Authors: Michelle Dare
Tags: #Romance, #Erotica, #Love, #Sex, #erotic romance, #Series
He moved his hands to my butt and began to work on those muscles. “Is this area sore as well?”
“Yes,” I groaned.
He moved around the table to access various spots, eventually moving back to my thighs. I moaned when his hand came dangerously close to my pussy. He must have liked to hear the noises of pleasure I made, because he focused on the very uppermost inside part of my leg. I was squirming, trying to get him to touch me.
When he got close I slid down slightly. His fingers brushed my pussy lips causing me to squeeze my legs together, trapping his hand. Wiggling his finger, it dipped into my wetness. He rubbed the outer ridges of my core and I pushed down further, sinking myself onto his thick digit.
“Oh yes,” I said.
I lifted my stomach off of the table slightly to give him better access. He began to finger fuck me, adding two more fingers. I started to rub my nipples on the table. The friction became unbearable. I wanted more.
His fingers withdrew abruptly. “Don’t move, Kasi.”
I did as he said and heard him walk to the door, lock it, and return to me. His hands found my ass again, but this time he slipped his still oiled finger up and down the crevice of my butt while the other hand dived back between my legs.
Finding my clit, he began to rub me fast. I was climbing toward release. His finger that had been caressing my ass slipped into my puckered hole making me cry out. The combination of the two sensations was too much for my body to handle and I came hard, screaming out his name. My body rocked with pleasure.
He slowed his assault, effectively bringing me down from my high, but his hands didn’t leave me. I felt him spread my legs wide before his tongue swept down my center.
“Your pussy is so beautiful. I want to fuck you.”
“No,” I said without thinking.
For some reason I didn’t want any dick in me other than Radek’s. Flipping to my back, I saw Troy had his cock out and was stroking himself. I might not have wanted him to fuck me, but I would not be leaving the room without getting him off while he gave me one more orgasm.
Licking my lips I said, “Come closer.”
He moved to stand next to my head. Gripping his dick, I took him into my mouth. He was large and I couldn’t take the length of him. I gagged slightly when he hit the back of my throat. Forcing myself to relax, I was able to take him a little further.
He started to massage my breasts. My back arched off of the table trying to push more of myself into him. One of his hands snaked down my abdomen to my slit, dipping inside of me. His finger curled forward, stroking my g-spot.
It didn’t take long before I was on the brink of another climax. I wanted him to come, too so I increased my suction and speed on his dick. The hand that was on my breast now rested on the back of my head. He held it in place while he started to fuck my mouth.
Bringing my hand to his sac, I cupped it, gently rolling his balls. He tightened and within seconds began spilling his seed down my throat. At that exact moment my orgasm took hold and made me spasm.
Once he pulled out of my mouth, I laid back on the table to catch my breath. He bent to kiss me, but I offered him my neck instead. Normally I wouldn’t mind kissing him, but I wanted Radek’s lips. The way that man had gotten under my skin disturbed me a little.
Troy nibbled along my neck. “That was amazing, Kasi.”
“Yes, it was. You’ve earned yourself a huge tip.”
He lifted his head to look into my eyes. “Can I see you again?”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea. Let’s just leave it at this. We had a little bit of fun and now we go back to our normal business.”
He nodded and helped me off of the table. I grabbed my robe and threw it on. Before leaving the room I said, “Thank you.”
He smiled and I could see he had perfectly straight, white teeth. Adonis. “It was my pleasure.”
I stopped at the front desk to pay. The receptionist’s eyes widened at my tip amount. I shrugged. “He was great with his hands. I’m very relaxed now.”
She smiled warmly. “Good, I’m glad.”
Pressing the call button for the elevator, I stood and started to reflect on what had just happened. I wasn’t a whore by a long shot. What took place was not something I would normally do, but my body was craving release like never before.
Once inside the elevator I started to think blowing Troy was a mistake. If Radek found out would he think less of me? I was almost certain he would. I started to feel sick to my stomach.
The elevator doors opened and the view before me made me stay rooted in place. Radek had Bubbles pressed up against the wall and was kissing her. Jealousy coursed through me. That should have been me he was kissing.
The doors started to close, but I stuck my arm out to force them back open. Walking out of the elevator, I headed to my room which happened to be across the hall from the bitch. I’d just downgraded her from Bubbles to Bitch. Yup, I was fucking jealous.
They didn’t even hear me as I approached. Turning to my door, I cleared my throat as I inserted the key. They must have separated, because I heard her giggle like a school girl.
Just as I was about to walk into my room he spoke. “Hi Kasi.”
I didn’t say anything back. I didn’t even look at them. I waved over my shoulder and shut the door. There was no need for me to see the two of them together. All of the guilt that started to surface after my encounter with Troy was melting away. Maybe I needed to invite him up to my room for a more private massage. Was that the right thing to do? I didn’t know, but I was pissed.
He said he couldn’t be with me, yet it was fine for him to be with her? I couldn’t stand the way I was over thinking all of it. Calling room service, I ordered myself a large chef salad and changed into black yoga pants and a t-shirt.
I didn’t want sex anymore. The fire in the pit of my stomach was too strong. I needed to sit back, eat dinner, and watch a movie. Shit, I wished I had some girlfriends that lived nearby who could have come over and made me feel better.
My best friend back home was married with a newborn baby. It was too late there and I knew she didn’t get much sleep. No need for me to call and wake her up. This was nonsense. I knew it, but couldn’t seem to convince my heart of it.
Room service showed up and I ate my salad while watching
50 First Dates
on cable. I loved that movie. One of my favorite romantic comedies. Setting my tray outside after I finished, I looked down the hall and saw a door open. I thought it was Rob’s so I jumped back inside before he could see me.
Stripping off my clothes, I threw on a big shirt to sleep in. I liked to sleep without underwear. It felt too restricting to me when I was in bed. It was only ten o’clock when I crawled in. The meeting tomorrow wasn’t until eleven, but I needed a good night’s sleep. Although I had a feeling my thoughts would be plagued with visions of Radek kissing the bitch.
I was still awake thirty minutes after I laid down. I heard arguing in the hallway. It was muffled, but I definitely heard two men yelling at one another. Curiosity got the better of me and I went to the peephole in the door to see who was out there.
Directly in front of my door was Radek and Rob going at it. Unlocking the door, I swung it open wide to stare at the two of them. I used my foot to prop it open and placed my hands on my hips.
“What the fuck is going on out here?” Neither of them said anything. “Is that how it’s going to be? Fine, both of you get in here before one of the other guests calls security.”
Both men sulked inside. If the hotel door hadn’t been so heavy I would have slammed it shut. “You two need to explain what’s going on, because when you are traveling with me your behavior reflects onto me. Do I need to remind you, Radek, about the paparazzi that was outside earlier?”
That perked Rob up. “One got to you? Where?”
“In the hall outside of my room.”
“Shit.”
“Yeah, so you two need to stop arguing and tell me what happened.”
Radek started pacing in front of the couch. Walking over, I used my hand to stop him. “Talk.”
“I got back from dinner and Rob was about to knock on your door. I asked him what he was doing and what he needed with you, but he wouldn’t answer.”
Rob spoke before I could. “Because it’s none of your fucking business!”
“Stop! Enough with the yelling. Rob, why were you coming to my room this late?”
He shrugged. “I wanted to see you.”
Radek got in his face. “You have no reason to see her!”
I placed myself between the two men and pushed them apart. “Rob, we’ve been through this. We are friends. Only friends.” Turning, I faced Radek. “You. Why do you care if Rob came to see me? You made it clear that we can’t have anything.”
Radek scrubbed his hands over his face. “I know I did, but seeing him out there, I just couldn’t walk away.”
Well, this was an interesting turn of events. “Rob, you should leave.”
“What? Why?”
“I’ve already said why.”
He stuck his hand out and pointed at Radek’s chest. “You fucking hurt her and I’ll break your neck.” He kissed the top of my head before leaving the room. Now I was alone with Radek and he had some explaining to do.
“Do you want to tell me what’s going on in your head right now?”
He continued pacing. “No.”
“I don’t really care. You’re going to talk to me. Feel free to sit, stand, or continue to pace like a caged animal, but you will speak.” Damn he was sexy in his t-shirt and jeans that hugged his ass perfectly.
He stopped in front of me, breathing heavy like he’d run a marathon. “Kasi, when I saw him outside of your door I don’t know what happened. I didn’t want him near you. I don’t want anyone near you.”
“Yet
you
won’t stay near me.” I shook my head. “I can’t do this. If you don’t want anything to do with me other than business, fine, but do not walk around like I’m yours. Do not attack others for wanting to spend time with me.”
“You didn’t want to spend time with Rob.”
“Not the point. Stop trying to avoid what I’m saying.”
His jaw clenched. Why couldn’t this man admit he wanted me? I didn’t understand why he was fighting it so hard. My hand went to his chest and I felt the rapid beat of his heart. “Radek, I know you feel this. There is a heat between us. Let’s explore it.”
“I tried to sleep with Maria tonight, but couldn’t go through with it.”
“Why are you telling me this?”
“I’m not good for you. You’re under the microscope any time you go out in public. There’s a lot you don’t know about me.”
“Then tell me.”
Sighing he asked, “Have you ever heard of Erin Daltin?”
“Yeah, her ex-husband is huge in the oil industry.”
“Do you know why they got divorced?”
“She cheated on him and he caught her.”
“Yes. Do you remember who she cheated on him with?”
“Some pilot that her husband hired to…oh my God. It was you!”
He nodded. “It was five years ago. I was hired to fly her across the country. When I would step out of the cockpit to use the bathroom or get a drink she would flirt with me. One thing led to another and when we landed we slept together. She thought her husband was in a meeting, but he surprised her with a visit to her room. The front desk gave him a key and he let himself in. I was fired on the spot and he made sure to tell everyone that I was not to be trusted. No one would hire me. About a year ago I was finally able to find steady work and was determined never to fuck up again. I had to take whatever job I could get. I love what I do and almost ruined my career with one bad mistake.”
“That was five years ago and I’m not married.”
“No, but your father could blacklist me if he finds out we’re together. We were photographed together outside of your room with you only wearing a bathrobe. It’s not going to take long to get out. The rumors will start again. I don’t want that for you. I could ruin your image.”
“I want you to know something about me. When I turned twenty-one I went on an all-night bar hop. I was drunk off of my ass by the time the sun rose. Tons of pictures surfaced of me in minimal clothing hanging on various men and one of me practically fucking some guy I must have thought was hot. Right in the bar! I was labeled out of control and an alcoholic. That was the first time I drank heavily. I would sip champagne occasionally, but had never been drunk. Guess what? They forgot about it. Some starlet fucked up and the press moved on. I don’t give a shit what you did five years ago.”
“You say that now. They haven’t torn into you yet because of me. No way will your father ever hire me again.”
“Please. He’s had his own issues with the media. My mother divorced him and made sure it was very public. He knows all too well how cruel people can be.”
“I still don’t want to bring you down.” His shoulders slumped and he hung his head. “I should go.”
“No. I want you to stay.”
I stepped closer and put my hands on either side of his face, lifting it up and pulling his lips toward mine. He gripped my wrists, pushing me from him. I fought against his hold, but was no match for him.
“Radek, I want you.”
“No, Kasi.”
“Leave the decision up to me.”
“You’re not thinking clearly. We shouldn’t be together.”
He released my wrists and I reached over to cup his dick, finding him just how I knew he’d be. “Stop denying me. I know you want me, too.” His eyes fluttered shut when I started to rub him through his pants.
Groaning, he said, “I do want you, but we aren’t going to do this. It’s for the best.”
Removing himself from my touch he said, “Goodnight, Kasi,” and left.
Once again I’m left stunned. This man would not give in to me. At least now I knew why. He was worried about what his reputation would do to mine. I understood that, but I didn’t care. If the people who followed my life wanted to be assholes then fuck them.