Shapeshifter (4 page)

During the introductions that followed, Sive discovered she was the only female singer—there was a pair of sisters who played flute and harp, and two male singers— and the only artist not from the west. The young man who had caught her eye was Elatha, a poet from a sidhe on the ocean’s edge, in the rocky, wild country that thrust out like fingers from the southwest corner of the Island. As they were leaving, Sive managed to put herself in the arched doorway at the same time as him.

“You’ve come a long way,” he said.

“Aye,” she agreed. “And so have you, to be sure.”

“Yet my sidhe is within Bodb’s realm, while yours is not. Not to malign your talents, which I am sure are marvellous, but I wonder what led our king to invite you.”

She glanced up, looking for a slight, but the dark eyes showed only friendly curiosity.

“Ah, well. There’s a family connection.”

Elatha pointed to the right, where several of the artists were ambling through a small door that led outdoors. Bright sunshine spilled onto the flagstones each time it opened.

“There is a delightful garden out there. Shall we take a look, and you can tell me more about your family ties?”

Elatha held out his arm, and Sive took it.

It was a perfect golden autumn day, and the garden was a sprawling delight. Sunny banks of flowers, herbs and fruit trees gradually gave way to cool shaded pathways. At last they emerged onto a long strand edging the lake. Someone had thoughtfully provided benches to rest on.

“I would love to live by the water,” Sive said. “I am drawn to it like a salmon.”

“This is not water, but only a mucky pond,” Elatha teased. “You should live where I do. There is water everywhere.”

“I have hardly ever seen the ocean,” Sive confessed.

“How can that be?” He feigned astonishment. “Have you no ocean in the east?”

“Only on the coast, where I, sadly, do not live.”

“Yes, and speaking of where you live”—Elatha gave Sive a little nudge with his elbow—“what are these connections of yours?”

“Do you know Daireann?”

“Oh yes.” Did she imagine it, or were his eyes suddenly guarded? “Everybody knows Daireann.”

“I am her half-sister. We have the same mother.”

There was no mistaking it. Subtly, but definitely, Elatha straightened up so that the space between them became politely formal. “You are Daireann’s sister?”

“
Half
-sister,” she corrected. And then, throwing both caution and etiquette to the winds, she said, “Don’t worry, I am nothing like her!”

Elatha burst into surprised laughter. He was really very lovely when he laughed, white teeth gleaming and curls blowing in the wind.

“Is that a promise?” he asked.

“Yes, but…do you have something against her?”

“Oh…” He sighed. “One of my brothers had a bit of a romance with her once. Perhaps it’s enough to say it went badly and ended worse.”

“It is,” Sive agreed. “And for my part, perhaps it’s enough to say she’s making me sleep on a heap of cushions when there are beds aplenty.”

Another chuckle. Black eyes dancing with mischief. “Ah, now. I thought you looked something on the tired side at our little meeting, and the revels not yet begun!”

SIVE GAVE HER FIRST performance that night, and when she was done there were many wanting to meet her. Still it was Elatha she looked for, the color rising to her cheeks when she saw him in the crowd, her heart tripping into a glad canter when he made his way over to her. He was full of gentle teasing and merry laughter, and when the night’s official pleasures came to an end, she was happy to join him once more on the moonlit paths of Bodb’s garden.

She returned to her room late, braced for Daireann’s scolding, but her half-sister was not there. Probably doing the same as myself, Sive thought. She did her best to pat her pillows into something resembling a mattress. With so many men to court, perhaps Daireann would be this late every night, and Sive’s own romance would escape her notice.

THE NEXT MORNING, Daireann was not there, her bed unslept in. One of her women made a surprising offer.

“You might just as well sleep in her bed from now on, and leave that awful contraption,” she said. “We’ll not see my lady for a while yet.”

“Why not?”

“Hasn’t she set her sights on some son of the Gael? It’s all we’ve heard for days. On and on about this Finn mac Cumhail and his mighty feats. She’s off to the mortal world to woo him.”

The woman bent over to gather up Daireann’s gown, left in a heap on the floor. “I almost feel sorry for him, whoever he is,” she offered. “They say mortal men can’t resist our women.”

“DO YOU KNOW much of the mortal world?” Sive asked Elatha that afternoon. He had just recited the Battle of Tailltin for Bodb’s guests, telling of the final battle between the Gaels and the children of Danu. Sive had never really thought about the world they had lost or the people who had taken their place. The invaders must have been mighty warriors indeed, she supposed, hampered as they were with their frail lives and feeble magic skills, to have conquered her ancestors.

“A little,” he said. “Is it a history lesson you’re looking for? I’d have thought we’d done enough of that for now.” And he picked up one of her shining plaits in both hands and ran his cheek down its coppery length. “This, now. This is a treasure to inspire poetry.”

Sive dimpled at his words but kept hold of the thread of her thought.

“I was wondering if you had heard of a man named Finn mac Cumhail.”

Elatha looked up from his explorations, his face bright with enthusiasm. “Finn? Of course. That is a man deserving of fame in any world.”

The dark eyebrows drew together and he dropped her braid.

“What is your interest, exactly? If you’re asking me to sing the praises of my rival, I won’t do it!”

“My sister is after courting him.” Sive had a momentary qualm—did Daireann intend to keep that a secret?—and shrugged it off. Family loyalty between her and Daireann was a weak bond at best.

Suspicion crinkled into amusement. “Ah. My best to him. Well then, what did you want to know?”

“Anything. I’ve never heard of him before now.”

“Have you not? And he your neighbor! His dun is practically next door to you, on the Hill of Almhuin.”

Sive shrugged, embarrassed to discover her own ignorance. She knew, of course, that the mortal world existed like a shadow of their own, and that there were places where the enchanted veil between them could be drawn back and passed through. But she had never done it, nor even wondered much about it. It gave her a funny feeling to think that the hills so familiar to her existed in another world, where an entirely different people built entirely different settlements.

“He leads the Fianna, a warrior troop that answers only to the High King of Eire,” Elatha continued. “Mighty fighters to a man, they are. But Finn—he is different. The blood of our people runs in his veins, for one thing, for his mother, Muirne, is half-sister to Lugh of the Long Hand. And he is farseeing for a mortal; they say he has tasted the Nuts of Wisdom.” Elatha laughed. “Perhaps the Nuts of Wisdom will gird him against your sister.”

FIVE

T
he next two days passed in a whirl of feasting, music and the most delightful flirtation. Sive had never been courted so ardently and certainly not by a man so pleasing. Elatha, like her, had most of the day free while Bodb and his chieftains conducted their business, and he made it clear he wished to spend as much of it as possible at Sive’s side. By the time evening fell and it was time for her to sing, she felt half-drunk with the heady wine of first love, and she knew her voice was more powerful and moving than ever before.

On the fourth day of Bodb’s gathering, Sive sang at the midday meal. It was a smaller crowd, as Bodb had taken many of his guests hunting on the bare grassy mountains and deep valleys of his land. Elatha had been brought along to witness their feats and adventures and recount them that evening. “It is one of the duties of the poets, to sing the praises of their hosts and guests,” Elatha had said resignedly. “But tomorrow is our day!” They had been delighted to learn they both had the last day of the gathering free and had planned a long ride into the countryside together.

As she had been taught, Sive swept her gaze around the room as she sang, including all the audience in her song. Many of the faces were familiar to her now, but it was a new face that caught her eyes in passing and held them fast. Though years had passed since their first meeting, Sive recognized him instantly.

Far Doirche. The searching, greedy way he stared at her made her voice catch and falter on its note. She was trapped in his green eyes, eyes bright and hard as emeralds, and the hair rose up on her neck as she realized she could not pull her gaze from his.

With rising panic, she struggled both to keep the song flowing from her lips and to free herself from Far’s hold. When at last, with a gentle smile, he released her, it took all of her will not to run from the room. She finished her pieces, but it was a poor performance, for the confusion and fear would not leave her. How had he done that to her— and why?

A meal in the same room as him was more than she could face. Sive waved a quick thanks and hurried from the hall, heading straight for the refuge of her chamber.

“…IGNORANT, RUDE , dim-witted, coarse-tongued, ill-made…”

Sive had closed the chamber door before realizing that Daireann was back and in a full-blown temper. Her half-sister struggled out of her travel-stained clothing as she cursed, while three of her women stood by in cautious silence.

With a cry of anger Daireann balled up cloak and gown together and hurled them at the fireplace. Reaching for the clean gown one woman offered wordlessly, she registered Sive’s presence at last and rounded on her.

“Who gave you leave—oh, it’s you. Wonderful.” She sighed, control returning by degree. “Take my advice, Sive. Don’t believe those stories of the high deeds of mortal men. If I am just after meeting one of the best, they are all stupid and boorish beyond telling!” Two spots of color burned high on Daireann’s cheeks as her anger threatened to flare up again.

Sive tried to gather her frayed wits as she edged over to the settle. Evidently Daireann had been unsuccessful in her pursuit.

The same woman who had offered Daireann’s bed to Sive worked up her courage and spoke.

“But my lady, you are so beautiful. Surely he could not fail to be captivated. Is it possible he did not understand what you offered?”

Daireann was mollified enough by the flattery to answer. “He said he would stay by his men.” She sniffed. “His precious Fianna. I told him he could bed down with them too, then, since they outweighed any woman in his heart.”

A bitter smile curved her lips. “And then I put him under a spell to make him curse and insult his men so offensively that there will be no Fianna remaining for him to lead!”

She flounced her head, bringing Sive once again into her vision. Daireann’s anger faded as she took a long, appraising look.

“What’s the matter with you? You’re pale as milk. Are you ill?”

Sive shook her head.

“What, then?”

Now Sive wished she had claimed illness, for Daireann would not rest until she pulled out the whole story. On the other hand, she might know something about Far Doirche.

“A man in the audience frightened me,” she confessed. How childish that sounded.

Evidently Daireann thought so too, for she burst into tinkly laughter, her own troubles forgotten.

“Dear, dear, little sister. Are you not a bit old to be afraid of men?”

Sive could not summon a smile to meet the teasing. “Daireann, his name is Far Doirche, and when he looked at me, I could not pull my eyes away no matter how I tried. Do you know of him?”

“Far Doirche! He is here?” Daireann was serious now. “There are many who avoid him and those who speak against him, but that is because he is a druid of tremendous power. Of course there will be detractors and jealous resentments.”

“But Daireann, what does he want with me?”

“You?” Sive’s sister shrugged. “I doubt he wants anything. I expect he was merely amusing himself.”

Daireann went into the adjoining room to stand before the long copper mirror, frowning before her image.

“Too dark,” she said to her women. “I’ll fade into the walls in this. Bring me the new red silk.”

BY THE TIME BODB and his men came clattering and shouting back to the dun with a couple of deer and a boar strung onto poles and, from the sounds of them, a head start on the night’s drinking, Sive had convinced herself that Daireann was right. Or perhaps Far Doirche remembered how she had fed his servant, and had held her that way to warn her against interfering again. Well, she would heed his warning, if that’s what it was, and stay well out his way until it was time to return home.

Still, she wished she could see Elatha. He would be closeted away until nightfall, feverishly composing his lay, and Sive would have to be content with the memory of his kisses and sweet words. He had already promised to visit her soon in Sidhe Ochta Cleitigh. Perhaps then he would speak to her father about a match.

DAIREANN COMMANDEERED her for dinner, and for once Sive was glad of her sister’s company. She did not want to risk finding herself seated beside the green-eyed druid.

When Elatha stood up to recite the day’s adventures, the cheering was rowdy and boisterous, quite different from the quiet respect given to his histories and love tales. Sive felt the color flush into her cheeks just from the sight of him and hoped Daireann was not watching too closely. He looked a little nervous, she thought, and no wonder: this was not only an artistic challenge but also a politically sensitive exercise. His lay was masterful, though, giving all the most important guests their moment to shine and with a subtle emphasis on Bodb Dearg’s prowess and generosity. He makes it sound like skewering a pig is a heroic feat, thought Sive. That was unfair, she supposed: wild boars really were dangerous, quite capable of killing a dog or a man. But her time as a deer had given her a new perspective on the hunt, and she could not help but think the boar’s spirited defence against a host of armed enemies the more courageous.