Rhyming Life and Death

Contents

Cover

About the Book

About the Author

Also by Amos Oz

Title Page

Rhyming Life and Death

The Characters

Copyright

An unnamed author waits in a bar in Tel Aviv on a stifling hot night.
He is there to give a reading of his work but as he sits, bored, he begins
to conjure up the life stories of the people he meets. Later, when the
reading is done he asks a woman for a drink. She declines and the author
walks away, only to climb the steps to her flat later that night. Or does he?
In Amos Oz's beguiling, intriguing story the reader never really knows
where reality ends and invention begins …

Born in Jerusalem in 1939,
Amos Oz
is the internationally acclaimed author of many novels and essay collections, translated into over thirty languages. His most recent semi-autobiographical work,
A Tale of Love and Darkness
, was a bestseller all over the world. He has received several international awards, including the Prix Femina, the Israel Prize, the Goethe Prize and the Frankfurt Peace Prize. He lives in Arad, Israel.

Nicholas de Lange
, the translator, is a professor at the University of Cambridge and writes on a variety of subjects. He has won many prizes for his translations.

My Michael

Elsewhere, Perhaps

Touch the Water, Touch the Wind

Unto Death

The Hill of Evil Counsel

Where the Jackals Howl

A Perfect Peace

Black Box

To Know a Woman

Fima

Don't Call it Night

Panther in the Basement

The Same Sea

A Tale of Love and Darkness

In the Land of Israel

The Slopes of Lebanon

Under this Blazing Light

Israel, Palestine & Peace

Soumchi

THESE ARE THE
most commonly asked questions. Why do you write? Why do you write the way you do? Are you trying to influence your readers, and, if so, how? What role do your books play? Do you constantly cross out and correct or do you write straight out of your head? What is it like to be a famous writer and what effect does it have on your family? Why do you mostly describe the negative side of things? What do you think of other writers, which ones have influenced you and which ones can't you stand? And by the way, how would you define yourself? How would you respond to those who attack you, and what do the attacks do to you? Do you write with a pen or on a computer? And how much, roughly, do you earn from each book? Do you draw the material for your stories from your imagination or directly from life? What does your ex-wife think of the female characters in your books?
And, in fact, why did you leave your first wife, and your second wife? Do you have fixed times for writing or do you just write when the muse visits you? Are you politically committed as a writer, and, if so, what is your political affiliation? Are your books autobiographical or completely fictional? And above all, how is it that, as a creative artist, you lead such a stolid, unexciting private life? Or are there all sorts of things that we don't know about you? And how can a writer, an artist, spend his life working as an accountant? Or is it simply a job for you? And tell us, doesn't being an accountant totally kill your muse? Or do you have another life, one that's not for publication? Won't you at least give us a few hints this evening? And would you please tell us, briefly and in your own words, what exactly you were trying to say in your last book?

*

There are clever answers and there are evasive answers: there are no simple, straightforward answers.

And so the Author will sit down in a little cafe three or four streets away from the Shunia Shor Community Centre building where the literary
evening is to take place. The interior of the cafe feels low, gloomy and suffocating, which is why it suits him rather well right now. He will sit here and try to concentrate on these questions. (He always arrives half an hour or forty minutes early for any meeting, and so he always has to find something to do to pass the time.) A tired waitress in a short skirt, and with high breasts, dabs a cloth over his table: but the Formica remains sticky even after she has wiped it. Maybe the cloth was not clean?

While she does it the Author eyes her legs: they are shapely, attractive legs, although the ankles are a little on the thick side. Then he steals a look at her face: it is a pleasant, sunny face, with eyebrows that meet in the middle and the hair tied back with a red rubber band. The Author detects a smell of sweat and soap, the smell of a weary woman. He can make out the outline of her knickers through her skirt. His eyes fix on this barely discernible shape: he finds a slight asymmetry in favour of the left buttock exciting. She notices his look groping at her legs, her hips, her waist, and her face expresses disgust and entreaty: just leave me alone, for heaven's sake.

*

And so the Author politely looks away, orders an omelette and salad with a roll and a glass of coffee, extracts a cigarette from its packet, and holds it unlit in between the second and third fingers of his left hand which is supporting his cheek: an intensely
cultured
look that fails to impress the waitress because she has already turned on the heels of her flat shoes and vanished behind the partition.

While he waits for his omelette, the Author imagines the waitress's first love (he decides to name the waitress Ricky): when Ricky was only sixteen she fell in love with the reserve goalkeeper of Bnei-Yehuda football team, Charlie, who turned up one rainy day in his Lancia in front of the beauty parlour where she worked and swept her away for a three-day break in a hotel in Eilat (of which an uncle of his was part-owner). While they were there, he even bought her a sensational evening dress with silver sequins and everything, that made her look like a Greek singer, but after a fortnight or so he dropped her and went off again to the same hotel, this time with the runner-up in the Queen
of the Waves contest. Eight years and four men later, Ricky has never stopped dreaming that one day he will come back: he had episodes where he would seem to be terribly angry with her, really scary, dangerous, as if he was about to go crazy, and she was quite alarmed at times, but suddenly, in an instant, his mood would lighten and he would forgive her, cuddling her with childlike happiness, calling her Gogog, kissing her neck, tickling her with his warm breath, gently parting her lips with his nose, like this, which gave her a warm sensation that crept over her body, like honey, then suddenly he would toss her up in the air, hard, like a pillow, until she screamed for her mother, but he always caught her at the very last moment and hugged her, so she wouldn't fall. He liked to tickle her with the tip of his tongue, slowly for a long time behind both ears and inside her ears and on the nape of her neck where the finest hairs grew, until that feeling crept over her like honey again. Charlie never raised a finger against her or called her names. He was the first man who taught her to slow-dance, and to wear a micro bikini, and to lie naked face down in the sun and think dirty
thoughts, and he was the first man to teach her what drop earrings with green stones did for her face and neck.

But then he was forced to return the Lancia and wear a plaster cast on his fractured arm and he went off to Eilat again but this time with a different girl, Lucy, who almost won the Queen of the Waves competition, and, before he left, he said to Ricky, Look here, Gogog, I'm really really sorry but try to understand. Lucy was before you, Lucy and I didn't really break up, we just had a bit of a spat and somehow it turned out that we didn't see each other for a while, but now we're back together again and that's that, Lucy said to tell you that she's really not mad at you, no hard feelings, you'll see, Gogog, after a while you'll gradually get over our thing together and I'm sure you'll find someone who suits you more, because the fact is, you deserve someone better, you deserve the best there is. And the most important thing, Gogog, is that you and I only have good feelings about each other, no?

*

Eventually Ricky gave the sequinned dress away to a cousin and relegated the bikini to the back of a drawer, behind her sewing kit, where it was forgotten: men can't help themselves, that's just the way they are made, but women in her view are actually not much better, and that's why love is something that one way or another always turns out badly.

Charlie hasn't played for Bnei-Yehuda for a long while. Now he has a wife and three children and owns a factory in Holon making solar water heaters – they say he even exports them wholesale to the Occupied Territories and to Cyprus. And what about that Lucy? With her skinny legs? What happened to her in the end? Did Charlie throw her away too when he'd finished using her? If only I had her address, or her phone number, and if I had the guts, I'd go and look her up. We could have a coffee together. And talk. We might even become friends, the two of us. It's strange how I don't give a damn about him any more but I do care a bit about her. I never think about him at all, even with contempt, while I do sometimes think about her: because maybe she's become a bit like me now? Did he call her
Gogog in bed, too? Did he laugh and move the tip of his nose back and forth like that between her lips? Did he show her, slowly, gently, with her hand, what her body was like? If only I could find her, we might talk about that, we might even become friends.

Friendship is something that doesn't enter into relations between a man and a woman, especially if there's electricity there. And if there's no electricity then there can't be anything between them anyway. But between two women, especially two women who've both been on the receiving end of suffering and disappointment from men, and above all two women who've both suffered on account of the same man – maybe I should try to find that Lucy sometime?

*

At a nearby table two men are sitting, both in their fifties. They seem unhurried. The dominant one is thickset and totally bald, and looks like a gangster's henchman in a film. The smaller of the two looks used, even threadbare, his manner is noisy, his expression inclined to show admiration or sympathy, without
discrimination. The Author, lighting a cigarette, decides that this one must be an agent of sorts, or perhaps a hairdryer salesman. He names the boss Mr Leon, and the toady could be Shlomo Hougi. They seem to be having a general discussion on the subject of success.

The gangster's henchman is saying, ‘Besides which, by the time you've made anything of your life it's over.'

‘I agree one hundred per cent,' says the sidekick, ‘God forbid I should contradict you, but surely you must agree that living just to eat and drink can hardly be considered a life worthy of a human being. A man needs to have a degree of spirituality, as we call it in Judaism. An “extra soul”.'

‘There you go, again,' says the boss, coldly and with a hint of disgust, ‘always taking off on one of your woolly ramblings. You're always pulling things out of thin air. You'd explain yourself much better if you just gave an example or two from real life.'

‘OK, fine, why not, take for instance that guy Hazzam who used to work for Isratex, Ovadya Hazzam, you remember him, don't you, the one
who won half a million on the lottery a couple of years ago, and then he got divorced, had a wild time, moved house, started investing, offered unsecured loans to all and sundry, joined the party and manoeuvred to become head of department, and lived like a king. Like a lord, even. In the end he got liver cancer and was taken to Ichilov Hospital in a critical condition.'