Rubbed Raw (41 page)

“I love you, baby,” he breathed.

He rolled us so I was on top, and I smiled down at him. He loved watching my breasts bounce. I closed my eyes for a second and reached back to his thighs. I hoped he enjoyed it as much as Giovanni did. Then I opened my eyes so I could see him again. I slowly lifted up as high as I could and slid down.

He moaned loudly. “God, baby, it never felt like
that
before.”

I smiled and continued to ride him, wanting him to give him as much pleasure as he gave me. His back arched when I started to move a bit faster. Then he moaned even louder and writhed beneath me.

“Stop, or I’m gonna cum already.”

I smirked; glad it was working. I leaned back a little more and moaned, “Chad, oh God, Chad!” My own back arched as I directed his cock over just the right place.

Suddenly I felt Chad’s thumb against my clit. “This is so amazing,” he cried out as he massaged me.

“Yes, Chad,” he went faster. I chanted his name as we both added to my pending orgasm. Then I shouted, “Oh damn, Chad!”

“Crystal, baby!” Chad cried out and held my hips down to him. His cock swelled as I screamed in ecstasy, tensing around him tightly. “Oh, shit, that feels so good.” He gripped my waist while he came, powerfully. “I love you!”

“I love you, too,” I softly murmured as I relished Chad’s utter bliss. Then I closed my eyes, shocked at my own words. It had to have been just a slip of the tongue.

“That was incredible.” He sighed. “Baby, you OK?” He ran his hands down my thighs.

I nodded, not able to talk yet.

He got me down on my back again. “I came too fast. I gotta make it up to you.” He got up while I tried to catch my breath. My eyes drifted closed as I continued to feel aftershocks from the session.

Without warning, Chad thrust his still hard cock into me again. “Fuck!” I shouted as my hips pushed against his. I ground into him while I quivered like crazy inside.

“I love you so much. I gotta make this last. I’ll remember this night always.”

Soon, I ran my hands down his back as we moved together slowly. Within seconds, the rest of the world was forgotten once more. It was just Chad and I, and it felt different. I sighed with each stroke, unimaginable pleasure coursing through my veins.

“Baby, something’s different.” He closed his eyes and moaned. “Do you feel it?”

“Yeah,” my back arched. “God, Chad!” Each orgasm was even better than the last.

I rocked my hips side to side, wanting Chad to enjoy it even more. His head went back. “Uh, baby, I love that.”

He ground his hips into me, caressing my cervix with the head of his cock. I continued my hip movements, and it got even better. As he alternated shallow and deep thrusts, still at a slow pace, I clung to him, starting to lose control.

“Chad… Chad… oh God, Chad!” My back arched again as I trembled and tensed within feverishly. I felt the urge to tell him I loved him, but fought it.

He moaned as my pussy gripped his cock, hard. “Baby, please, I’m trying to give you… oh God that feels amazing.”

I forced my body to release him. I didn’t want him to cum yet either. It was the end to our affair. I had no choice but to give him up, forever. I closed my eyes and centered my attention on Chad’s massive cock driving in and out of my pussy. It felt so good and fit me so well. Tears fell as I looked up at Chad again.

“Baby… I feel your love again… I swear.” He took my hands in his and held them as he leaned on me. “Please tell me you love me. Just say it, please.”

I closed my eyes and tried to stop my tears, but they flowed faster. “I love you, Chad.”

“I love you too.” He kissed my lips and gasped as he pulled his cock out even further before slowly pushing back in. “Baby, this is better than ever before. Say it again, please.”

I squeezed his hands. “I love you, Chad.” My back arched, and I cried out, consumed by a surprise orgasm. I pushed my hips up to his and held his cock tight again.

“Yeah, baby, show me you love me. Give it to me.”

Soon I moaned as he went faster. He let me go and got up on his hands again. My mouth opened wide as his hips hit into me harder. I pushed my hands against the bed and lifted up to him as he came down hard a second time. He sighed as we continued that passionate rhythm, while I came several more times. Then we went faster and harder still, bringing on even stronger orgasms.

I was getting exhausted and hot. Chad’s sweat was dripping onto me, and we were both almost gasping for air. We had never had sex so intense. I looked up at him. His eyes were filled with love. I wondered what he saw in mine.

“I can’t keep holding it back, baby.” He gasped as I felt his body tensing. “God, baby… fuck, I love you!” He held me tightly, hips pressed against mine. “Oh, damn!”

His throbbing cock erupted, causing me to shudder within. I clawed at his back as the overwhelming feelings continued. “Chad… damn… I love you.”

We were drenched in sweat and clung to each other for what felt like forever. I couldn’t stop the tears. I didn’t want to let him go, not yet.

“Baby, it’s gonna be all right,” he whispered. “Don’t cry.”

I sniffled. “I don’t wanna leave yet.”

“Then don’t, baby. Let me hold you for a while.” He stroked my hair. “Thanks for doing that for me. I just needed you to say it as I made love to you. It was even more amazing than usual.”

After a while, Chad pulled out and lay on his side. When I turned to him and hugged him, he held me close. “He’ll know if you don’t take a shower.”

I nodded, knowing he was right. Then I slowly got up and made my way to the bathroom. After I was under the water, I heard Chad stripping off the condom.

“Do you need anything, baby?”

“I’m fine.”

With my eyes closed, I told myself that I had to get Chad out of my system. That was why I cheated on Giovanni for what felt like the hundredth time, right?

“Remember the first time we made love in the shower?” Chad whispered as he suddenly kissed my neck, below the ear. “It was my first time doing that.”

I sighed when he ran his fingers down my spine. “Mine too.”

“So many things you and I shared,” he breathed, lips brushing across my shoulders, “amazing memories, amazing sex and amazing feelings. No one’ll ever make me feel like you do.”

I turned around and looked up at him. “I’m sorry.”

“No. No more apologies.”

He ran his hands down my back, over my ass and grabbed my thighs, lifting me up fast. My back was soon against the wall then his lips covered mine. I clung to him, not ready for the end. Chad spread my legs apart more and slid his stiffening dick over my pussy.

“I just can’t get enough of you.” He nuzzled my neck. “I wanna make love to you all night long. I wanna give you a hundred orgasms. I wanna hear my name being called out and feel your pussy gripping my dick for hours. But, I promise; this is the last time.” He shoved his cock into me hard. “I’ll never forget how you feel, and I’m gonna remember how you taste till I die.” He kissed my mouth as he pushed and pulled.

I moaned, already feeling incredible. He could make me cum a hundred times, and I would still want more from him. “I won’t forget how you feel or taste either.”

Then the words stopped as his hips moved faster. He clutched me tighter and bored down deep within me, circling his hips.

“Chad… oh… God yes!” I clawed at his shoulders while shaking everywhere.

His thrusts changed after that, deep and fast. “I feel like I’m gonna fucking cum already. How do you do this to me?” He shut his eyes hard.

I cried out his name again, taken by a sudden orgasm. He looked down at me, his love shown right through. Then he gasped.

“Baby, I love you.”

“Chad… I…” Quickly, I turned away and pressed my lips together, fearing I would say it again.

He surprised me by nuzzling my neck. “I know you love me, and I know it’s not the same. It’s OK.” Then he moaned and squeezed my thighs.

I reached out and kissed his lips, needing to feel his love again. He hungrily pressed his body against mine and dominated my mouth with his tongue while his hips started to slam into mine. Soon I was crying out his name again, clawing at his shoulders with the intense feelings within.

Chad groaned as my nails dug into his arms. “Uh… uh… uh… oh God… Crystal!” He pulled out and held me to him. He gasped and grunted several times, not moving. “I’m still fucking cumming. Damn, baby.”

He soon got me to my feet and held my head to his chest. “I can’t believe we have to end this.”

“We have to.” Tears started rolling down my cheeks. “I’m gonna miss making love with you.”

He stroked my hair. “So will I.”

After recovering, we helped each other wash and got dressed soon after. Then we sat on the bed again. Before saying another word, I threw my arms around him and started to cry again.

“I know, baby.” He sniffled.

When we finally got to my apartment door, I kissed Chad good night on the lips. “This is the end, No more, no matter what.”

“I promise, baby.” He pulled me into his arms. “Tonight was the most incredible good-bye I could’ve imagined. Just remember, I’m always there for you.”

Slowly, I ran a hand over his shirt, feeling his chest muscles. “I am, too.” I kissed his lips softly and opened the door.

“I love you, my baby girl.”

“I love you too.”

Then I went inside and peeked in on Giovanni who looked to be sound asleep and smiled. After putting away the things I brought from Chad’s, I quietly walked to the bathroom. As I brushed my teeth, I could still smell him. When I took my blouse off, I realized it smelled like Chad’s cologne. I quickly stripped and jumped in the shower again.

The tour came to mind as I washed my hair. I closed my eyes and let those thoughts take over for a while, which allowed the thoughts of Chad to fade away. I imagined Giovanni and me sleeping on the front bench seat of his van. That turned into a vision of us fucking while Phil slept in the back.

By the time I was cleaning my body, I could almost feel Giovanni driving into me and heard Phil jacking off to it. I had to put my hands on the wall and bend over a bit while the real feeling illusion turned me on more than I expected.

All of a sudden, a cock quickly thrust into my pussy from behind. “Thinking of me?” Giovanni whispered.

“Yes!” I cried out, my insides bursting already, even with the slight soreness. My hands balled into fists as I quaked inside.

His hands rested on my hips as his moved fast. “You were fantasizing, huh?” He said, sounding out of breath already. “I wonder where we’ll do this on the tour.” Then he let out a soft moan.

I gasped loudly as he shoved into me harder. His pelvis slammed into my ass until I screamed. After that, he pulled my hips back some more and got in further. Then he went even faster.

“Come on, cum again!” He yelled after a few minutes had passed and got much rougher. I instantly screamed while my body shook. “That’s my girl.” Then he clutched my hips. “Uh!” He tensed and shuddered while his release shot out. As soon as he pulled out, he turned me around and held me close. “I love you so much.”

I clung to him while I still trembled inside. “I love you, too.” Chad was the furthest thing from my mind, thankfully.

I woke up the next morning, feeling wonderful and like everything had changed. Chad wasn’t invading my thoughts like he did so often. All I thought about was Giovanni and I getting married in February. It was almost as if I woke up from a dream.

After lying in bed for a little while, Giovanni ran a hand over my body as his morning wood pressed against my ass. “I missed you last night. I’m sorry if I surprised you in the shower.”

I reached my hand back and slid it over his body. Then I closed my eyes and smiled. “I tried not to wake you.”

“I didn’t mind. Did you have fun with Chad?”

I smiled as I thought about the night before, good-bye to my old life with him. “Yeah, thanks for letting me go alone.”

“I felt I had to prove I was done with the petty jealousy crap. Life’s too short to dwell on stuff.” He sighed. “I think you need to tell Chad to start dating, or he ain’t gonna do it.”

Laughing, I replied, “I did last night. He kinda said he’ll try.”

“Me and Chris’ve been trying to find him a girlfriend, but he keeps telling us they ain’t his type. I think he still wants one like you. I get why he won’t let go, you know. The day we started the band, you blew me away. Rosario thought I was nuts because I couldn’t stop talking about you.” He kissed my neck. “But, the next time I saw you, Chad was touching your face, and you had this incredible smile. I thought you just didn’t want us to know you were dating.”

I frowned. “I was so torn between you back then.”

“Glad you’re not anymore. Still wish I would’ve told you how I felt a long time ago.”

I turned over and caressed his cheek. “I love you, Giovanni. We gotta forget what we missed out on and keep making up for it.”

“Do you wanna start trying for a baby now, then?” He raised his eyebrows. “It could be fun, you know.”

I exhaled loudly. “I’m not ready. I don’t even know how to take care of a baby.”

“I do,” he assured me. “I used to babysit my cousins when they were younger.” He groaned. “Now might not be a good time anyway. I’d hate if you were uncomfortable the whole tour. We should wait till June or July, in case it happens right away. Then you wouldn’t start showing till we get back.”

I started getting nervous. “Uh, I’m not so sure.”

“My love, I’m sorry.” He kissed my lips. “You’re scared, aren’t you?”

I looked him in the eye. “Yes.”

“I’ll be there. I swear,” he promised. “I’ll do everything for you that you need me to. I’ll make it easy on you.” He slid a hand to my abdomen. “I just want this so much. I don’t even know why. But, if you’re too afraid, we can wait.”

A tear fell from my eye. I felt his love for me so strongly. “Thank you.”

He hugged me. “Please don’t ever feel you gotta do what I want. This is a partnership. We have to agree on things for them to work. Yeah, I want a baby now, but if you don’t, I’m not gonna make you go along with it. Do you wanna go on birth control pills, just in case?”