Sacrifice (8 page)

“
Everybody needs someone to talk to.” Her voice was once again calm and soothing. “I suggest we talk for a while. I think you need to let everything that you have kept bottled up inside for the past three years out.”

“
I’m a writer,” I objected. “I can vent on paper.”

“
But you have not been able to vent your emotions, especially those pertaining to David, have you?” She paused and put her notebook and pen down on a table beside her chair. “I read your novel, Painting Jenny. It was a very moving story, but that’s exactly what it was, Nicci, a piece of fiction. Having met you now I can see inklings of the main character, Jenny, in you, but there is a lot you left out of that book. I think the emotions that are holding you to David are also keeping you from committing to Dallas.”

“
So what do I do?” I asked, feeling even more confused and unsure of myself.

“
I can’t answer that question for you,” she conceded as she lowered her voice. “Perhaps I can help you to answer that question for yourself, but that is all I can do. You’re in charge of your destiny, Nicci. The road you decide to take is up to you. But just know that in the end almost everyone chooses wisely, even though it may not feel that way at the time. Life is the journey and not the destination. And together I know we are going to be able to work out those rough spots so you can get back out on the right road again. So just relax and enjoy the ride.”

***

Dallas was waiting in the car as soon as I stepped from the medical office building. We said little to each other on the ride home. I did not think it wise to tell him too much about my session with Dr. Appell because I knew it would only lead to another heated discussion about David. When we arrived back at the house, we found my father and Uncle Lance in the den by the bar.

“
What are you doing home so early from work, Dad?” I asked as I walked behind the bar and gave my father a peck on the cheek. “And why are you drinking at this hour?” I motioned to the glass he was holding.

My father held up his cocktail and frowned. “I needed an early break from the office.”

I nodded across the bar to my uncle seated on his stool. “You, on the other hand, never need an excuse to drink.”

“
I’ll drink to that.” My uncle held up his glass to me.

I laughed at my uncle and then turned back to my father. “So what happened that made you feel like you needed to take off early today?”

My father glanced uneasily about the room. “Just a bad day at the office.” He nodded at Dallas. “The usual for you?”

“
Yes, Bill, thanks,” Dallas said as he took the stool next to my uncle.

My uncle looked over at me and put his drink down on the bar. “So, Nic, how was the shrink?”

“
Lance!” my father shouted. “Could you please show some self-restraint? What happened between Nicci and the therapist is her business.”

“
Are you kidding me?” Uncle Lance shrugged at his brother. “You called me to come over here so that when they got home we could find out about the session with the shrink.” Uncle Lance picked up his drink. “Why go through all the song and dance. Just ask the kid how it went? You’re dying to know, Billy. That’s the real reason why you poured yourself the damned whiskey in the first place.”

I stared at my father. “Is this true?”

He turned to me and frowned. “I have been worried about you and, yes, I did want to know how your session went, but I didn’t want you to feel forced to tell me. I wanted you to volunteer the information.” He reached for a clean old fashioned glass from a rack behind the bar.

I gestured to my uncle. “And that’s why you called in the Grand Inquisitor to grill me so you wouldn’t have to do it?”

My father shook his head and then he picked up the bottle of Stolichnaya Vodka. “Lance is here for support. I was hoping for a more silent form of support, but since the subject is out in the open…how did it go?”

“
I liked her,” I said and waited for Dallas to make his inevitable retort, but he never said a word.

“
Well, you do seem a bit happier,” my father commented. He poured out a measure of vodka in the old fashioned glass and looked over at Dallas. “And what do you think?” he asked.

“
I don’t think that woman helped her,” he replied.

“
You weren’t there. She was supportive of me and I think she did help me,” I maintained as I watched my father add some soda and ice to the vodka.

“
Why don’t you think she helped Nicci?” My father asked. He placed Dallas’s cocktail on the bar.

Dallas picked up his drink. “She apparently just listened to Nicci talk.”

“
I thought that was the point of going to see a therapist,” I said sarcastically.

Uncle Lance turned to me. “What did you talk about?” he asked.

“
My guess is she talked about David,” Dallas coldly stated and then took a long sip from his cocktail.

“
Oh, I see.” My father folded his arms over his chest as he observed Dallas downing half the contents of his drink. “Is that what’s bothering you? And what were you expecting the therapist would do for Nicci?”

Dallas banged his glass down on the bar. “I just thought she would help us, I mean help Nicci, deal with our current issues, not her old ones.”

“
Welcome to the world of psychology,” Uncle Lance cried out and slapped Dallas on the back. “Where the past can, and usually does, jump up and bite you in the ass.” Uncle Lance peered over at me. “So what did the shrinkette suggest? Lobotomy or pills?”

I smirked at my uncle. “Very funny,” I replied. I reached for a clean old fashioned glass and walked down the bar to the small refrigerator located beside the sink. “She wants to see me again Monday morning at nine,” I told him as I took the orange juice out of the refrigerator.

“
So I guess that means we will be hanging around here for another week,” Dallas reasoned as he picked up his drink again. “While you work on resolving your past. Whatever in the hell that’s supposed to mean?” he muttered.

“
What?” I stared at Dallas. “But I thought you were going back to Connecticut without me,” I declared as I put the orange juice down on the bar.

“
Look, Dallas,” my father jumped in. “If you want to stay and help Nicci out, I say you stay and be here for her.”

“
He can’t stay!” Uncle Lance raised his voice. “He has to get back to Connecticut to finish building my boat!”

“
Jesus, Lance, would you stop thinking about yourself for one damn moment and think about Nicci. We need to be here for her.”

“
I am thinking about Nicci,” Uncle Lance argued. “I’m always thinking about Nicci. It just happens that at this particular moment I’m thinking about the seventy five thousand dollars I gave the boat builder here.” He pointed to Dallas.

“
I’ll write you a check,” my father quipped.

The ringing of my cell phone from my purse by the stairs distracted everyone for a moment.

“
Excuse me, boys. I’d better get that. It could be my publisher.” I walked around the bar and quickly exited the den.

I made my way down the hall to where I had left my purse by the grand walnut staircase. I pulled the ringing cell phone from my purse and checked the number on the display. But only the words “private number” flashed back at me.

“
Hello?”

“
Ah, my dear Nicci,” Simon La Roy’s high-pitched voice came emanating out from the phone. “So glad I caught you.”

“
Simon?” I felt every muscle in my body reflexively tighten.

“
I was wondering if you were free, Nicci?” Simon purred. “It’s time to go over that little job I discussed with you before. Are you still interested?”

Was I still interested? I thought of all that I had learned about David’s death and I knew I still had more questions than answers. If I was going to uncover the truth about what really happened to David, I was going to need Simon La Roy’s help. And I knew Simon well enough to realize that he would never consider helping me unless I gave him something he desperately needed.

“
Yes, Simon, I’m interested,” I asserted.

“
Very good. I’m at the Royal Orleans in the French Quarter. Suite 1056. Come in one hour.” He hung up without another word.

Simon La Roy was in New Orleans. Now I knew something big had to be up to make the little man leave his high-rise luxury apartment in New York City. A ripple of curiosity coursed through my body. I put my cell phone in my purse and turned to head back to the den. But what was I to tell Dallas and my father? I could not stomach any more confrontations with Dallas or worried glances from my father. I reasoned it was best not to say anything. I would make up a plausible lie to placate both men. Whatever lay ahead for me, I could not let anyone know of my intentions. I took a breath and walked confidently toward the den. I didn’t need anyone to protect me anymore. I could take care of myself.

Chapter
Six

“
Well, my dear Nicci.” Simon La Roy leaned against his silver handled cane as he dipped his head to me. “It has been too long.” He took my hand in his and gave it a firm squeeze.

Dressed in an expensive dark blue suit, the short, gray haired man welcomed me into his four-bedroom suite with a flourish of his hand.

“
I must admit I’m surprised to find you in New Orleans, Simon,” I said as I took in the richly decorated living room.

“
I travel when required by the job. And in this particular instance I needed to be here to evaluate the situation first hand.” Simon turned from me and faced a pair of chairs upholstered in a gold fleur de lis design. He motioned for me to take the chair next to his. “Sit,” he ordered in a gentle tone.

Leaning on his cane, he eased himself down into his chair. As Simon made himself comfortable, he let out a long breath. I walked over to the chair next to his and sat down. His small, dark eyes followed my every move.

“
I am rather surprised you agreed to meet with me. From everything I was told, you and Dallas are supposedly very happy together.”

I had dealt enough with Simon La Roy in the past to know when I was being baited. He was looking for a weakness in my armor, but I was not going to let him find even the smallest crack.

“
We are happy together,” I confirmed as I met his gaze. “But my relationship with Dallas has got nothing to do with why I’m here. I’m a writer, Simon, and I need experiences to inspire my creativity,” I firmly stated.

“
How eloquently put.” Simon eyed the silver cane handle resting against his chair. “So I am to be your library of experiences, if you will.”

I nodded. “Exactly. Your tempting offer intrigued me. I always thought working for you would be exciting. And it would give me the opportunity to break away from my mundane existence in Connecticut.”

Simon shook his head. “I must admit I find your disclosure rather unbelievable. I never figured you to be the kind of woman who wanted a life filled with intrigue. You always struck me more as the stay at home type; living a safe life with a good man at your side while pursuing your career as a writer.”

I raised my head proudly. “What makes you think you know me at all, Simon? People are probably the most unpredictable element on the face of the planet. As unstable as nitroglycerin and—”

“
Just as explosive,” Simon added, finishing my words for me. “All right, Nicci. The fact of the matter is…” He rose from his chair, leaning on his cane as he stood. “I have a particular situation for which you would be extremely well suited.” He walked over to an oak desk in the corner of the living room. The top was littered with papers and what looked like a small pile of manila folders. “I have a client that has asked for help with a little problem,” Simon explained as he picked up one of the manila folders on top of the desk. “Over the past few months, several forgeries have made their way onto the art market. No one can actually prove these paintings are fakes but the works have been unknown prior to now. The artist died a few years ago, making the actual authenticity difficult to prove. These forgeries have all been traced back to one local dealer. A man named Gregory Caston.” He came over to my side and handed me the folder.

I took the folder from his hand and opened it.

“
He deals in modern art and antiques. He has been an art lover all of his life and takes a great deal of pride in his reputation as a purveyor of fine art,” Simon went on. “Mr. Caston comes from money, has been well educated, appreciates the finer things in life, and is an astute business man. His grandfather started a steel company that is now run by his older brother, Ted. Gregory Caston has galleries in New York, Dallas, and one right here in New Orleans.”

Inside the folder there was nothing but a few photographs. The first one that caught my eye was of a tall, older man in his mid-fifties with brown hair, deep-set brown eyes, and a delicate, almost aquiline looking profile.

I glimpsed up from the picture. “How fortuitous for both of us that Mr. Caston has a gallery in my hometown,” I said with a smile.

Simon returned to his chair. “Mr. Caston is also a huge fan of David’s work. He is known for his fondness for everything Jenny. Suffice it to say the man is obsessed with…well, you.”

“
Now I can see why you thought I was well suited for this.” I glanced back down at the collection of photographs in my hand. In one photo there was a slender, auburn haired woman on Gregory Caston’s arm. I noticed the woman bore a striking resemblance to me.