Secret Weapon (17 page)

He licked her slit, loving her sweet womanly taste, then drove his tongue into her. She sucked in a breath. He leaned back and simply stared at her lovely pussy, then glided his thumbs over the folds at the front, drawing them apart until he could see her little clit. He dabbed his tongue against it, then flicked from side to side. Her breathing accelerated and she grasped his head, her fingers raking through his hair.

He licked her clit, then drew back. He didn’t want her to come yet.

He glanced along the couch. Both Liam and Derek had huge erections towering from their jeans.

“I think we should all get naked.” Derek stood up and dropped his jeans to the floor. He kicked them aside, then started unfastening his shirt buttons.

Liam stood up and shed his clothes, too. Janine watched the naked male chests with hunger. Sloan stood up and undressed, then sat down again.

“Janine, I want you to tease each of our cocks with your wet little pussy, but don’t make any of us come.”

Janine smiled and walked toward Liam on the other end of the couch. She undulated her body toward him in a seductive rhythm, then wrapped her hand around his erection as she pressed her breasts close to his face. He licked a nipple and she moaned in appreciation. She rested her knees on the couch, on either side of his thighs, and pressed his cockhead to her slick opening. Slowly, she lowered herself onto him, his shaft disappearing inside her. Her gaze locked on Liam’s and she smiled as she glided up and down on him for a few strokes. She stood up, then moved to Derek. She undulated in front of him, too, then offered him a breast. A moment later, she pressed his cockhead to her slit and lowered onto it, just as she had with Liam.

Sloan couldn’t stop watching that tower of flesh impale her. Then she stepped away from Derek and stood in front of Sloan. Her hips swayed toward him then away several times. She offered him a breast and he covered her nipple, then sucked lightly. She stifled a gasp, then her warm hand wrapped around his aching cock. When her hot wet slit pressed against his tip, he almost moaned aloud. She lowered herself onto him, her tight sheath squeezing him.

He groaned as she took him completely inside her. She captured his gaze and he stared into her topaz eyes as she raised her body, abandoning his hard shaft to the cold air, then lowered herself again. After three strokes, he was afraid he’d explode inside her, but steely determination held him back.

Knowing she would pull away any second, he grasped her hips and held her tight against him, his raging cock twitching inside her.

“Are you ready to be fucked?” he asked her.

She stared deep into his eyes. “Yes.” Her voice sounded breathy, stoking his need.

“I want to watch two men fucking you. Do you want both Liam and Derek to fuck you now? To feel both their big cocks inside you at the same time?”

She nodded, her eyes gleaming.

He wrapped his hand around her head and drew her face to his. Her soft lips parted and he captured her mouth, gliding his tongue inside her warmth. As her tongue danced with his, his heart ached. He loved this woman, would do anything to win her heart.

His cock, still embedded in the warmth of her sweet body, throbbed. He released her lips, barely able to stand any more of this intense intimacy without exploding inside her.

*   *   *

Janine stared into Sloan’s blue gaze as he gently stroked her cheek. She could barely believe he had just instructed her to have sex with both Liam and Derek while he watched. He’d certainly come a long way, but … did she believe him? Deep inside, she was sure he was just acting the way he knew she wanted him to act to make her happy. If he was willing to go this far for her, it was impossible to deny how much she meant to him—how devoted he was to her.

She found herself lost in his adoring gaze. God, it was so clear he loved her, and that warmed her heart, at the same time as it terrified her. She did
not
want to hurt him. But she didn’t want to
be
hurt, either. Not that Sloan would ever hurt her intentionally, but if they got into a deeper relationship would she eventually feel trapped? Grow to resent him? Would they wind up in a messy breakup that would destroy the closeness they now shared?

Despite the fact that she’d sought some breathing room in Kenora—and a chance to explore herself and grow as a person—she’d always wondered if someday, she’d go home to L.A. and to Sloan.

Sloan was all she had left of her brother, and if she lost Sloan, she would be totally alone. All the friends or sexual relationships in the world could not give her the same feeling of being truly loved and cherished as she’d had with Ben. And with Sloan.

But now that she and Sloan were pushing their relationship so far past their previous boundaries, she was deeply uncertain about taking such a huge risk.

She drew herself up, his gigantic cock stroking her passage as he glided free, sending quivers through her. She stood up on shaky legs and gazed at the other men. Liam smiled at her and she stepped toward him. She climbed onto his lap. He cupped her cheeks and drew her face forward. He nibbled her lower lip, then captured her mouth in a kiss. The tip of his tongue nudged at her lips and she opened, then he glided inside. She stroked his tongue as he explored her mouth. The kiss was so sweet and tender she felt her heart melt. Was it because her feelings were so raw from her encounter with Sloan, or was there something special about this man? But she’d felt it last time she’d been with him, too. Confused and uncertain, she pressed his cock to her slick opening and lowered herself onto him. His big cock didn’t stretch her as much as Sloan’s did, but it felt delightful gliding into her all the same. Once she was fully impaled, she leaned back and arched her breasts forward, Liam’s hand flat against her back, giving her support. Derek, sitting beside Liam, stroked her breasts, then nipped one lightly. She sucked in air at the sharp pang of pleasure, thrusting her pelvis tight against Liam, driving his cock deeper. She lifted her body up and down on his cock, stroking him inside her.

Derek picked up a bottle from the side table and slathered some lubricant onto his cock until it glistened, then stood up and positioned himself behind her. Totally aware of Sloan watching her, she arched her back, raising her behind toward Derek. She felt sexy and desired.

Derek cupped her buttocks, drawing them apart, and his slick cock pressed against her opening. At the continued pressure of his cockhead pushing into her, and Liam’s cock buried deep inside her, her arousal spiraled upward. She glanced toward Sloan and the intense hunger in his eyes jolted through her. Her gaze locked with his as Derek continued to fill her. The two men squeezed her tight between their bodies. She couldn’t tear her gaze from Sloan’s.

Derek wrapped his hands around her hips and drew her back with him, gliding Liam’s cock inside her. Then Derek pushed forward. When he pulled back again, he continued farther, so his cock dragged along her back opening, stroking her insides at the same time as Liam’s cock stroked her front passage. Then Derek drove forward again, driving Liam deep into her, too.

She tugged her gaze from Sloan’s intense blue eyes and clung to Liam’s shoulder. He smiled at her as Derek drew back again. Liam pivoted his pelvis forward, thrusting deeply into her. Derek drove forward, too, and she moaned at the intense sensation of both hard cocks filling her so fully.

The two men found a rhythm, stroking her insides as they thrust into her again and again. Intense pleasure washed through her, electrifying every cell in her body until her skin prickled with excitement. She gasped as they both drove deep again, then moaned as blissful sensations danced through her entire body. Her consciousness flared, blasting to heaven as her senses exploded in ecstasy. She wailed as the orgasm washed over her.

Both men stiffened and groaned. She could feel their cocks pulsing inside her.

She slumped against Liam’s chest, her head on his shoulder. He stroked her hair back as Derek gently drew his wilted cock from her, then kissed her cheek. She breathed in deeply, relaxing against the steady thump of Liam’s heart against her ear.

She opened her eyes and connected with Sloan’s hot, hungry gaze.

“That was incredible to watch,” Sloan said.

She couldn’t stand lying there watching his hand glide up and down on his huge cock. Despite the incredible experience she’d just shared with Liam and Derek, she had a hunger for Sloan she just couldn’t deny.

As she eased away from Liam, he cupped her cheek and captured her lips in a sweet, tender kiss again. She gazed into his eyes and saw a warmth that touched her heart.

Was there a chance she could find with Liam what she could never have with Sloan?

She returned his sweet kiss, then drew her lips free and stood up.

She cupped her breasts as she shifted to face Sloan.

“What would you like now, Master?”

A slow smile spread across his face. “I’m sure you know very well what I want.”

He dragged her onto his lap. Her slit pressed against the length of his thick cock as he took her lips in a passionate kiss. She moved on him, gliding along his long shaft. God, she wanted him inside her.

Sensing her need, he shifted her until his cockhead pushed against her opening. She nearly fainted from pleasure as his enormous cock drove into her. He wrapped her legs around him and cupped her butt as he stood up. Their lips locked in a passionate kiss as he walked across the room, then she felt the wall against her back. Sloan drew away and thrust into her again, driving her against the wall. He kept on thrusting, like a piston filling her again and again. She clung to his shoulders and wailed as his immense cock, driving deeper and faster inside her, propelled her to incredible heights of pleasure. She clenched around him, gasping at the intensely joyful sensations throbbing through her. As he erupted inside her with a groan, she flew into ecstasy.

When she finally caught her breath again, she dropped her head against his shoulder. God, but the man could fuck her.

But more, this intimate closeness with him … his cock deep inside her, his arms around her, felt …
right
.

And that thought scared the life out of her.

*   *   *

“I just don’t know.” Janine propped her elbow on the table and leaned her chin on her hand as she stared at a woman in a canoe paddling along the river beside the café. “Why does life have to be so complicated?”

“What’s complicated about it?” Derek asked.

Janine had asked him to meet her at their favorite little café along the river. They loved to come here and talk about what was going on in their lives as they watched people pass by.

“Sloan.”

He raised an eyebrow. “Sloan doesn’t seem too complicated to me. He’s head over heels for you. That’s plain to see. Don’t tell me you haven’t figured it out yet.”

She pursed her lips. “I know. That’s why I should never have agreed to get involved with him.”

“Well, from what you told me about him, I wouldn’t have thought your style of dating would appeal to him, but you’ve got to give him credit. He’s coping quite well.”

She banged her hand on the table. “But that’s just it. I don’t want a man who just ‘copes’ with my life. I want one who embraces it.”

“What does that mean, exactly?” he asked.

She gazed at him. “Well,
you
know. You do it.”

“But I’m not in love with you like Sloan is.”

She sipped her white wine spritzer and gazed at the glittering river again.

“Tell me, Janine. Do you plan on getting married someday?”

“Married? Well, sure.”

“And kids? The whole thing?”

Kids? She hadn’t really thought about it consciously, but she knew deep inside she’d always wanted to have them.

“What are you getting at, Derek?”

“Just … how do you expect to meet a guy who’s really serious about you, who might be interested in getting to know you well enough to actually make a lifetime commitment, if you won’t give him the chance to get close? If he’s constantly having to compete with other men … If he can never feel he’s a special part of your life…” Derek shrugged.

“I think the right guy won’t be intimidated by other men. He’ll get to know me and we’ll move it to the next level.”

“How?”

She shrugged. “I don’t know. It’ll just happen.”

“And what is the next level? Does that mean you’ll make a commitment to that one man and drop the others?”

Her hand wrapped around her glass as she shifted in her chair. “I don’t know, exactly. I guess I’ll figure that out when the time comes.”

“Don’t look now, but I think the time has come. Sloan is definitely ready to move to that next level you’re talking about, whatever that is, exactly.” Derek leaned toward her. “Are you in love with him?”

She shook her head. “It doesn’t matter. Love isn’t enough.” Her fingers clenched around her glass. “Love shouldn’t require a person to be someone they’re not. I have to be who I am, and I can’t change for Sloan.”

It wasn’t just about her sex life. It was about her being a free spirit who liked to push the limits. She couldn’t live in a safe little box like Sloan would have her do. To live within other people’s constraining views of the world.

“That’s true. You do have to be who you are. I’m not denying that.”

She gazed at Derek in frustration. “Why does the world expect a woman to commit to just one man to find happiness?” She sipped her wine, then frowned. “And why can’t I be satisfied with one person when the rest of the world is perfectly happy that way? Why can’t I be satisfied with normal, everyday sex? It would sure make life a lot easier.”

He shrugged. “That’s traditional thinking, but you’re not traditional. You don’t have to follow other people’s rules. You just need to stay true to yourself and make sure you’re with a man who’s compatible.”

She rested her cheek on her hand. “I just want to find a way that Sloan and I can both be happy. Unfortunately, I don’t think we can do that together.”