Authors: Patricia Briggs
“It sometimes seems to me that most of my life I've spent shaking my head, and saying, âWhat are the chances?'Â ” Seraph fought to imitate Hennea's calm and push away her anger. “My whole clan dies except for my brother and meâthe very last of the descendants of Isolde the Silent. Then he is murdered, and I am rescued by the only Ordered
solsenti
I've ever heard of.”
“There are probably more of them out there,” Hennea murmured. “Who would look to
see
if a
solsenti
was Ordered?”
“Even the
solsenti
would have noticed a Raven when they tried to train him to be a wizard,” Seraph said.
“Really?” Hennea tilted her head. “I'm not so sure of that. Ravens can use ritual, chants, and components for spells. We just don't need to unless we're learning something we've never seen done before and can't find the pattern of the magic any easier way. Affinities still apply. A mage whose affinity isn't metalwork won't be able to use magic to add virtue to a sword, whether he be Raven or just wizard. If a Raven thought he needed to use component and ritual, would he think to try spelling without it?”
“I see what you mean.”
“What else has happened that is unusual?” Hennea turned back to the book she'd been looking at.
Seraph looked at her hands.
I should just stop the conversation here,
she thought,
because the rest of it is almost too painful to bear
.
“Tier and I had five children,” she told her hands. “One was stillborn, and Mehalla, who died when she was three years old. Jes is Eagle. Lehr is Guardian. Rinnie is Cormorant. Tier is Owl. I am Raven. What Order do you think my
Mehalla who died of lung sickness bore?” She looked up as she asked the question.
Hennea was staring at her. “Lark?”
Seraph nodded. “I don't know of any
clans
who had all six Orders, let alone a small family. I've never heard of any family who birthed only Ordered children. The Orders don't follow parentage. That's one of the few things we do know about the Order. So why is my whole family Ordered? And why do we all bear different Orders? There are many more Ravens than there are Larks, or even Cormorants and Eagles.”
“Maybe it is the
solsenti
blood?” Hennea hazarded.
“Or the magic that clings to the mountains here. Or that the Travelers generally avoid Shadow's Fall and our farm is only a couple days' journey from it. Or it is the will of the gods. Or it is fate.”
“There are no gods,” Hennea said flatly. “It is chance.”
“Fine,” said Seraph. “What clan did Kerine belong to? The Traveler Raven who fought beside Red Ernave at Shadow's Fall, do you know?”
“Isolde's.”
“You might be interested to know that Tier's family claims to be descended from Red Ernave's only surviving child.” Before Hennea could say anything, Seraph waved her hand impatiently. “I know, I know. Mythology. Every noble in the Empire, except the Emperor himself, traces their family lineage back to Red Ernave. But there's a stone in the bakery with a crude carving of an axe and Verneiar's name just below it. It's old, the carving on the stone, and the man who placed it there thought of himself as Red Ernave's sonâI've touched it, just as I touched that map.”
Hennea was quiet.
“I have over two hundred
mermori,
Hennea. Two hundred and twenty-four of five hundred and forty-two.” Seraph felt tears touch her eyes, but blinked them away. “Why should I bear the burden of almost half the
mermori
Hinnum made? Why aren't they scattered among other clan leaders? Benroln had only three. Surely there are Travelers more closely related to Torbear the Hawkeyed or Keria the Four-Fingered than I am. Or how is it that my familyâfarmers from a small village half the Empire from Taelaâbecame involved with the
Emperor himself just when he was endangered by this new Shadowed?”
Seraph waited while the silence gave weight to her question, then she opened her neglected book to a random page. “I don't know either. But I can't help but wonder if there are forces shaping the events of our lives. I hope I'm wrong. I hope we all die of old age, but I don't think we will.” She stared at a random page without seeing it. “Although maybe we'll be killed by lung fever or trolls first.”
It felt good to talk about this to someone who could see the patterns only another Traveler would recognize. Not that Hennea would know anything more about what was happening than Seraph did, but it felt good to tell her anyway.
Seraph looked at the page she'd opened toâand suddenly remembered where she'd seen the book before. “Huh. This is a copy of a book I found in Kiah the Dancer's
mermora
âthat's the fourth
mermora
that came into my hands. I used to keep track.”
Seraph wiped a hand across her forehead. No doubt, she thought,
leaving an attractive smear of dust behind. She glanced at Hennea, who was picking through the contents of a chest, her face pale and set.
After sorting the books in the library and taking a careful look at the mostly empty rooms comprising the innards of the temple, they'd collected Rinnie and the boys and set them to hauling the books of
solsenti
wizardry and the books neither she nor Hennea could translate down to Jes's secret room. Then she and Hennea set out to look at the two rooms they'd left for last.
The closet where the Shadowed had set his summoning runes told them nothing. Given a few years, the dissipating powers might clear enough to allow Seraph to read the wooden slats and find out more about the Shadowed, but right now the only past that they wanted to tell her about was the past of Karadoc carrying the forest king into the temple and cleaning the runes.
She had learned something interesting though not important to their search for the Shadowed.
She'd thought the excavation was too extensive to have been dug in the short time between the arrival of the new Sept
of Leheigh, who had brought Volis and assorted mages belonging to the Path among his retinue, and the opening of the Temple of the Five. She'd been right.
The lower tunnels told her they had been dug in secret, many years earlier, as places to hide goods from the Sept's tax collector. When Volis had brought hired men into Redern to dig the temple, they must have happened into the tunnels by chance. She wondered if Willon knew about the tunnels here, since the lower layer should be on the same level as his store.
By unspoken consent, they saved Volis's bedroom for last; Seraph because it was the most likely place, after the library, to hold something of interest, but she thought Hennea put it off it for another reason.
Seraph found a yellowish sapphire set in a wristband, fallen among the cushions of Volis's bed. It wasn't an Order-bound gem, so she left it there. Dropping the bedding she'd searched, Sraph looked at Hennea.
She was sifting through one of a pair of trunks that sat against a wall and avoiding looking at the bed. If Seraph had been in any doubt as to some of the uses Volis had put Hennea to, one look at Hennea's face when they'd first come into the room would have been all she needed. Hennea hadn't said anything, and Seraph didn't pry. Sometimes silence was all the help she could offer.
When they finished, Seraph let Hennea take care of spelling Jes's secret room with its new treasure while Seraph and Rinnie packed Traveler books.
Jes bounded into the library. “It's a good secret room, now,” he said, as Hennea and Lehr followed him into the library.
“I'm glad it pleases you,” Seraph told Jes. “Grab a pack, and we'll start down.”
“I get to carry my maps,” said Rinnie smugly. Maybe it was the knowledge she'd found the most interesting thing in the temple, but Seraph suspected that at least some of the self-satisfied expression was because the satchel with its maps was a lot lighter than the books.
The tavern was a very old building, perhaps the oldest in Redern, and built near the bottom of the mountain. As Seraph put
her foot on the bottom step of the porch, Lehr touched her arm. When he had her attention, he nodded toward Jes, who was pale and swayingâalways a bad sign.
“Why don't you head on home,” Seraph told Lehr. “I can get Tier and follow the rest of you.” She gave him her pack of books to carry along with his own. He gave her a half smile that told her he understood she didn't want to have to explain to everyone in the tavern just what it was she was doing carrying a pack full of books from the temple.
“Back to the farm sounds like a good idea,” Hennea said. She took a step toward Jes, hesitated, then took his arm. He started as if he hadn't noticed her until she touched him. “Come, Jes,” she said, her voice a little softer than usual. “We're going home.”
Worried, Seraph watched them go. Jes had never liked the town, but she'd never seen him this bothered by it, either. Was he getting worse? Was there anything she could do to help? She felt like she'd spent half her life asking herself those questions, and she no more had the answers now than she'd had twenty years ago.
Searching for something more productive to think about, she found herself playing with the idea Hennea had broached earlier. What if there were more Ordered
solsenti
? Would she ever have recognized it in Tier if she hadn't met him under extraordinary circumstances?
Intent on her thoughts, the noise of the busy tavern startled her. It was full. Guards, she thought, judging by the number of weapons they carried. It wasn't all that uncommon to see so many strangers here; this was the closest tavern to the trail. It made her glad she'd sent her pack with Lehrâbooks were valuable, and some of these guardsmen looked as though they sometimes might have held other, less savory occupations.
She could hear a lute intermingling with the sounds of men talking, but whoever it was played stiffly and a little off pitch. She wondered when Tier would tactfully help him out a little.
The crowd shifted, and she saw the lute player. Shock caught her breath. It was Tier. Even as she watched him, he shook his head and put the lute down.
“Seraph,” Regil, the tavern's owner, reached out to steady her, but didn't quite touch. “Are you all right?”
“Fine,” she said, composing herself. “Excuse me.”
Tier could play badly, she thought, but only if he wanted to. She'd spent the first two weeks after she'd gotten him back from the Path wizards surreptitiously checking to make certain that they had not damaged him, that they hadn't begun to steal his Order already. But after those first weeks, as he began to recover from the hurt they
had
done, she'd quit worrying, quit
looking
.
Unto the Ravens it is given to see the Orders. She called the magic and
looked
. The fine fabric of Tier's Order was wrapped around him as it always was, but there were holes in it.
She started toward Tier, but her exchange with the tavern owner had drawn several of the strange men's attention to her.
A man on her right surged to this feet. “A Traveler bitch? I thought the animals had to stay outside.”
Seraph stopped and looked at him, waiting for him to do something else. Anything else. Rage surged through her veins and brought magic with it. Tier was home. He should have been safe. This guardsman had nothing to do with her anger.
Nothing and everything.
“Seraph Tieraganswife,” said the tavern owner, trying to distract her from her prey, brave man. “As you see, your husband has been keeping us busy with his tales.”
She didn't take her eyes off the guardsman. “I'm glad to hear it,” she said.
“Seraph,” said Tier. “Let the poor man alone.”
If that “poor man” had tried his speech in a different place, with a different Traveler woman, one who was not Raven, he might have caused some harm. Benroln might have been right, maybe if the
solsenti
were more afraid of Travelers, they wouldn't have destroyed so many of the clans.
The Path wouldn't have begun taking Travelers, and Tier wouldn't have rents in his Order. She'd never seen anything like it, but then, until the Path kidnaped Tier, she'd never heard of anyone being able to separate Order from Order Bearer.
“Sit down.”
She told the guardsman.
Tier could put a compulsion in his words that made people obey him. Seraph's magic forced his body to comply with her demand. Same result from different causes. The guardsman
dropped to his seat as if he'd been a puppet whose strings were cut.
“Shut up.”
The spell would fade after an hour or so, she'd given it no extra push. The rest of the tavern had miraculously quieted, though she had been careful to direct the spell only onto the man who'd annoyed her.
She walked the rest of the way to Tier's table with Regil's anxious escort.
Willon stood as she approached the table. Her gaze locked on Tier, she hadn't even noticed there was someone else sitting with him until Willon moved. He took her hand and kissed it. He'd never done such a thing before, and it distracted her for a moment. “Seraph, so nice to see you. Please excuse the words of my cousin's guardsman. He won't be here long.”
His words and his unusual gallantry were to let the guards know they were to leave her alone, she thought, and was dimly grateful.
“Willon.” She couldn't manage to chat with the merchant, not when she was so worried about Tier.
She knew that Tier would have already thanked him for traveling all the way to Taela to help them, so she didn't need to. She inclined her head to him, but her attention was on her husband. “Tier, the children have gone on home, are you ready to leave?”
He smiled, but there was something off about his smile. He knew, she thought. Of course he knew there was something wrong.
“I think it might be best.” He picked up a lute and gave it to the tavern owner. “Thanks for the lunch, Regil. I missed your sausage while I was gone.”
He put Seraph's hand on his arm and led her back to where Hennea awaited him at the exit.
As soon as they were out of earshot of the tavern, Tier said, “Seraph, I was singing, and I couldn't stay on pitch.” He shook his head. “I've never had that trouble before.”
“There's something wrong with your Bardic Order,” she told him.
His strides broke rhythm, then resumed his usual pace, though slowed a bit by his limp. “Something the Path did?”
Seraph gave a frustrated huff and slid her hand down until she was clutching his. “It seems likely. I don't know how to fix this. Until the Path's wizards proved differently, it was my understanding that nothing could affect the Orders.”
“Coat it in sugar, why don't you?” Tier's voice was lightly amused, but his hand tightened almost brutally on hers. “If you can't fix this, I'm not going to sing on key anymore?”
“I don't know.”
Tier didn't loosen his grip on her hand, but he quit talking.
They hadn't been so long at the tavern that the children had beaten them home by much. Gura was still bouncing with excitement when he spied them on their way. He tore up the path, going so fast that he had to run by them once before he could slow enough to get a proper ear rubbing from Tier.
In the house Hennea had a map spread out on the table, and the boys and Rinnie were gathered around, engrossed in their examination.
“Hennea,” Seraph said. “We have a problem.”
“Can you do anything, Mother?” asked Rinnie.
Seraph glanced at Hennea, who shrugged and answered, “I don't know. We'll try. The Elder Wizards managed to work with the Orders, obviously, since they created them. But as far as the
mermori
libraries that Hennea, Brewydd, and I have managed to get through, they wrote nothing about it.”
“Brewydd might know something that could help,” said Lehr. “I can go and find the Librarian's clan.”
Seraph hesitated. Benroln's clan could be anywhereâand there was no guarantee that Brewydd could do anything for Tier.
“I'm Hunter, Mother. I can find them.”
“He'll need a horse,” said Tier. It was the first thing that he'd said since they came home. “Skew's not up to a fast trip.”
“All right.” Seraph got up to retrieve the purse the Emperor had given them from the loft. She scrambled back down the ladder and held the bag out to Lehr.
“Take this now, while there's still daylight. Go see what kind of a mount you can purchase from Akavith.”
Lehr took the purse gingerly. “Akavith's expensive, Mother.”
“He breeds horses for the nobility,” she agreed. “He'll have
something fast. Make certain he knows you want an animal for hunting, not farmwork.” She glanced at Tier, he knew the crusty old horseman better than she. “Can he tell Akavith that he's riding for a Traveler healer?”
Tier nodded. “Tell him where the money comes from, too, though likely he knows already. After the verses Ciro sang the other night, likely the story of the farmer and the Emperor is all over the mountains by now. Akavith will be more likely to help if he knows the whole story. His mother's aunt was a hedgewitch and healer round about when I was a boy, and he has no grudge against Travelers.”
“Tell him you'd like Cornsilk,” said Jes.
Seraph felt her eyebrows creeping up.
Jes ducked his head. “I help him sometimes, Mother,” he said.
“Akavith has a way with wild things,” said Tier.
“Don't worry about the cost,” Seraph told Lehr briskly. “If it is too dear, we can sell the horse when we no longer need it. But go now so you have the daylightâtake Skew, he'll be faster than walking. In the morning we'll talk about the most likely places for Benroln's clan to be.”