Passion By Control (Passion Series Book 2) (27 page)

Slowly I rose until he was nearly out of me again before lowering myself, feeling his piercing graze its way along the length of my pussy, lighting up my nerve endings with every delicious stroke inside me. God, but I loved his piercing. The damned thing was an exquisite form of torture and pleasure as it brushed over my special spot, teasing me, exciting me, bringing me closer to another orgasm.  

“Faster, please, faster.” Fabian gasped and my gaze shot to his. I could see the tension around his eyes and for a moment the image of him dying played out in my head, causing tears to well in mine.

“What’s wrong my beauty, tell me?” He asked, reaching up to wipe my tears away with his thumbs.

“I’m just so glad you’re alive even if you’re not happy being human. I know you would prefer to be vampire again.”

“I know why you did what you did, and I hope in time I can adjust to being human but please, can we discuss this later? Right now I want to make you come.” He bucked up, and I felt his massive cock butt hard against my womb, making me cry out.

“Oh fuck! Dammit to hell. You rob me of my self-control woman.” He growled, wrapping his arms around me and before I knew it, I was under him again and he was on me, pinning me down with his big body. When he suddenly pulled out of me I reached for him, wanting him back, needing him inside me again, but he climbed off the bed, standing at the end of it, before grabbing me and hauling me towards him. He lifted my legs, placing them over his shoulders. The angle tilted me up to him, opening me, exposing me to his gaze. He glanced down, his fingers rubbing through my folds, giving me a look that was filled with such carnal intent I thought I was going to come from his look alone. Grabbing my hips, he held me steady and plunged back into me, forcing a scream from my lips.

“Oh fuck, it’s too much. Oh my god, I’m going to come.” I cried when he started pounding into me, the angle sending him so deep, I’m sure he was penetrating my very soul. It was too much, it was intense and with his piercing, that wonderful piercing working its magic on me, my orgasm was coming at me with all the speed of a runaway train. The pressure began to build and suddenly Fabian’s thumb pressed down over my clit and I erupted. Screaming out his name, I arched my back, my hips gyrating as I came, clenching around him, pulsing along his huge length. I heard Fabian’s choked cry and felt the warmth of his release pumping into me.

He dropped my legs to the bed and collapsed on top of me, his lips buried against my neck, where I could feel his hot, moist breath on my skin. I half expected him to sink his fangs into me until I remembered, he was human, that wasn’t going to happen anymore.

We lay together, not talking, the room filled with the sound of our heavy breathing, the air thick with the scent of sex. When our heart rates finally started to slow, Fabian lifted his head and looked down at me. He stared at me for the longest while, his eyes bright with some sort of emotion as they moved over my face. “I love you Sirene.” He said it so quietly; I thought I had imagined his words at first. Surely he couldn’t have just told me he loved me? His expression changed and I realised he still had more to say. “I hate being human; I honestly don’t know that I can ever grow to accept it but I don’t blame you. I know you wanted to save my life and I do appreciate what you did for me but I hate that the price for my life was me becoming human.” He lowered his head and brushed his lips over mine.

I stared up at him, my emotions all over the place. My heart leapt at his declaration of love, then sank slightly when he confirmed what I already suspected; his life as a human was not what he wanted. If he couldn’t come to accept being human then I wasn’t sure we would be strong enough to survive as a couple. What if I wasn’t enough for him?

“I need to go to my home Sirene. I must speak with Fran, Damien and Lucian. They have to be wondering where I am. I just hope they don’t see me as a potential blood bank as I don’t wish to become a convenience for them.”

He pulled free of me and climbed off the bed. “Will you come with me my beauty? I do not wish to face the others alone. This is going to be extremely difficult. I will need to hand over leadership to one of them I would imagine, since I can’t do anything to protect my family now I am weak and defenceless human.”

As Fabian began to dress, I crawled off the bed and hugged him from behind, making it impossible for him to continue putting on his clothes. “I’m so sorry that the price for bringing you back means you are no longer vampire, but I couldn’t leave you to die.” I tightened my grip on him.

“I said I understand why you did it Sirene, now please dress, I want you to come with me to my home. Will you do that for me?”

I smiled at him, pleased that he wanted to prolong our time together. “Of course I will.” I released him and started pulling my clothes on. Once we were both dressed and I’d brushed out my hair so I didn’t look like someone who’d just been given a very thorough fucking, I reached up and began to brush out Fabian’s hair since he had the matching ‘just fucked’ look too.  

“You know I don’t care if I look like I’ve just been fucking. I have been after all.” He protested, but he didn’t make any attempt to move away from me and continued to let me brush his hair.

When we were both ready, we headed downstairs, running into Cassie and Chloe in the kitchen making their morning coffee. “Good morning.” They both chorused, seeming just that little bit too bright and cheerful to me.

I looked at the pair of them, at the way their eyes were moving from myself to Fabian and back again. “You two sound disgustingly happy.” I grumbled.

“Amazing really given we were woken early with all the noise you two were...” Chloe’s voice trailed off and she blushed, obviously just realising what she’d been about to say.

There was a slightly awkward silence in the room before Fabian burst out laughing. “I think they’re saying they’re out of bed because of us my beauty.” He grinned at me before turning to my housemates. “I’m sorry; I’ll try and fuck her quieter next time, ok? I’ll be sure to make it so bad she won’t scream again, how’s that?”

“Fabian!” I hissed at him when their faces turned bright red. That was a very vampire type response. Obviously the normal brain to mouth filter hadn’t kicked in yet now that he was human, otherwise he’d never have made a comment like that. Still, with him, anything was possible. I studied his beautiful features for a moment. Maybe that filter that stopped him saying the first thing that popped into his head, would never kick in with him. He wasn’t your typical average man after all.

“What?” He raised his eyebrows at me and I groaned.

“Come on, we need to get out of here.” I told him, pushing him towards the door. “Say goodbye and be polite.”

“Good bye Cassandra and Chloe.” He said obediently and I mouthed ‘sorry’ to them, over my shoulder as we headed out the door.

Fabian

When Fabian pulled into his driveway after they’d left Sirene’s place, he felt his stomach knot with tension. This was his home but he suddenly felt like he was entering the lion’s den. How would those he sired see him now that he was human? Would they respect him or despise him? Would they feel the need to knock him down from his position of power? How could he rule over them when he was no longer one of them? How would they react to him being human? He had no idea, but he was about to find out.

He stood staring up at his home in the bright morning sunlight, which felt warm on his skin. A pleasant warmth though, not the uncomfortable sting it used to create when he’d been vampire. A hand pushed its way into his, squeezing, as if to reassure him, and he smiled down at Sirene, trying to appear more confident and self-assured in front of her than he was really feeling. It was hard to maintain an air of confidence though, when everything had changed. His entire life was different. Everything that he knew before was gone. The future was uncertain and he wasn’t sure how he was supposed to go on like this.

“Are we going inside or are we just going to stand here and admire the architectural design of your home?” She asked, smiling up at him.

Despite everything, he chuckled at her words. “Ok, come on then. Chances are the others will be asleep by now anyway since its 10am.” God, still relatively early in the morning and yet so much had happened, since he’d first left his house with Sirene a few hours earlier to take her to her car.

With a deep breath, he led her up the stairs and unlocked the door, pulling her inside behind him.

Of course, the house was silent but when they made their way down the long corridor which finally opened up on the almost circular living room, they were both surprised to see Fran still awake.

When she saw them she leapt up and rushed to Fabian’s side. “Where the hell have you been? You left hours ago to take Sirene to her car and now you’re back and……” Her voice trailed off. “Why is she back here and hang on...what’s wrong with you?” She stepped up closer to him and sniffed at him, her eyes wide with growing horror. “Holy fucking hell!” She gasped. “You’re human? How…the…fuck…have …you...become…human?” She spat the words out one by one as she continued to gape at him in shock.

“It’s a long fucking story Francesca.” He sighed wearily. “Damien and Lucian are sleeping I gather?”

Fran nodded. “They are, but seriously, they’d want to be woken for this revelation, trust me. I’ll go get them now.” She turned to leave before suddenly spinning around again, her eyes accusing as she looked at Sirene. “This is all your fault isn’t it? Somehow you did this to him. He should have fucking killed you when he first found out you were a fucking witch. It’s never ended well for him and it seems it sure as fuck hasn’t again.”

“This is not Sirene’s fault Francesca. Go and get your brothers, then I will tell you what happened.” He waved his hand at her in a dismissive gesture.

While Fran was gone Fabian pulled Sirene into his arms and buried his nose in her neck, breathing in her sweet scent. He might have lost the ability to smell her blood now he was no longer vampire, but he could still smell the scent of her perfume and that other scent that was just her own natural sweetness.

He kept sucking in deep breaths of her as he waited for his children to join them. Right now, he needed her; he needed to draw some strength from her. In all that had changed for him, Sirene was his lifeline, that one constant thing in all the chaos and confusion his life had become.

It wasn’t that he was afraid of those he’d sired, just afraid of what he’d lost. He was no longer more powerful than them and he had no idea if they would accept him in their lives now he was human. Having Sirene nearby helped him to cope otherwise he’d probably have thrown himself under a bus or something by now and he’d not even been human a full day yet.

Fabian lifted his head when Fran walked back into the room with Damien and Lucian. They looked tired as they came towards him and Sirene, both with their hastily pulled on jeans riding low and the top buttons undone. For a brief moment he wondered if his little witch would be attracted to them, since they had that classic aura that made vampires irresistible to humans.

Although Sirene turned her head in their direction, she didn’t linger on them before turning back to him and sliding her hands up under his shirt, spreading her warm palms across his skin.

“Oh god Fabian, has becoming human turned you that soft has it?” Fran’s voice held a note of sarcasm.

He tensed, extracting himself carefully from Sirene’s arms before turning towards his vampire daughter. “I don’t need you showing disrespect Francesca. Sirene is with me now. I never thought I’d be admitting this or in fact ever saying this, but I care very deeply for her, in fact, I love her, so please be careful what you say.”

He saw Sirene’s face light up just as Francesca’s lip curled and she laughed. “Oh my God sire. So when did you come to this great revelation? You do know that you probably only think you love her now you’re human? Turn you vampire again and I bet that love dries up as fast as your heart will shrivel in your chest the day it stops beating again.”

Fabian spun around towards her, his hands balling into fists by his side. “I knew I loved her before this happened to me. I would prefer you keep your opinions to yourself. I might have been struck down and be human, but this is still my home and if you cannot respect myself or Sirene, you will have to find yourselves alternative accommodation.”

“Oh relax Daddy dearest. Actually do we still call you that?” Fran tipped her head to one side as she studied him. “Well I guess you did turn us even if you are now human. Ok, so tell us what happened to you.”

“You might want to sit down.” He told them and while they all spread out over the various lounges in the large room, Fabian sat down too, dragging Sirene onto his lap, his arms locked around her, needing to have her close to him, and slowly he began to tell the story of the morning that changed his life.

Sirene

Once Fabian had finished telling the whole story to Fran, Lucian and Damien, all eyes turned to me, which was a little intimidating. The vampires all had stunning eyes, expressive eyes and at the moment, they were accusing eyes.

“Don’t you even think about blaming me for this.” I snapped. “It’s Fabian who got himself in this shit.” I gave him an apologetic look when his eyes shot to mine. “It’s true. You couldn’t keep it in your pants and that girl died. Ok, they had no right to do as they did and come after you, but they did want you dead. You died because of them and seriously?” I looked around the room into the face of each vampire. “What was I supposed to do? Leave him dead? He was decapitated, he was not coming back from that and I couldn’t let him die, to have him be gone forever. The spell used was the only one my Gran and I could come up with, since time reversal was the only answer. Why it made Fabian come back as a human, I have no idea.”