Rejar (30 page)

Lorgin came up to the bed. He had overheard her words and he was blazing with anger. “Yaniff, what does she mean when she says you will send her back whenever she wishes? Think you I would allow such a thing? I forbid—” Yaniff motioned him behind his back to be silent.

Due to his zira’s condition, he stood down; but he fully intended to straighten Yaniff out about that ridiculous idea of his wife’s.

“Adeeann,” Yaniff began calmly, “what is all this commotion about?” He sat on the edge of the bed.

Deana started to cry. “I’m so scared, Yaniff. I really do think I need a hospital—with lots of professional people and tons of medicine.”

“There, there.” The old man patted her hand. “I can assure you Lorgin will do fine; Krue has trained him. He knows what to do to help you. Think of the beautiful experience it will be for the two of you to share such a momentous event together. The life you have both created will take its first breath surrounded only by the love of its parents. It is the Aviaran way.”

“But I’m not Aviaran.” Her lower lip quivered.

“Nonsense. You became Aviaran the instant you accepted Lorgin’s troth.” He leaned over, speaking quietly near her ear. “Would I leave you in less than the best of hands?”

Knowing Yaniff as she did, she had to acknowledge his words. “No, I know you wouldn’t.”

He squeezed her hand. “You see? Everything will be fine. You have my word on it.”

Deana instantly relaxed. If Yaniff said it, then it would be so.

“Do you trust Lorgin?” he wisely asked her.

“More than anyone in my life,” she whispered.

“Than you have spoken for yourself. I will leave the two of you now.” He kissed her forehead, then nodded to Lorgin, who was standing by the door. “Walk with me, Lorgin. I believe your zira is inclined to the Aviaran way now.”

Before Lorgin walked the old mystic down the stairs to the living level, he paused, turning back to Deana. He met her wide-eyed, frightened look with a level one of his own. “I will be right back, zira.”

Deana nodded nervously.

Downstairs, Lorgin said what was on his mind.

“What is this nonsense of you returning Adeeann to her world should she desire it?”

Yaniff smiled. “Do you see her desire it?”

“That is not the point and well you know it. You can not interfere with an oath couple! What were you thinking to promise her such a thing?”

“The illusion serves her well. So long as she believes she has the power to return to her world, the more comfortable she feels in remaining.”

“I do not like it.”

“Come now, Lorgin, surely a warrior such as yourself can keep his woman happy enough so she would not want to return to her old home.” Yaniff was being his usual sly self.

Lorgin was not to be misled. “I would have your oath, as well, Yaniff,” he shrewdly demanded.

The ancient wizard watched him. “And what oath could I give you that would still honor my oath to her?”

“You can honor your oath to her, but only with my permission.”

Yaniff snickered. “You have always been an excellent student, Lorgin.”

He smiled. “So, you agree?”

“How can I not?”

“Good. I best return to Adeeann.”

“She will be fine.”

“I am relieved to hear you speak thus, Yaniff. It eases my mind.”

Yaniff nodded. “This one will not give you any trouble.”

Lorgin blinked. “This one? What mean you by that?”

Yaniffs eyes gleamed with amusement; he cuffed Lorgin soundly on the head. “And what mean you by asking your Charl master questions you know he will not answer?”

He laughed at the expression of sheepish chagrin on the younger man’s face.

“Go back to your zira; I will visit with you on the morrow’s eve after you have all rested. By then, there will be a new life for me to welcome—a most favorable addition to the line of Lodarres. A proud moment, indeed.” Yaniff placed his hand on Lorgin’s shoulder.

Before the wizard had reached the platform, Lorgin was already by his wife’s side.

Throughout the long hours that followed, Lorgin showed her the true measure of a great Aviaran warrior. In constant control, despite his own inner trepidation, he was a tower of strength by her side.

His calm, coaxing presence was a balm to her fraying nerves. Through each phase of her labor, he patiently and lovingly guided her. And when the pain became severe, he took her hands in his own, sending her wave after wave of his power. The transferring of his strength to her somehow acted like aprophylactic, taking away her discomfort and renewing her vigor.

It was a long labor, draining them both. After several hours, when Lorgin took a moment to carefully clean the blade of his Cearix, Deana endeavored to joke, “I don’t want to know why you’re doing that.”

He smiled faintly. “Good, then I will not tell you.”

The birth of the child was imminent. A tremendous pressure seemed to grip her belly. “Lorgin!” She called out his name. He quickly returned to her side, giving her even more of his powerful strength.

He was starting to look quite wan himself, Deana realized. Dark circles ringed his amethyst eyes. His normally vibrant golden tan skin tone had a pallid, gaunt cast. He would give me his last shred of vital force if he felt he had to.... At that moment, Deana felt so much love for him that she thought she would burst of it.

“No more, Lorgin, it’s enough,” she managed to gasp, worried now for him.

“You are sure?” He watched her, a drawn look on his face.

“Yes, yes I’m sure.” she tried to stifle a groan as a tremendous urgency seized her.

The crystal chimes outside all started to chime at once from a sudden breeze. What a beautiful melody, she thought amidst her exertions. “The babe comes, Adeeann!” Their child slipped into his waiting hands. Lorgin was silent for several moments. When he looked up, there were tears in his eyes. “A daughter, Adeeann. We have a beautiful daughter.”

“A little girl?” Deana’s face lit up with joy.

Speaking in a strong voice, Lorgin intoned the traditional Aviaran words of birthing with the overwhelming emotions he was experiencing.

“I give to you my power, my wife,

And you return it to me—

The most precious gift of generations.”

He then cut the cord with the Cearix that had seen the birth of sixteen generations of his family.

“The line is cut

And so begins anew;

The line of Lodarres continues.”

He reverently handed their child to her.

Deana looked down at the baby in her arms, her own eyes filling. “Look what we did, Lorgin—it’s a miracle.”

Moved, he kissed her softly on the lips.

Deana tasted one of his tears on her tongue. Yaniff was right; it was an incredible moment, one she was glad to share only with Lorgin. The Aviaran custom was a good one. Fathers must teach their sons well here.

“What is it?” Lorgin noticed the speculative look on her face.

“I was thinking about your custom and I suddenly realized that Theardar must have loved Traed; how couldn’t he after experiencing the same thing you did?”

Lorgin looked away. “Theardar could not do it, Adeeann. You see, he knew that Marilan would die with the birth of his child. It was a terrible thing, unheard of, for an Aviaran father not to bring forth his own child. It was Krue who brought Traed into this world.”

“And watched his own sister die?”

“Yes.”

Deana gazed down at her own precious baby. Little bits of red hair fuzzed her head. Amethyst eyes stared adoringly up at her. Who could not love a baby? Remembering the beautiful tinkling of the chimes at the moment of her daughter’s birth, she lovingly stroked the downy-soft cheek. “Melody,” she said.

Although it was traditional for Aviaran father’s to name their firstborn, Lorgin whispered to his wife that it was the perfect name for a child conceived in harmony with so much love.

* * *

London

Lilac opened her eyes.

It was still night, the room dark, although a pale glow of moonlight filtered through the windows. Nickolai always left the drapes undrawn, favoring the room “open to the night” as he slept.

He seemed to like the first light of dawn awakening him as well—even if he often drifted back to sleep. Several times, she had been awakened to his passionate lovemaking in the early hours of daybreak.

It suddenly occurred to her that Nickolai seemed particularly active at dawn and dusk. Just like a cat...

Lilac buried the awful thought immediately. It was a part of Nickolai she simply could not deal with. Already, she had half-convinced herself that she had imagined the bizarre transformation the morning after her wedding. The sorcerer’s tricks.

She had never believed such things possible—even as a child. It was silly, the stuff of fairy tales. Maybe it wasn’t possible; maybe her husband was very skilled at mesmerizing.

It was the only reasonable explanation for what she had seen.

There was no logical way, however, to explain exactly how he was able to speak in her mind.

When she had questioned him about it last evening, Nickolai had told her that it was a naturally occurring trait among his people and she must not fear it.

Maybe it was true; maybe some of his people did have this ability. Strange abilities like this were not unknown; she, herself, had heard stories of Gypsies who seemed to possess the ability to foretell the future. So perhaps certain tribes of people in Russia could speak without speaking.

Then why didn’t his brother seem to have this ability?

Well... Traed did say they had different fathers. That could explain it. Yet, there was something altogether different about Nickolai. Different even from his curious brother, Traed, who did not appear to her to quite fit in either.

Something beyond foreign differences ...

Maybe there wasn’t a logical way to explain this.

Fear rose up in her. Who was Nickolai?

What was he?

Lilac swallowed the butterflies in her stomach. She promised herself she would not think about this! And she would not. It had no place in their lives. No place at all.

They seemed to be getting by; everything appeared to be going smoothly. Why look for trouble?

As long as she never acknowledged this ... strangeness of his, it would not have to exist openly between them. Over all, Nickolai seemed to be doing very well.

In fact, he had surprised her on many counts.

After her initial apprehension for the marriage bed—and he had proven himself most patient with her in that regard—he had shown himself to be gentle and kind with her. Even that one time in the dressing room, when his anger had almost overridden his passion, she had sensed that he had held back for her sake.

He was constantly teasing her and caressing her and...

He always seemed concerned about her welfare.

She was loath to admit it, but Nickolai, against all expectations, was proving himself to be a very good husband.

In a labyrinthine twist, the thought almost irritated her.

Aggravated at this bizarre victory of his, she looked down at the source disgustedly, and immediately lost her displeasure with him. It was difficult to sustain anger against a man who looked so beautiful when he slept.

Nickolai was lying over her, arms wrapped around her waist, his legs tangled with hers, and his face burrowed into her throat. Fast asleep, he looked as innocent as an angel, his thick, black lashes crescents against his golden skin.

Bemused, Lilac shook her head. The man slept in the strangest positions draped over her! She sighed. In a small movement, she turned her head toward the window, idly wondering if she should get up; she wasn’t very sleepy.

A little lap caressed the underside of her ear.

She smiled. Well, yes, she supposed he was very comfortable. Without thinking. Lilac pressed her lips to his smooth forehead.

A low roll of contentment resonated in his throat. Nickolai gathered her closer in his sleep, insinuating his thigh snugly between hers. He continued to doze, softly purring against her.

Awake, Lilac continued to hold him in her arms.

* * *

Something was bothering him.

Just what it was, he could not say.

A touch of that odd, restless feeling had returned. It niggled at him below the threshold of irritation. Most of the restlessness had abated when he mated with Lilac and he had thought it gone for good after that first night with her. Only here it was again.

It was different now. Changed. It seemed to be... beckoning.

Beckoning to what?

He knew not.

It was odd; while he was occupied sexually with his mate, the feeling dissipated—or else his senses were too involved to notice it.

Sex, however, did not seem a viable solution to him.

As much as he would like to keep Lilac immersed in that activity, he did not think she was physically up to the challenge. And it would not be right of him to wear her out simply because of his unrest.

If he was going to wear his mate out, he wanted it to be for the right reasons!

Besides, he could never think straight when he was sensually engaged.

Something was building in him.

What he needed was a good hunt. Predatory challenge would clear his head.

He sought out his brother Traed, asking him if he would like to accompany him. The Aviaran readily agreed.

Together, they combed four gaming hells before finding the selected quarry at Pickering Place. Their Lord Rotewick was holding court at a far table, apparently fleecing the other players soundly at cards.

“There.” Traed indicated the Familiar’s challenge.

“I will finish him tonight.”

Rejar sat down at the table to play the game known as whist.

“Good evening. Prince Azov.” Rotewick gloated in a cavalier manner. “Since you were so lucky for me the other night, I will return the favor by warning you. You might wish to sit somewhere else this eve.”

Rejar speared the supercilious lord with a cool look. “And why would I do that?”

“My dear man,” he gestured to the high pile of counters before him. “I cannot lose.”

A small smile tilted Rejar’s mouth. “We shall see, Rot Wick.”