Obediently Yours (4 page)

Yes, a scolding would be very exciting, humiliating, and embarrassing to me, not to mention arousing. It would be very humiliating to be shamed by my Daddy and would be a very effective punishment, especially if I were told to get on my knees in front of Daddy while he stood over me. A scolding would make me feel like a little girl and as Daddy scolds me, I would feel his disappointment in me and this would be very emotionally painful to endure.

11. Were you ever sent to the corner before I did it to you?

I have never been made to stand in the corner by anyone until you.

12. Have you ever had your mouth washed out with soap or been made to print lines as a punishment?

I have not ever had my mouth soaped or been made to print lines, but I would imagine that both would be very effective punishments for me since neither sounds too pleasant.

13. Describe in detail your interests with age play—how old do you want to be, types of clothing worn, etc.

I’m not interested in acting like a baby, e.g., baby talk, playing with toys, etc. My fetish is more of a diaper lover with some age regression thrown in. For example, I would like to definitely wear a diaper—actually, several diapers—and pull-ups so that they are nice and thick between my legs and cause me to waddle around. I would want to be made to wear plastic panties over my diapers, making me all hot and sweaty inside. I would want to use diaper cream and baby powder before my diapers are all sealed up nice and snug. I would not be opposed to being forced to wear jammies or to be restricted to certain spaces (e.g., blanket on the floor) like a little one. I have an adult bib that I would wear to be fed. I would drink out of a bottle if you wanted this (do not have one but could get one).

14. Give me a complete account of your most arousing Daddy/little girl fantasy.

Daddy finds out that I have not been taking my vitamins every morning like I am supposed to. When I get home from work, Daddy is waiting at the front door for me. When I see him, I realize that I am in big trouble. Daddy scolds me, telling me that I am a very bad girl for not following his rule about taking my vitamins every day and that he is going to give me a punishment that I will never forget. He tells me that from now until Sunday night, he is going to treat me like the baby I am and punish me for my babyish behavior. He orders me to go upstairs to the bedroom, strip, and stand in my naughty corner. I move immediately, take all of my clothes off and move into my naughty corner, feeling very bad that I disappointed my Daddy.

Daddy comes into the room. He takes my hand, leads me into the bathroom, and gives me a bath. He shaves me so I have a bare kitty. He is not rough, but not gentle as he washes me all over and washes my hair. He continues to scold me about not following his rules and my misbehavior, which makes me feel even worse.

When done, Daddy dries me off and tells me to go lie on the “changing table.” I lie down and wait, then Daddy comes over and rubs diaper rash cream all over my kitty and powders me up. Then he takes several diapers and puts me into them so I feel all bulky and cannot close my legs together. He puts me in a pair of babyish jammies. Then he puts mittens on my hands so they are now useless. I will have to rely on Daddy for everything.

Daddy tells me that this is only the beginning. The weekend proceeds with me being fed like a baby, being scolded like a baby, no TV or computer (a real punishment for me), nap times, early bedtime (another real punishment for me), and using my diapers for their intended purpose (wetting). Both mornings start with Daddy giving me a hot, soapy enema that he makes me hold while he paddles my bottom red. He is merciful and lets me expel my enema in the toilet, but then it is back into diapers. At the end of the weekend, I am a very sorry and contrite baby girl.

15. Read this scene and finish it:

I call you from work and order you to prepare for my arrival as usual and to be in position when I arrive home. Preparing for my arrival requires that you shower, wash your hair, shave your legs, armpits, and pussy, put on your baby-doll nightie and your white cotton panties. By 6:00 pm you are to be in position, kneeling at the foot of the bed, head touching the floor, bottom high up in the air, nightie pulled up to your shoulders, panties at your ankles, and your legs spread.

You hear me drive up and feel both tense and proud hoping I am pleased with you. I come up the stairs, still in my blue suit, and enter the room. Your breathing is now shallow and slow as I walk over to you. “Wider.” I order and you comply spreading your legs wider as I reach down and feel your bare pussy. “Spread,” I order and you immediately reach behind you to spread your round bum cheeks. I inspect your rosebud, inserting one of my fingers, knowing that you are blushing bright red.

Walking to where your head is located, I place my leather shoes at your nose and say, “Kiss.” You immediately comply, kissing the tips of my shoes. “Up,” I order and you rise immediately knowing that I expect you to release my cock from my pants.

16. Describe how you would suck my cock.

I would lean in to your cock and begin by licking it. Then I would take it in my mouth slowly, savoring the taste and feel of your growing cock. I would suck and then swirl the head with my tongue and repeat this pattern over and over. I would feel your cock continue to grow hard in my mouth and know that I was going a good job. I would take your entire cock in my mouth as deep as possible and suck it hard, moving my head in and out slowly. Sucking hard and deep, then slowly pull back, running my tongue underneath. If you allow it, I would use my hands to cup and lightly squeeze your balls as I continue to suck and lick your cock. If you liked it, I would rub the space between your balls and anus and then lightly rub my finger around and around your bottom hole as I continue to suck. I would continue doing this until you came hard in my mouth and I would swallow every drop you gave me. When finished, I would gently tuck you back into your pants and sit back waiting for your next order.

There, that finishes this email. I reread it to ensure that all of the information I want to provide to Daddy is there. I feel anxiety as I hit send and watch my lengthy email go into the cyber world waiting for Daddy Dom to read it. Well, now I need an orgasm, glass of wine, and a cigarette! That thought makes me laugh softly to myself. Of course I don’t smoke and rarely drink, but the orgasm is a necessity or I might burst. Not to mention my panties are soaking wet. Some of these questions were pretty intense. I wonder what Daddy will think as he reads my answers.

Will he be aroused, will he be appalled, or will he think, “This chick is out of her mind crazy”?

Oh, how I hope he does not feel appalled or think I am crazy. I go back into the
yourfavoritefetish.com
library. It has hundreds and hundreds of stories broken down into various categories. The top of the page says “Medical Fetish.” Scrolling down past “Enemas,” “Kinky Sex Toys,” and “BDSM.”

I land on “Diapers” and click in to find some new Daddy stories.

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The next day is pure torture to get through and my mind is on that last sent email. Worse, I have a late meeting so it is almost 9:00 pm before I even get home. Despite my exhaustion, I am energized by the thought of a response from him. I log into my fetmail account and see a message from “Daddy Dom.” With a thrill running through me and quivers deep in my belly, I open the email.

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Hi Baby Girl,

Wow! Wow! Wow! Daddy is so impressed and astounded at the thoroughness of your answers to my questions. I fully understand how you are an executive. I have sent these questions to other little girls I have role-played with and never had any of them answer so completely and honestly. Thank you for taking the time to do so. It shows real commitment on your part and that you take this seriously. Although it is also about fun, the more authentic in the roles that we can be, the more fulfilling it will be.

You also did an excellent job writing up your corner time assignment. It is interesting that so early on in our venture you really pinpoint the dynamics of a Dom/sub relationship. You were completely insightful when you said, “What is more interesting to me is that I want to obey you, I want you to be pleased with me, and I do not want to disappoint you.” That is exactly what this is all about and I am very pleased that you have given this adequate thought and attention. Keep up the great work, Baby Girl! Daddy is very proud of you.

Some things to look forward to as we go forward. I will be giving you some rules that I expect you to obey. You will set up a journal according to my specifications that you will use to catalogue assignments and document your experiences. I will review your journal periodically and we will discuss it in depth. You will complete journal assignments I give you and log in punishments that you receive when you are disobedient. So you’d better behave, missy!

There are areas of your life that I will take control of and expect your submission. You are expected to follow my directions or face punishment for disobedience. I will expect you to give me details about very private and possibly humiliating aspects of your life. That is part of the process and will make you feel submissive and controlled.

I have some specific comments in regards to some of your answers. I have listed them below. Food for thought and discussion.

I should be home tomorrow after 7:00 pm. I hope to talk to you then. I may have some follow-up questions. Also, from this point forward, I expect you to sign all emails with the following: “Respectfully Yours, Your Baby Girl Siobhan.”

Hugs,

Your Daddy

1.
Bedroom description
: Good job. I could really visualize it. Make a sign that says, “Baby Girl Siobhan’s Naughty Corner” and hang it in the corner you described.

4.
Masturbation
: You will need to ask Daddy for permission to masturbate going forward and I may permit or deny your request. I expect you to obey me on this.

5.
Your period
: I expect you to tell me when you get your period going forward.

7.
Kneeling before your Master:
I can picture you on your knees in the perfect submissive pose. I would run my fingers through your pussy and feel how dripping wet you are.

8.
Diaper punishment:
I cannot wait to punish you in a diaper for the first time.

12.
Mouth soaped/print lines:
You are right, neither is pleasant and will be effective punishments that Daddy will use when you are naughty, so remember that.

14.
Daddy/little girl fantasy:
Fantastic job with this, little one. I will start by telling you that you
will
be in big trouble if you don’t take your vitamins and do all of the things you need to keep you healthy. Your health and well-being is of the utmost importance to me and I take this very seriously. You will take this seriously too. You will not like the punishment that comes with failing to keep yourself safe and healthy. It will be far worse than the punishment in your scenario, although I think I will use that scene as a start!

15.
Daddy’s scene:
You made me blow my load, little girl. I love your imagination and attention to details when you write. It is a big turn-on for me. I bet your mouth is so warm and wet. My cock is getting hard again! Very good job, baby girl!

I simply cannot suppress my smile as I read Daddy’s comments. I feel a great sense of pride at his compliments and it makes me very happy to know that I pleased him in completing the task.

This must be what it feels like to be a submissive. The fundamental foundation of a Dom/sub relationship is in the submissive’s desire to please her Dom. At least this is what I read on the web. One of the things that I really like is that Daddy does not push me or expect me to share identifying information. It’s not like he would be super interested if he knew I was a supersized sixteen. I continue with my negative self-talk, unable to stop myself. I look at myself in the mirror, frowning as I continue to berate myself about my weight. Why is it so hard to lose weight? Why can’t I be tall, blond, and gorgeous like the young women who work at the center?