Nightmare (28 page)

“Just like that,” I say, kissing his cheek. I don't know if I can do anything more intimate. Maybe later. We have a Cal to find. 

“Hold up. I think I need a moment to process this.” Tex holds up her hand.

“Maybe –” I start to say, but Tex holds her hand in front of his face.

“Shh, I'm processing.” I shut my mouth. We all sit there and wait for the cogs and wheels to turn and click in her brain. It looks like it hurts. After what seems like forever she nods.

“Okay, got it.”

“Got what?” I say.

“All that.” She waves her hands in front of Peter. I think she means his story.

“Sooo...” I wait for her to elaborate.

“When do we leave?”

“We aren't going anywhere. The only reason I'm going is because I have to.” That comes out wrong. I look at Peter. I don't want him thinking being Claimed is a burden. Ever. “That's not what I meant.” He blinks once.

“I know.” He leans forward to place a kiss on my forehead. The skin he touches with his lips tingles after the contact is broken.

“Hello? When are we leaving?”

“You're not going anywhere,” I snap. What is up with her. We shouldn't have done this here. This was why I was worried about telling her things. Because she was one of those people who jumped into the pool with both feet. Only this time the pool was filled with creatures who could suck all of her blood out of her body without even blinking. 

“Oh come on. Don't give me that. I'm totally going.”

Just as it's about to get heated, there's a knock at the door.

“Viktor is here,” Peter says. 

“That's kind of creepy,” Tex tells him as she prances to open the door, fluffing her hair before swinging it open and putting on her sexy face. Typical. Totally typical.

Without so much as a hello, he says, “Tex, you cannot go.” Thank you, Viktor. Tex looks at him as if he's going to say, “just kidding,” but he doesn't. It takes her a second to recover.

“Nice to see you too.” She runs her hand through her hair. It's supposed to be alluring or something. We'd read that in a magazine once.

I'm not shocked that he's here. He seems to show up whenever he's needed. Like a superhero. 

“You are not going.”

“Oh come on. You'll protect me.” She gives him that smile that's supposed to melt his heart. It would take a little bit more than that, Tex. Not that Viktor is cruel, but he's just a hard nut to crack. 

“The answer is no,” Viktor and I say at the same time. Looks like we have more in common than I thought.

“Why?” She asks Viktor.

“Because you don't willingly go onto the dragon's lair if you don't have to.”

“But we're going to see a friend of a friend. What could be more harmless than a little visit?”

“You weren't there the last time.” I fight the urge to rub my arms to get rid of the goosebumps that pop up when I remember it. “Sorry.” I glance at Peter. I know I don't offend him, but I'm always worried that I'm going to offend him. You think I'd learn.

“You must stop saying you are sorry. Nothing you could say would ever offend me.”

“I know that.”

Tex makes a sound of impatience. “Once again, when are we leaving?”

“You're not going!” I stand up and storm out of the house. I can't deal with her anymore. We need to go, find Cal, get what we need and then we can figure out what's going to happen now. 

I try to slam the front door behind me, but someone catches it. Peter. He closes it softly behind him. I don't know what Viktor's doing with Tex, but I need a breather. I'm still a little woozy from the fainting. 

“She's impossible.” I pace over to the car. The driver's side door is lying in the driveway where Peter tossed it. That's going to take some explaining. Or a lot of explaining. 

I stand there and stare at the the door. It makes that side of my car look naked. Even the poor door has been ripped away from where it belonged. It's just one more thing that's broken, needing to be fixed. My knees fold like origami and I sink to the driveway.

“What am I going to do about my car? I can't drive it without a door.” I gesture helplessly to the mutilated metal. That's when the tears start. I can't help it. I'm sitting there in Tex's driveway, crying about my stupid car door.

“Shh,” Peter says, coming down to hold me. But I don't want him to hold me and tell me it's going to be okay. It's not.

“My car's broken and Tex is going to get her blood sucked out and I don't trust your creepy friend and I'm afraid you're going to be mean to me again.” I'm crying and whining and can't stop myself. Peter sits with me in the driveway until I've gotten it all out of my system. 

And then I'm pissed. Pissed at this whole situation and how complicated it is.

“Oh for the love of god, just let her come. If she gets her blood sucked out, that's her fault.” I hear a little squee of delight behind me. I look over Peter's shoulder and see Tex doing a little victory dance while Viktor looks on. The expression on his face is so priceless that I laugh through my tears. I'm still crying, despite my change in attitude. 

“But first, what the hell are we going to do about my car?”

“I think I can help with that,” Viktor says.

****

So apparently, it's easy as pie re-attaching a car door. Viktor goes into mechanic mode, which I have never seen, but is different from his normal un-loquacious self. He tells me about the bolts and lining things up and all sorts of stuff I don't understand. He vanishes into the woods and is back mere minutes later with all the tools. He has Peter hold the door while he puts the new bolts on. Then he shuts it and opens it a few times. Well now.

“Wow,” Tex says. She's been leaning on the car hood the whole time, her chin in her hands, a rapt expression on her face. Oh please. She's giddy that I caved and am letting her walk into a potential death trap. I'm so not happy about it, but I figure if Viktor comes, we'll have two noctali against one, and he can't hurt me, so the odds are in our favor. And I'm assuming Peter has a plan. I just wish he'd share it with me.

“Tex,” I say, doing that thing she does to me, snapping my fingers in front of her face to get her attention. She just gives me a withering look and goes back to staring at Viktor, who is bending over to check all the bolts. Sweet Jesus.

“I love a man who knows his way around a car,” she sighs. I really don't thinks he gets the gravity of this situation. Even after everything Peter said and she'd had her little 'process' time, she was back to her old boy-chasing self. Noctalis-chasing self, now. Viktor seems immune to her comments. Which is probably a good thing. 

“So when are we going?” she says.

“Soon. I don't really know how this is going to work.” I hadn't thought of the logistics. I mean, Peter can carry me when he flies, but what about Viktor and Tex?

“Like this.” Without further ado, Viktor picks Tex up and slings her on his back. She squeals and wraps her legs around him, piggyback style. She blushes furiously as I stare at both of them. 

“It is simple really.”

“You can run like that?” It doesn't look very comfortable. She's basically like a human backpack. I know he's strong and all, but I really don't think that he can hold her like that.

“Yes.” He seems confident.

“Try it,” I say. I kind of want to see it.

“We will have to go someplace more private.”

“There.” Tex points from Viktor's back to the tiny clearing behind her house. It's surrounded by trees, and blocked from the view of the neighbors by her house and garage. He walks with her on his back at human speed back around the house. 

Her hair mixes with his. The color is not that different, picking up bits of sunlight and glinting like gold. When I stand back and look at the situation with no bias, they are quite lovely together.

Tex has always been a pretty girl, but the confidence that shines from her makes her more than just pretty. Sometimes I'd wished I could bottle it and make it into a body spray to use on myself. She was the kind of girl who wore a tiny skirt every day and worked it. I could do the same thing, and I would look like a freak. As evident with the night I wore the gold dress. 

I look at Peter and he takes my hand as we stroll to the backyard.

“I know he can help us. He has helped me before.”

“You were the one who helped you. He just gave you a nudge in the right direction. I just don't trust him. And I know you're up to something, even though you won't tell me what it is.”

“Can we agree to disagree?” I look up at him, the sun streaming down upon him like it was meant to. Like the sun was made just for his illumination. I push his stubborn hair from his eyes so I could see them. I knew if I asked him to cut it, he would. If he weren't so damn beautiful, he wouldn't get away with half this crap.

“Sure.”

By the time we make it to the clearing, Viktor's doing laps with Tex, her delighted shrieks filling the air. Her hair streams out behind her like a slip of gold silk. Guess he can run with her. 

Viktor puts the brakes on about two feet in front of me, kicking up a cloud of dust. Tex has her face buried in his shoulder. Viktor has a lot of shoulder available. 

“Guess you can. How you holding up, Tex?”

“That,” she says, picking her head up and looking at me with sparkling eyes, “was amazing.” She doesn't seem to want to let go.

“How are your arms?”

“Fine.”

“If you get tired, let me know. I can carry you in front.” With that he reaches back, takes her arms and does some sort of acrobatic move from Cirque de Soleil and suddenly she's tucked in his arms.

“Wow,” she breathes out again. Seriously, wow. Those Russians know what's up.

“So we need to talk logistics,” I say, interrupting Tex's adoring gaze. Viktor's looking at her, too, but I can't read his face yet. Those noctali are so hard to read. 

“I will fly with you and Viktor will follow with Texas.”

“It's Tex,” she says automatically. 

“Anyway... Do we have a contingency plan. You know, in case of she-who-we-must-not-speak-of?” I give Peter a smile. Too bad I'm not wearing the green dress. Then I'd get it out of him.

“Viktor and I have prepared for such an incident.” Oh have they? Seems like Peter can share his plans with Viktor and not me. I try to bottle my oncoming freak out.

“What about Ivan?”

“I do not foresee him as a problem.”

“Yeah, that's probably why he showed up at my house unannounced.”

“Whatever he has planned, visiting Cal would not interfere with it.”

“How do you know?”

“Ivan wants us to think that he isn't up to anything.”

“But we know he is. He's always up to something.” Even I knew that.

“True.”

“So basically we're going to do nothing.”

“Yes.” Brilliant. That is so not the plan. The real plan is secret.

“I thought you were going to tell me.”

“I am sorry,” Peter says, tucking some hair behind my ear. At least he does look a little sorry. 

“Sounds good to me,” Tex says, still staring at Viktor as if her eyes are glued to him. I want to do that snappy thing again, but she might slap me, and then I would want to kill her and that would get us nowhere.

Chapter Twenty-Three

Peter

I waited on her roof in a light drizzle as she had dinner with her parents. I listen for a little, but let her have her time. It was important that I didn't intrude any more in her life than I had to. The absolute best thing for her now would be for me to extricate myself and never see her again. 

But that was not possible, and not just because of the Claiming. She had become part of the noctalis world. Even if she had only seen a small part of it, she had been exposed. It was like a disease that once you were exposed, there was no cure. You might not show symptoms, but it would always have a piece of you. Of her.

Of course, it would have been better if I had never come back to the cemetery to see her. That would have been the best.

Her window screeches open and she pokes her head out, gazing up at me, her forehead puzzled.

“What are you thinking about so hard? Your plan that you won't tell me about? Again?”

“How did you know I was thinking?”

“I don't know. How did you know I was going to drink Tex's blood? How does any of this work?” Her eyes shut as she lifts her face to the sky, letting the mist fall on her face. “That feels really nice.” I watch her for a moment. 

“Your clothes are wet. Come in and get some dry ones. I made a drawer for you.” Gesturing to her dresser, I see a nearly empty drawer with the clothes she bought me folded neatly. 

“Your, uh, underthings are in that bag.” Her face is red as I take the bag and put it in the drawer. Ava's aversion to nudity is so very human, but I respect it. Not that I would not enjoy to see her with only rainwater covering her skin. I have thought of it more often than not.

I fold the bag up and put it in the drawer, closing it with finality. Granted, my trunk is here, but there is something very intimate about having one's underclothes in someone else's drawer. 

“Go ahead and change. I think it need to sleep for a little while before we go.” I retreat to the bathroom to put on some of the pajamas she'd bought me. The material is thin, but soft. Not as nice as skin on skin.

“Come here for a second,” she says when I emerge. She has also changed into shorts and a tank top with thin straps. I only know what the things she wears are called because she told me. When I was human, girls were not so exposed. I go to her.

Her fingers scrape through my hair, pushing it away from my eyes. 

“Sometimes I wish you would cut it, but then I couldn't do this.”

“I could try to cut it.”

“You haven't before?” Her fingers peruse, teasing, massaging, exploring. It is wonderful. I breathe her in and try to lock the moment in my memory.

“I never had a need to.”

“It's okay. Sometimes I just want to see your eyes.” She pulls my hair back and pulls my face to be in line with hers. “I need to see them more often. They're so beautiful.” I could say the same about her luminous green irises.