Shattered Hart (29 page)

“That’s fine.  I came with Delilah, so you need to tell her that I’m leaving.”

After quickly telling Delilah that we are leaving, I place my hand on Brooke’s back and guide her out of the bar. 

After
I’ve got
ten
her settled in to the passenger seat of my car, I get in to the driver’s seat and drive us toward my house.  As nervous as I am that she won’t listen to me, I feel better than I have in weeks just having her next to me.
  Once again I mentally berate myself.  What the fuck was I thinking pushing her away?

I’m all nervous energy as I park in my driveway. 
My future, our future, hinges on what happens when we talk.  I pray that it goes well, because I don’t think I can handle any more time without her.

Walking around to her side of the car, I open the door for her and then walk alongside her until we get to my front door and we have to separate so that I can unlock it.

Flicking on the lights, I gesture for her sit on the couch. Once she’s chosen where to sit, I waste no time in taking the spot right next to her.  I’m past done being away from her, and I need to be close.  I’m encouraged by the flush that spreads across her cheeks.

“Brooke, the apology I owe you is huge.  I thought I was doing something honorable, something that would save you from me.  I was scared sweetheart.  I need you to know that when you walked in to the kitchen that night, I had already decided to pull the plug on the lie.  I knew I was wrong, and I was going to tell you that.  But then the shit hit the fan and it was too late.”

Brooke fidgets, looking anywhere but at me for a moment as she takes that all in.  Finally she says, “You’re saying that you didn’t do all that because you didn’t want me?  Because it felt to me like you chose to do that because I was some kind a nuisance to you.  All you ever had to do was tell me you didn’t feel the same way and never would.”

“What? No! Hell no Brooke.  That wasn’t it at all.  Didn’t you hear anything I said to you that night before you stomped out of the room?  I did it because I wanted you
too much
.  You’re all I’ve thought about since the first night we met.  I wanted to protect you.
  It was misguided and stupid, and I’ve paid the price for that tenfold.”

I can’t believe it, but she seems seriously stunned by what I’ve just said. 

“You’ve really wanted me since that first night?”

Oh Christ, the flare
in
her eyes as she says that is my undoing.  Pulling her towards me, I growl, “
G
od yes sweetheart.  More than you can ever know.
  You were mine from the moment I saw you, even though I was terrified to admit it.
  I only ever pushed you away because I know I’ll never be right for you.
”

The look of wonder on her face touches my heart.

“Oh Damien, how have you never realized that you’re the
only
person who is right for me?  You’re the only man I want.  You’ve been such a damn fool.”

I could cry a thousand tears over her and it wouldn’t be enough to express how thankful I am that my angel is letting me back in.
She’s everything to me, the only person
who will ever be right for me
either.

The time has come for action.  Angling closer to her, I pull her in to me.  Cupping the back of her head in my hand, I plunder her mouth with my tongue.

My girl tastes so good that it makes my heart flutter in my chest like a thousand little fireflies. She’
s got the soul of an angel, but her mouth
… its
sin personified, and the effect on me is deeper than anything I’ve ever known.

Pulling back, I run my thumb across her lower lip as her lust filled eyes stare back in to mine.

“I want you Br
ooke.  I want to make you mine, to make us official.
Will you make love with me?”

Smiling
shyly
at me, she nods. 

That’s all the encouragement I need.  Standing from the couch, I pull her up and then swing her in to my arms, setting off for my bedroom.

Sliding
Brooke down on to the bed, I
lean over to
click on my bedside lamp.
  My eyes devour her as I remove my shoes, socks, pants and shirt before joining her on the bed.

I make quick work of removing her heels, skirt and top, growling when I see how enticing she looks in her matching
silk bra and panties.  Be calm is what
I tell myself, even as my cock twitches in my briefs.

Framing her exquisite face with my hands, I claim her mouth in a kiss. 
I pour my heart and soul in
to it
, wanting her to understand with both my words and my actions that I am hers.  Each stroke, lick, suck and slide of my tongue is g
iven to her as a promise
. 

The butterflies in my stomach are back, my heart beating to a rhythm as old as time.  I am possessed by her, body and soul. 
In this moment,
I surrender myself completely,
letting go of my fear and
taking the leap of faith.
  Anything for Brooke, for us, is worth it. 

Running my hands down her sides, I grab her by the hips and lift her in to my straining cock, grinding against her gently. 

Breaking away from the kiss, Brooke gasps.  “Damien!”

No one has ever gotten through to me the way Brooke does
, and she does it
just
with
the sound of my name
on her lips
. 

I began my journey of her body slowly, taking everything in on my way.  I intended to leave not even an inch o
f her untouched.  Tonight, I am
marking her as mine. 

Licking her collar bone
, I gently nip at her neck
as I remove her bra
.  I am rewarded with her soft moan of pleasure and the feeling of her hands in my hair as she holds my head.  God she’s fucking sexy.

This first time is one hundred percent for her, and I mean to make her so hot that she will be out of her mind with pleasure by the time I have to break her hymen.  My goal is to have her feel as little pain as possible.

I kiss and lick her shoulders, inner elbows, wrists and fingers, loving the little gasps
, pleas
and words of encouragement that fall from her lips.  Her nipples cry out for attention, and I turn my focus to the beautiful pink tips. 

I swirl my tongue over each of her pebbled nipples over and over, sucking first one and then the other in to my mouth as my hands massage her breasts.  I am rewarded by a loud moan as Brooke holds my head tighter and starts chanting,
“Damien, Damien, god yes
” over and over as she dissolves under me in her first orgasm of the night.

As
she comes down from the high of that orgasm, I continue my journey down her body.  I lick and suck her belly button, her inner and outer thighs, the front and backs of her knees and her ankles before I start licking and rubbing her feet.
I feel her
sighs and moans of pleasure
in every cell of my body
.

Running
my tongue between her toes,
I suck
each one in to my mouth
as
Brooke writhes on the bed
in ecstasy
.  The scent of her arousal fogs my brain, the view of the damp spot that is spreading on her panties almost more than I can stand.

Laying her feet down on the bed, I spread her legs apart and pull her panties down one slow inch at a time. 

Brooke’s head thrashes back and forth under the bed as she starts to beg, “Damien! I need… I need.
You! I need you.”

“I need you too baby.  So much that it scares the fuck out of me.”

Once I’ve got her panties off, I waste no time in lowering
my head to her glistening sex.
I can feel the heat radiating off of her in waves.  I start by working her gently with my fingers, sliding around easily in her slick heat.  She’s so primed that it takes almost nothing to set her off, and when I gently pinch her clit, she cums again.

Impossibly
,
my pulse accelerates more as I see more arousal drip out of her passage.  Gently, so gently, I spread her lips with my fingers and start tonguing her liquid heat. 

“
Oh yes Damien!
T
hat’s
so
good.”

I hum and nod my head in agreement as I continue my gentle exploration of her.  Spreading her lips wider, I set to flicking the hood of her clit gently but quickly, groaning
when
she cums on my tongue, shouting my name as she fists her hands in my hair.

My cock screams for me to take her, but I want to make her cum one more time before I take her virginity.

Picking up the pace of my tongue, I make quicker and quicker passes around her clit while I slide two fingers in to her tight heat. 

The sound of her soaking sex clutching around my fingers is like a sirens song to my dick.  I can’t wait to get inside of her, to feel this heat with my cock. 

I speed up my penetration of her with my fingers, driving her toward the peak.  “I’m going to cum,” she shrieks, and just like that, she slides in to another orgasm. 

Standing from the bed, I take off my black briefs.  The sound of her little gasp causes the
tip of my cock to weep
pre cum. 

Straddling her on the bed, I claim her mouth with mine again.  Sliding a hand down between us, I take the tip of my cock and start sliding it up and down, from her clit to
her opening over and over again.

“I’m about to make you mine Brooke.
Mine
. 
Are you ready?”

Sliding her hands down to my ass, she grips me and arches against me.  “I want you to take me Damien, but when you do, you’re mine too.  Be very sure this time, because I won’t give you up after this.”

Growling
low in my throat I
look her dead in the eye and
say
, “
You’ll
never
have to give me up. 
I’m yours sweetheart.  I’ve been yours this whole time.
I’ve been a fool, but even then, I was your fool honey.”

With that, I slide my cock in to her dripping wet channel.  Even with all the work I’ve done, she’s still so tight, and I groan in ecstasy as her tiny cunt clamps down on my cock.  “Oh fuck Brooke.  Fuck.  Don’t do that baby,
or
I won’t last!”

Spreading her legs wider and pulling my ass in to her harder she yells, “Take me Damien.  Take me now!”

Sliding my hand down between us, I
rub
her clit.  “I’
m going to take you
Brooke.
If someone ran through this room yelling fire, I wouldn’
t care.
  There is nothing on earth more important than being with you.
”

There is no way to avoid the pain, but doing it quickly will help her.  Pul
ling back, I lock eyes with her
, and she nods her understanding
. 
In perfect
unison
, with both say “now
” as
I thrust forward.

Her cry halt
s me immediately, even as my cock jerks and twitches inside of her.  There is nothing and no one else
on earth at this moment. 
There is
only her
, and I
feel it in a way I can’t really describe.
I’
m
utterly enchant
ed by her, but I
’m not scared anymore.  This is a feeling of joy and
unity
that I never knew was even possible. 

I cry out as she tilts her hips and I feel myself slowly slide in the rest of the way, bottoming out against her
womb
. 
I hear the word ‘home’
in my head, and
an epiphany hits me with the force of a truck.

Brooke is my
home
. She’s my shelter
in the storm and
everything that I ever secretly wanted but was too afraid to
hope for
. 

“This is what I wanted every single hour of every single day since I met you Brooke.  I’ve never felt closer, more connected, to anyone in my life. 
You’ve
got
me honey
.  All of me
.
”

Her eyes are glazed over, her lips plump and I groan as she clenches and unclenches against my cock with little pulses.
“
Oh god Damien!
I do.  I
feel
all of you
.  I never knew
…
“