Simply Irresistible (27 page)

Jax didn’t respond. Maddie wasn’t even sure he was breathing. The other man was as tall as Jax and incredibly fit, and could
have been anywhere from late forties to sixty. “As I told you in the emails you didn’t answer,’ he said to Jax. “We need to
talk about Elizabeth.”

“And as I told you, don’t show up here without an appointment.” Jax’s eyes were colder and harder than Maddie had ever seen
them.

“Christ,” the man said. “You’re worse than a damn woman. Fine. Can I…
please
…” He paused for sarcasm’s sake. “Have an appointment?”

A tight smile curved Jax’s mouth, but it wasn’t a pleasant one. “Busy.”

The man let out a snort, his gaze flicking back to Maddie, who hadn’t been born in a barn, so she held out her hand. “Maddie
Moore.”

“Jackson Cullen. Are you a client, or a friend?”

“None of your business,” Jax said and put a hand on Maddie’s lower back, nudging her to the Jeep. “Let’s go,” he said. “Now.”

Only a little while ago, she’d been kissing her way down his amazing body, licking and nibbling, coaxing the sexiest sounds
from him, including lots of that “now,” in a different context of course.

She loved knowing she had the power to make him lose control. She loved his warm body, his scent, the texture of his skin,
the taste of him on her tongue, and the strength of his hands, and how she trusted that strength. She loved his generosity
of spirit, loved the way he could be gentle and endlessly patient, and yet still vibrate with testosterone. She loved how
much he cared about his friends, his dog, everyone in the town. She loved his mischievous smile. The way he looked at her.
How he teased her, laughing with her, not at her.

And she was desperately afraid she
loved
him.

Jax opened the Jeep’s passenger door for her, and she started to get in. “He’ll never love you, you know,” Jackson said directly
to Maddie.

When she looked up at him, he nodded. “He’s cold. It’s what made him so successful. Ask his old bosses. Ask Elizabeth. His
fiancée.” He cocked his head and studied her face. “Did he tell you about her?”

“Dad,” Jax said tightly. “Back off.”

Jackson sent his son a long look. “Oh, he talks a mean game,” he said, still speaking to Maddie. “And he can spin wheels of
logic in your head until you think you’re getting what you want from him, but it is a game. It’s
all
a game.” His smile was dark and grim. “You seem like a
nice girl, Maddie, but you’re out of your league here. I’d get out while you can.”

“Maddie, get in,” Jax said and stood there as if guarding her until she did. Then he turned to his father. “Get off my property
and don’t come back.”

Violence shimmered in the air, and Maddie stared at them through the windshield, her pulse kicking hard. Jax looked at her.
With a flash of something that might have been regret, he moved around to the driver’s side.

“You’re fucking up your life,” his father said, grabbing Jax’s arm as he turned away.

Jax spun back, and at whatever Jackson saw in his son’s face, he dropped his hands from him.

“You can’t push me around anymore, Dad,” Jax said. “You can’t get to me.”

“It’s not too late to get your life back on track.”

Again, Jax locked eyes with Maddie through the windshield. “I’m on track.” With that, he slid into the driver’s side and thrust
the engine into gear.

Jax was silent as he pulled out.

She was silent, too, though she eyed him very carefully as he drove. Had he inherited his father’s temper? It was possible.
She of all people knew anything was possible, that people could hide parts of themselves and keep those parts under wraps
until they decided to reveal them.

He finally spoke. “You okay?”

“I was thinking of asking you the same. You’re… mad.”

He shifted his inscrutable gaze to hers, then turned back to the road. “And that worries you.”

She squirmed in her seat over that one, and he blew out a low breath. “I was hoping we were past this, Maddie.”

Her, too, but unbidden came the images of Alex, how he’d lashed out when he appeared so calm and in control. It pissed her
off that her brain could do this to her, betray her now, make her feel so irrational. But that was the thing about fear. She
could ignore it all she wanted, but it didn’t go away. Nope, it merely hung out, biding its sneaky time.

Jax let out a long breath and didn’t speak again. As they got on the highway, with the mountains on their left and the ocean
churning on the right, the silence grew.

And grew.

And thickened into something ugly.

“You believed him,” he finally said, voice low.

“No. I—”

“You did.”

“I’m sorry. I’m…” What?
Overwhelmed by seesaw emotions?
Check.
Unnerved because even not wanting to, I let your father scare me?
Check and check. Both were ridiculous and childish and stupid, and she knew this. “I’m sorry,” she repeated lamely.

“Don’t,” he said, voice tight. “You don’t mean it. So don’t apologize.”

He was right. She hadn’t meant to apologize. She’d meant to ask him how he planned on releasing his anger, because he clearly
was
angry. She could read the tension still in his body—she’d become somewhat of an expert on the subject. “For what it’s worth,
I really do know you wouldn’t hurt me. Logically, anyway.”

He slid her a searching look but said nothing.

She let out a breath. “So what’s your father’s problem with what you do for a living?”

He was quiet so long she’d decided he wasn’t going
to answer. Then he suddenly spoke. “He sees working with one’s hands as beneath him.” He turned off onto the asphalt road
at the end of town. Lucille was on her front porch and waved.

Maddie automatically waved back.

They drove down the dirt road, and then they were at the inn. Jax parked, and they both sat there.

“What does he do?” Maddie eventually asked.

“He’s a lawyer. We used to be one and the same.”

She tried to picture Jax in an expensive suit and an uptight expression and couldn’t. “No. I don’t believe you were ever like
him.”

“Believe it. Hell, I even thrived on it.”

She searched his face for the easygoing, sexy, playful lover she’d been with all afternoon but couldn’t find him. This did
not help her nerves. “Why did you quit?”

“Lots of reasons, but mostly I hated who I’d become.”

“Elizabeth?”

He shrugged. “She was part of the lifestyle.”

“You don’t talk about her.”

“I try not to think about that time in my life.”

She stared at him for a full minute, waiting for more. When it didn’t come, she felt her own temper stir. “I’ve learned the
hard way that when people aren’t forthcoming, there’s a good reason.”

“I’m not like him, Maddie. Not even close. Don’t compare us.”

She felt like he’d slapped her.
Not a mouse,
she reminded herself. Hold your ground. “So you didn’t keep parts of yourself purposely hidden from me? You’re not still
keeping parts hidden?”

A muscle ticked in Jax’s jaw. “You’re going to let him
win.” His words were short and clipped. He was pissed. “You’re going to let him drive that wedge he wanted between us.”

“This isn’t a court case to win or lose, Jax. It’s my life.” She stared at him while he stared straight out the windshield.
“Is there anything else about your past I should know?”

He was quiet for a beat too long, and she let out a breath. “Jax. Is there?”

“There’s always something.”

“That’s no answer, and we both know it.”

But given his silence, it was the only answer she was going to get. Honestly, she couldn’t quite believe it, that they’d found
themselves here, in this place. She’d had little hints from him that he hadn’t been the open book she’d thought, but she’d
ignored them.

Logically she knew that, given how hard it’d been for
her
to open up about her past, she needed to cut him some slack for not being completely forthcoming himself. But she couldn’t
find it in her at the moment. “I have work to do.”

He shoved his fingers through his hair. “Maddie—”

“Lots of work.” She hopped out and shut the door hard. Her exit wasn’t exactly graceful, since she had to yank it open again
to pull out the hem of her shirt, which had gotten caught.

Without looking at him, she walked into the inn and shut that door hard, too, then put her forehead to the wood. When she
couldn’t stand the suspense and peeked out the window, he was gone.

T
he three sisters sat in the back booth at Eat Me Café having a late night dinner. Tara had just gotten off shift, and at this
hour, there were more Christmas decorations than customers.

Chloe was eating the night’s chicken special. Tara was carefully stirring her hot tea and adding honey with the precision
of a drill sergeant moving troops.

Maddie was knitting, and
not
with the precision of a drill sergeant. She was also thinking too hard: about Jax’s father, about Jax’s ex-fiancée, about
Jax. About their fight. At the moment, she wasn’t sure where they stood, or even where she wanted them to stand, but with
a few hours of distance, she could definitely admit one thing.

She’d overreacted.

Fear did that to a person, made them completely…
stupid.
She hated that. She thought about going over to
his house to talk to him. Or better yet,
not
talking. She could let her fingers do the talking for her.

Chloe glanced at her and rolled her eyes. “You and your orgasmic glow need to shut it.”

“Don’t mind Chloe,” Tara said. “She’s just jealous, bless her heart.”

“I’m going to bless your dead body,” Chloe said. “And are you saying you’re
not
jealous? The Mouse is clearly getting some, and we’re getting the big fat zip.”

“Sugar, you can’t miss what you can’t even remember.”

Maddie sighed. “There’s really nothing to be jealous of.”

“Uh-oh.” Chloe cocked her head. “Trouble in paradise? What happened? Don’t even try to tell me he didn’t fill out a condom.
I’ve seen how he fills out his jeans.”

Tara choked on her tea.

“Oh, like you haven’t noticed.” Chloe turned back to Maddie. “Before we get to why you’re pouting, can we at least hear the
juicy details? Does he talk dirty in bed? He’s good with his tongue, right? Please tell me he is.”

So
good, Maddie thought and wriggled as she felt her body respond at just the memory.

“This isn’t fair.” Chloe slouched in her chair, pouting. “I’m good with my tongue, and I can’t even do it without getting
an asthma attack.”

“I know I’m going to regret asking,” Tara said. “But how do you know you’re good?”

“I practiced with zucchinis. What?” she asked when both sisters laughed. “You asked.”

Tara rubbed her temples as if trying to remove the image burned into her brain. “So what happened?” she
asked Maddie, clearly desperate to move on. “What happened with you and Jax?”

“I happened,” she said miserably. “I let my past dictate my present and possibly ruin the future.”

“Huh?” Chloe asked.

“I met his father. Who’s not a nice guy, by the way. And I found out that Jax gets really quiet when he’s mad. Like the calm-before-the-storm
quiet.”

“Ah, sugar.” Tara pushed aside Maddie’s knitting to squeeze her hand. “That doesn’t mean he’s going to blow up.”

“I know that.” Sort of.

“And we all have pasts,” Chloe pointed out, surprisingly void of sarcasm. “
And
exes.”

“I know that, too. I just realized that, for as open and laid-back as he is, there’s more to him, a lot more than he’s shown
me. I’m tired of playing the game when I don’t get a copy of the rules. He can go play with himself.” She paused. “Okay, that
came out wrong.”

“But it sure is a great visual,” Chloe said.

“I say back off,” Tara said. “You’ve had your fun with him, and that’s all you need for now.”

“But—”

“Trust me,” Tara said. “Backing off
before
you fall is the safest.” She got up and came back with an apple pie and a quart of vanilla ice cream. “This is my Can’t Get
It Together apple pie. It’s got a million calories, but it cures everything. Broken budget, broken heart, you name it.”

They each took a huge piece and added ice cream.

“Uh-oh,” Chloe said to Maddie. “Your foods are touching.”

“Shut up.” The warm, buttery crust melted in Maddie’s
mouth and made her moan. Not as good as being naked with Jax, but a close second.

“So one week left until Christmas,” Chloe said, mouth full.

Maddie set down her fork, her stomach clenching.

“Honey.” Tara shook her head, looking surprisingly upset. “It all comes down to money. Our cards are maxed out now. We have
no buffer. We’re finishing up the bare necessities and getting it on the market. It’s for the best.”