My Misery Muse (9 page)

“Hi, Sam, yea it’s been way too long,” I responded. “How long has that been going on?” I asked tilting my head at Jaks and Seth on the couch.

“About an hour now,” Drake said. “If I knew that’s all it took to keep the Taz still I would have dragged Seth’s ass here years ago.”

I had to laugh at this, Jaks was definitely an active 2 year old, never stopping and getting into everything.

“You’ve done a great job with that little boy, Dev, you should be proud,” with that Sam walked into the room and plopped down beside Alex.

Jaks looked up where I was standing and gave me a lopsided grin, “Mommy!” he yelled pushing away from Seth to get to me.

I bent down waiting for the impact I knew was coming.  “Hey little man, how was your day with daddy?”

With that he took off a mile a minute telling me about his day, and all I could do was nod and smile at the right places.  When he was finally finished telling me, he jumped off me and attacked Drake.  I knew he and Drake would be horsing around for a while so I walked over to Seth who had been watching me since Jaks announced my arrival.

I sat down beside Seth and ignored the dirty looks both Xavier and Alex were shooting me, I didn’t care if they were mad or not.

Seth sat his guitar down and wrapped his arm around my shoulders tugging me closer then brushing a kiss across my lips.

“How was your day?” I asked.

“It was fine, got some bass lines down, how was yours?” he asked.

I shrugged, he was going to try to get out of telling me how his day really was, but I wasn’t about to let him get out of it that easily, he must of seen that on my face because he let out a groan then scrubbed his hand across his face.

“Ok, who told you, and what did they tell you?”

I had to smirk, “Drake called earlier.”

“I asked him not to,” he growled. “Jaks wasn’t here for most of it; Sam talked Drake into taking him and going to grab lunch.”

“I know Drake told me.”

“Drake tells you a lot doesn’t he?”

I simply shrugged at this.

“I see both you and Xavier are whole and healthy so I am guessing Sam pulled you off each other before any real damage was done?”

It was his turn to shrug, “Yea unfortunately, I still owe him a good solid beating though.”

With that comment Xavier turned around and flipped him off; Seth picked up something off the coffee table and flung it at Xavier, yea all was well and good with them now. 

“Hey Dev,” said Xavier.

“Hey X,” I said in return.

Seth laced his fingers through mine and started playing with my hair.

“You couldn’t have had Seth give us some warning before he sprung his kid on us?” Xavier said.

“I didn’t even know he hadn’t told you until Drake called me earlier about all hell breaking loose, and since when can anyone tell Seth anything?” I asked.

Xavier just snorted then went back to his video game.

“Hey, Alex,” I said and got no reply, Seth squeezed my hand.  Well that was normal, Xavier was always one to blow up fast, and recover quickly. Alex though, held on to a grudge like no one else.

“Ok I need to get Jaks home so he can eat dinner and get ready for bed, you coming Seth or you going to stay here and get some work done?  I know you couldn’t have gotten much done with Jaks around.”

“No, I’ll come,” he said. “We still working Monday?”

“Yea, get over here sometime Monday morning, we’ll see what we have to work with,” said Xavier, “night Seth, night Dev.”

“Night,” I said then looked at Drake. “You staying or going?”

“I think I’ll stay we were talking about hitting a couple clubs tonight.”

“Alright, don’t forget your car’s at my place,” I said leaned over, gave my brother a kiss on a cheek and gathered my son.

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“Can I drive the Chevelle?” Devi asked while I was buckling Jaks into his car seat. I had to roll my eyes at this, she had always wanted to drive my car instead of her own when she could get away with it.

“Fine,” I said straightening up and shutting the door of her 4 door MINI Cooper, with the union jack on top, it was such a perfect car for her.  “What happened to your Mustang?”

“I still have it although it’s sitting in Drake’s garage.  I got the MINI Cooper before I had Jaks, thought it would be easier getting a car seat into than my old mustang,” she said. “On weekends I sometimes get it and drive it when the weather’s nice and I can put the top down.”

I leaned down and brushed a kiss against her lips “Take it easy on my car, woman,” I said then popped her on the ass for good measure.  In return she stuck her tongue out at me, turned and headed for my Chevelle.  I watched her climb in and turn it on,
System of a Down
came blaring out of the speakers, I shook my head at her and watched her take off towards her place.

I got into her car, and looked back at Jaks in the rearview mirror, “Your mom is something else.”  He smiled back in return, at least we agree on something I thought.  I had found out today what a two year old during a temper tantrum looked like, not an experience I wanted live through again anytime soon.

A short time later, I pulled up to her house, got Jaks out of his restraints, and walked inside. Devi sat on the couch already changed into a pair of cut off shorts that hid very little, and a
Breaking Benjamin
tank top.  I felt another wave of lust when I saw her, damn I didn’t think I would ever get used to seeing her like that. 

She finished with what she was doing and turned her cell off, “Dinner’s ordered.”

“Did you speed the entire way here?” 

Jaks squirmed to be free, so I put him down and he took off toward his toys. I went and sat down beside Devi, taking her hand in mine, looking at how small her hands were, and how mine engulfed them.  She was such a small thing standing at 5’5 and maybe 110 pounds sopping wet, she always looked so small sitting beside me like this.  I had missed too much while I was gone, I never got to see her pregnant, I never got to watch her slowly swell with my child inside her.  I missed Jaks being born, his first step, his first word, and none of it I could ever get back. I rush of rage came through me; I missed all this because of Chloe, I would never be able to forgive her for this.

“What’s got you looking so serious?”

“I was just thinking about everything I missed. I never got to see you pregnant, I wasn’t there for his first steps, his first words, I missed too much.”

She snorted, “You didn’t miss much by not seeing me pregnant, I looked like I swallowed a basketball.  I was fat, my ankles swollen, and according to my brother a completely hormonal pain in the ass.”

I chuckled at that, “I’m sure you were, but I still missed it.”

“You aren’t going to do this Seth. You’re not going to beat yourself up over this, yes you missed things, but you’re here now, and that’s what you’re going to focus on.”

I knew she was right I had to let it go, I had been reading some of the journal she gave me, and it was the best either of us could do about it now.

We spent a quiet evening at home just the three of us, eating good food, playing, and curling up on the couch, it was ideal.  At bedtime Jaks wanted his daddy to read him his story, so I relinquished the duty to Seth and watched the two of them from the bedroom door.  I knew I loved him more than ever before, watching him with our curious always eager son, showing so much patience and love with him.  I always knew he would be a great father, no matter what he had thought on the subject.  I was so lost in my musings that I hadn’t realized Seth had finished the book and was now standing behind me in the living room, I didn’t even remember walking to.  He pulled me back against his chest, and I could feel how hard he was as it rubbed against the small of my back.  I let myself lean back against him and slightly arched my neck. He didn’t need more than that, he started slowly kissing the line of my neck, making me weak kneed.

“Tell me to go,” he whispered against my ear then slowly tracing the shell with his tongue.

“No,” I whispered back.

“Tell me to go, Devi,” he said again. “If you don’t, I don’t think I will be able to stop myself this time.”

“Then don’t stop, Seth,” I gasped as he bit and teased the soft skin behind my ear.

He growled and scooped me up in his arms.  He looked into my eyes, “Don’t say I didn’t warn you,” and then he kissed me with a kiss that was both possessive and erotic as hell.  He continued to kiss me while walking to my bedroom, his mouth taking possession of mine. All I could do was hold tight to his shoulders and go for the ride.

When we got into my bedroom he broke the kiss. He let me slide down his body until my feet hit the floor, still a bit the unsteady, he held on to my arm while I got my bearings back.  He bent over and started kissing my neck again, slowly running his lips down, then across my collar bone. He reached his hand up and took my breast teasing the nipple with his thumb, when it came across the nipple ring, I moaned.  He stopped and looked at me.

“How long?” he asked.

“About a year,” I shrugged. “I finally worked up the nerve.”

“I have to see,” he growled then he was pulling my shirt over my head.

He looked down and brushed the pad of his finger over one of my tightened nipples, it tightened even more almost painful.

“Gorgeous,” he whispered then pushed me down on the bed.

He reached down and unsnapped the button to my shorts and quickly had them down my legs and tossed into a pile with my tank top.  I looked into his eyes and my breath caught, his eyes had darkened to emerald with lust.  I reached up and slid my hands under his shirt, the feel of hot flesh over tight muscles made me even wetter than before. I had to see him, I grabbed his shirt and started pulling it up, he caught on fast and had the shirt over his head giving me full access to his beautiful chest and broad shoulders.  He was perfect, a hard muscular chest, with wide shoulders, a barbell in both nipples, and a strip of hair that started from his navel leading to a very impressive cock that was straining against the buttons of his 501’s.

“I can’t take you looking at me like that for much longer Devi,” he said sounding as out of breath as I was.

“How I am looking at you Seth?”

“Like you’re ready to devour me.”

“I am.”

With that he was on the bed beside me with one of my nipple rings in his mouth, slightly pulling on it then laving the nipple with his tongue it had me crying out with the pain and pleasure of it.  He took my nipple in his mouth slowly driving me insane. His other hand slid down my stomach stopping to slightly pull on my belly button ring before going down further to slide his finger back and forth under the lace of my boy shorts.  He switched nipples giving the second the same attention he had the first licking, sucking, nipping and pulling on the ring, while he was still slowly driving me insane by being so close to where I wanted him, but never moving down further than the tops of the boy shorts.

He stopped sucking on my nipples and looked at me. “You’re beautiful, Devi,” he said, then gave me a hard kiss, tasting me as I tasted him. I drew his tongue into my mouth suckling on it, and he groaned then broke off the kiss.  “I want you, I want you more than I have ever wanted anyone else.” he whispered. He then started trailing kisses down my neck, to both breasts stopping to play with the rings then lower to my belly button ring giving it the same attention he gave my nipple rings, then lower still.  He slid his hands between my thighs and parted them laying butterfly kisses along the sensitive skin of my upper thighs, then pulled my panties down my legs trailing down them with more soft kisses and nips, that had me moaning and squirming on the bed. 

“Pants,” I gasped out.

He chuckled at me, “Your impatient, I want to taste you first, it’s been too long Devi, I have to taste you on my tongue.”

He nestled between my legs and I could feel his warm breath on my most intimate parts, I wriggled again trying to get closer, but he just chuckled and gave me more of those infuriating butterfly kisses along my inner thighs and hips. When I thought I was about to explode, I finally felt his tongue slowly and ever so lightly trace my seam.  I jumped and gasped at the first contact of his tongue; he laughed quietly again, and then laid an arm firmly over my abdomen to keep me still.  He slowly traced my seam with the tip of his tongue again and again, knowing it was driving me even more insane. I felt his other hand come up and slowly, carefully part my most feminine flesh for him to see, “Beautiful,” he sighed. Then the flat of his tongue dragged across my sensitive flesh, and I could feel his tongue ring hitting my most sensitive places, I gasped and moaned and would have come off the bed if it wasn’t for his arm.