Printer in Petticoats (9 page)

Chapter Eleven

F
or the next week Jessamine worked at the
Lark
office, close enough to Cole to read over his shoulder as he wrote his editorials. Trying to compose her own news stories felt like working in a fishbowl where her every sharpened pencil, every scratched-out word, every move she made was visible to him. The arrangement, she decided after the very first day, could never work. They were like two bumblebees trapped together in a jam jar.

It made her nervous being so near him. Hour after hour she found her attention straying across to his side of the room, which was more than a little embarrassing. Eli was watching. Noralee, too. She didn't want either of them, and especially not Cole, to know she was interested enough in what he was doing to surreptitiously watch him.

Then why are you?

She had no answer to that. At least not an answer that made rational sense. She liked looking at him while he worked writing an article. A little frown would appear between his dark eyebrows, and when he was thinking about something, or when he was stuck, he rolled his pencil back and forth between his fingers.

Cole Sanders was extremely handsome, she admitted, with his unruly dark hair, firm jaw and piercing blue eyes. She wished she could concentrate on her work the way he did, but she liked looking at him too much.

She spent one whole day across the street in her burned-out office, scrubbing the smoke residue off her rolltop desk. The next afternoon she talked Whitey Poletti and Noralee's father, the mercantile owner, into muscling it across the street into the
Lark
office.

The next morning she washed every single smoke-smudged windowpane in her ruined office and swept out the mounds of sawdust left by the carpenter as he worked repairing the stairs leading up to her bedroom. When he was finished nailing the last plank, she ventured upstairs to inspect the damage.

The room still reeked of smoke. For a moment she felt physically sick knowing that someone had tried to burn down her newspaper. She would have died if Cole hadn't come for her.

She knew she would never forget that night. She still thought about it a lot, how he had held her in his arms for hours while she sobbed, and when she finally fell asleep on his cot, how he had wrapped her in his quilt. She'd stayed there with him all night, and even now when she thought about it she felt her cheeks burn. It was a shocking thing for her to do, really, but to this day she wasn't sorry. She was touched.

She threw the scorched window blinds in the trash and bundled up her smelly bedding and a few items of clothing for Ilsa Rowell to launder.

As the days passed, sharing the
Lark
office with Cole continued to make her more and more uneasy. She tried to conduct her newspaper business as usual, monitoring her news beats and writing articles, which Eli set in type twice a week, but things just felt different.

To her surprise, Eli and Noralee Ness were becoming fast friends.

“I like the way Eli smells,” the girl confessed. “Like peppermint.” Jess had to laugh. The old man devoured bags of peppermint drops from Uncle Charlie's Bakery.

Eli confided that Noralee was “whip smart and has fingers so quick on them fonts I kin hardly keep up with her.” Besides, she was a girl, and Eli had always liked females of any age, especially smart ones.

Every afternoon Noralee's long, slim neck bent over her type stick, which brought Eli's avuncular approval. “She's not too purty, but she kin set type faster 'n lightning, and she kin shore make me chuckle.”

Cole was growing remote as a fence post. During the day they sashayed around each other in the overcrowded
Lark
office, but Cole began spending most of his time elsewhere. Writing, she supposed. He kept Noralee busy setting type every day after school, and on Saturdays she spent all day cleaning ink off his overworked Ramage press.

Jess's nerves finally snapped when she read the Tuesday edition of the
Lark
. Cole had covered the fire at her office, writing with eloquence about lawlessness and violence. But the headline on the editorial page of his latest issue made her fists clench.

Sheriff Silver Fails

Law Exam

Jessamine crumpled the page into a tight ball and marched down to the restaurant, where she knew Cole was eating breakfast. She tossed the scrunched-up editorial page right in the middle of his scrambled eggs.

“What right do you have spreading lies like this?” she demanded.

He set his coffee cup on its saucer with a crisp clink. “The right of every good newspaperman, or woman, to report the news.”

His voice was so calm she felt like screaming. “This isn't news! It's not true.”

“It is true, Jess. Sit down and have some coffee.”

“How do you know it's true?” She was so furious she grabbed his cup off the saucer and gulped down the contents.

“Telegraph,” he said calmly. He signaled Rita to bring another cup. “That's how a journalist keeps up with the news,” he said. “I'm in touch with the
Portland Oregonian
office, and they just ran a story on our sheriff.”

“That's ridiculous,” she replied sharply.

“No, it's not. It's journalism.”

“Oh,” she breathed. “Oh, poor Jericho.”

Cole laughed. “‘Poor Jericho' nothing. It won't make a damn bit of difference in the election. At the debate, if you recall, the sheriff made mincemeat of Conway Arbuckle. People are smarter than you think, Jess. It's the
man
they'll be voting for, not the law degree. A law degree isn't a requirement for a district judge, and besides, Jericho can take the exam again in the spring. And besides
that
, Conway Arbuckle is turning out to be a reprehensible skunk.”

“Oh,” she said again. Cole began pressing the wrinkles out of his rumpled editorial page while Rita splashed coffee into both their cups.

“How are the repairs to your office comin', Miss Jessamine?” the waitress inquired.

“Slowly, Rita. I can hardly wait—” she caught the fleeting expression that crossed Cole's face “—to, uh, see what it will look like when the carpenter is finished. Mr. Sanders has been very kind in letting me use his press.”

“The truth,” Cole interjected, “is that Miss Lassiter can hardly wait to get as far away from me as possible. He thumped the page he'd spread out by his plate.

“Cole, that's not true,” she blurted out. “It's just that...that...”

The waitress grinned. “I know what you mean, Miss Jessamine. You two ain't exactly like two peas in a pod. More like two Indians tryin' to scalp each other.”

“Oh, no,” Jessamine protested. “We're...well, we're professional colleagues. Sort of.”

“Maybe,” Cole muttered.

“Huh! You two can't even agree on an insult.” Rita picked up her coffeepot and headed back to the kitchen.

“I—I'm having the upstairs painted a soft rose color,” Jess said to change the subject.

“Yeah, I know,” Cole said. “I was up there yesterday.”

“You were? In my bedroom? Whatever for?”

When he didn't answer she poked her face close to his.

“Why were you in my bedroom?” she repeated.

He wished he'd kept his mouth shut. “Oh, hell, Jess, I wanted to see where you slept without a lot of smoke in my eyes.”

The truth was he'd gone upstairs to her room to see whether her bed was any bigger than his cot. It was, but maybe it didn't matter. Jessamine Lassiter wouldn't be letting him kiss her again if the sky rained daisies all over the rooftops some moonlit night.

She said nothing, but her big green eyes grew even bigger and greener.

“Maybe I'm out of line,” he said, his voice quiet, “but I just can't help wondering...” His shirt collar was starting to feel extra tight. “Oh, forget it.”

Forget it? Jess knew she would never forget it. Cole had held her all night long after the fire, let her scream and cry and... She bit her lower lip.

“Jess, for God's sake, don't do that.”

She blinked at him. She couldn't help biting her lip; she'd done it ever since she was a girl.

She would never know what came over her in the next moment, but she looked right at him, straight into those blue eyes of his, and slowly, carefully, worried her teeth against her lips.

What is wrong with me?
She knew how he hated it when she did that. Why was she tormenting him? She felt like a boat that had slipped its mooring and any minute would be sucked into a whirlpool.

I have to stop thinking about Cole Sanders
. She couldn't afford to let him distract her from working on her newspaper. If she lost sight of her mission of making a success of the
Sentinel
, if she wavered or let something deter her, the newspaper would suffer. And if that happened, she would lose her livelihood, everything she'd worked for. Even worse, she would be letting down Miles and their father, and his father before him.

Chapter Twelve

N
oralee Ness watched Billy Rowell across the street as he started up one side of the boardwalk and down the other, slipping the Saturday edition of the
Sentinel
under doors and through mail slots. Cole studied the girl out of the corner of his eye.

“You in love yet, Noralee?” He couldn't resist asking; he thought she looked more than a little dreamy-eyed of late.

“Huh? No, I'm not. Not with
him
,” she said indignantly. “I don't know who I'm in love with, Mr. Sanders. I haven't met him yet.”

“Well, that could slow down a courtship for sure,” he quipped.

“Mr. Sanders?”

“Yeah?”

“How long does it take for a girl to grow up?”

Cole frowned. “Grow up? How do you mean, ‘grow up'?”

“You know, wear long dresses and lace on her drawers and put her hair up. How long?”

He swallowed. “Depends on the girl.”

“Well...me, for instance.” She slid off the stool in front of the font case and twirled in front of him. “Me,” she repeated.

Hell's bells, she was flat as a frying pan in front and from the back she was straight as a two-by-four. No hips. Not even a hint of a waistline.

“How come you're in such a hurry about growing up, Noralee?”

Her long, narrow face took on a wistful look. “I wanna be just like Miss Jessamine,” she said in a faraway voice. “All pretty and proper, just like a lady should be, with petticoats and high-button shoes and—”

She stopped suddenly and looked down at the ink-smudged pinafore she wore over her plain brown poplin dress. “And perfume. Miss Jessamine always smells nice, like violets.”

She did smell like violets, Cole acknowledged. A little pointy dart zinged into his chest. She smelled so good it made him ache.

“Yeah,” he said at last. “She does smell nice.”

“Do you think she'd let me dab some of her perfume behind my ears? That's where ladies wear perfume, you know. And on their throat, so when their skin warms up—”

“Noralee,” he interjected, his voice inexplicably hoarse, “have you finished typesetting that story I gave you this morning?”

She sent him an apologetic look and snatched up her type stick.

For the next hour Cole tried not to think about Jessamine's ears or her throat or her anything else. And he hoped she would not be wearing perfume at the next choir rehearsal. A man could only stand so much.

* * *

The next evening was the last rehearsal before the Christmas Eve performance at the church. Cole intercepted Jessamine as she walked from the boardinghouse where she was staying; when she turned toward the church, he gripped her arm.

“Wait,” he said. “The rehearsal's not at the church.”

“Not at the...? Why not?”

“At the last minute the director decided to hold the performance at the music school. Seems they couldn't move that big grand piano Winifred Dougherty had shipped from St. Louis, so Ike Bruhn donated some planks and got a carpenter to build risers for the back row of singers to stand on.”

To be honest, he was relieved. He hated being inside the church, even to sing a beautiful work like the
Messiah
. It reminded him too much of Maryann's funeral.

He took Jessamine's elbow. “Come on, we'll be late.”

Inside, the chorus was already warming up, and after ten minutes the director called for silence.

“Ladies, don't forget, no corsets. Now, will the quartet, Mr. Poletti and Mr. Sanders, Mrs. Buchanan and Miss Lassiter, please arrange yourselves in the center?”

Standing next to Jessamine, Cole could sense her nervousness; the music score clutched in her hand fluttered slightly, and she kept biting her lips. Heat flooded his groin.

You damn fool, stop watching
.

Halfway through rehearsal of the first chorus, Jess gave a little gasp and swayed toward him. He snaked an arm around her waist to steady her.

“What's wrong?” he whispered.

“Dizzy,” she breathed.

“You wearing a corset?”

“Oh.” She clapped her hands to her flushed cheeks. “I forgot.”

He bent toward her and murmured, “Go take it off before you faint,” he murmured. And he'd try not to imagine what she was doing while she was doing it.

The director's arms fell to her sides, and the choir lapsed into silence. “
What
is going on in the back row?” she demanded.

Jessamine froze.

“Miss Lassiter, uh, picked up a stone in her shoe,” Cole said smoothly.

“Well, for heaven's sake, go and get rid of it!”

Jessamine blinked. It was the first time she had ever heard Ellie Johnson lose her temper. Now that she thought about it, at the previous rehearsal the marshal's wife had looked quite pale and queasy.

Her journalist's nose twitched. She knew it! Ellie was expecting. Cole would have no clue about the director's coming confinement until the marshal and his wife announced it in the
Sentinel
. That, she gloated, would be a scoop. The
Lark
editor himself wouldn't care, being a man, but her subscribers would relish the story.

Cole gave her a little nudge. Woozy and a bit short of breath because she'd laced the forbidden corset up too tight, she edged through the soprano section and bolted for the anteroom. How embarrassing that he had known what she was wearing underneath her clothes! The man's sharp eyes missed nothing.

And his ears were just as acute. His knack for digging out news stories left her limp with envy. And admiration. If only ladies were allowed in the saloon! That was where the men of the town gathered to talk over events. In the newspaper business it was a great disadvantage to be a woman.

She pressed her lips together. She wasn't beaten yet. She could show Cole Sanders a few things about gathering news in Smoke River. After all,
men
didn't get invited to gossipy ladies tea parties.

She sighed. But men—one man in particular—did get a woman all flustered just because they—he—touched her.

The following morning Cole and two men from the sawmill hefted Jess's rolltop desk and the apple crates loaded up with her files back across the street into the newly refurbished
Sentinel
office. The place smelled of fresh wood and paint, and her Adams press was disassembled on the floor, awaiting a thorough cleaning, but she was home!

She raced up the stairs to admire the new curtains Verena Forester had sewed for her, a rose-pink calico banded in cream lace. Double-lined. She flung them open to check the view.

Somehow the fact that Cole's bedroom window still faced hers didn't bother her as much now, even though she knew he had spied on her at night. It was hard to stand next to him at rehearsals and sing the beautiful, soaring Handel arias and not feel the pull of an invisible bond between them.

On the last trip from Cole's office, Eli packed up his type sticks and the new font case he'd fashioned out of fruit crates, and Noralee threw her skinny arms around him and snuffled against his shirt.

“I don't want you to go, Mr. Holst. You teach me things, and you make me laugh.”

“Aw, honey-girl...” Eli's watery blue eyes looked even more watery. Watching them, Jess felt a lump in her throat the size of a ripe plum.

“You come visit me at the
Sentinel
, why don'tcha?” Eli said. “On Thursdays I bake cookies for my lunch. You like oatmeal cookies?”

Jess was packing up the last of the newsprint Cole had given her when she caught sight of him standing by his desk with an odd look on his face. Solemnly he extended his hand.

“Good luck over there, Jess. And, Eli, you be sure and keep that revolver handy.”

Eli gave him a two-fingered salute, then lumbered out the door and across the street to the
Sentinel
.

Jess extended her hand to Cole, intending to give his a businesslike shake, just as two professional people should. But at the last minute she stretched up and kissed his cheek instead.

“Oh, Jess...” he said. “This has been an experience, hasn't it? Unforgettable. I hope you'll miss me—I mean Noralee and me.”

Once Jess had closed the door of her repainted office, it seemed awfully quiet. No metal type clicking. No giggles from Noralee or muttering from Eli's corner. And no sound of Cole's boots tramping about his office.

She'd never thought she would miss it, but she did.