Authors: Catrin Collier
âBut we wouldn't get fresh air. All prisoners' days are sad. None of us can go where we want, or do as we wish, but as prisons go this one is not as bad as some.'
âYou have been in other prisons?' she asked in surprise.
âNot as a prisoner, but as a visiting medic when I worked as an army doctor in India. I visited a military prison there once a week.'
Sergeant Greening walked across the garden with the colonel who was the longest-serving and highest-ranking British officer in the camp, and as such had been unanimously elected commander of the British POWs. John rose to his feet and saluted.
âAt ease, Mason. Mind if I join you?'
âNot at all, sir. You're welcome to join us for our Turkish lesson. Sergeant Greening and I would welcome a new fellow pupil.'
âI'm grateful you've seen fit to learn the lingo, Mason. But it's beyond my capability. Language sounds like monkey gibberish to me.' The colonel lowered himself carefully on to the end of the bench. He knew and John knew he had yet to recover from the ill effects of the fever he'd picked up on the march from Kut.
âThe commandant just came to see me. He asked if I'd have any objection to the Turks sending prisoners here from other camps for medical treatment.'
âBritish prisoners, sir?'
âHe did say there might be a few French and Russians as well, but mostly British.'
âWhat was your answer, sir?'
âNo objections whatsoever provided they give us the accommodation, equipment, medics, and orderlies we needed to treat them.' He nodded to the nearest house outside the wire. âHe said he'd look into requisitioning that place.'
âProvided we have the rooms, drugs, and equipment, sir, I'd welcome the work.'
âThought you'd say that which is why I told him yes. Although he did warn that finding more POW medics to assist you might be a problem.'
âTownshend allowed too many of our doctors to go downstream with the wounded when he surrendered Kut.' John nodded when Rebeka offered him and the colonel tea.
âTownshend made a great number of mistakes when he surrendered Kut. That was one of many and not the worst.' The colonel took the glass Rebeka handed him.
âThe fact that he wants us to treat prisoners suggests that there are other POW camps within easy travelling distance of this place, sir,' John commented.
âIt does. He also said that given the isolated nature of the countryside around here, the distance from the sea, and how far we are from any densely populated areas or railway lines, there's talk among the higher echelons of the Turkish command of giving all British POWs greater freedom.'
âIn exchange for what, sir?'
The colonel hesitated then looked John in the eye. âSigned guarantees from every officer and orderly that we won't try to escape.'
John fell silent.
âSo, my suspicions are correct, there are plans afoot in the camp?'
âI've already said I won't leave Turkey while any of our men remain in captivity and need medical care, sir.'
âSo I can rely on you to sign the guarantee and stay put, Mason. I wouldn't expect any the less of you. But you've avoided answering my question.'
âI know nothing about any escape plans, sir.'
âAnd you've probably taken care to know nothing about the subject.'
âI'm busy in the hospital, sir. I spend practically every waking hour here. I have no time left for gossip.'
âI understand you. Be so kind as to pass down a warning from me. If anyone does manage to get out of this place, they've a long trek in front of them. The chances of any one of us, even the fittest â and heaven only knows there are few in here who can be described as even moderately healthy â walking to Russia, or reaching the coast, stealing a boat, and sailing to Cyprus are not good. Just ask anyone with thoughts running in either if those directions one question. Are they prepared to risk every man they leave behind being punished for what will undoubtedly turn into a foolhardy and failed attempt to gain their freedom?'
âI'll see that your message is passed on to all the officers and orderlies, sir.'
âI suppose I can't ask any more of you.'
âBefore you go, sir, is there any more news on the situation of the Armenians?' John glanced at Rebeka. âI would hate to lose either of my nurses.'
âThe last time I spoke to the commandant about them was shortly after your arrival. I told him what you told me, that you found their nursing services invaluable. He hasn't mentioned their presence here since, neither have I. Least said, least thought of, but I have noticed that the little girl, Hasmik, isn't it?'
âIt is, sir.' John confirmed.
âHas become something of a favourite both with our men and the Turks. She adds a touch of humanity and home to this foul situation of ours.' The colonel rose awkwardly to his feet and leaned heavily on his cane.
âYou should rest, sir,' John advised.
âIf I rested any more I'd be dead, Mason. See you at the chess club this evening?'
âIf I'm not needed here, sir.'
âHope you're not. You're the only decent player we have.'
âOne day I may even beat you, sir.'
John looked at Greening after the colonel had left to walk back to the officers' quarters. âYou have some people you need to talk to urgently, Greening?'
âI do, sir.'
âPass on the colonel's message in it's entirely.'
âI will, sir.'
âDo you think Mrs Gulbenkian, Hasmik, and I will be able to stay here with you until the end of the war, Major Mason?' Rebeka asked after Greening had followed the colonel.
âI hope so. We had mail again yesterday. I've been meaning to ask, has Mrs Gulbenkian heard from her cousin in America yet?'
âNo, sir, but she's sure she will, and when she does he'll send her money for passage to America for her and Hasmik.'
Rebeka felt the side of the small brass teapot. It was still warm so she refilled John's glass and poured a tea for herself.
âWe've never really talked about your family, or Mrs Gulbenkian's. You don't have to now, but this war can't last forever and we all need to make plans for when it's over.'
âWhere will you go, sir?'
âBack to my country I hope.'
âTo work as a doctor?'
âWith my father if he'll have me.' He began to tell her about Stouthall, the house he'd grown up in, and of his family, the clinic his father ran, how he'd like to turn his father's hospital into a facility that catered for the men who'd become sick as a result of the wounds and injuries they'd sustained in the war. Then he realised, yet again she'd turned the subject away from herself.
âWhat about your home and your family?' he asked. âWill you return to your home town at the end of the war?'
She shook her head. âMrs Gulbenkian and I have talked about it, but all our people are dead. Not just our families but our neighbours. Everyone we knew.'
âAre you sure?'
âAll except Mariam, the sister I told you about.'
âBut you have Mrs Gulbenkian and Hasmik.' John shivered. âI'm cold.'
âSo am I, but I warned you it was freezing outside, sir.'
âSo you did.' He finished his tea, loaded the tray and led the way into the kitchen that served the hospital. Most of their food was cooked in the building that housed the junior officers and carried over to them but they used their small kitchen to make tea and toast bread.
She took the tray from him. He sat on the bench next to the stove, and held his hands out to the warmth.
âDon't tell anyone this,' she looked over her shoulder before shutting the door, âbut Hasmik is not Mrs Gulbenkian's daughter.'
âThen why would Mrs Gulbenkian say she is?'
âShe didn't, really. I think you men just assumed Hasmik was Mrs Gulbenkian's daughter.”
John thought about what Rebeka had said. âYou're probably right, but that doesn't explain why Mrs Gulbenkian would want us to believe that she's Hasmik's mother.'
Because all they have left from the old life is each other.'
âAnd you?'
She sat opposite him. âMrs Gulbenkian was our neighbour. Her husband was murdered along with my father, my brother-in-law, and all the other men in the town. She had no children and because she had only herself to worry about, she stood up to the gendarmes who force marched us into the desert. Hasmik's mother was the butcher's wife. When they killed her and Hasmik's sisters Mrs Gulbenkian held out her arms to Hasmik. None of the rest of us dared. Hasmik ran to her and Mrs Gulbenkian has taken care of her ever since.'
âThe only one of your family you've spoken about is your sister Mariam who was taken by the tribesmen. What happened to the others?'
She looked down at the floor and began to talk, and once she started she couldn't stop. John sat beside the stove and listened as she recounted the horrors. How Mehmet, a common criminal that the Turks had made a gendarme and placed in a position of power over the Armenians, had tried to drag Veronika away from her mother, Mariam, Anusha, and her in the church, and how Mehmet had shot and killed Veronika and her mother when her mother had protested.
âAfter Mehmet killed my mother he pointed his rifle at Mariam and me. Anusha went with him to save us. Only Anusha returned to us in the morning. The gendarmes took Veronika and my mother's bodies in the night. I saw them lying next to those of my aunts when we were marched out the next morning. They were all naked and covered in blood. After the gendarmes finished using them, they killed all the women and girls who'd tried to fight them. Like my aunts had fought.'
âWhat happened to your sister Anusha?'
âShe threw herself in the river when she could no longer bear to be used by Mehmet. She was shot before she drowned.' Rebeka raised her eyes to John's. âThe guards used all the women, except the very old. Some of the children like Hasmik escaped sometimes because the older women hid them in the dark. They covered them with their skirts. But they didn't always escape, and before the Arabs found us they used Hasmik. You know the guards used me too ⦠they ⦠they â¦'
She broke down, sank beside him on the bench and sobbed. Harsh, rasping sounds that tore from her throat and lungs. John slipped his arm around her.
âWhat they did to you was disgusting and unforgiveable, Rebeka.' He pulled a clean bandage from his pocket and handed it to her.
She took it wiped her eyes and straightened her thin shoulders. âI should have found the strength to kill myself as Anusha did. Or at least fight back like Veronika â¦'
âYou would have been killed, Rebeka, and life is precious.'
âNot my life, not after what the gendarmes did to me. They shamed me in the eyes of the world.'
âThey shamed themselves, not you. You are better than them. You found the strength to survive. You have your whole life ahead of you.'
âA life without family, or work â¦'
âYou have all the work you can do here and more. As for family. You have good friends. Mrs Gulbenkian, Hasmik, me and every man you have nursed here.'
âThey don't know what I am.'
âYes they do. They know you are a good, kind woman.'
âThey don't know what the Turks did to me.'
âWhat the Turks did to you is not who you are, Rebeka,' he said emphatically. âWhen the war is over you can leave here and go anywhere in the world. You'll make a new and wonderful life for yourself. You're bright, intelligent, speak three languages, Turkish, Armenian, and English â¦'
âI speak French as well. My father insisted we all learn.' The memory brought a smile to her face.
He took the damp scrap of bandage from her. âWhatever brought that smile to your face keep thinking about it, you're beautiful when you smile.'
âIt was one of my memories from my memory table. My father sitting in his chair next to the fire on a winter's evening trying to make my sisters and I converse in French when we only wanted to speak Armenian.'
âYour memory table?' He asked quizzically.
âIt was something my grandmother gave all us girls. She told us that we should imagine our dining table set out with memories. Only the best and the happiest ones, and whenever we were unhappy we should take a memory, hold it close, and remember it until we were sad again. Then we should exchange it for another.'
He pulled her close. âThat is a lovely idea. Can I borrow it? Not your memories, but the idea for the table. I have some wonderful ones to set out on mine.'
âWhat kind of memories?' she asked.
âMy home, growing up with my brother, sister, and cousins. Of drunken nights spent celebrating being a medical student in London.'
âOf a girl.'
He smiled. âThere were many girls.'
âNo one special.'
âOne, but she left me a long time ago.'
âI can't believe any woman would leave you. You're so kind.'
âIt's not easy being married to a doctor or a soldier, especially in wartime, and I'm both.'
âYou have no children?'
He shook his head. âWere there young children in your family?'
âMariam was the youngest and she was five. There was no time for Anusha and Ruben, they had only been married a few months but already my mother and his were nagging them to produce grandchildren.'
There was a knock at the door. John moved his arm from around Rebeka's shoulders. âThis is a kitchen, no need to knock.'
âYes, sir,' Dira looked around the door.
âIs there a problem?'
âLieutenant Bowditch's abscess just burst.'
âThank you, Dira. Nothing like a burst abscess to stop a man thinking of home.' John turned to Rebeka. âWant to help?'
âIt's time I made tea for the patients.'