The Prescotts watched her go. As soon as the back door banged shut, Serena Prescott had to tip her head to look at her elder grandson. But tip she did and cast him a glaring eye. "I hear you've been calling yourself 'Trey,' " she said with an imperious tone. This strong, forbidding man who intimidated most everyone he came in contact with grimaced. "I can explain." "I suspect you will. But first I need to freshen up. Ben tried to put me in a hotel, but I insisted that I see you first. If you're staying here in this house, I see no reason why I can't stay with you. That is, unless you are making a habit of early morning tete-a-tetes with the woman who just dashed out the door." "Grandmere," he stated firmly, "what I do with Chloe is none of your concern. I must respectfully ask you to stay out of it." "Hmmm, talking back to me. She must mean more to you than I guessed." She started walking down the hall as if she owned the place, stopping in front of Chloe's bedroom. She shuddered. "Good Lord, what happened to the bed?" Not waiting for an answer, she disappeared into the bathroom off the hall. Ben didn't waste any time. "What was I supposed to do?" he demanded in quiet tones. "You know how Grandmere is." "I know. I know. I'm just thankful that Diana didn't decide to show up as well." "Give her time." "Great." "Listen," Ben said, "I found out why Chloe lived with her grandmother." Sterling focused intently. "The mother, Nell Sinclair, was riding on the back of a Harley driven by some biker guy after Chloe's father moved out. Nell was twenty-six, wasn't wearing a helmet. Neither was he. They were traveling at a high rate of speed down Paisano, lost control, hit a tree, and were pronounced dead at the scene." Sterling didn't let any of the surprise he felt show on his face. Instead his brain assimilated the information. He blocked from his mind how he felt about the idea of Chloe dealing with the sudden, unexpected loss of a parent. That he'd save for later, when he was alone, when he could take out and examine the pieces of emotion that only Chloe Sinclair had the ability to make him feel. When Sterling didn't comment, Ben continued, running through the details from the Hughes Security file. About the mother and father, about Child Services placing the child with the grandmother. Sterling's brows furrowed deeply. "So you're telling me Chloe's mother was an unwed parent." "Yes," Ben said shortly. Emotion tried to fight its way through his taut control. Sterling hated what he heard. He hated the knowledge that Chloe's parents had never married, hated what, even in this day and age, that made her. Was that why she was so reluctant to talk about her family? Why she kept personal information to herself? But Sterling felt something else as well, yet another of the foreign emotions that he'd had since meeting Chloe. He felt a driving need to give her the family she had never had. He wanted to give her children; he wanted to give her himselfâif she'd have himâoffering her the one thing he had never been able to give anyone before. It hit him so hard, his eyes narrowed against the tightening in his chest. "Anything else?" he asked his brother, needing to be alone with his thoughts. "There was a note in the file. When the responding officers got there, the mother was still alive. Apparently she said something like 'I didn't mean to leave.' Strange." Sterling wondered if it wasn't strange at all, but rather the key to the woman who filled him as no other. He started to turn away. "Sterling," Ben said, stopping him. "Yes? What is it?" "Chloe might not be from our kind of family, but she is a wonderful woman regardless." The words took him aback, and Sterling stared at his younger brother. After a long second he said, "If there's one thing in this world that I'm absolutely sure about, it's how truly wonderful she really is."
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Chloe returned to Julia's house, hurrying along the walkway, half mortified, half amazed by how far she had gone with Sterling. As to being caught coming out of the bedroom by his grandmother, that deserved full-fledged embarrassment. Even worse, Chloe hated to think about the introduction. The older woman had taken care not to use her grandson's name. Was the whole family in on it? She slipped by Mindy's room, careful not to wake her. She wanted to talk to Julia, but when she went into the bedroom to find her friend, she wasn't there. "Julia," she called, walking through the large expanse to the smaller connecting room. "Are you here?" No one was there, and Chloe turned to leave. And as she did, she noticed the station's ledgers sitting on the desk. Chloe couldn't believe it when she actually walked over and sat down. She told herself not to look. If she had questions, she just had to ask. But Julia had been acting too strangeâ one minute her old self, the next massively stressedâfor everything to be on the verge of working out. Telling herself that as the station manager she was doing nothing wrong, she opened the accounting ledger. She went through the book once, then again. By the time she closed the black-bound tome, she could only stare blankly. The debt was far greater than Chloe had ever imagined. Her mind was numb while she changed her clothes, pulling on faded jeans and a bulky sweatshirt, then went straight to her garage. It was the first time she had been alone in days, just her and this house that she loved, in the neighborhood that had been her refuge. But suddenly it wasn't any longer. Yet again she wished she had the comfort of knowing her father was there. She loved Julia and Kate, but having family was different. Her father would listen to her, make her feel better. Or was that just a dream, too? She pressed her forehead against the garage door, relishing the metal warmed by the October West Texas sun. Breathing deep, she thought she could stay that way for a lifetime. Forget everything that was going on. Because the truth was, she was afraid she couldn't save the station after all. Sure, ratings were good. Advertising dollars were pouring in. But what would they do next? How would they sustain this level of income after The Catch was over? After going through the books, she felt very much like they were only putting a Band-Aid on the problem. And then there were these feelings she had for Sterling. They left her aching and confused and scared that she was letting her guard down. The truth was, she still didn't know why he continued to pretend to be someone else. That was when the real fear hit her, and she realized what had been lurking at the back of her mind since she had found the accounting ledgers. Had Julia wanted to sell KTEX all along? Is that why she had gone to Prescott Media in the first place? But she didn't want anyone to know? "Hello! Is that you, Chloe?" Chloe jerked away from the garage door and saw Sterling's grandmother. "Ah, hello," Chloe said. "What a beautiful day it is. In St. Louis our weather is nice, but it can't compare with this." Chloe stared at her. The woman laughed and breathed deep like an aerobics instructor. Chloe pulled open the garage door. "What are you doing?" the woman asked, following her inside. "I'm going to work in the garden." "How wonderful. Do you mind if I join you? I can't tell you how long it's been since I've gotten down on my hands and knees and worked in the dirt." "You garden?" Serena laughed gaily. "Not so much anymore, I'll grant you that. But there was a day." A bucket filled with tools and gardening gloves stood on the worktable. After searching out a second pair of gloves, Chloe handed them to Serena, then they headed to the backyard. All the while, the older woman didn't seem to so much as draw a breath through all her talking. "Did ... my grandson tell you that I'm from El Paso?" He had. She remembered now. Though it seemed like ages ago when he had told her. "Yes, born and raised," Serena added. A hint of a Hispanic accent mixed in with her perfectly refined Midwestern neutrality. "My maiden name was Cervantes. Serena Cervantes, from a long line of Cervanteses dating back for centuries." No sooner had Chloe kneeled in the yard, than she sat back on her heels. "Then how did you end up in St. Louis?" Serena sat down next to her on the grass, apparently not giving any thought to her fine slacks and silk blouse. "I met a handsome young soldier at Fort Bliss. My grandson's grandfather." She stared out through the trees that were still green, the mountains in the distance rising up in shades of purple. "I was working at my father's restaurant. It was love at first sight. I still remember that he ordered the combination plate. And when he finished, just so he could stay, he ordered another." "Love at first bite." Chloe couldn't believe she had said that. Serena looked at her, then started to laugh. Then, amazingly, Chloe did, too. "I guess that is true," Serena said. "After that, he came back for lunch every day he could leave the base. We were married within the year, and the minute he was discharged from the army, we traveled to his home in St. Louis." "Is he still there now?" "No, God rest his soul. But he's waiting for me in heaven." "Looks to me he has a long time to wait." Serena laughed. "I'm blessed with good health, even if I've got three grandchildren who want to give me a heart attack." "But you love them." Serena looked her directly in the eye. "With every ounce of my being." Footsteps interrupted their ease. "How are you two doing?" They turned to find Sterling standing at the back door. "I'm getting to know your lovely young lady," Serena said. Chloe blushed and started to correct her, but Serena cut her off. "I have an idea." Sterling groaned. "It's been a hundred years since I've had real Mexican food." "Then we'll go have some." Light sparkled in her eyes. "I have a better idea."
SEVENTEEN
She realized quickly that what Serena Cervantes Prescott wanted, she got. And she wanted to prepare a feast. They didn't have time for a feast, not really, but since the next show didn't tape until Friday, Chloe relented. She couldn't believe it when she found herself wrist deep in masa. And if that didn't stretch the imagination, Sterling Prescott standing next to her was enough to make her believe she had to be dreaming. "That's it," Serena instructed. "Spread the masa on the corn husk in a smooth layer, with more toward the top than the bottom of the husk." The entire kitchen in Chloe's tiny house was filled with the signs of serious cooking. Serena wanted to relive her youth, and her memories were seasoned by food. When Serena had arrived, she had been beautifully regal, though reserved. Now, as if the preparation of food could change people, not only was Serena's expression relaxing, her elder grandson was changing before Chloe's eyes as well. He was still the silently commanding sort. Not an ounce of control left his chiseled frame. But there was an indulgent love, not the tough sort that he directed at Ben, that filled his eyes when he looked at his grandmother and softened him in a way that was compelling and not just a little overwhelming. Chloe was intrigued by this man. She felt her heart pound with poignancy and yearning as she watched this family. The love they shared was visible. And while it was clear that Sterling was frustrated by his grandmother's arrival, he also felt a deep respect for her. "So what else are you making?" he asked with a smile, kissing Serena on the forehead. "What else are we making. We're starting with the tamales so we can get them out of the way. Then we'll move on to the enchiladas and chile rellenos. Your mother may not have taught any of her children about cooking, but it's time my grandchildren learned a thing about their heritage." Serena pronounced everything with a perfect Mexican accent. "After that, we'll move on to salpicon and refried beans and mi padre's famous slaw." "It sounds delicious," Chloe offered, meaning it. "It is. Then tonight we will have all your Roses over and have a grand feast." She looked at her grandson. "Perhaps you should film that!" "Are you trying to get on television, Grandmere?" She smiled wickedly, but said, "Me, never." Chloe was listening so intently that she wasn't watching what she was doing. "That's one interesting tamale," Sterling said to her. "Oh!" Instead of moving on to the second tamale, she had added a second scoop to the first. It made her mouth dry just to think about taking a bite into the doubly thick corn masa. Sterling came up beside her, his arm brushing against hers. He took the corn husk and dumped the masa mixed with broth and chile sauce back into the bowl. Then he guided her hands as they started over. "You know how to make tamales?" she asked, a little rattled. "No, but I'm getting pretty good at learning new tricks." Needing to concentrate on anything but how this man made her feel, she turned her attention to Serena. "How many grandchildren did you say you have?" Chloe asked. "Just the three. Which have proved more than enough, given that they are all a handful." "There are the two men, but who else?" "I have a granddaughter. Diana." Serena cast a baleful eye on her grandson. "She's been threatening to show up here herself." Chloe heard Sterling's groan. But whatever concern she experienced disappeared the minute Serena left the room in search of Ben, who was next door. Sterling took a step so that he was behind her, then he got even more serious about tamales. Her breath caught as his hand guided hers. Electricity sizzled through her when his chest touched her back, and every time he reached for something, their bodies came even closer together. The heat of him always surprised her. She told herself it was all the burners on the stove going. But she knew that it was him. He exuded a heat that she wanted to sink into. "Now you're getting the hang of it," he said against her ear. A shiver of delicious yearning ran down her spine, so delicious that she felt like a guilty teenager when the back door banged open again. "The Catch looks caught," Serena announced with a laugh. "Enough with you two lovebirds." Chloe ducked away. "Oh no, we aren't..." She felt flustered. "We are in the middle of a dating show or contest. And we can't be unfair to Mindy. She's a dream. Perfect Rose material." Serena glanced back and forth between the two of them and didn't look like she believed Chloe for a second. Thankfully the woman only shrugged and commanded them to finish up with the tamales. Every nerve tingled in Chloe's body as she scooped up the shredded, seasoned meat-filling and placed it on the now perfectly smooth masa. Serena didn't want any mistakes, and she came over and showed Chloe how to spread the filling along the center, then how to roll the corn husk and fold the bottom to create what was now recognizable as a tamale. " Perfecto! " Serena exclaimed. In short order they finished up the tamales, then moved on to a dish of succulent beef enchiladas with red sauce and chile rellenos that made Chloe's stomach grumble. And by the time the afternoon sun was fading in the sky, they had a feast that she thought she might be too exhausted to enjoy. But it was food, after all, and the most heavenly of food available. Truly homemade Mexican food. Shy sweet Mindy arrived with Julia and Ben. Even Kate and Jesse piled into the small house. "I could smell the chile two doors down," Jesse enthused. He was playing the best golf of his life, and Chloe had never seen two happier people. They talked and laughed, and Chloe wondered if she would ever have something like what they shared. When she glanced up, Sterling was studying her. His gaze had that heated smolder to it. And then he smiled. The entire table of people laughed at something Julia said. But neither Sterling nor Chloe heard what it was. He studied her with a sensuality that was matched only by the intensity in his eyes. Chloe sensed that things were coming to a head between them. Everyone had a wonderful time. They ate lots of food and drank margaritas, and by the end, everyone had a rosy glow. "Ben," Serena stated, "since you're the designated driver, I'm ready for you to take me to the hotel." "I thought you were staying here," Sterling said. She gave him a look, one delicate brow raised in amusement. "No, no, no. I just wanted to come here first to see what it is my boys were up to. Now I know." She practically snorted. "And now I'm ready to go to the hotel. It's been a long day and I'm exhausted." When the group finally broke up, Chloe staying behind to clean up the mess, Sterling motioned for Ben to follow him into the living room. "I'll just be a minute," Ben told their grandmother. "What is it?" he asked his brother. Laughter from the kitchen floated out to them. Through the doorway, Sterling could see Serena and Chloe talking and laughing. Two realizations hit him at once. More and more he understood that Chloe's view of men was skewed by her past. Beyond that, he finally understood why he had felt empty and restless. It hadn't been challenge that was missing from his life. Sterling turned to his brother. "The deal's off." "What?" "The challenge, or whatever it was." "But you're about to winâyou'll save the station, and Chloe clearly has fallen for you. I'm on the verge of having to suck it up and return to St. Louis." "I don't want Chloe that way. I want Chloe to know who I am, good or bad, and let her make the decision based on the truth, not based on this crazy challenge neither one of us ever should have agreed to." He hesitated. "And I don't want you returning to St. Louis unless you want to." Ben's dark eyes widened with surprise. "What happened?" "Chloe happened. Chloe made me realize what was wrong, why I got myself into this mess." Ben cocked his head, waiting for the answer. "She made me realize that there's more to life than work and winning and closing the best deals. And after learning about her past, I want to give her the family she never had. I can see now why she is trying to spend more time with her father. He's all she has. But now she has me, too. I can give her more family." Ben clapped his hand on his brother's shoulder. "This is a brother who makes me proud," he said with great feeling. Sterling glanced back at his grandmother and the woman he loved. Yes, loved. The sensation was powerful and amazing, nearly bringing him to his knees. He loved her and wanted her to marry him, despite whatever skewed feelings she might have toward men. He would change her mind. He would prove that he loved her. But first he had to tell her who he really was. He hated the thought that this might be the end, that she might never forgive him. But he had to do it. He had to have a chance to spend time with her as himself. One true moment. Whatever the consequences. He wanted her to see him, the real him. And when Ben and Serena finally walked out the door, Sterling couldn't help himself when he leaned down, cupped Chloe's chin, and kissed her. Softly. Just once. Then he kissed her long. When he pulled back, her breath sighed out of her. "What was that for?" "Have I told you how special I think you are?" She pressed her hand to his forehead. "Are you getting sick?" She glanced after his grandmother and brother. "Maybe I should get them back here." "I'm fine. And my grandmother can't fix what's really wrong." Chloe laughed. "She seems like the type who could fix anything. She's lovely." He nodded. "She is. She's always been strong and good." "Is she your mother's or father's mother?" "My father's. But that isn't what I want to talk about." "No, I don't suspect it is," she replied with a smile, turning back to finish up the dishes. Sterling wasn't a man to talk about himself. And certainly not to talk about anything personal. Most people were enthralled with their own stories. Which was fine by him. He listened and learned a lot, which put him at a distinct advantage when he was making deals. Deals that in the long run didn't matter. He had learned that Chloe was one of those people, like him, who didn't talk about themselves. Now he had a better idea of why she didn't. A mother who never married, then was killed in an accident when Chloe was young. Leaving. Unable to help himself, he wrapped his arms around this woman he loved and breathed in the scent of her. After the next few minutes, he wasn't sure what would happen. With most any other woman it wouldn't have mattered. But with Chloe it was different. Which meant he had no choice. It was time. He set her at arm's length. "Chloe, we need to talk." "Trey, what is it?" He looked her straight in the eye. "That. Trey." She went very still. "What do you mean?" "I'm not Trey Tanner." He could hardly believe the way his heart beat nervously. But he wouldn't allow himself to go easier on what he had done. "I've been lying to you since that first day in the conference room at KTEX." He could tell he had surprised her, but he couldn't gauge how upset she was. "This doesn't excuse my actions, but I want you to know that I never intended to lie, just as I never intended for it to get so out of control. Suddenly Julia was calling me Trey Tanner and you were saying all those horrible things about Sterling Prescott and Prescott Media that I... well..." "You what?" she asked with an icy calmness that made his blood run cold. "I lied," he stated clearly, knowing he couldn't whitewash it. "I am Sterling Prescott." Then he did something else that wasn't like him. He waited for her to respond instead of demanding an answer. She only stared at him, her blue eyes like chips of fury. He was stunned at the emotion he felt. He realized in that second that he couldn't afford to lose her. "I'm sorry," he said sincerely. "I never meant for this to happen." "Why are you telling me this now?" she asked with a cold cautiousness. "Because I was tired of living this lie." He laid it out for her, admitting his error, praying that she could find it in herself to forgive him. He remembered the unexpected thought he'd had days earlier that maybe he wouldn't be forgiven. Looking at her now, taking in her nearly black hair and bright blue eyes that burned with a piercing and incisive iciness, he felt a biting pain at the thought that he had been right. And that was unacceptable. "Chloeâ" She cut him off. "Tell me this. Now that you've confessed, and as long as you're in the mood for a heart-to-heart, what do you really plan to do with KTEX?" He stared at her forever, remembering his original plan. The three-jeweled trifecta that would be a gold mine of advertising revenue for Prescott Media. He had told his board of directors about it. He had a press release written and waiting to be sent out. He would fail at a goal he had established if he didn't swallow KTEX and combine it with the Tucson and Albuquerque stations. All because he had fallen in love with this woman. "I will do whatever it takes to make things right for KTEX." Her eyes narrowed. "You're not trying to ruin us?" "Chloe, why would I ruin you?" He wanted to touch her, wanted to pull her close and have her say three simple words. I forgive you. But he understood there was nothing simple about it. She inhaled sharply. "Swear that you'll make everything right." "Chloe, you have my word." Her irises dilated and her breathing grew agitated and shallow in her chest. And when she opened her mouth to speak, he couldn't imagine what she was about to say. "I already know who you are." A stunned moment of silence passed before his shoulders came back, his spine stiffening in surpriseâ and something else. "You know?" he demanded. "For how long?" "Since we started taping the show. I called your office and I asked for Trey Tanner's secretary.