Queen of the Darkness (2 page)

They blamed her because Robert Benedict had lived in her house for all those years and had bedded her daughter. If she couldn’t recognize the danger when it sat across from her day after day, how could she protect her people against any other kind of threat?

They blamed her for Robert Benedict and for all the young witches who had died or were broken in Briarwood.

She blamed herself for what happened to Jaenelle, her younger granddaughter. She had allowed that strange, difficult child to be locked away in that place. She hadn’t known Briarwood’s secrets, but if she hadn’t dismissed Jaenelle’s fanciful stories, if she had accepted them as a child’s plea for attention instead of an annoying social problem, Jaenelle never would have been sent to Briarwood. And if she hadn’t dismissed the girl’s hatred for Dr. Carvay, would she have learned the truth sooner?

She didn’t know. And it was too late to find the answers.

Now she had another family problem. Eleven years ago, Wilhelmina Benedict, Robert’s daughter by his first marriage, had run away after claiming that Robert had made a sexual advance. Philip Alexander, Robert’s bastard half brother, had found his niece, but he had refused to say where she was. At the time, Alexandra had been furious with him for keeping Wilhelmina’s location a secret from her. Lately, she had wondered if Philip had had some inkling about what lay beneath Briarwood’s solicitous veneer, especially when it had been his vehemence that had been the final push to close the place.

A couple of days ago, she had received a letter from Wilhelmina, informing her that the girl was going to Kaeleer, the Shadow Realm. No—Wilhelmina was twenty-seven now, no longer a girl. That didn’t matter. She was still family. Still her granddaughter.

Alexandra shook her head to break the pattern of her thoughts and noticed Philip walking toward her.

Holding her breath, she searched his gray eyes.

“She’s not among them,” Philip said quietly.

Alexandra released her breath in a sigh. “Thank the Darkness.” But she understood what hadn’t been said:
not yet.

Philip offered his arm. She accepted, grateful for the support. He was a good man, the opposite of his half brother. She had been pleased when he and Leland had decided to handfast, and had been even more pleased when they chose to marry after the handfast year was done.

Alexandra looked back at the platform where Dorothea SaDiablo had made her horrifying speech. ”Do you believe her?” she asked softly.

Philip guided her through clusters of people who were still too shocked to do more than huddle together while they gathered the courage to look at the mutilated bodies. ”I don’t know. If even half of what she said is true ... if Sadi...” He choked.

She still had nightmares about Daemon Sadi. So did Philip, for different reasons. Sadi had threatened her when Jaenelle had been put in Briarwood for the last time, had given her a taste of the grave. When he unleashed his dark power in order to break the Ring of Obedience, he had destroyed half the Jeweled Blood in Beldon Mor. Caught in that explosive unleashing, Philip’s strength had been broken back to the Green Jewel that was his birthright.

”We can get a Coach this evening,” Philip said. ”If we buy passage on one that rides the darker Winds, we’ll be home by tomorrow.”

”Not yet. I’d like you to talk to Dorothea’s Steward. See if you can set up an audience for me.”

”You’re a Queen,” Philip snapped. ”You shouldn’t have to beg an audience from a Priestess, no matter who—”

”Philip.” She squeezed his arm. ”I’m thankful for your loyalty, but right now we
are
beggars. I can’t afford any more assumptions. I’m not convinced that Dorothea isn’t the monster she’s always appeared to be, but I
am
convinced that the High Lord is a greater threat.” She shuddered. ”We have to go to Kaeleer to find Wilhelmina. We can’t afford to go there without having as much knowledge of the enemy as we can gain, no matter what the source.”

”All right,” Philip said. ”What about Vania and Nyselle? Will they go with us?”

”They’ll stay or go as they choose. They certainly won’t care what I do.” She sighed. ”Who would have thought, even a month ago, that I would have to entertain the idea of Dorothea being an ally?”

3 / Terreille

Kartane SaDiablo wandered through the formal gardens, trying hard to ignore the speculative or pitying glances of the few people who hadn’t retreated indoors. He had waited until Dorothea’s carriage was out of sight

before walking away from the platform. The mutilated bodies that had been left for grisly inspection didn’t bother him. Hell’s fire, Dorothea had done that much—or worse— to people when she was feeling playful. But no one seemed to remember that. Or, perhaps, most of the fools here had never witnessed one of the High Priestess’s moods.

But the Steward and the Master of the Guard... Ball-withered idiots. They had actually had
tears
in their eyes when they helped her into the carriage. How could they believe she’d been under a spell for all these centuries, that she hadn’t reveled in her victims’ pain?

Oh, she had certainly sounded sincere and remorseful. He didn’t believe it for a moment. Any man who had ever had to pleasure Dorothea in a bed wouldn’t have believed it. Daemon wouldn’t have, that’s for sure.

Daemon. The High Lord’s son. That explained a great deal about his ”cousin.” All those years, when Daemon had been raised as a bastard in Dorothea’s court, had she known? She must have. Which meant that the High Lord of Hell would have no love for the High Priestess of Hayll.

Which circled back to his own concerns.

The mysterious illness that had started almost thirteen years ago was consuming him. All the other men who had enjoyed Briarwood’s secret little playground were already in the grave. Because he was Hayllian, one of the long-lived races, and because he had never gone back to Chaillot, he was the only one left. And he could feel that he was running out of time.

After the connection between the illness and Briarwood had been revealed a few weeks ago, he had started thinking—when his mind wasn’t so consumed in nightmares that he
could
think—and he always came to the same conclusion: the only Healers who might be powerful enough to cure this illness before it destroyed him, and the only ones who would be ignorant of the cause, were in Kaeleer. They would probably be serving in the courts of the Territory Queens, who, if Dorothea hadn’t been lying about
that,
were under the High Lord’s control. Which meant he had to find something that would buy the High Lord’s assistance. Thanks to Dorothea’s little speech, he now had information he thought the Prince of the Darkness would find very interesting.

Pleased with his decision, Kartane smiled. He would spend a few more days sniffing out information and then pay a little visit to the Shadow Realm.

4 / Terreille

Alexandra Angelline gingerly settled into a chair, relieved that Dorothea had chosen a private receiving room instead of a formal audience room. This meeting was going to be difficult enough without enduring a court full of sneering Hayllians.

But being alone with Dorothea also had disadvantages. She’d heard that Hayll’s High Priestess had been a handsome woman. Oh, the ghost of that loveliness was still there, but there was a definite stoop to Dorothea’s shoulders, a twistiness to her spine. Age spots dotted the backs of her brown hands, and the face and hair...

It happens to all of us, eventually,Alexandra thought as she watched Dorothea pour tea into delicate cups. But what would it feel like to go to bed one night a woman in her prime and wake the next morning as a crone?

”I’m... grateful... you granted me an audience,” Alexandra said, trying not to choke on the words.

Dorothea’s lips curled in a slight smile as she handed Alexandra a cup of tea. ”I’m surprised you asked for one.” The smile faded. ”We haven’t seen eye to eye in the past. And considering what happened to your family, you have good reason to hate me.” She hesitated, took a sip of tea, and continued softly, ”It wasn’t my idea to send Sadi to Chaillot, but I can’t remember who suggested it or why I agreed. There’s a veil over those memories that I still can’t pierce.”

Alexandra lifted her cup toward her lips, but put it down again without drinking. ”You think the High Lord arranged it?”

”Yes, I do. Sadi is a beautiful, vicious weapon, and his father knows how to use him well. And they did achieve their goal.”

”What goal?” Alexandra said angrily. ”Sadi tore my family apart and killed my younger granddaughter.

What was achieved by
that
?”

Dorothea sat back, took a sip of tea, and said quietly, ”You forget, Sister. The girl’s body was never found.”

Something about the expectant way Dorothea was looking at her made Alexandra shiver. ”That doesn’t mean anything. He’s a very discreet gravedigger.” She put the cup and saucer on the table, the tea untouched. ”I didn’t come here to talk about the past. Just how dangerous is the High Lord?”

”Daemon Sadi is his father’s son. Does that answer your question?”

Alexandra tried but couldn’t suppress a shudder. ”And you really think he wants to destroy the Blood in Terreille?”

”I’m sure of it.” Dorothea touched her white hair. ”I paid a heavy price to be sure of it.”

”My other granddaughter, Wilhelmina Benedict, recently went to Kaeleer,” Alexandra said softly.

Dorothea stiffened. ”How recently?”

”She went through the Gate yesterday.”

”Mother Night,” Dorothea said, collapsing in her chair. ”I’m so sorry, Alexandra. So very, very sorry.”

”Prince Philip Alexander and I intend to go to Kaeleer as soon as that ’service fair’ is over and visitors are permitted again. Hopefully, we’ll be able to find her and convince whatever Queen she’s signed a contract with to release her.”

”She’s in far more danger than that,” Dorothea said worriedly.

”There’s no reason for her to draw anyone’s attention,” Alexandra said, fear making her voice sharp.

”There’s no reason for her to accept a contract outside of Little Terreille.”

”There are two reasons: the High Lord and the witch he controls. If you don’t find her quickly, Wilhelmina will end up in his dark embrace, and there will be no hope for her then.”

Despite the warm room, a chill ran down Alexandra’s spine.

Dorothea just looked at her for a long moment. ”I told you—Sadi and the High Lord achieved their goal. No one hunts very long for a corpse when the living need care. And your granddaughter’s body was never found.”

Alexandra stared at Dorothea. ”You think
Jaenelle
is this powerful witch under the High Lord’s control?

Jaenelle?”
She laughed bitterly. ”Hell’s fire, Dorothea, Jaenelle couldn’t even do
basic
Craft.”

”If you know how to read between the lines of some of the... less available... records of the Blood’s history, you’ll find that there have been a few women—very few, thank the Darkness—who had enormous reservoirs of power that they were unable to tap by themselves. They required an ...

emotional... bond with someone who had the skill to channel the power in order to use it. But they didn’t always have the choice about
how
it was used.” Dorothea paused. ”The gossip that has recently filtered in from Little Terreille about the High Lord’s pet describes her as ’eccentric,’ ’somewhat emotionally disturbed.’ Does that sound familiar?”

Alexandra couldn’t catch her breath. There wasn’t enough air in the room. Why wasn’t there enough air?

”If you’ll take it, I’ll give you whatever help I can.” Dorothea looked at her sadly. ”You can’t ignore this, Alexandra. No matter what you want to think or what you want to believe, you can’t ignore the fact that the High Lord’s pet witch, the witch Daemon Sadi helped him acquire, goes by the name Jaenelle Angelline.”

5 / Terreille

Dorothea pulled aside the dark, heavy curtains and stared out at the night-shrouded garden. She felt drained, physically and emotionally. Oh, how she had wanted to dig her nails in and scratch out the pathetically hopeful look in the eyes of the males in her First Circle. They wanted to grasp at any excuse for her behavior over the past centuries. They wanted to believe that a
male
had made her cruel, a
male
had manipulated her and controlled her thoughts, a
male
had been behind her rise to power and the viciousness afterward that had made it possible to soften and harvest most of the other Territories in Terreille.

They didn’t want to give her any credit at all. They wanted her to be a victim so that they wouldn’t feel ashamed of serving her, so that they could pretend they served out of a sense of honor instead of avarice and fear.

Well, once Kaeleer fell, she would make a few changes in her court. Maybe she would even arrange for the fools to die in battle, choking on their bloody honor.

”You did well today, Sister,” said a harsh but still girlish voice. ”I couldn’t have done better myself.”

Dorothea didn’t turn around. Looking at Hekatah, the demon-dead Dark Priestess and self-proclaimed High Priestess of Hell, always turned her stomach. ”They were your words, not mine, so it’s not surprising that you’re pleased.”

”You still need me,” Hekatah snarled as she shuffled to a chair near the fire. ”Don’t forget that.”

”I never forget that,” Dorothea replied softly, keeping her eyes focused on the garden.

It had been Hekatah who had seen her potential when she was a young witch still learning a Priestess’s duties as well as the Black Widows’ Craft. It had been Hekatah who had nurtured her ambitions and dreams of power, who had pointed out the possible rivals who could interfere with those dreams. And it had been Hekatah who had helped eliminate those rivals. The Dark Priestess had been there, every step of the way, guiding, advising.

She couldn’t remember just when she realized that Hekatah needed her just as much as she needed Hekatah. That need made them despise each other, but they were bound together by the common dream of ruling an entire Realm.

”Do you really think, after all we’ve done to gain control of Terreille, those Queens will believe it was all the High Lord’s fault?”