SAVAGE LOVE (A Back Down Devil MC Romance Novel) (27 page)

“
Jesus,
”
Ella said as she stood up.
“
You did that
…”

“
I
was bringing you this,
”
Miller said.

He brought his hand out of his
pocket and opened it. Right there in the center of his palm was a diamond ring.

“
What?
”
Ella asked.

“
I
was going to ask you to marry me,
”
Miller said.
“
I wanted you
all to myself for the rest of my life.
”

Ella put her hand over Miller
’
s palm. With her other hand, she
touched his face.
“
You
still can. I
’
m right here.
Right where I belong, Miller. And I know what has to happen. I know it
’
s going to be hard. Crazy. A
fucking mess. But I don
’
t
care if the world is on fire. If I
’
m
with you, it
’
s worth everything.
”

Miller moved at Ella, kissing her.
He set her body on fire hotter than any fire in a fireplace could possibly do.
She curled her fingers at his hand and forced Miller to drop the diamond ring.
She then took his hand and put it to her breast.

“
Take
me,
”
she whispered with her
mouth touching Miller
’
s.
“
Just fucking take me.
”

Now. And forever.

twenty-three.

Miller lost his damn mind when Ella
whispered into his mouth.

He had her half naked, his hands
moving faster than they ever had before to get a woman naked. As his fingers
opened her bra, he brought them around and touched her beautiful chest. He held
her breasts in his hands, his thumbs flicking across her nipples, making her
jump and groan.

“
Panties
off,
”
he growled at her.

Ella slipped her hands to her hips
and slid her panties down.

Now she was fully naked before him.
Just the way he wanted her. His hands moved down her warm, smooth body.
Trailing along her skin, memorizing everything he possibly could about her. His
left hand slipped around to her ass, his right hand going down and cutting
between her legs. He curled two fingers and felt Ella
’
s soft, hot pussy. She was wet and ready for him
already. As he sank two fingers into her, she moved to her toes and leaned
forward, kissing his neck.

Her teeth grazed his neck.
“
Fuck, Miller.
”

“
That
’
s right,
”
Miller said.
“
Fuck
me.
”

Her hands then touched his jeans.
She tore them open and pulled at them, wanting his cock. He loved that goddamn
feeling. The way she dropped his jeans enough just to get to his dick. Her
small hand trying to hold tight around his thick shaft.

Miller kicked off his boots and
felt his jeans fall the rest of the way down his body. Ella
’
s hand stroked him fully hard,
squeezing tight at the tip of his dick. She turned her hand and stroked him
back down to the root of his cock. Then her hand let him go and went up his
shirt.

Miller let Ella take his shirt and
leather cut off his body.

Now they were both naked.

Miller pressed his thumb to Ella
’
s tender clit and she cried out.

“
Good
girl,
”
Miller whispered.
“
Come for me right now.
”

Miller dug his fingers deeper into
her body. He pressed harder with his thumb against her nub, not letting up on
any of the pressure. Miller gripped her ass tighter and kept her close to his
body, keeping his cock between his belly and hers.

“
Oh,
fucking hell,
”
Ella
groaned.
“
I
’
m right there
…”

“
Go.
Now.
”

Ella put her head back and let out
a cry. Miller felt the throbbing gush against his touch. He then walked at
Ella, forcing her back to the bed. He took his hands from her, leaving Ella to
grab for him. He pushed her down to the bed and climbed on top of her. He
grabbed his cock with one hand and pressed it right to Ella
’
s pussy. She was wet, throbbing,
and ready to accept him.

One hard thrust sent Miller deep
into Ella. He held there for a few seconds as his mouth tasted her neck. As he
moved down her chest, he started to love her. Hard thrusts that were slow. So
slow that Miller felt every beautiful inch of the inside of her body. His mouth
moved over her left breast and he engulfed her. He sucked at her hard, leaving
her whimpering. Her hands dug at the back of his head.

Miller was stuck between making
love to Ella and going fucking wild at her. He pulled away from her breast and
moved to the other one. His hand cupped under her breast and he squeezed,
wanting a taste like he had before. Nothing happened this time but Miller
stayed right with her, suckling, tongue swirling around her nipple.

He then put both hands to her ass
and lifted her off the bed. Miller climbed further on the bed, resting Ella
’
s head on a pillow. His hungry
mouth then went for her mouth, kissing her like he
’
d never get a chance again. Miller couldn
’
t remember the first last kiss
they had the first time, but if this one now was going to be a last time, he
’
d never forget it.

Thrusting at her body, feeling her
sheathing him, squeezing at him, Miller sped up as the urge to come became too
great to hold back. He plunged deep into Ella and let his cock go. Her hands grabbed
at his ass, clawing and holding him in place as he released into her deep core.

They wildly kissed long after
Miller finished. So much that Miller started to fuck her again a few minutes
later. His cock didn
’
t lose
much hardness and Ella was far from drying up on him.

He made love to her again, their
bodies tight together, sweating. The second time was softer, slower, him truly
loving her body. They ended up coming together in an embrace when Miller
finished a second time.

Then Ella took him by the face.
“
Sleep with me tonight.
”

“
I
just did,
”
Miller said.
“
Twice, darling.
”

“
You
know what I mean. Go get Beck. Sleep in this bed. The three of us. This
…
family
…”

Miller couldn
’
t stand the word
family
still because of the punch to the heart it gave him.

He dressed and scooped Beck off the
floor.

Miller sat up and watched Ella and
Beck. His left hand touched Ella
’
s
shoulder. His right hand rested to Beck
’
s
side. He rubbed both and watched them fall asleep.

Family.

Christ, it was really starting to
feel like that.

And the thing about family
…
just like MC
…
any decent man would die for
his family.

Miller snuck out of bed and went to
the living room and watched the embers glowing in the fireplace.

He called Gaige.

“
Give
me an update.
”

“
Jerry
came back and trashed the bar,
”
Gaige said.
“
Smashed some
walls looking for guns. Prospects didn
’
t
say a thing. He
’
s sending
out all his men to look for us.
”

“
Okay,
”
Miller said.
“
Blaine?
”

“
Lawyer
is on it. He could hold him overnight though.
”

“
I
’
m sure Blaine could survive the
night. Do you have Emily?
”

“
She
’
s with me,
”
Gaige said.
“
We
’
re
good. But how long can we do this?
”

“
It
ends tomorrow,
”
Miller
said.
“
I have Ella and Beck
settled. I want you and Blaine up here. Work your way however. Wait for Blaine to get out. Then I
’
m going right
into town and ending it. Giving myself up and just going for him.
”

“
Jesus,
Miller.
”

“
I
have no choice. I
’
m the
President, brother. I
’
m not
going to let him do this
…
we
’
re all hiding. Waiting.
Worried. We don
’
t live like
that. But we have more to lose than ever before.
”

“
I
won
’
t argue with what you
need to do,
”
Gaige said.
“
Just think about everything.
”

“
Just
get your ass up here tomorrow.
”

Miller ended the call.

He walked to the front of the cabin
and opened the door. It was pitch black out there. It was dangerous out there.
Frelen was definitely under attack now. Jerry needed to die. And if that meant
Miller had to go down, so be it. The MC would rally together for Ella and Beck.
Gaige would take the President
’
s
patch. Blaine would become VP. Then they
’
d
all take care of Ella and Beck. And maybe someday someone would be man enough
to take care of Ella for the rest of her life.

But there would be no more danger
for her or Beck. And that
’
s
all that really mattered.

Miller shut the door and returned
to the bedroom. Ella was on her side, arm around Beck. Beck was on his back,
head turned to one side, lost in the world whatever the hell babies dreamed
about. Miller leaned down and kissed Beck
’
s
forehead.

He then sat on the floor and
reached under the bed. He had three shotguns ready to go. Miller put his head
against the side of the bed and shut his eyes.

He opened his eyes to the sound of
baby noises. There was light in the bedroom. He hurried to his feet and looked
around the room.

Everything was normal.

It was morning. Too damn early to
be up this early. But there was Beck, grabbing at his feet. He rolled to his
belly and popped up, going for the edge of the bed. He reached one hand off the
bed and Miller scooped him up.

“
Daredevil,
”
Miller said.
“
Good morning.
”

Ella stirred and sat up fast.
“
Where
…
what
…”

“
Good
morning to you,
”
Miller
said.

“
Is
Beck okay?
”

“
He
’
s fine. He was trying to climb
off the bed.
”

Ella blinked fast.
“
Oh, jeez. He
’
s too fast  now.
”

“
He
’
s fine.
”

“
Did
you sleep last night?
”

“
I
’
m fine.
”

Ella got out of the bed. Her hair
was a mess. A sexy mess. From sleep and sex.

She went right to Miller and Beck.
She kissed Beck first, then Miller. Beck was quick to dive into his mother
’
s arms, looking for breakfast,
obviously.

“
I
have to admit,
”
Miller
said.
“
I
’
m a little jealous that the kid
gets to go for it whenever he
’
s
hungry.
”

“
The
difference
…
if I let you do
that, Miller, it would be all day, every day.
”

Miller grinned.
“
Good point.
”

The cabin was a little cool. Ella
shivered as she sat on the couch. She started to nurse the baby and Miller
built a fire. He used the last of the wood to get a small fire started.

“
I
’
ll be back in a second,
”
he said.
“
I
’
m
going to get some more firewood from around back. Then I
’
ll cook something for breakfast.
”

“
Grilled
cheese?
”
Ella asked.

“
If
that
’
s what you want.
”

Miller left the cabin and walked
around back. The first thing he noticed was the pile of firewood spread across
the ground. He didn
’
t
remember it looking like that last night. Cautiously approaching the wood,
Miller reached for his gun.

There was no gun.

“
Ah,
fuck,
”
he growled.

He left his gun in cabin, in the
bedroom.

Luckily there was no sign of a bear
or something digging around. For all knew, he probably knocked the pile over
last night trying to grab some wood.

Miller stacked the wood back up and
then filled his arms. He walked around the other side of the cabin, keeping his
eyes open and ready. Today was the day it all happened. Ella wouldn
’
t know a thing until it was all
over. She would spend the day in the comfort of the cabin. In front of a fire,
with her son, and just wait.

When Miller got to the front porch,
the front door was wide open. On the second step was a pacifier.

Beck
’
s pacifier.

That
’
s
when Miller heard a scream. He dropped the firewood and jumped forward. A gun
went off and a hot pain went through his right shoulder, sending him spinning
and falling to the ground.

“
Miller!
”
Ella
’
s voice cried.
“
Help!
”

It was all going down.

Right. Fucking. Now.