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Mitch shook his head. He couldn’t say all that. Adam would want to know what he’d been doing all this time. He’d either have to lie and say he’d simply remained on to drive for one of the other riders on the circuit, or he’d have to man up and tell the whole story. He’d been on the payroll of Rowdy Randy Rhodes, driving the bull rider’s truck, taking the man from one rodeo to the next in Southern Texas. He’d played chauffer and done whatever needed to be done, including regular fucking. And not just Randy. A bevy of groupies followed the rodeo star from show to show, and the cowboy’s nightly escapades often included one or more of them.

Mitch pounded the steering wheel as he drove, angry at himself for the shambles his life had become. Yes, he’d gone looking for excitement, and yes, he’d found a whole, new world. But the routine of travelling rodeo to rodeo, drinking and partying each night then moving on and doing it all over again was taking its toll. Mitch had never felt worse, physically or mentally.

He needed to see Adam. Adam could always make him feel better. He swiped the back of his hand across his cheek, catching an errant tear. He’d been gone almost a year. It wasn’t likely someone as handsome and wonderful as Adam hadn’t moved on. He was probably living with someone else by now, warming the bed of some other lucky son of a bitch.

Mitch envisioned his old lover on hands and knees before him. The beautiful head of blond curls bobbed, body swaying, ass clenching, as Mitch took him from behind. It was a sweet memory, but recalling it only made him feel worse. Honourable, trusting Adam had most likely been with the same man since Mitch left. That was his style. He’d never understand Mitch going crazy, participating in wild, drunken orgies with people he’d barely NEVER SAY NEVER

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known. Mitch barely understood it, though he’d never bothered to give it much thought at the time.
I just did it.

Thank God he was able to come home and get a clean bill of health from the local clinic.

He hadn’t made any mistakes that were irreversible, up to that point. Mitch thought again about Adam.
Maybe one.
Had leaving Adam been a mistake?
Definitely.
Was it irreversible?

He sighed.
Time will tell.

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“Ouch!” Adam glanced over his shoulder at the man who’d just bitten his ass. “That hurt, Nick.”

The handsome hunk with a devilish grin pressed small kisses on the bite mark. “I’m so sorry.”

“No, you’re not.” Adam smiled and rested his forehead on the pillow.
Nick knows
exactly what he’s doing—and he does it well.
The thought made Adam’s cock thicken. Wedged between him and the mattress, his erection twitched and made him squirm.

Nick traced the crack of Adam’s bum with his tongue, using slow, torturous strokes. He pried Adam’s cheeks apart and drove his tongue deeper, circling the anus before nudging the opening. After teasing the outer ring with light thrusts, he backed away and patted Adam’s hip. “On your knees, lover.”

Adam groaned but did as instructed, pressing his hands against the mattress and raising his ass in the air.

“Better.” Nick pushed Adam’s knees wider and flipped to his back, wedging between Adam’s legs. He stopped when his face was just below Adam’s cock and balls. He caressed the hefty sac and slid his lips over the engorged erection in a moist kiss. “Mmm.”

Adam rocked, encouraging Nick to suck him. But as usual, Nick took his time, teasing every inch of flesh with his breath before getting to serious action. Adam loved Nick’s teasing, and, at the same time, it frustrated the hell out of him. Pre-cum oozed from his throbbing shaft. He’d erupt with the simplest of efforts, but sex with Nick was never simple.

“Fuck!” Adam muttered. His groin ached for release. “Do
something
.”

Nick chuckled and drew Adam’s balls into his mouth. He worked the orbs around slowly before releasing them. He grabbed Adam’s thighs, tugged them apart then leaned up to get at his anus.

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Adam swore again. From Nick’s angle, it was nearly impossible for him to tongue Adam’s hole properly. The man was still playing, while Adam was ready for results. “Come on, babe. I’m ready to do this.”

Nick’s tongue laved his anus several times before drawing back. “You’re ready
?
Have you forgotten the best way to get what you desire?”

Adam closed his eyes for a moment, trying to think. Then they sprang open.
He wants
me to ask!
In the few weeks they’d been together, he’d discovered his gorgeous lover had some control issues. Nick wanted to call the shots.

He inhaled then released the breath, focussing on the intense arousal soaring through him.
So what if Nick needs a little ego boost?
Maybe being in charge made him feel important.

Adam didn’t know, but the sex was worth it. Nick was one hell of a lover.

He thrust his hips forward. “I want to come. Please.”

Nick nuzzled Adam’s balls then nudged them so they swung from side to side. “Is that the best you can do, baby? I’d like a little more pleading, if you please. You know what it does to me to hear you beg.”

Adam knew. If his words were enough, Nick would go at him with more suction than a vacuum. Anything he needed to say was well worth the imminent orgasm. He looked beneath him at the top of Nick’s head. “Please, babe. Wrap those sexy lips around my dick and drain me dry. I need it. I’m begging you.”

Nick caught Adam’s gaze and smiled as he inserted a finger into his mouth. He wet it thoroughly, maintaining eye contact as he reached up and worked the digit into Adam’s anus. “Such a good boy. I love to hear you ask for what you want. Take this, for now. My cock is next. After I suck every drop from this raging monster, I intend to mount you and screw your brains out.”

Adam broke the gaze and threw back his head, groaning with pleasure. Nick’s finger reamed in and out of him, adding to the delicious torment. He bucked his hips wildly, desperate for more.

“Mmm.” Nick settled back on the bed and sucked Adam’s swollen knob between his lips. He continued the finger fuck, stretching and preparing the hole for what would come next. He finally opened wide and took Adam’s length down his throat.

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Adam grunted with pleasure.
Finally.
He rocked back and forth, relishing the finger prying his anus and the mouth sucking him in earnest.

“Yes!” Heat and desire rose inside him until he thought he might shatter. Clutching the mattress, he drove his cock deeper, thrusting his entire length into Nick’s willing mouth.

“Aw, god.” The first wave sent his insides spiralling and a stream of cum straight down Nick’s gullet. More spurts followed, and Adam shuddered through an amazing, intense orgasm.
Each one better than the time before
. He stopped rocking and tried to catch his breath.

Nick removed his finger and released his hold on Adam’s shaft. “So good.”

Nick scooted out from under, and Adam watched him grab a condom and lube from the nearest dresser then return to stand behind Adam. There was a rustling of foil as Nick wrangled with a rubber.

Cool, slick gel slid down the crack of Adam’s ass. Nick nudged his cock against Adam’s opening and swirled the head in the lubricant. “I’m hot for you, baby. Don’t want to wait. I need to be inside you.” His cock head slipped in.

“Mmm,” Adam thrust his ass back. “Don’t wait. Come on. I’m ready.”

Nick gripped Adam’s hips and shoved his shaft deeper. “So ready. So hot and tight.

Damn, you feel good.”

“You, too.”

When their balls touched, Adam dared to breathe. The pressure was enormous. The massive length and girth filling his ass was about all he could bear. His head fell forward, and he clutched the sheets, prepared for anything.

Nick pulled his slick rod out and drove it back in, working into an intense, rapid rhythm. His movements grew more feral and heated with each thrust.

When Adam believed neither of them could take much more, Nick got a fresh burst of energy and pummelled him until his ass was nearly numb. A mixture of pleasure and sweet pain tore through him. He buried his face in a pillow, the yell he couldn’t hold back muffled.

Nick swore and froze. His cock throbbed as he came.

Adam’s main sensation was Nick’s death grip on his hips, but warm cum began to fill the rubber in his ass. He sighed and relaxed as the heat pulsed into him.

“So good, my darling.” Nick eased his cock out and wrapped his arms around Adam, falling sideways on the bed. He spooned their bodies together and kissed Adam’s neck and NEVER SAY NEVER

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shoulder. “I don’t have words to describe the way you make me feel. I’ve never experienced anything like it in my life.”

Adam nestled against Nick’s chest. “Me either. Incredible. Intense. Amazing.” Renewed arousal had his cock sticking out straight from his body, and he gripped it. “You’ve got me hard again.”

“Ah, allow me.” Nick sucked a spot on Adam’s neck as he wrapped his fingers over Adam’s hand and shaft. He pulled them back and forth, squeezing gently.

Goosebumps travelled like pinpricks down Adam’s spine, and he shivered at the suction on his neck. “You’re going to leave another mark. People are talking, already.”

Nick stopped sucking and kissed around the spot. “I don’t care. Do you?” He licked Adam’s inner ear and nibbled the lobe. “Maybe I want them to know you’re unavailable. The other guys at the gym will know you’re taken.”

Adam smiled. “I’m taken, huh?” His cock pulsed in his hand.

Whispering in his ear, Nick murmured, “Oh, yeah. Very much so.” He returned to the spot on Adam’s neck and chomped down, sucking it hard.

A thrill ran down Adam’s backbone, and his eyes rolled up in his head. He gasped and panted as another unbelievable orgasm ripped through him. Ribbons of cum erupted, coating his hand and Nick’s.

“My man,” Nick murmured. “Mine to pleasure. Mine to train.”

The words floated through his consciousness, but Adam couldn’t think about anything more than Nick calling him ‘his man’. After his staggering break-up with Mitch and the year-long dry spell, the words sounded great to him.

He lifted his face for a kiss, and Nick obliged. Their tongues batted back and forth familiarly. Both men groaned as the kiss deepened.

Nick brought his cum-slick hand up and brushed the curly blond hair from Adam’s face. He cupped a cheek and prolonged the kiss, his tongue showing the same dominance his cock had moments earlier.

Adam gasped for breath. He’d just gotten the best blowjob imaginable and the most amazing fuck of his life. His cock had just spilled into his lover’s hand, but it was still hard and needy.

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“Fuck,” he groaned. “I can’t get enough of you. Spend the night with me, Nick. Make love to me until I can’t see straight.”

Nick pressed one leg between Adam’s thighs and rolled on top of him. He ran a hand through Adam’s curly bangs and shoved them back. “I’m not sure you can see straight, now.

Your eyes keep drifting back in your head.”

“You do it to me. I’m a fucking, sticky mess, but I still want more. Whatever you can give me.”

Nick grinned. “I’ve got so much to give you, baby. You can only imagine. Yes, I’ll spend the night with you. I wouldn’t think of leaving, now.” He brought his hand to his face and licked drying cum from the palm. “You have much to give me, as well. All of which I accept, gratefully.”

Adam groaned. Nick’s smooth voice turned him on.
Who am I kidding? Everything about
him turns me on.
He was exhausted, sated and a clammy mess, but incredibly, he was horny and wanted to spread his legs and have Nick take him again.
What a good idea!
Adam wiggled his thighs apart and raised his unencumbered knee in invitation.

Nick laughed, his dark eyes sparkling.

Nicolas walked into the lounge at the Rose & Thorn Society’s dungeon and found a seat at the bar. His latest fundraiser had gone exceptionally well, and it was late, nearly half past eleven. He needed to get back to his condo and get a decent night’s sleep. Another round of seemingly endless meetings first thing in the morning would require all his energy.

How he
wanted
to expend his energy was to knock on Adam’s door and wake the man up. What the hell, he didn’t even have to wake up—just let Nick in, and he’d take care of the rest. He thought about his new lover, with his smooth, tight ass and hung like a mule, and smiled.

“Evening, stranger.” The bartender wiped the counter in front of Nick. “Haven’t seen you around for a while.”

“Sammy! How goes it, pal?” Nick extended a hand, and they shook.

The handsome, fair-haired man smiled. “Where you been keeping yourself?”

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“Ah, busy. Very busy.” Nick was trying not to crow about his good fortune, but he knew his eyes were twinkling. Thinking about Adam caused that reaction.

“Busy?” Sam questioned, sceptically. “Looks to me like there’s a little more going on.

You meet someone?”

“Well, since you mentioned it…” Nick ducked his head, nodding.

“You meet him here?”

Nick shook his head. “No. He works at the gym I go to.”

“A gym?” Sam patted his chest over his heart and rolled his eyes upward. “My god, I bet he’s in some kind of shape. Is he hot?”

Nick tried to conceal his grin, but it was impossible. “You know it.”

“Well, hell. The guys are going to be disappointed. We had some good times, here…”

Sam lowered his voice and smiled at Nick, “Sir.”

“Good times,” Nick repeated. The dungeon hosted monthly play parties, and he’d become friends with Sam and a bunch of the other gay, unattached regulars. Sexually, he’d been able to enjoy a wide variety of scenarios. Most of the guys were open to experimenting with D/s, which was exactly what he desired—no,
craved
.