At last, defeated, he pried the stone
out of the wall, trembling with rage and
loathing. Those bastards had taken
everything . . . and yet, he couldn’t bring
himself to destroy them. Even to save
Remy.
For how could he ever look honestly
into those blue eyes if he did? She was
willing to give herself up, one life for
that of many.
As he’d done countless times
himself.
Furious and yet defeated, he had
shoved the crystal back in the file
cabinet and left the computer lab,
neglecting to give Dantès more than a
brief goodbye pat.
And now here he was, staring down
into his second whiskey, more confused
and screwed up than he’d ever been in
his life. At least when he’d come out of
the cave he knew how to feel: dead.
Now he was just lost.
When someone slid onto the stool
next to him, Wyatt assumed it was
Simon. Instead of looking over, he
sneered down at his hands cupping the
glass, curling his lip in a threat to
leave
me the fuck alone.
“If I’d have given you that look when
I was younger, you’d have swatted my
ass.”
Startled, he looked over into his
son’s eyes. “You’re probably right,” he
said after the surprise passed.
David ordered a drink, too, and
Wyatt took a sip of his own,
contemplating the fact that his eight-
year-old son was sitting next to him in an
old man’s body, having a whiskey.
Beyond surreal.
“You haven’t asked much about Cat’s
mother,” David said when the bartender
moved away.
Wyatt’s mouth twitched up at one
corner. “We’ve been a little distracted. I
figured there’d be time enough later to
get the details of your life for the past
fifty years.” A ripple of grief had him
tightening his fingers around the glass.
“Cat’s mother, Grace, was actually
my second wife,” David continued with
hardly a pause. “I was married to Marie,
the love of my life, for three years
before she died.”
“I’m sorry,” Wyatt said. “Really
sorry.”
“Yeah. Well, we don’t have very
many fancy treatments for cancer in this
world—unlike Dr. House. So,” David
said, continuing once again in a no-
nonsense way, “I have a little empathy
for the fact that you lost us all—your
wife and children. Obviously what I
went through was nothing compared to
your hell—”
“What are you talking about? You
lived
through hell. You were a boy, a
young boy . . . and you lost everything.
Not just
y o u r
world, but—” Wyatt’s
throat closed up and he pinched the
bridge of his nose. Christ. He was going
to lose it right here in the goddamn bar.
David put a hand on his arm and
squeezed gently. “You’re right. It was
hell. It was so far beyond hell, you can’t
imagine. But here I am today. Relatively
healthy for an old guy, not bad looking
and with most of my hair—thanks to the
great genes of my father. Hardly ever
have the nightmares anymore—it’s been
a good three years since the last one.
Still have a good portion of my faculties
still in place, with two amazing
daughters plus a darling granddaughter
. . .
and
I found my father again. After
fifty years. And he’s such a stud my
daughter can’t hardly keep her eyes off
him when he’s not wearing a shirt. Jeez
. . . could you invent a more awkward
situation?”
In spite of his misery, Wyatt couldn’t
hold back a laugh. But the flash of
absurd humor was short-lived and he
glanced over at David. “It’s a miracle
we found each other. The greatest gift
I’ve ever gotten.”
His son swirled his whiskey and
lifted it to drink. “I thought I’d never be
happy again after I lost Marie. I felt like
every time I allowed myself to smile or
laugh, I was out of line. It was my duty
to mourn her and miss her and keep
myself for her. Forever. You know?”
Wyatt rolled his eyes. He knew
where David was going with this. “Our
situations are worlds different.”
“How is that? Because you have guilt
to add into the mix? Is that what makes
you special, what makes you able to be
more of an asshole and for longer than I
was? You feel guilty for going on a
vacation, so you can never be happy
again? You can never allow yourself to
live because of something that happened
fifty years ago that you—nor anyone else
—could
never
have
foreseen
or
prevented?”
“What’s your point?” he growled.
“That I should be happy? That I should
smile and forget what happened? I
can’t
.
The earth was destroyed. All of
civilization—fucking
gone .
My family
was murdered. You were left—”
“My point,” David said, craning
around in front of him so he could catch
Wyatt’s stubborn gaze, “is that Mom’s
been gone for fifty years. There’s not a
damn thing your guilt and grief and
dickishness is going to do to bring her
back or to change what happened. I’m
not suggesting that you shouldn’t feel any
grief or sadness. Of course you should—
in your mind, it’s been only a year. But
don’t hold back on my account, Wyatt.
Don’t put it on me.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking
about.”
“Bullshit.
The
minute
you
remembered Cat and I existed, back
when you found Remy, you shut it all
down. Cut it off.” He settled back in his
chair and took a big gulp of whiskey.
“Whatever’s going on with you and
Remy is your business—but what it’s
not
is a betrayal of Mom or her memory.
That was a lesson I had to learn myself,
after Marie died . . . when I met Grace,
only a year later.” He tilted his head.
“Hm. You and I have a lot more in
common than I realized, including
superior taste in women.”
Wyatt finished his whiskey, swishing
the last bit around in his mouth before
swallowing. The heat from the liquor
had abated, his fury had leveled off. He
remembered the pure white light of
pleasure, the intense body and mind
release he’d had with Remy last night. It
was like nothing he’d ever experienced
before . . . as if something had been
dragged out from the darkest depths of
his soul and then brought into white
light. Cathartic.
“Oh, thank God, there you are!” The
next thing he knew, Cat was there,
pulling his arm to drag him off the bar
stool. “You’ve got to come quick. Down
to the computer lab—”
“Knock it off, Cat,” Wyatt said,
tempering his irritation because she was
his granddaughter. But still. “I know
what you’re doing. You can tell Remy
she doesn’t need to distract me—”
“It’s the lab, it’s on fire, I swear to
you,” she said, pulling harder. “It’s not
like that. Dad, tell him!”
“I think we better go,” David said,
his attention going from Cat to Wyatt.
His face was sober, even concerned.
“The lab?” Wyatt said, still reluctant,
even though a little prickle of worry
niggled at him. “Dantès?”
“He’s out, but it’s burning . . . it’s
weird. Come
on
.”
By now Wyatt’s hesitation had
evaporated. He followed Cat at a full
run, aware that David was behind him,
keeping up as well as he could. The
secret elevator doors were open when
they got there, guarded by Dantès, who
whined and looked concerned when he
saw Wyatt.
He bounded down the spiral stairs,
sniffing but unable to scent smoke, and
faltered, wondering if this was, indeed,
another trick. But no, once he got to the
bottom of the stairs, he saw something
glowing in the room beyond the main
computer room. Orange and flickering.
Still no smoke . . . which was odd.
An uncomfortable prickling rushing over
him, Wyatt bolted into the room. He was
met by a wave of heat, blasting into him
like a wall.
The place was melting. The metal
table, the file cabinet . . . all had
softened, the cabinet folded into little
more than a silver puddle. The walls
were dripping with moisture, shuddering
from the temperature. He saw the orange
crystal, blazing and shimmering with
what could only be profound heat, sitting
on the melted file cabinet next to the
Jarrid stone.
His mind racing even as he rushed
into the room, Wyatt wondered how the
two stones had come to be next to each
other . . . and then he remembered. He’d
been so infuriated, he’d shoved the
Mother crystal into the file cabinet
without wrapping it in asbestos . . . and
apparently into the wrong drawer. The
one that contained the Jarrid stone.
He drew in burning air, felt it scorch
through his lungs and seep into his skin,
eyes, nostrils . . . just as it had during the
fire. But there was no smoke, nothing to
clog his lungs and vision, and he was
moving. Miraculously, he was able to
make his limbs work, and he stood over
the two stones. They weren’t fused
together but were next to each other, and
he could see the energy radiating
between them.
Aware that no one was there, that no
one could have followed him this far,
Wyatt reached for the orange crystal. He
saw his hand move through the
undulating waves of heat, shimmering
blue and orange and yellow, and when
he touched the stone, he felt it sear into
his flesh.
But he picked it up, enclosing it in his
fist . . . and the room cooled.
Instantly.
Holy fucking shit.
R
emy swallowed hard. Her insides
churned and sloshed and she could
hardly draw a breath. The heat of the day
was at its height, for it was just past
noon—ten hours before the deadline.
She wanted to get it over with.
She wanted to know Envy was going
to be safe.
She wanted to be gone before she had
to see Wyatt again.
Ian glanced down at her as they
walked out of the gates of Envy. His
eyes appeared strained, and not simply
because of the sun blazing down on
them. She knew that for all his harsh
comments and selfishness, he was
concerned for her too. And, knowing Ian,
concerned for himself as well.
The semicircle of five Humvees
were in plain sight, less than a half mile
from the city. Guards stood in front of
them with rifles, halfway between the
gate and their vehicles. Close enough
that Remy could see their faces.
She hoped to hell they wouldn’t shoot
until they found out who she was.
Ian must have had the same thought,
for he raised his hand in greeting and
called out the name of one of the bounty
hunters who stood there. Although his
wave was acknowledged, the firearms
remained upright and at the ready.
Apparently his peers didn’t trust Ian
any more than she did, when it came
down to it.
She walked across the thick green
grass and felt the walls of Envy rise
behind her. She was not going to think
about what she was doing. What she was
leaving behind.
It would do no good and it would
only serve to weaken her resolve. Just
one step after the other. Step. Step. Step.
She had to blink hard to hold back
tears. A picklike sensation scraped her
insides hollow as she forced her limbs
into motion. She should be thinking
about what to say and how to conduct
herself with the Strangers, but instead
she was thinking of everything behind
her. Her new friends. Her beloved dog.