electronically checking out of his Frankfurt hotel was to switch
Notturno
with the informative hotel binder from the room. Even as he switched them, placing
Notturno
and his laptop in his Pullman and the travel guide in the missing carry-on case, he
knew he was right to do it, even though it meant letting the
journal leave his hands. Adin hadn’t liked giving in to his
paranoia, but as the feeling of being stalked persisted, he’d
forced himself to act in the interest of caution. Which meant
that somewhere, out there in the night, a gorgeous, appallingly
sexy stalker-who-bites could order pizza from any one of a
dozen German restaurants. If he could eat garlic.
Adin did laugh then as he placed
Notturno
securely in the
hotel room’s wall safe. In the morning he’d take it to the lab.
While the sun was out. Just in case.
When Adin finally slept, he dreamed of Donte, surrounding
him in whispers of Italian, French, Romanian, and Greek,
sometimes all at once, like a chorus of bad angels building up to
a crescendo in his veins. It was as if his blood were alive,
independent, and pulsing with possibilities. Several times Adin
woke, sweating and chilled, his cock banging against his
stomach, leaving glistening trails in its wake. Adin could almost
hear Donte laughing at him as he broke out the lube and gave
himself to pleasure, a minute’s worth of frustrated groping that
left him nothing but damp and hungry for more.
Eventually he must have slept; it was full light when he
awoke. He was so completely disoriented that it took a pot of
room service coffee and a large breakfast before he could think
again. He headed down for a cab with the
Notturno
manuscript in an expensive new leather briefcase, one he’d had delivered by
personal shopper to the concierge and which he would mind
very much losing. He stepped into the bright sunlight of a
ninety-something-degree day and caught a cab headed for
Welkeil Pharmaceuticals. The cab was full of religious symbols
of every conceivable faith and smelled of coffee and mint gum.
The cabdriver was a portly man of unknown ethnic origin who
was pleasant and talkative and followed the shortest distance
between where Adin started and where he was headed. A
definite plus.
They stopped at the foot of the Welkeil Building on
Wilshire, a towering edifice wrought in steel and smoked glass,
and the cabbie came around to open the door for him,
depositing him on the sidewalk like a Sherpa delivering a
climber to base camp. Together they looked up, and when Adin
glanced back, the expression on the driver’s face was one of
mistrust, as if he’d had dealings with people in large buildings
and didn’t approve.
14 Z.A. Maxfield
Stupidly, Adin blurted out, “My sister works here,” and the
man smiled as though that made a difference. Adin paid him,
and he left.
Welkeil was not the most welcoming place. After following
protocol and checking in at the large, busy reception desk,
Adin’s briefcase and person were searched, and a handheld
metal detector was run over his body. The blonde woman, in a
navy blazer with a tag on a lanyard that read SECURITY, smiled
apologetically.
After a time, one of the doors in a bank of elevators opened
and Adin’s tiny, energetic sister, Deana, rushed out.
“Adin, oddball, you jerk!” she said as he picked her up and
swung her, simply to illustrate that he still could. “You could
have told me you were coming. It would have been a lot easier.”
She smiled at the security guard and took him by the hand.
“You look great, Deana Beana,” he exclaimed, trailing after
her, taking in her bronzed skin and sun-kissed hair. “You’re all
golden and glowing.”
“It’s a spray-on tan,” she said, laughing. “It makes me look
like a proper Angeleno.”
“You’ll never be a proper anything,” he teased. They
returned to the elevator and got in just as the car was about to
close its doors.
“Look who’s talking,” she said. “What have you brought me
this time?”
“Renaissance porn.”
“No kidding?”
“Entirely on the level. I thought we could take a peek…”
“And you want into the lab.” Deana raised her eyebrows,
and Adin grinned. “That’s fine, but not the clean room. I
assume you don’t want to prepare a slide?” They exited the
elevator on the sixth floor.
“Oh hell no. This stays intact. Nothing invasive just yet. It’s
my preciousssssss.”
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15
“Well.” She pursed her lips. “Jeff’s got the electron
microscope, so you’ll eventually have to. You know the drill.”
He held up his case and patted it. “You won’t even believe
this manuscript. It’s unbelievably graphic. I want to look at the
parchment under a standard microscope first before I make the
decision to prepare a slide sample for electron microscopy. I’ve
brought my digital camera, and you can help me photograph the
pages. This is pretty racy stuff, Deana Beana; better gird your
loins.”
“You and your smut.” She led him down a gray-carpeted
hallway.
“This is historical smut, I will have you know. Erotica is an
art form that has its beginnings in cave paintings—”
“Save the speech, Adin. I’ve heard it. What makes this one
so special?” She swiped her card in a reader and then followed
him as he entered a brightly lit white lab room filled with long
stainless steel surfaces. Various stations held microscopes,
centrifuges, and burners, and each had file drawers underneath.
“Ah,” he said, finding a long stretch of clean counter. The
room was a good one for handling the book. The temperature
and humidity levels mimicked those in which he would
eventually store his precious find at the university. He took out
his case and handed her a pair of white cotton gloves. She
pulled them over her small hands and watched with amused
condescension as he carefully opened the special box in which
the manuscript traveled. It was designed to allow the
manuscript to be removed without any kind of pressure on the
object itself. Gingerly, he opened to one of the pages. “See for
yourself.”
“You are shitting me.” His sister stared at the book in shock.
“Nope.” He grinned.
“Gay porn from beyond the grave?”
“You can’t be terribly shocked.” He laughed outright.
She shook her head. “Oh, oddball. Only you…”
She went to the phone and dialed four numbers. “Hello,
Jeff? I need the TEM. No, Adin’s here. It’s for ink.” She
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glanced over her shoulder at her brother, who was sticking his
tongue out. “No, he still doesn’t spell it
O
-
D
-
D
. You have to promise not to file sexual harassment charges, Jeff… I
am
serious… If you aren’t okay with
Brokeback Mountain
meets
Two
Gentlemen of Verona
, don’t hang around… Okay, then we’ll be up in a while.”
Deana leaned over him to explore the page further. “Oh,
Adin,” she said. “It’s gorgeous.”
“I know. I looked it over as carefully as I could in Frankfurt,
but I didn’t have the time to read much of it.” He took a
magnifying glass out of his jacket pocket, and Deana pulled
over a couple of stools.
“
Can
you read it?” she asked.
“It’s Italian, but of course not the Italian we use today.” He
thought of Donte, whispering “un amore vietato.”
Forbidden love.
He shivered a little, and Deana looked at him, not missing a
thing.
“Cold?”
“Just thinking,” he said, going back to the manuscript.
“Somebody tried to steal this from me on the plane.”
“No. Adin?” His sister stared at him. “That is so very
not
good
.”
“I know.” He peered at the words under a nude rendering of
a really beautiful man. “Oh, this is interesting. He refers to the
man as his award. Like a prize or the result of a bet, almost;
something he won. Hmm. ‘I possess him, yet he possesses me
entirely. My will is no longer my own.’ Whoa. Time for an
intervention. Ye olde Codependents Anonymous.”
Deana looked closely at the page. “Yet look at the drawing.
Wow.
That
is the expression of a man in love, isn’t it?”
“How would
I
know? It’s a lovely drawing, though, isn’t it?
Look at the eyes; they’re so…soft. I can assure you, I don’t
inspire that look at all.”
“Yet you persist in playing hit-and-run all over the world
with what, fuck buddies?”
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17
“Friends. I have really good friends when I need them and
strangers when I want them. It’s not like I need much more
than that.” He turned a page gingerly and drew in a deep breath.
Deana gasped and clutched at her heart. “Oh, hell, I don’t
care what century you’re from, that has got to hurt.” They both
tilted their heads in the same direction to look at the drawing
more closely. Her face caught fire. “Sorry.”
“No worries,” he replied, schooling his expression. He
wished he could just sit somewhere and read this damned book
in private. His dick was interested now, and his sister was
watching… “What?”
“Maybe we should go see Jeff now.”
“Oh, you think he’s ready?” He replaced the book in its case
without meeting her eyes.
“No. I don’t seriously think Jeff will ever be ready for the
contents of that book.”
“I know.” He followed her out into the corridor and then
pressed the elevator Call button. “To be honest, I’m not sure
even I am, and I bought the damn thing.”
“Think this time the university will say you’ve gone too far?”
“Maybe. Probably.” He turned to her and grinned cheekily, a
persistent memory of their childhood.
“You go, oddball!” She high-fived him.
They spent an hour in Jeff’s lab and two more meticulously
photographing each page of the journal. It was painstaking
work, each page carefully checked on Adin’s laptop to see
whether the writing was legible enough for translation and the
drawings could be reproduced adequately for study. Better
copies than these would eventually be made of the work, but
Adin couldn’t help wanting to get started on the translation
right away, and Deana had always been a willing accomplice.
She drove Adin back to the Bonaventure, leaving him with the
firm promise of lunch the following day. He wasn’t about to tell
her that he planned to stay indoors at night. He merely begged
off dinner, using jet lag as an excuse, and of course he
was
tired and looked like hell.
18 Z.A. Maxfield
When he returned to his room, he stored the manuscript
back in his wall safe. So far, he’d been right about it. The
document was written in iron gall ink on true vellum. Step one
to authenticating the manuscript. Next, paleographers and
codicologists would assess the writing and the binding.
Translation and further testing would be required to prove its
actual age. At this point, however, Adin had no reason to
believe it was anything other than what it seemed. He allowed
himself a small, triumphant smile and went to the window. Still
light out, it was a balmy Southern California evening, perfect for
dining alfresco at one of his favorite Westwood eateries. Adin
even longed to take in a Dodgers game. But Germany had
messed with his internal clock, and his own fertile imagination
supplied a reason to succumb to his exhaustion. He knew he
had to rest this night and rise early again the next day in order
to get himself back on Pacific standard time.
Adin was so exhausted he fell asleep on his bed with his
laptop still glowing from when he’d checked his e-mail. The
dream from the night before returned; his blood sang in his
veins. It heated his body and stained it with crimson at the
surface of his skin. He woke flushed, knowing that he’d heard
Donte’s voice again, murmuring with that peculiar accent in his
ear, coming from under his flesh even as his cock, which had
always had a mind of its own, rose to seek the man out.
“Crap,” said Adin, taking a few deep breaths. He dressed
and headed for the BonaVista Lounge, hoping he could still get
something light to eat as well as a drink. For whatever reason,
eating alone in his hotel room didn’t feel like an option.
Entering the elevator, he was glad to see a few smiling faces, an
older couple holding hands and two Asian girls who were
dressed for and talking about business. By the twenty-second
floor, everyone exited the elevator but him. He stepped off at
the top floor, looking for the lounge, when a large hand swept
out from behind him and pulled him back in.
“Caro.”
Donte’s voice.
He was looking at the light panel on the elevator, watching the floor buttons fire up in a chaotic, random
way that made him think of science fiction movies from the
’50s. He jerked forward to step off again but was prevented by