Once and Again: Petal, Georgia, Book 1 (10 page)

“She’s not a woman prone to rash decisions. And her reasons for holding me at bay are good ones. Especially when Chris is in my class. The boy has had enough to deal with and she’s right to put him first. Lord knows no one else in that family has.” He looked at his hand and tossed two cards down to exchange. “Wooing is a good term. She needs a slow seduction because I messed up before. She doesn’t trust me all the way.”

“You the same guy you were nearly seven years ago?” Matt asked.

“Neither of us are the same people we were then. She’s matured a great deal. Grown into herself. She’s a confident woman. I like that. She’s got a strong sense of what she needs to do and I respect that. I’m older and hopefully wiser. The truth is, I was an idiot before. We were broken up. I didn’t truly appreciate what I had. And then she was gone and my life went on and so did hers. Now she’s back here in Petal and we both have so much to offer one another.”

“So you were friends before? I mean before you ended up together the first time?”

“She was my little sister’s best friend. She had Beth stay over at her house a lot. I saw that as a way to keep Beth safe from my father. So mainly I just thought she was a nice kid and all. Until I saw her later. In college. She’d grown up.” He grinned. “Filled out. We started going out after a pool party a friend had planned. When she came out of the water, glistening and wet…she had on a blue bikini. I can still remember it. Polka dots. Christ. Anyway, no more thinking of her as my little sister’s friend. We were friends and then we were lovers and then we were nothing and I’ve missed her over the years.”

Matt nodded. “The power of seeing those boobs in a bikini would be an awesome one I bet. So you gonna be her friend then first?”

“That’s the plan. But I can’t seem to stop kissing her every time I get her alone. I don’t kiss my friends. Not like that. So yes, I want to be friends again and then lovers, but the not-kissing part is impossible.”

“Here’s what we’re going to do.” Matt laid his cards down again much to everyone’s annoyance. “I know the Murphys are in on the whole woo thing. I know my momma is too. I propose the Chases and the Murphys unite and make this happen.”

Nathan laughed and leaned in. “All right. Here’s my general plan.”

Chapter Seven

“I don’t see why you can’t be around more often. Mom needs the help and you’re freeloading.” Nancy was seated at the kitchen table when Lily walked through her door.

Who
was freeloading? Boy did Nancy pick the wrong day to be self-centered. She’d just returned from the counselor’s office where they’d discussed ways for Lily to broach her mother’s substance-abuse issues. She was wrung out and emotionally on edge.

And totally and utterly done with this nonsense.

“Why are you in my place?”

“Your place? Seems to me this is Mom’s place.”

Not so much, but nothing she needed to share with Nancy. “Huh. You spend an awful lot of time thinking about this apartment. You might need some help with that. So again, why are you in my place?” She hung her bag up and noted her sister had rummaged through things. “Also, this isn’t a garage sale, don’t rifle through my stuff. If you want to borrow something, ask.”

“Why are you such a bitch?”

“This isn’t going to be your day to act like this with me. Just be warned. Now, back to the question. Why. Are. You. Here?”

Nancy started to reply and then apparently thought better of it. Her mouth flattened and she took a moment before speaking. “I need five hundred dollars.”

Oh surprise
.

“I just had to give up a full-time job to move back here to help Mom. Even if I had a spare five hundred dollars, you still owe me twenty-five hundred dollars from last summer. You are aware of those things called jobs right? I know you’re unfamiliar with the concept, but that’s how people earn money so they’re not constantly asking people for loans they never pay back anyway.”

“Things always come so easy for you. You come here and live off Mom, and you can’t lend me five hundred dollars?”

“No. I can’t. Even if I had it to spare, which I don’t. Now, get out.”

“I’ve been telling Dad you’re selfish. He agrees.”

“Oh does he? Well who better to make moral pronouncements than a man who dumped his long-time wife for an empty-headed pair of fake breasts on legs.”

“He’s your father! She didn’t understand him. You don’t know what it was like.”

“Oh for God’s sake! Neither do you. If he’s so great, why aren’t you at his house asking for five hundred bucks?” She looked her sister up and down. “Yeah, thought so. Now get out and don’t come back in here unless you’re invited. Like it or not, this
is
my place. I’ve got a rental agreement as it happens.” She’d done it to protect her mother, but this was an added bonus.

“You think you’re so much better than everyone else because you came back to this shithole of a town to help with Chris. But I see right through you. Your life in Macon not what you wanted? Decide to come home and see if you can’t get Nathan again? It’s not that hard to convince Nathan to have a little fun.”

No.
There was a lot she’d believe of Nathan, but messing around with Nancy wasn’t one of those things.

Lily opened the door. “Get out, Nancy. I’m not kidding. I don’t have to take any of your crap. I didn’t when we were kids and I don’t now. I don’t have to answer to you about any of this.” If Nancy had had a purse, Lily would have been worried her sister helped herself to whatever she took a liking to. But she didn’t and Lily would lock her door from now on.

“You think you’re better than me. Went off to Atlanta and got yerself a diploma. It don’t make you special. Some of us had to make our way a lot earlier. They paid for your fancy school so you could come back here and curl your lip and judge me. You got everything handed to you. And you’re too selfish to help out your flesh and blood. I bet you’ve given those Murphys money. But not me.”

Unbelievable! Something just broke and all her anger, all the things she’d bitten back over the years began to bubble up.

But as usual, Nancy didn’t listen to anything Lily said and the warning she’d given when she walked in had gone right over her head.

“I think you like it when you get to feel superior over other folks. You’re slumming here on purpose. Why else? Mom’s useless and Chris is going to be a loser. You pretend to be the good daughter but where is all your love for your own father? You can’t stand it that he loves me best. That’s why you like the Murphys. They’re low-rent trash and you love that, don’t you?”

“You are a selfish, hateful bitch. I’ve never in my life met anyone more petty and vicious than you are.” Lily had to shove her hands in her pockets before she fisted one and punched her sister in the nose.

“Fuck you, Lily. I’m your sister and you can’t even help me? Who’s the selfish one?” Nancy’s chin jutted out.

“For
years
I’ve taken your crap. I’ve loaned you so much money it’s not even funny. I’ve let you stay in my house, borrow my car. You’ve never once even said thank you! I’m done. You hear me, Nancy? I am done taking any shit from you. Leave me alone or we can go to it. But you’ll lose because you don’t even care. You don’t even care what you’re arguing with me about. You just want to argue for the sake of it. Because you’re lonely and bored.”

Her sister’s face hardened. “I’m lonely? You have no life at all. Shouldn’t
you
be married by now? With a passel of kids that you can lord over everyone? But you can’t because no one loves you. You got no man and you got no friends. So you come back here and take care of Chris and take credit.”

“What happened to you, Nancy? What happened when we were kids to make you this way? If this is what being Dad’s favorite gets you, I’m grateful he loves you best. Or that you think he does. Because deep down you know he loves himself and his pecker. You’re a distant choice after other women and his own business. Maybe that’s why you like to screw married men.”

“I never!”

“Bullshit.”

“You can’t handle the truth, Lily. If we start talking truth, you’ll be sorry.”

Lily laughed, even as she wanted to cry at what she knew was inevitable. “Bring it the fuck on! Let’s go. You’re a stranger to the truth, Nancy. Why don’t you build a life? Make some friends whose husbands you won’t fuck while their backs are turned? Make a life for yourself that’s more than just one breakup to the next. Now get your ass out of my place and don’t come back.”

“I could make trouble for you with Mom.”

“You’re certainly the kind of person who would use her family to hurt each other because it amused you. Nicely though, I have legal papers both Mom and Dad signed. I’m Chris’s guardian. I make the decisions where he’s concerned and I don’t need your permission for anything. Dad’s too busy with his teenage whore and you’re too self-obsessed. Mom’s having a hard enough time of this. If you hurt her, I will come after you. I’m not the same girl you used to casually abuse. Don’t you fuck with me, or I will end you.”

The way her sister’s face paled was a balm to her annoyance. Lily didn’t usually act like this, but it felt so good she wondered why she’d hesitated.

She really had no idea where she was going, just that it was away from Nancy and Petal for a while. Chris was able to work out a deal with his chemistry teacher to make up labs by spending the weekend at a science fair in Nashville. She’d driven him to the bus that morning and he’d seemed excited. More engaged with school than he had been the entire time she’d been back in Petal.

Lily had offered to volunteer but they had enough parents, and Chris had wanted to do it on his own to prove he could. The teacher had her cell number if things went wrong. She knew a few other people who’d be chaperons and they all promised her to keep an eye on Chris too. So she’d taken a deep breath, wished him good luck, and driven away hoping she’d made the right decision.

And then she’d gone back home to find Nancy there. Ugh.

So Lily had found her mother, said she was taking the day to go run errands and headed out of town.

Which is how she found herself standing in the romance section in a bookstore near the center of town in Atlanta. It had been a long time since she’d had nothing pressing but what book to choose and she planned to take her time. Then maybe she’d have a late lunch and some cocktails. Hell, she might even spring for a night in a hotel if she wanted to have a few more than some. She felt weird drinking at home with her mother in the state she was in, but she’d also dropped Pamela off with her friends for some sort of afternoon thingy, and as Polly Chase was involved, Lily felt safe in leaving. Nancy would be frustrated no one was around to listen to her whine and go. Win win, really.

Nathan had been walking down the street. Peering in windows as he’d gone along. A coffee shop. Clothes. Shoes. Candles and then books. He nearly fell over as he jerked himself to a stop when he caught sight of a gleaming, dark head of hair bowed over a book. Long legs, peep-toed shoes, red nails.

Then he realized it was Lily. Which was ridiculous as she wouldn’t be in a bookstore on a Friday afternoon. Hell,
he
shouldn’t even be there on a Friday afternoon, but it had been an in-service day and he’d finished up two hours before. His little sister Jill had needed something from Tate so he drove to his favorite hotel in the city, checked in for the weekend and then hand-delivered it to her at her job just ten minutes before.

As if he’d said her name aloud, Lily turned and caught sight of him. Smiling at first, and then blinking and cocking her head.

This was fate.

He turned around and headed inside.

Sure she might try to escape, he moved directly to where he’d seen her, and as he’d thought, bumped into her as she was on her way out. “Now lookie here. What are you doing in Atlanta on a Friday afternoon?”

Her sigh was clearly annoyed, which only amused him for some sick reason. “How the hell did you know I would be here? I didn’t tell Beth or any of your other meddling siblings.”

He laughed, and she sniffed primly and shook her head.

“Coincidence. I had to bring something to Jill and decided to stay here for the weekend. What are you up to?”

“Book shopping. Chris is on the science-fair trip. I wanted to get out of town for the day. Aren’t you supposed to be teaching a bunch of ungrateful teens until three?”

He told her about the in-service and then took a gamble.

“Let me take you to lunch.”

She paused and he saw the argument on her face. “Please. We’re not in Petal. Chris isn’t around. I’m not his teacher right now. It’s just Lily and Nathan.”

She sighed. “All right. I’m hungry though, I warn you. And I need a drink.”

“You can tell me why when we get the drinks ordered.” He held his arm out and she took it after a hesitation.

They walked and talked, and man had he missed that rhythm they’d had before. It was there, just ready to pick up, and he wondered if she felt it too.

Her scent hung between them as he held her chair out and they sat. Not bothering to try holding back, he leaned close and breathed her in.

He didn’t miss the shiver and catch in her breath. He also didn’t hide his grin as he sat and took his menu up.

“Why did you decide to stay in Petal to teach?” she asked as they perused the menu.

“My family was there. My brothers and sisters. I knew they’d all be having kids and settling down, and I wanted to be around. I knew the school needed teachers. I taught math for a few years and then humanities and English lit. It’s been good to find my place. The principal is good at her job. She cares about the community and the teachers as well as the kids. There are far worse places I could be. Plus I could afford a house after a few years of saving.”

They ordered and he turned to her again. “Now tell me why do you need a drink.”

Lily took a few bracing gulps first. “My mother lives in a fog of pills washed down with wine. She fell last week and told Chris not to tell me.” She paused to take a breath. “She’s a wreck, and I have to constantly watch her and try to keep Chris from noticing. But he did notice, and he’s a mess and I worry I’m failing him but I’m just making this all up as I go along.”