Read Parker 05 - The Darkness Online
Authors: Jason Pinter
pertaining to an ongoing investigation. I clearly identified
myself, hoping one would cop to giving Chester the
photo.
At least four of them picked up their cell phone during
class. I could tell this because someone said quite audibly
that if the phone wasn't turned off posthaste, F would be
merely the first of four letters on that student's papers.
When I was in college, one of my dreams was to have
a beeper some day. As young as I was, sometimes I felt
pretty old.
Frustration began to seep in after I'd contacted nearly
thirty of Abigail's friends and made no headway. I wasn't
even sure how many of these people she was still close
to, or whether or not they were real friends or just random
friends-of-friends-of-friends.
There had to be an easier way to do this. And just
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when I was about to brainstorm what that was, Jack came
walking over.
He had a big smile on his face, the kind of smile that
you didn't often see on a man approaching seventy. This
was more along the lines of a young child who'd accidentally discovered a hidden Christmas present that they
didn't expect to be there. Jack almost looked embarrassed
to be happy.
"What's got you so toothy?" I said.
"I think I found it," he said.
"Found what?"
Jack took a chair from an empty cubicle and pulled it
over to my desk. He laid a series of printouts in front of me.
They looked to be from some sort of Web sites. They were
chock-full of random ruminations, thoughts and pictures.
"What is this?" I said.
"Well," Jack continued, the pride in his voice unmistakable, "I took the list of all of Abigail Cole's online
friends. I did every kind of search imaginable--Google,
Yahoo, LexisNexis, you name it--and cross-referenced
her name along with Web sites that contained photos. I
figured if somebody had access to personal photos, they
might have had access even earlier than when Paulina was
first taken."
"Why would you assume that?" I said.
"Whoever took Paulina wanted her to write that article
to help publicize the Darkness. Which means these plans
have been in the works for a lot longer than the little time
gone by since her abduction. This blond guy needed to
know how to get to Paulina well before he actually did
it, meaning he needed to be sure of who had access to her
daughter's photos ahead of time. So when I did all that...I
found something."
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"A Web site," I said.
"A blog," Jack continued. "Not active anymore, but get
this. It was deleted just three days after Paulina was
abducted. Coincidence, right?"
"Could be," I said. "What makes you think it has
anything to do with this story?"
"The blog was deleted, but a few cached pages were
still available to see. Other Web sites had links to it.
That's part of the reason I was able to find it."
"And?"
"And the blog's creator is a girl named Pamela
Ruffalo," Jack said. "I know you haven't had time to read
all of these pages I printed out yet, but I'll save you the
detective work. Pam Ruffalo either was, or, more likely,
still is Abigail Cole's girlfriend."
"You're kidding me. Her girlfriend posted pictures of
her on the blog?"
"No sir, Henry. Take a look for yourself."
I picked the half a dozen pages up, began to shuffle
through them.
There were about fifteen blog entries on the pages.
They were dated starting about three months ago, and
continued up until the last few days when the account
was deleted.
The posts were fairly specific about their relationship.
According to the second entry, Pamela had met Abigail in
college during a job recruitment fair. They'd both been
online to hear more about an environmental consulting firm,
got to talking, and had dinner at a campus eatery that night.
Their first official date was that weekend.
Weekend at
Bernie's,
which Pam had rented on Netflix. She marveled
at how they both had an appreciation for bad movies. And
since that first date had gone so well, Pam had ordered
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Showgirls, Battlefield Earth
and
Mother Dearest
for her
new romantic interest.
As the relationship progressed, Pam began to post
pictures of the couple on the page. Some of the pictures
were innocuous. The couple out at a party. Watching a
field hockey game together. Sitting under a tree reading.
Some of the pictures, though, were far more intimate.
The first one that caught my attention was the two girls
lying in bed, sheets up to their chins, bare shoulders
visible. The photo must have been a self-portrait taken by
one of the two girls, as a finger smudge obscured part of
the right side of the shot.
In another photo, the girls were dressed up in bustiers
and garter belts. It looked like they were about to go to
some sort of party.
And in another shot, the two girls were snapped kissing passionately. I'd say one thing, they were kind of
cute together.
"These all came off the blog?" I said.
"Every one."
"Were there any photos of Abigail Cole in a bikini? Or
on the beach at all?"
Jack squirmed. "Listen, I know she's a good-looking
girl but I'm not about to..."
"No, that's not why I'm asking. Paulina said when the
guy took her, he showed her a photo of her daughter
wearing a bikini on the beach. Paulina told me the photo
the guy used was private. She said Abigail never posted
it online, and she was clear about that. So where did the
photo come from?"
"I think I know," Jack said. "But I need two things to
confirm it."
"What are they?"
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"First off, I need you to find out one thing for me
online. I don't have access to it, but either you do or
know someone who does."
"What do I..."
"And the second thing," Jack said, looking me dead in
the eyes, "is that I need to talk to Paulina Cole."
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I stood in the middle of Rockefeller Center with my
hands in my pockets, watching people go about their day.
The sun was bright and there was just a wisp of breeze.
A tour group passed us by, clinking and clanking as
the binoculars and cameras jangled about their necks.
There were lots of tour groups always walking about this
area, and they would often look at me in my work clothes
like I was some sort of alien species. These people didn't
seem to believe that anyone actually lived or worked in
Manhattan, that we all just bused in day after day and
wandered about starstruck, wondering when we might
run into Derek Jeter or Sarah Jessica Parker on the street.
I think they believed only celebrities and homeless people
lived in the city.
I watched the corner of Fifty-first Street, knowing
that's the direction she'd be coming from. Paulina wasn't
too keen on meeting me up by the
Gazette,
partly because
she didn't like to move for anybody and partly because
when she left the paper she was thought of just about as
fondly as Mussolini.
"Parker?" Paulina Cole said. She had just rounded the
corner and was staring at me like I'd just thrown a pie at
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her from across a crowded room. She was wearing black
leather boots and a knee-length skirt. Her hair was recently done, and I hated to admit it but she looked pretty
good. "You'd better have a damn good reason for calling
me up to the Hard Rock Cafe."
I'd heard Paulina refer to Rockefeller Center by that
moniker before. And she didn't mean it as a compliment.
To her, this neighborhood was a tourist mecca, drastically
overpriced, and as close to real New York as the Hard
Rock was to being the real Arnold Schwarzenegger. "I
expense my cell phone bill and cab rides, and if you keep
calling me I'll have some explaining to do when the
finance department reviews it."
"Nice to talk to you, too, Paulina," I said. "Thanks
for coming."
"Don't thank me. I came because you said you had
more information about my daughter."
"Yeah...you might want to sit down."
"What, you think whatever you have to tell me is going
to make me suddenly pass out in your arms or something?
Get over yourself, Henry. Nothing surprises me anymore."
"Well, I don't want to tell you what to do. But there is
news."
"Did you find the man?" Paulina said. She said it like
she'd expected us to do so all along. There was no appreciation in her voice. Whatever, that wasn't quite her style.
"No. But we know where the photo came from. The
one of your daughter at the beach."
"How did you find it? Where did it come from?"
"Well, I'll let the person who figured it out tell you all
about it. Hey, Jack."
Paulina whipped around to see Jack O'Donnell standing right behind her. He had a massive smile on his face,
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and he was standing close enough to her that he could
almost tickle her nose with his beard.
"Hey, Cole," Jack said. "Long time. How's the exhusband and your kid?"
"You've got to be kidding me."
The surprise in Paulina's voice proved that Jack
O'Donnell was the last person she expected--and
wanted--to see.
The reporter stood there, looking like she wanted to
kill Jack, kill me, then tear our bodies to pieces.
Instead she merely said, "You've got to be fucking
kidding me."
"I am neither kidding nor fucking you," Jack said.
"But I am going to help you."
Paulina's face contorted, as she sneered at Jack. I stood
there wondering if this was a good idea. But Jack insisted
that this meeting take place. He said it wasn't a vendetta,
and it wasn't because he needed to get even with the
woman who nearly ruined his career. He said it was
because it was the right thing to do.
"What the hell do you want, you dried-up old mummy?"
I wondered if Jack still felt like it was the right thing
to do.
"You know the old saying, people only call you names
if they really care about you? Well, between your sweet
nothings and that big kiss of an article you wrote about
me, I'm willing to bet most New York psychiatrists would
testify that you're head over heels in love with me."
"What the hell is this, O'Donnell? Parker, you'd better have a reason for this that goes well beyond morbid
curiosity."
"Jack asked me to set this up," I said. I didn't have to
worry about throwing Jack under the bus here; he told me
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he wanted it fully known that this was his decision. "But
I knew you'd want to hear what he has to say."
"I only want to hear one of two things come out of your
mouth," Paulina said. "One, that you know who threatened my daughter. Or two, you're leaving this business
and wanted to thank me for showing this city what a
washed-up, drunk old hack you really are."
I saw Jack flinch at that, but he stood his ground. Paulina
was staring daggers into Jack's eyes, but he didn't waver.
"I can't say either of those," Jack said.
"Then why the hell am I here? Serves me right for
trusting you, Parker."
"You trusted me for a reason," I said. "Now hear him
out."
Paulina looked at Jack, shook her head. "I'm surprised
you had the balls to poke your head out from whatever
rock you've been under the last few months."
"Balls have never been my problem," Jack said. "It's
knowing when to think with my head instead of my balls
that's gotten me into trouble."
Had Jack been thirty years younger, I could see these
two having the best enemy sex in history.
"Seems like that's a problem a lot of male journalists
have. Even Henry here. Right, Parker? No reporter's had
his life threatened more times in a few years than your
protege, Jack. These balls? How would you feel if one day
Henry gets too close to the fire and gets burned to a crisp?"
"Shut the hell up," I said. Paulina smiled.
"There are those balls I talked about," she said. "You're
a reporter, Henry, not a soldier. You're not supposed to
have emotion or take sides. And you're not supposed to
come this close to getting yourself killed on every story
you report."
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"I do what I need to in order to get to the truth," I said.
"You don't seem to care much about the truth in the
story I wrote about Jack," she said. "You might hate me
for it, but every word in that was true. And you don't
judge him the way you're judging me right now."
"You see, that's where you and I aren't alike," I said.
"I don't look at life as one big story to report. There's a