He stopped them all right, but he didn’t stop me. I had no idea what game they were playing, only that I didn’t plan to be a part of it.
I slammed my shoulder into Constans’ chest, thrust my blade in under his kidneys, pulled it out, readied for a second strike to make sure he was dead – and could not move my arm.
My right wrist was clamped in Geminus’ two hands. Moments later, someone caught my left hand, planted a nailed foot in the small of my back and cranked my arms back.
In a sudden, shearing agony, I heard my shoulders pop, and wondered if the ligaments were tearing. Then I felt both wrists roped and knew they had me alive, and could kill me as slowly as they wanted to; which would be very slowly indeed.
Unless I could make them kill me swiftly, now. I kicked out, hard, and caught a man in the balls; to this day I have no idea
who it was, but he was gone, anyway, doubled over and whining.
I grinned and kicked again and again, until my tied arms were hoisted up behind me, high, fast, hard.
I couldn’t move. My feet were barely touching the floor, all my weight was hanging on my arms, my shoulders exploded with a kind of pain I’d never known. I was retching with it, weeping, desperate.
I stopped trying to kick; there was no point and I needed to conserve my strength. I refused to give up hope until they nailed me to a plank and hoisted me higher than this, but I had to be clever about it. I was trying to see what was happening when someone wrenched my head up by my hair and Geminus came to stand in front of me.
Usually, in circumstances like this, the leader of the group would kick the life half out of the poor bugger they’d just caught, to teach him a lesson for having killed one of their people. But not this time.
Nothing happened. Nobody touched me.
Geminus, ever-steady, never-rash Geminus, said quietly, ‘You are working with Pantera. No – don’t start; we know everything and we don’t have time to listen to your denials. You are the bear-man who has been killing our Guards and you are also in league with Pantera. On both counts, you are an enemy of the state, and should be flogged to death. This will happen if we have to take you into custody now, although I imagine Lucius will want to question you in detail first.’
Of course he fucking would. I spat in Geminus’ face; you have to at times like that.
He didn’t flinch. Instead, as if we were taking wine together, or sharing a lazy bench in the baths, he said, ‘I am empowered to make you an offer. Work with us. Tell us everything we need to know about Pantera: what he is doing, who
his messengers are, whom he trusts and who trusts him. In return, we will give you your life. And that of the lady Jocasta. Refuse us, and you can watch her die before you do. It will not be swift.’
Jocasta? I was bent so far over I could see my knees and my arms were screaming pain from wrist to shoulder, but even so, at the sound of her name, I felt the colour flood from my face.
In a voice that was far from my own I said, ‘What do you mean, you will give me Jocasta’s life?’
‘If you work with us, she will not be touched.’
My guts were in turmoil. In the red mist in my mind, I could still see Pantera’s smile, hear his clear, acid voice, and the laughter in it. ‘I rather think Juvens and Geminus are before me in that queue, don’t you?’
Jocasta. Held by these men?
I must have said her name aloud.
Geminus smiled, amiably. ‘She is not in custody yet. Nor will she be if you walk away from here as our man. Moreover, the price will be removed from your head the day Vespasian dies, or otherwise relinquishes his claim to the throne. On that day, you will be free to live in Rome, and your lady with you. Naturally, if you refuse our offer, I cannot guarantee her safety. Lucius, as you know, is somewhat … impatient.’
I did know, and more than that, I knew the ways of the Guard. Lucius, Caecina, Valens … all of them were two-faced double-dealers you wouldn’t trust to sell a lame mule without lying, but they had sent Geminus to talk to me because everyone who was anyone knew that Geminus never lied. And so this was the truth; I had to treat it at face value.
I said, ‘Pantera has ordered me out of Rome. He came to me … earlier and told me to take a message to Ravenna. He thinks he can bring the marines on to Vespasian’s side. I am to
send him written reports of everything I do there. If I refuse, he’ll want a good reason.’
They weren’t expecting that. Geminus rolled the tip of his tongue round his teeth. He looked across at Juvens, who said nothing; I couldn’t see his face.
Geminus said, ‘You can write?’
‘Of course!’
‘Then you will go to Ravenna as Pantera has instructed. You will do everything he asks. But you will report to us every order he sends, every bribe he issues, every approach he makes. You will give us the names of his men and those who might become his men; above all, you will report all the detail of Antonius Primus as and when he reaches the port. If you do this, Jocasta will be permitted to walk free in Rome. Fail, and you will watch her die over many days. Lucius will do this. He has no pity.’
‘I know.’
‘Then you agree?’
‘For Jocasta’s sake.’
‘Good.’ He didn’t laugh; none of them did. He gave a small, tight smile, as at some inner jest. ‘It goes without saying,’ he said, ‘that this conversation never happened.’ And then to the men on either side: ‘Cut him loose.’
None too gently, they slit away the cords from my wrists, dropped me to the ground, and watched while I massaged the pain from my arms.
I said, ‘We’ll need to set up a route for my messages to you. We can’t use the silver-boys; they’re all in Pantera’s pay.’
‘All of them?’ Geminus swept a hand through his hair. ‘Hades … how much gold has he got?’
‘He doesn’t need gold. He used to be one of them. They’d sell their own mothers for him if they had them, and not charge him a penny.’
It turned out that Geminus already had a plan for exchanging
messages, and it didn’t involve the silver-boys. He laid it out in its elegant simplicity, and I added one small refinement of my own and that was it, we were done.
The men lined up ready to go. Geminus stood before me and saluted, officer to officer. ‘We feared you,’ he said. ‘There can be no greater respect. Do whatever Pantera asks of you, and report the results to us. Go safely.’
It hurt as much to return the salute as it had done when they hauled me up, but I managed it and the strange thing was that it felt good, and real and right, as if the unruly anarchy of all those nights spent hunting had been the illusion, not the other way round.
When I was young, they used to say that a man may run from the legions, but if he is truly a legionary, he will find that he cannot leave the army life behind. I thought I had escaped and now I found that I hadn’t, I couldn’t and I didn’t want to.
Otho’s shade gazed at me mournfully as I walked away. I renewed my oath to him, to honour his memory and see Vitellius dead, just that I had found a new way of doing it.
He shook his head.
Later
, I promised him,
All will be as you wanted it. Later.
Rome, the ides of September
AD
69
IT WAS A
challenge by then for the silver-boys to try to follow Pantera. Sometimes, he let them, and that night was one of those times; they followed him easily all the way from the Quirinal, where he’d accosted Trabo, across town to the House of the Lyre.
At the House, the door was guarded by Segoventos, a gigantic, much-scarred Belgic tribesman who could have been Drusus’ cousin but was, in fact, a failed gladiator I had bought for a good price only half a month before.
He wasn’t Drusus, by any means, but in the short time he had been with us he had learned how to be our doorman and he eyed this particular visitor with a cultivated air of suspicion.
Pantera bowed, hands to heart.
‘My name is Osiris. I have a meeting arranged with the gentleman Horus.’
‘Osiris. To see the gentleman Horus.’ Segoventos ran his tongue
around his teeth, found a gap, sucked at it. Presently, he rang a small silver bell and repeated this same to the silk-clad boy who appeared, listened and sprinted back into the incense-laden interior of the House.
Time passed, during which, as if manifest by the gods, a gold coin appeared on Pantera’s palm; evidence, perhaps, of his wealth, his discretion, his suitability for audience. Nevertheless, Sego was good to his training; he allowed a seemly length of time to pass before he took it, to show that he was the one doing the favour, not receiving it.
Presently, the boy returned, flushed and panting, and nodded to the Belgian, and then again, startled, to the white-robed stranger who had just handed him a silver coin.
‘Top floor,’ Sego said. ‘Last door in the corridor. Don’t go near the hound.’
‘There’s a hound?’ Pantera conveyed a degree of concern above the average. ‘Perhaps the boy could escort me … ?’
Segoventos rolled his eyes. But there had been gold, and might yet be more.
‘Marcus will escort you,’ he said, with false grace. ‘And he will not charge for it.’
This Marcus had darker hair than his namesake who owned the rooftops, but was otherwise cast from the same mould: fleet of foot, sly of hand, swift of mind and tongue – and the very soul of discretion. He led Pantera not up the nearer, easy stairs at the south-western corner of the atrium, but through the courtyard towards the set of more hidden stairs opposite, which, amongst other things, afforded his visitor an opportunity to study the garden on the way past; a garden much changed from the mornings. The House of the Lyre came to life at night, and now, in the mid-evening, that life was beginning to flourish.
The sun was going down, lancing long, lazy beams through open shutters, lighting the garden to amber green, wrapping soft
shadows around the dozen or so masked men and women who gathered amid the citrus boughs.
At this stage in the soirée, by deliberate design, it was impossible to tell who was client and who whore; all were impeccably dressed, jewelled and coiffed; all wore masks that offered anonymity; all talked in low tones, taking wine served by boys named Marcus to the tune of lyres played by girls named Julia.
There was gentle laughter, touching of hands, first hints of nipples that hardened to a look, first glimpse of calf, first meeting of eyes and minds.
Marcus led Pantera up the stairs to the first floor, where four fragrant young women in diaphanous silk gathered round a man who sported senatorial robes, tented out, just then, by his erection. Above the mask his greying hair grew thickly, with no hint of baldness.
Pantera, passing, barely gave him a glance. On the way to the second floor, he murmured to the boy, ‘Quinctillius Atticus?’
‘If you say so. He comes every night and never has less than three and never the same ones. He pays for each of them in gold.’
‘Amazing he has any left after the carp pool he made for the emperor.’
The open areas of the upper floors were empty, although the rhythmic thrust and murmur of intercourse spread from behind the walls where early clients – those with wives who insisted they attend dinner – were making the most of the cheaper rates.
On the top floor was silence. They reached the spur. Ahead was the corridor, and at the end of it the lilac door with the great hound outside.
Marcus stopped almost out of earshot of the door. Swiftly, he said, ‘Lucius never comes, but Domitian has been once, Vespasian’s son. He
wanted an older woman, tall, with raven hair, and got her to show him all the ways a man might pleasure a woman. He took no pleasure himself, but paid in gold when he left. They say he’s in love with the lady Jocasta.’
‘Who’s “they”?’
Marcus shrugged. ‘The slaves in the baths. The women who cut hair. The boys from the Palatine.’
‘Do they say where he gets his gold?’
‘From his father’s mistress.’
Pantera considered a moment, then more silver appeared on his palm. ‘And our friend? Has he had any visitors?’
I was ‘our friend’, yes. He must have known that Marcus was as loyal to me as he was to him, but he asked anyway, and Marcus answered with the truth as he knew it.
‘Three or four. One of them is a Guard. Tall with dark hair and sharp eyes. I don’t know his name.’
‘Find it before I come again.’
The boy skittered off down the stairs. Pantera cautiously advanced to where Cerberus awaited him. He stayed back out of reach and whistled until I opened the door and invited him in. For his sake, I left Cerberus outside.
I began to speak even before the door shut.
‘Drusus is close to Vitellius now; a personal guard as well as masseur. The emperor and his brother have begun to use him for those executions they dare not entrust to the Guard.’
‘You mean other Guards?’
‘Those, and highborn men who may be married into Guard families. He has killed two such in the last days. One was an instructor at a gladiator school. Fabius Longinus. The other was a merchant who ran a date-selling business on the Palatine. I don’t know his name. Lucius thought both of them were your men.’
‘And now he knows they weren’t.’
‘I hope so.’
I was nervous, and
trying not to show it. I led Pantera through to the farthest part of the room, beyond the curtain of pearl and ivory, beyond the vast, oceanic bed, on to the balcony. I had a garden there, smaller and more discreet than the one downstairs, where the clients paid a thousand sesterces a night to have their senses drawn to the tightest, finest pitch.
I said, ‘Lucius is obsessed with you. He talks incessantly to Vitellius about how he will outsmart you, outflank you, catch you and kill you slowly. He has prepared … you don’t want to know what he has prepared, truly, you don’t. He has men who are sending him messages from within both the fleets; Claudius Faventinus claims he has your trust, and hands over your messages as they arrive. Other men report from within the gladiator schools, and from close to you on the Quirinal.