Rock the Viper (15 page)

Relief washes over me that she is home safe and then anger takes over. I don't really notice Fay as I take her hands off me and focus on the woman who I'm angry with. I walk over to Peppa and tell her I have been phoning her. I watch her as she looks from Fay to me and I see the hurt and disgust there. I know what she is thinking and I try to let her know that what she saw wasn't what she thinks it is. I beg her to let me talk to Fay and I will then explain things. I tell Fay to shut up at one point and reach for Peppa's hand but she won't allow it, she picks up her stuff and quickly exits the room and I call after her.

My heart is beating so fast and anguish runs through me. I have messed up big time and I know I have hurt Peppa. I can only hope she will let me explain. I also know I have hurt Fay and I need to tell her things have changed. I turn to face Fay and see she is standing with both hands on her hips looking at me; hurt and confused, she speaks first.

“Who the hell was that? And what do you mean I don't mean anything to you? I thought we were friends Noah?”

I walk over to the sofa and slump down into it and pat the seat next to me for her to sit. When she does I turn my body to face her and say, “Fay you will always be my friend, and that was Peppa, the woman I'm in love with.” I run my hand down my face.

She does a double take. “The woman you're in love with?”

I let out a half-hearted laugh, “I know right? Who would have thought Noah, who can't commit to anyone, would fall in love. And I do love her Fay, she's the one.”

Fay stands and walk over to the window and looks out. “She's the one? Wow, Noah, I thought at one time maybe I...no, doesn't matter. I never thought I would see the day that you would want to settle down with one woman. I'm shocked.”

My mouth goes dry as I realized she was going to say she thought she could have been the one and my heart hurts a little, as I never felt that way about her. I walk over to her and take her hand in mine, “You’re shocked?! How do you think I feel? Fay, I love you as a friend, but it's never been anything more than that for me. I am sorry.”

She pulls her hand away and waves off what I told her. She walks over to the sofa she not long left and sits back down, “You're sorry? So, are you saying it's over?”

I take a seat back down by her and try to take her hand in mine again but she doesn't let me. “I'm really sorry Fay, but yes it's over. I don't want anyone else but her.”

The thought of wanting Juan too crosses my mind but Fay doesn't need to know that.

I see the hurt flash in her eyes but I know I need to say goodbye to her and I hope in time she will forgive me and be my friend again. There is a pause in the conversation until Fay stands and looks down at me. “Not much more to say is there Noah? I hope she is the one and she makes you happy. I should go.”

I stand too and all I find myself saying is sorry, yet again. She picks her things up and that’s when I remember the key. “Oh Shit, I feel bad asking but can I have the key to my house back please.” I don't look at her when I say this.

She searches her bag and opens my hand and puts the key in it. She doesn't say anything she walks out the room and out of my life.

I'm left standing there feeling numb. I know I did the right thing but, it's not nice hurting a friend. And now, I have to go and face the woman who I have hurt the most in all this, and I will do anything to make that hurt go away.

I make my way to Peppa's room and hope she will talk to me. I knock and ask if we can talk, but there is no answer, so I let myself in. I can see she is lying on the bed, so I go and sit on the end. She asks me WHY then I know she thinks I have cheated and I try and rein in my anger. I explain to Peppa who Fay is and what she meant to me. I lose my temper as there is nothing I say that will make Peppa trust me right now, so I left the room.

When I slammed the door shut I had to stand there and take deep breaths. I was hurt and angry and then I decided no, I wasn't going to walk away from this. I told her Fay meant nothing to me, that I had ended it. I told her I loved her and I was going to damn well prove it, so I turned back around opened the door and slammed it shut.

I noticed Peppa was now flat on her back which caused my dick to harden. I stalked my prey, I crawled on to the bed on all fours till my body was over hers and she was encased in my presence and I was ready to attack. We watched each other, and with the next words to come out of her mouth, I relax a bit. I close my eyes and open them to still find her watching me, so I lower my head then, kiss her and ask her to let me in. I deepen the kiss when she does.

She turns me on with the way she touches my body, so I grind my dick into her pussy letting her know how hard she makes me and she gasps. She smiles up at me and lets me know she is happy with it just being us and kisses me. I pull away from her again and ask her are we safe, as I know I don't have any condoms. I thank god when she says she is covered and I kiss her once more.

I start to feel the contours of her body with my hands and it drives me crazy with all the sounds she is making. She then pulls my shirt over my head and her hands roam my chest and I can see she is enjoying herself. She starts to unbutton my jeans, but I stop her. I know it will be quicker for me to get them off, so I get of the bed and she watches me and I watch her as she takes Juan T-shirt off.

My dick gets harder at the first look of her body. She is stunning, from her perfect tits, to her round hips and her wet pussy lips. I crawl back over her and she lays back down for me. I start to kiss her neck and it's not long before I’m sucking her nipples, which makes her jerk and causes me to groan and her to moan. I push her legs apart and find her sweet spot with my hand and put pressure on it and rub and she moans my name.

I make my way down to her pussy and we make eye contact. I smile and I take one slow long lick of her and it drives her wild. The next thing she does is grind herself hard into my face so I continue to lick and suck until she begs. I laugh and she groans another please out to me, but I make my way back up by licking a path to her mouth and I let her taste herself with a kiss.

I need to know what she wants. I need her to say the words, so I ask her to tell me and she does, she tells me she wants all of me. This woman has no idea she already does, but I show her anyway. But, she has a surprise of her own as she slowly starts to ride my dick. I try so hard to keep still and let her have her way, but when she thrusts down hard on me I lose it and I put one of her legs over my shoulder and I fuck her. It isn't long before I find her G spot as she twists and turns and moans out her pleasure.

I feel her tighten around my dick and I tell her to cum for me. And with the feel of her orgasm all around me it doesn’t take long for me to follow and I empty myself inside her while her name leaves my lips. It's not long after we fall asleep in each other’s arms. I don't know how long we are a sleep for, till a loud knocking wakes me up. I feel Peppa move and sit up so reach out for her and sit up myself.

Lara voice comes next asking where I am. I let Lara know I'm there which makes Peppa question why I did that. Lara voice comes again and she says she needs money I get off the bed and get dressed but my eyes never leave Peppa. I let Lara know I will meet her in the office and she shouts back something about fucking Peppa, but I ignore her and turn my focus back to the woman sitting naked on the bed.

I tell Peppa that I’m not hiding my feelings for her from anyone and I crawl back on the bed, take her face in my hands and kiss her. I tell her to get dressed and that I will make something to eat. She asks what time it is and says Monica should be here soon. Then I remember I didn't find out where she went this morning, but that thought soon disappeared as I watched her walk naked to the bathroom and I told her I could get used to seeing her every day that way.

When I shut the door and make my way to my office I can't help but smile to myself. I have had the best sex of my life with the woman I am in love with and I’m on cloud nine. But I’m soon brought down with a bump as I walk into my office to find Lara pacing. She looks at me and shakes her head, “I can't believe you, are you that desperate that you have to fuck Peppa? Noah you can do so much better than her.”

I put my hand up to stop her but she takes no notice. “You hated each other. When did this happen? Was it that Friday night in the pub? Something went on that night I know it did.”

I slam my hand down on my desk and through gritted teeth say, “Lara, I don't care what you think. I don't interfere with the men in your life, so stay the fuck out of mine. I'm in love with her Lara. That is all you need to know. Now, how much do you need?”

She looks at me in shock, “In love with her, how can you be in love with her? That makes no sense.”

I stand and give her a look that shuts her up. “Do you want this money or not?” She nods her head yes, “Ok then, Lara how much do you need?”

She rubs her hands together, “I need about a thousand, if possible.”

I stand there opened mouth, but I rein in what I want to say or I try to, “So, should I ask you what you need this money for? Or, should I respect your wishes and respect you and give it to?” I don't let her answer as I make my way to the safe, open it and take some money out. I throw it on the table and walk out the room before I do or say something I might regret later.

I head to the kitchen and open the cupboards to see what there is to make Peppa and myself. I decide on some pasta with cheese sauce. I find myself calming down after the confrontation with Lara and I like the idea of cooking for someone else, as it's usually only me.

I hear a few loud bangs to the front door. I go and answer it and find Monica standing there with a big smile on her face. Monica is a beautiful woman with her stunning brown eyes, dark skin and curly long black hair. She is the happiest woman I know, and she always has a smile on her face.

She lifts her hand and waves at me, “Hi Noah. I hope Peppa told you I was coming over?”

“Yes, she did. Come on through, I have pasta cooking so I need to get back quick before it burns.” I smile and make my way back to the kitchen. I hear her come in and shut the door and she follows me back to the kitchen.

As I stir the pasta, Monica takes a seat at the counter, “So, did Peppa do a little fashion show for you earlier? She brought some sexy underwear she couldn't wait to show off.”

I turn with a big smile on my face, “No, she didn't but I would have loved to have seen that. Do you think she will still show me if I ask?” I laugh as I turn back to the food.

Monica lets out a laugh too, “I don't think you would have much trouble twisting her arm especially if Juan is there too.”

I stop what I'm doing and turn to look at Monica with a raised eyebrow. “She told you?”

She nods her head, “Yes, I hope that’s ok? I promise to keep it to myself.”

I turn away again. “No, that’s fine. I’m glad she has someone to talk to about this. Can I ask a favour Monica?” I don't wait for her to answer. “If you go out with Peppa on your own again, can you please remind her to let me or Juan know? I’m a bit worried with the burglary and would like to know where she is.”

“Sure Noah, I can do that.”

I turn to thank her but then Peppa walks into the room and my breath is stolen from me. She looks beautiful in the red dress she is wearing. I give her a heated glare and I can see she has no bra on which brings my dick to life. She says something to Monica and I start to dish up our food.

Monica leaves us to eat and I start to feel a bit apprehensive, so I need to make sure everything is ok with us. So, I tell her that I meant every word I said earlier and she makes a comment about me hurting her again. But I don't get to answer that as Juan comes into the room and demands to know what I did and I ask him to let me explain. That’s when Peppa decides to leave us alone she kisses us both and tells us to behave. I have never been afraid of another man before but the emotion Juan is giving off puts me on guard and the hair on the back of my neck raises.

Juan turns to me and tells me to start explaining. I swallow my fear and I explain about Fay and I tell him that Peppa and I had sex, but that's when loud voices come from the lounge and Juan says the name, “Jacob.” We both rush into the other room to see what the hell is going on.

What I see makes my blood boil. I stand next to my woman to defend her honour and let Jacob have his say. I can see he is angry, but that doesn't give him the right to talk to Peppa that way. I make a move nearer to him after I tell him he disgusts me. This man was my friend, but his behaviour is sickening and I no longer want anything to do with him. I clench my fists and I step forward again. I want to beat the fuck out of him. I want him to suffer for the way he is making Peppa feel. But Peppa pulls me back, that’s when he lets her know about the black eye and I can see the sneer on his face. And right here, right now, I wish him dead, but I focus back on Peppa. I know after what happened earlier, she isn't going to be pleased.

Jacob leaves after some parting shots about sloppy seconds and that he will see me at work on Monday. I make a mental note to look at his contract to see if I can have the bastard sacked. I couldn't work with him anymore, not after this. Juan takes her into his arms and a shot of jealously runs through me. She asks why I didn't tell her about the black eye. I walk up behind her and try and put my arms around her but she shrugs me away and it hurts.

I ask if she will sit down and talk with me and that Juan could too if he wanted. I see her look at Juan and he mouths yes to her. She needs a drink, I don't blame her, I need one too. A conversation goes on about Monica heading to the basement with Cruz and to behave. I hear laughter but I don't feel like laughing.

Peppa takes her seat on the sofa and Juan sits between her legs, her hands stroke his hair and another shot of jealously hits me. I make a comment about the day not going as planned and then we go back to the Fay situation and why I didn't tell her about Jacob and the black eye.

I guess her insecurities start to show as she says that Juan or I can't promise her anything when it comes to women. And she's right we can't. What she says next breaks my heart, because she thinks it will be best to walk away before her heart gets broken. I want to take her in my arms but Juan does instead. I watch a tear roll down her cheek as he asks her is she ready to commit to us. And when she says she loves us both, my heart flutters but then breaks again when she asks us not to hurt her. I could never hurt her and that’s when Juan and I bring her into our arms and let her cry. I whisper to her that I won't walk away.