.

I had not
believed I could actually cum from such an intense fury of
stimulation. Luke knew me better than I knew myself. Slowing the
thrusting of his phallus, he mirrored the pace with wide circles
around my clit.

“
I
don’t think I can take it ...” I breathed out, trying to
maintain control. How wrong could I be? “Oh god, oh god, oh Luke,
don’t stop, don’t stop, don’t stop!” Bliss snowed down all around
me and I left my body, my life, myself. I don’t know if I passed
out from the magnitude of my orgasm or had an out-of-body
experience, but when I came back, I heard Luke roaring into me. I
felt his warm cum fill me and we both collapsed. His heart beat
wildly against my back and I could feel his breath on my
neck.

We lay there,
attached, not saying a word in the bliss of his making. No man ever
brought me to these heights of passion. Prior to being seduced and
captured by him, I’d had no idea what sex could really be. He’d
opened not only my heart but a new, perverse sexual
desire.

He got up to use
the bathroom and on his return spooned me to him. No longer
thinking about Marcello or what would befall me tomorrow, I drifted
into a sweet sleep wrapped in the security of Luke’s
arms.

I don’t know how
long I slept but when Janice shook me awake, the sun poured through
the blinds.

“
Jane,
wake up. You need to eat some breakfast before we start,” she said
as she jostled my shoulder.

I sat up in bed
and said, “Start?” I rubbed my eyes, adjusting to the
light.

Janice was
dressed in white shorts and a tank top, her hair pulled back in a
ponytail and face devoid of makeup. Her look was less intimidating
than the night before.

“
Yes,
Jane, Marcello is here.”

“
Shit,” I groaned. “Why am I having to do this again, the day
after my wedding?”

“
Just
so you know … he hates cursing. Do yourself a favor and don’t swear
in front of him.”

“
What
are you thinking, hooking up with him? Really Janice, he’s
dangerous. Can’t
you
feel it?”

“
What’s left for me? I can’t go back to an ordinary life. Can
you imagine me trying to date a normal man?”

“
Marcello can’t be the only choice. There must be other men out
there. Ask Luke if he knows of anyone else, because Marcello will
never love you. He will use you up and spit you out.”

“
I
don’t want him to
love
me, Jane. I just want him to use my
body and give me a place to live. I’ll be working in his
restaurant. I’ll make friends and have a life. Not necessarily the
one I would choose for myself if I had other choices but like I
said, there’s nothing else left for me.”

“
Stay
with us for a while. There has to be another way. Please. I know I
don’t really know you well but I feel like you’re a kindred spirit.
Don’t do this to yourself.”

“
There
isn’t and anyway it’s too late. I’ve pledged myself to
him.”

“
Pledged yourself? So what? Take it back.”

“
It’s
not like that, Jane. I signed a contract and I’ve given myself
fully to him. He can use me as he wants.”

“
What
about a safe word? A way out?”

“
He
has no use for safe words, Jane. He’s a different breed than
Luke.”

“
Janice, run away. Get Luke to do something. Please don’t do
this to yourself.”

Looking back on
that conversation I wonder if I was also pleading with myself. I
felt as if my situation was far better than hers, but was it
really? That day proved, mere minutes later, just how wrong I could
be.

“
Remember, no cursing. He likes nothing better than to have an
excuse to escalate the discipline. We better get going or they’ll
be mad. We don’t need that now, do we?”

I went to the
bathroom and freshened up. It didn’t take me long to get ready.
Whatever would happen to me would take place at our house, where my
lack of attire was a given.

Following Janice
into the kitchen, I avoided eye contact with Marcello. “Eggs and
toast?” Luke asked. His big smile warmed me.

“
Yes,
please, I’m starved,” I said, smiling back as I came toward him.
“Janice, would you like some, too?” I asked.

“
She
doesn’t require anything,” Marcello said.

I spun around to
face him and glared as he stared back at me. His eyes told me that
he had every intention of teaching me some respect. His
glower
brought an all-over blush to
my body, and goose bumps were rising on my arms. I loathed that I
had no control over my responses. I hated that a man who repulsed
me could compel my body to double-cross me.

“
Come
here,” Luke said, drawing my attention away from
Marcello.

He lifted me into
a big hug and I wrapped my legs around his waist. Sitting me down
on a towel covering the counter, he said, “Good morning, my wife.”
He handed me a plate full of scrambled eggs and toast with
strawberry jam. “Eat up, love. The morning could be
long.”

“
Why
are we doing this again?” I let slip out before I thought better of
it.

“
Are
you questioning me, Jane?” Luke’s eyes narrowed. The force of his
will was almost palpable.

I shrank back.
“No, no, of course not, Luke. Thanks for the breakfast,” I said
with an apologetic smile. I wondered when I would learn not to poke
the beast.

Luke wandered off
with Marcello and I could hear Marcello saying, “You treat her too
well, Luke. Have you learned nothing from me?” I couldn’t hear
Luke’s response as they had already made their way out
back.

“
He
wants you, you know. More than he even wants me.”

I faced Janice,
feeling so sad for her. I wanted to rescue her, to mother her, even
though she had to be close to my age of thirty-five. “Have you
eaten anything?”