He looked at the window and it stared back at him like an open mouth, with spots on the wall seeming like eyes. He shifted his feet uneasily, glancing over his shoulder.
Chief moved up beside him, growling a little, then sniffing the rocks that made up the circular wall of the kiva. Had something been there? Something that climbed out and prowled about the ruin?
The sky was a magnificent blue, with only a few scattered clouds. The river lay bright in the sunlight, and No Man's brooded in silence.
Was there a trail to the top? He could see no place for it, only the bare red walls rising sheer from the piles of talus. He had been told there was no trail, but an old Mormon had said there was. There were wild horses on the top, horses that must have found a way up and down, for the winters would be bitterly cold, with icy winds sweeping across the unprotected tableland.
A lone buzzard swung against the sky in solitary awareness that it had only to wait. All things came to it in the end.
Would there be buzzards over there? Or eagles? Were there gateways in the sky through which they could pass? Uneasily, he watched the buzzard, then shifted his eyes to the red rock land around him and searched it with care, knowing there could be eyes where none seemed to be.
He looked around, feeling himself observed, but saw nothing. He walked across the mesa and down the steep slope on the side away from the river, going back the way he had come and, after some time, finding his way down the steep cliffs to the bottom of the Hole.
The first thing he saw were mountain-lion tracks. A big lion, and one there not long before. The place seemed empty, and it was quiet. Leaves whispered their secrets into the stillness, then held still, listening for replies that never came. He walked along, his footsteps the only sound, slight as it was.
Indian painting on the walls. In places the desert varnish had slipped away, and what stories might have been written there, lost. He found his way along a narrow ancient path. Surely, in such a place where there was shade and water, there must have been Indians. But the trees were not old, perhaps no more than forty years in place, and what had it been like before? Had there been other trees? Burned perhaps, or their timbers used by Indians in building or for fuel? There were sand heaps. What lay beneath them?
Navajo sweathouses, only the cedar posts left, leaning together. And those other huts, built by someone other than Navajos, he believed. By Paiutes? He did not know, but the shape was different. They were not hogans.
Here was where he had seen the Varanel, but how had they come to be here? Pursuing someone? Or some
thing
?
He stopped, his back against a sandstone wall, to look carefully around. Somewhere here there was an opening into that other world.
Tracks! The Varanel must have left tracks.
His back to the red rock wall, he studied the canyon before and around him, searching the rocks for some variation, some anomaly, some indication. He found nothing.
He touched the butt of his gun for reassurance and it felt good under his hand. Again his eyes searched the terrain, and then he left the wall and went down into the trees. Over there, where he had first seen the Varanel, there was a vagueness, a shimmering. He could feel his heart beating heavily.
He moved forward through the trees; then, stopping against the trunk of one tree, he looked carefully around.
Someone was here. His every instinct told him something was here.
He moved across the open space to another tree, merging his body with the tree trunk. Again, warily, he looked around. If somebody watched him now, where could they be? Keeping his eyes straight ahead, using his peripheral vision, he waited for movement.
Where?
And who? Or should it be
what
? There were strange creatures on this side, but what might lie over there? What kind of appalling monsters might there be?
Suppose they were invisible? There were sounds beyond the reach of the human ear. Dogs could hear them, insects possibly. What if there were colors beyond the range of the human eye? Colors no human could see? Suppose some such thing approached him now?
If men could pass through from one side to the other, what about animals. Chief had done it, going both ways. But what of their animals? Might they not have wild animals of some kind unsuspected?
Moving as a shadow moves, or as the wind, he went to another tree and still another. There he crouched, waiting and watching, alert for any breath of sound.
From where he now waited he could look across the open space where he had seen the Varanel.
Empty. Nothing.
He touched his tongue to dry lips, not liking the thought of moving away from the shelter of the trees. He would be exposed, vulnerable.
The worst of it was, he did not know what to look for, or exactly what he would do when he found it.
He shivered, although the day was not cold. He should get out of here, back to the camp in the ruin, back to something like security, back where he knew where he was and what must be done. Yet he had found nothing. The day would be lost, and there was so little time.
What was Erik doing? Was he tied hand and foot? Was he imprisoned in a cell? Dying in one of those tombs? Or had he somehow won a reprieve? Convinced them he had more to offer by living?
He moved along the border of trees, looking across to where the Varanel had gone.
He could see nothing but a sweep of sand, some desert growth, and, beyond, a low ridge of sandstone.
Where had they come from? Where had they gone?
He watched; then his eyes went to the lone buzzard in the skies overhead. Suddenly, with a chill he wondered: What if that was not a real buzzard? Or was a trained bird? Trained to observe him?
That was nonsense. He was thinking foolish thoughts. He moved on to another tree, almost on the edge of the sweep of sand, and there he waited again, listening.
Did he hear a sound? A sound of singing? Of chanting? Somewhere a long way off? He glanced around again.
He would withdraw. It was growing late, and he must return to the ruin before he broke a leg scrambling over rocks in the darkness.
He heard the chanting again, many voices singing a monotonous song of few words. It was not his imagination, but where did it come from?
They must be close, very close, for he sensed they were singing in low tones. Uneasily, he pressed closer to the bark of the tree, trying to locate the source of the sound. It seemed to come from somewhere out there before him.
If he was attacked, and he killed one of them on this side of the curtain, how would he explain the body? Who would believe such a fantastic story?
He had no evidence to present but the daybook, which could be considered a piece of pure fiction. After all, he was a writer with books to sell and it might be considered an elaborate publicity scheme. So to get help from the proper authorities was out of the question.
Nobody would accept the story for reality. Mike Raglan knew he must accept the fact that he lived in a world concerned with the deficit, with the arms race, with coming elections. People were thinking about paying rent, keeping up payments on a house or car, and planning for a vacation where at least some of them would come to Mesa Verde and wonder at its builders who lived so long ago. They would wander through the ruins while a park ranger explained them, and when they returned home to Vermont, Iowa, or wherever, they would repeat what they had heard and show the pictures they had taken.
What if he were killed out here, now? His body might not be found for years, for who came to this lonely, forgotten place?
Standing among the trees, looking up the sunlit canyon, Mike Raglan knew he was alone.
Alone as he had never been, alone with a reality no one could share, facing a situation for which he had no answer and where he could expect no help. Whatever was done he must do himself.
What of Volkmeer? Well, what of him? Where did his loyalties lie? With a man who had helped him once, long ago? Or with a people who had given him wealth such as he had never expected to own, and which might, by some means, be withdrawn?
All he had expected of Volkmeer was somebody to cover his retreat, if pursued. Somebody to help him at that last minute when he might be at the end of his strength. He could forget that. He was on his own. Yet, when had it not been so?
He had never had any help from anybody. What he had done had been done by him and him alone.
Something moved in the trees behind him. He dropped his hand to his gun and turned sharply around.
Chapter 30
I
T WAS KAWASI.
She stood alone under the trees, watching him. His eyes swept the trees and brush about her, finding nothing of which to be doubtful.
“I have missed you.” It was not what he intended to say, nor what he wanted to say or should have said, but it was the simple truth. He had missed her.
“I cannot be long away. They wait for my words.”
She made a quick, inclusive gesture. “This place where we are? This is sacred place. This is special place for my people. Some say it was from here we first went into your world, but I do not know if this be true.”
With one quick glance toward the way he had been going, he turned and walked back to where she stood. “What of Erik?”
“I know nothing. They have him, I believe.”
“Somehow I must find and free him.”
“It is impossible. Nobody ever escapes the Forbidden.”
“I cannot believe your peopleâ”
“It is not my people. Those who have him are the Lords of Shibalba, the evil ones. To escape them is impossible.”
“What of your people, led by He Who Had Magic?”
“It was long ago and had never been tried before. In the dark all were present. By light all were gone. They tried to find us but we closed the ways and they could go no farther. There was much war, but finally they went away and bother us no longer.”
“Come with me to the ruin. There's such a lot I should know.”
They walked on, and she led the way, moving quickly and surely through the trees. She spoke over her shoulder. “This is place where nobody come, only sometimes a priest. All this”âshe gestured againâ“very uncertain place.”
She left the trees to climb up to a bench that skirted the cliff. “We do not understand, but all this”âshe swept a hand to take in the Hole, No Man's, and the mesa of the ruinâ“all this is somehowâ¦disturbed? Is it the word? It is uncertain place. Sometimes all like this, trees, water, cliffsâ¦other times there is nothing solid, nothing we can be sure of. Sometimes an opening is here, sometimes there. It is like shimmering veil, like spray from a waterfall, and on the Other Sideâ”
“It is always this way?”
“No. It is a sometime way. Then something happens.â¦It is not earthquake, but something like, only it is in space. No, not space! It is in the essence of things, the overall! Something happens, makes dizzy. The eyes do not seem to see what is there. Then all is still, slowly everything settle, and after that, no openings! All is close! Close for long, long time!”
“But when are there openings again? When does it go back?”
She shrugged. “I do not know. The last time was before I am. Before I am born. Long time before. He Who Had Magic made marks on wall each time of which he knew. In his living time there were two.”
Mike Raglan swore under his breath. So these so-called openings, even the “always” ones such as the kiva, might be closed at any time and remain closed for years. He shook his head irritably. The sooner he could get the hell out of all this, the better. He was perfectly happy with a normal, everyday world of three dimensions, and how did it happen that these Indians, of all peopleâ¦
Still, the Maya or one of their predecessors had devised one of the most perfect calendars. They understood Time, in one sense at least.
What was reality, anyway? Might it be nothing but a certain atmosphere of recurring phenomena to which we have become accustomed? And how do we know it is the only such “reality”?
Our reality today is vastly different from the reality of 1900, for example. The reality of 1900 was of steam trains, horse-drawn drays, Saturday-night baths, and straight razors. If someone had suggested that soon a man might sit in his living room, flip a switch, and see what was taking place in South Africa or Australia, he'd have been thought to be off his rocker. Reality is what is generally accepted as such. Man alters it at his convenience.
Each of us has a vision of the world that belongs to him alone, and when he dies that world dies with him. Others may share in some parts of it, but none will see it exactly as he does, nor will all experience it in the same way, for they are living with their own vision of reality.
Each man's vision of reality is based upon his life experience, the influences of people, places, books, dreams, work, all the various aspects of his existence that go to make up him, or her.
He shook his head angrily. Forget all that. It was time he gripped what reality he was facing. What he had to believe was that it would be like getting on an elevator and getting off at another floor. He would have to deal with what came and get back on the elevator, with Erik, just as damned quick as he could.
He paused. “Kawasi? You said the Hole was a sacred place. I've looked around and there is no sign of any long residence there. There is water, lots of it in comparison with what's around here, and there are trees. Did nobody ever live here?”
She shrugged. “It is unreal place. All seems what is expected and then it is not. Look! Do you see animals here?”
“I saw the track of a mountain lion. A big one.”
“Hah! It is no lion. Jaguar. A were-jaguar. There is spirit of evil man in him. He follows to kill, to destroy.”
He knew the stories of werewolves and knew that in Africa there were leopard-men, so why not jaguar-men?
“There is a place down there where one can go through to your world. I think I even saw the Varanel disappear into it.” He explained, telling the story of what he had seen.
“Maybe there.” She shrugged. “But close upon us now is a place. It is said by some to be the place our people left the Third World and came into this. I do not know if this is true. It was there they returned to the Third World.” She pointed into the canyon. “It is over there, a place like a stone funnel. What you call funnel.
“He Who Had Magic sketched a plan showing all the ways. It is very small area, after all. The funnel is hidden place but it will bring you through close to us.
“All this”âshe gestured wideâ“is place of no steadiness. I do not know your words, but it is place where nothing can be sure.
“There is opening where The Hand is. We hear speaking of it from those who knew, but the speaking was long ago.”
They walked on in silence. It had grown quite dark, and although she seemed amazingly sure-footed, he was not. She paused, seemingly aware she was moving too fast for him. Athletic though he was, the altitude was higher here and his breath came harder in the thin air.
“Where you are?” He was thinking of the gold the old cowboy found, and particularly the map. “Do you know of any ruins there? I mean, very ancient ruins?”
“Oh, yes! There are stories. Some believe. Some do not. We do not go far from where we live. It is not our way. We hear speaking of old places where now no water is. No one goes there. How old? We do not know.”
“But if there were ruins, there must be water?”
She shrugged. “Springs go dry. Rivers change course. All is desert.”
They reached the mesa top. The ruin lay dark and silent under a sky of a million stars. He stopped her with a touch on her arm, for something moved in the darkness. It was Chief.
When he had a fire started and coffee on, he got out some cold cuts and fruit.
“I am afraid for you,” she said. She glanced at the robe and turban. “This is what you will wear?”
“It is.”
“This robe is that of a Jaguar priest. Do you know this?”
“No, I did not. Is it special?”
“Not many still live. He Who Had Magic was one. They were men of wisdom, of great knowledge.”
“It will get me where I wish to go, into the Forbidden area after Erik.”
“It is not possible! You do not know what you do! The Forbidden isâ¦what you call it? A maze? Only The Hand knows all the ways. The Varanel know a little but not all. It is said The Hand preserves himself so, because only he knows the way to his chambers, his private rooms. It is said he appears to them on a balcony above a great hall, and speaks from there in a great voice.”
“And if he dies?”
“There is always another. I do not know from where.”
“You have seen The Forbidden?”
“Only from a distance. It is vast, a mountain-building of black stone, polished stone.” She pointed across the river at No Man's. “It is like that! It stands alone above the city, not red like that, but all black!”
They were silent then. He made sandwiches and passed a paper plate to her, then filled their cups. It was very quiet now, very pleasant. The fire took the chill from the air, and outside the door they could see the stars against the black sky.
Kawasi began to talk, slowly and quietly but in a precise way, speaking as of something learned by rote. She described the outer appearance and size of the Forbidden. It was one gigantic construction, one building that was a city. Johnny had told her it was what was called a citadel. It was a fortress-city above the country below. The walls were sheer. The Lords of Shibalba and the Varanel each had their own apartments, yet each was restricted to an area and there were no areas in common.
“If same number exist as of old, there are twenty-four Lords, and five hundred of the Varanel. No man knows how many servants, and they not allowed to cross over from one area to another.”
Slowly, trying to forget nothing, she told him what was known. It was little enough and all very general in content. Obviously the place was an intricate maze of passages, tunnels, and rooms, some of the rooms said to be all of glass reflecting one's own image a thousand times but also reflecting all the other mirrors, glass walls, and seeming openings, until one went mad searching for a way out. The description reminded him of the Glass House sideshows from his old carnival days, but obviously on a much vaster scale.
“And the prison area?”
“There is none. None we know of. All we know we piece together, little by little, from legends maybe wrong or out of date. Prisoners were just taken to a room and left to be questioned by the Varanel. But we know so little. And that little may not be right and true. When little is known, much is imagined.”
The fire crackled cheerfully and he added a stick or two. It was, he admitted to himself, vastly comforting just to be with Kawasi, to sit quietly with her and not think too much about what was to come tomorrow.
“What is it like among your people? How are you governed? What is your role?”
“I am leaderâwhat you call chief. Among us there is no name of position, no what you call title. One is because one
is
. One is not
born
to be leaderâ”
“Yet you said you were descended from He Who Had Magic?”
“That does not matter if I am not wise. Among my family there have been many who were wise. So, many leaders. But we cannot command. We can only advise. If we are often wrong, they no longer listen. It is very simple.
“Much was settled long ago. There are things done and not done, and if something new comes, a council is chosen to decide what is to be done. Often, I sit in council. Now, by their choice, I speak for them. How long this will be, I do not know.
She paused. “There are some among us who believe we should follow The Hand, that we should abandon our mountains and go to live among the others. I do not believe this.
“They look down from the mountains and see green fields that lie below. They see orchards and water. Often for us there is small water, and our fields grow dry and crops wither. Then the numbers grow who would go down to The Hand.
“The Hand has people among us who talk trouble, who speak against me and those who are with me. I do not know what is to happen.”
“Don't they know how rigid is the control by The Hand?”
“They do not believe, or they shrug and say what does it matter if we eat well? Some shrink from decision. The Hand means power to them. They hope to have some of that power for themselves. In truth, they have been promised so.”
Mike Raglan leaned against the old wall. He tilted his head back and closed his eyes. It was a relief just to relax. Yet his mind would not rest. It prowled the edges and corners of the problem like a hound on a scent.
The Forbidden was apparently a maze, a labyrinthine system of rooms, corridors, and halls, connecting and interconnecting, and built over a space of centuries. If what Tazzoc told him was true, it was possible that no one person now knew the entire area. The organization within the system had been set in motion ages before and proceeded to function from sheer inertia. No children were allowed within those sacred precincts, for children have curiosity which could only be stifled with time and continual conditioning.
Undoubtedly, even as the Hall of Archives was no longer visited, there were other areas abandoned or forgotten.
He knew much of mazes. It had begun with the Glass Houses in the carnivals with which he traveled as a magician's assistant. His Lebanese friend had told him the story of King Minos and the Minotaur. Ariadne had given Theseus a ball of thread, and, fastening one end of the thread, he had unwound it as he found his way through the maze en route to his fight with the Minotaur, half-man, half-beast. He had used Ariadne's thread to find his way back.
Undoubtedly that was the most famous labyrinth, yet the largest by far was one, long destroyed now, that existed in ancient Egypt. A vaster work by far than the pyramids. Herodotus and Strabo had both written of it: a place of more than three thousand rooms, vast colonnades, enormous halls covering an area estimated to be one thousand feet long by eight hundred broad, and on at least two levels, one of these below ground. The Forbidden, he gathered, was at least twice that size, judging by all he heard, yet even that might be a gross underestimate.
“Kawasi? I am going over tomorrow. Will you show me the way?”
She got up and walked outside and he followed, fearful that she would leave him once more. “Kawasi? I must go.”