Authors: Jane Haddam
“Is it far, from the town line to Kayla Anson's house?”
“It's practically a straight shot on One-oh-nine. Maybe five miles. Then a left turn and maybe fifty feet. And that's the Anson drive.”
“I'm surprised nobody else heard the car. You'd think somebody would. Going at that speed. Or that Bennis or Margaret Anson would have heard it.”
“Well,” Stacey said, “I don't think your friend Bennis could have heard it. Not if it got to the house at twenty after eight or half past. She didn't get there herself until quarter to. If then. She had dinner at the McDonald's off Exit Eight on I-Eighty-four at ten minutes after eight. That's what she said she did, and we checked. Three people there recognized her. From stories about you. In
People
magazine.”
“Ah,” Gregor said.
He and Stacey both looked down at the dining room table, now covered with neat stacks of paper, not a thing out of place.
“Well,” Stacey said, “I guess I'd better get you to this press conference. If I don't, they'll probably send somebody out to pick you up.”
What Bennis Hannaford really wanted to do was to drive out to Margaret Anson's house and get a look at the garageânow, in the daylight, when she would be able to see what she was doing. Something had been bothering her about the garage ever since she had found Kayla Anson's body in it, but the more she thought about it, the less she was able to see what it was. She went over and over it in her mind. The big barnlike place. The car. The cement floor. The light from the one small window. When she came to the light, she always stopped and thought of it again, because there seemed to be something there that was important. Then she decided that it was lost to her. Maybe she was just obsessing on the scene because it had been such an awful scene, something she would rather have had no part in at all. Remembering what the light had looked like, falling over the tops of the cars, was so much easier than remembering what Kayla Anson's face had looked like in that same light.
In the end, she did drive out to Sunny Vale Road. It was actually on the way from Caldwell to Waterbury, except that she had to turn off 109 for a few feet to reach the front of the house. As it turned out, she didn't even do that. The trip was ridiculous on the face of it. She wouldn't have been able to get a look at the garage unless Margaret Anson had opened the gate and let her in. That was as likely to happen as Tinker Bell was likely to get a religious vocation. Once she had got to the road, though, Bennis could see that she wouldn't even be able to go to the front door and ask. Sunny Vale Road was packed with cars and minivans and people.
Media, Bennis said to herself, slowing down as she went up the hill. She recognized one or two of the people pacing
back and forth on the narrow blacktop. She felt her lungs begin to convulse again and let herself cough. There was nobody here to lecture her about smoking. This time the cough went on and on, giving way suddenly to dry heaves. When it died down, Bennis found herself shaking.
When this was over, she was going to have to go someplace and get it checked out. That was what she was going to have to do.
She slowed the car literally to a crawl. It was a good thing there was nobody behind her on the road. It was a good thing she didn't want to go down Sunny Vale, too. She could see the CNN van, open at the back, with people jumping in and out of it. She could see a blonde woman she was sure was one of the anchorwomen for WVIT, without a coat and walking in little circles to ward off the cold. Why were local anchorwomen always blonde?
Bennis put her foot on the gas; 109 was hilly and long. When she got to the center of Morris, she slowed, because the Morris cops often had a car out by the traffic light, on alert for people who might be speeding. All of this part of Connecticut looked to her, suddenly, shabby and small, pinched, at war with modernity.
At the blinking red light at Four Corners, Bennis turned right onto the Litchfield Road. This was the way Kayla Anson had come the night she died, except that she was going in the other direction. Bennis tried to imagine it all in the dark. Halloween was now only two days away. The little red fabric store had a banner outside with a pumpkin on it. One of the houses that sat very close to the edge of the road had a jack-o'-lantern and a straw man arranged on the steps of its stoop. It was a gray dayâthe kind of day, later in the year, when Bennis would have expected snow.
She rode the Litchfield Road to its intersection with Route 6, when it became Main Street in Watertown. She watched people standing in little groups in front of the big white Methodist church and then, a little ways down, other people making their way to their cars in the massive parking lot that belonged to the Roman Catholics at St. John
the Evangellst. St. John the Evangelist was made of brick, as were most of the buildings on Main Street. Some of the stores had Halloween cut-out pumpkins in their plate glass windows. Toto Mundi, one of them was called. It looked filled with the sort of all-cotton, peasant-inspired “natural” wear that had been popular when Bennis was in college, with the same people who had tried to learn to play the dulcimer and listened to Sally Rodgers on Wheatland Records.
People who wear Birkenstocks, Bennis thought idly. The red brick of central Main Street gave way to a sort of strip-mall-like area where one chain store seemed to follow anotherâBrooks Drugs to Dunkin' Donuts to Burger King to Carvel. The road veered off and became Straits Turnpike. A short stretch of green and residential housing gave way to yet another strip-mall-like area, this one full of car dealerships and offering K-mart and McDonald's.
“Watertown in the gateway,” Abigail had warned her, when she'd packed her off to try to “talk sense” to Margaret Anson. “It's half Litchfield County and half not. You'll see.”
Bennis saw the signs for 1-84 and headed for those.
There was something else that had been nagging her, of course, as well as the problem with the garage. Gregor was here, and she was glad he was here, but his coming had not given her the peace she had expected it to. Maybe he had been too tired, what with all the hauling up and down the countryside she had put him through on almost no notice. Maybe whatever was wrong was entirely her fault. That was more than possible. She didn't think she had ever in her life been able to maintain a relationship for more than a year. Usually, once she had sex with a man, the connection lasted barely a few months. She didn't think she could be that stupid about Gregorâabout somebody she had known for so long, and had cared about so muchâbut the possibility was there. The possibility was always there. Sometimes, when she tried to stay with men after she knew she should leave them, she started to hate them.
It was age that was doing it to her, she thought, age that kept getting in the way, making her options unclear. She was over forty years old. She couldn't shake the conviction that she should be settled by now, that she should have done something with her life besides produce a whole raft of best-selling sword-and-sorcery fantasy novels. Women her age had husbands and children and houses and volunteer work as well as careers. They had families and commitments. She never seemed to do anything but bounce from one thing to another, on the emotional level. Even her commitment to Cavanaugh Street was tentative, and attenated in conception. She had her apartment and her routines, but she was always aware of being the only non-Armenian American on the block, the odd woman out, the curiosity. It said something about her, she thought, that she was only really comfortable when she was absolutely sure she didn't fit. It said something even less flattering that she was so protective of her isolationâthat she sometimes felt, in dreams, as if she would rather die than give it up.
She had gotten on 1-84 without realizing she was doing it. She saw the signs looming up for Exit 23 and headed toward them. She had directions from the woman at the desk at the inn, and so far there seemed to be nothing wrong with them. The highway was broad and well-kept, but it was also stark and inhuman. The Waterbury that flanked its sides was run-down and dispirited. Bennis was aware of feeling much better than she had.
She went down the long ramp that led to what seemed like three or four little mini-exits, then off onto a short country road with signs clearly posted saying:
MALL
. She followed the arrows and saw that she couldn't have missed it. God, but she hated malls. She hated them almost as much as she hated reruns of
Gilligan's Island,
which at the moment were Father Tibor Kasparian's favorite method of relaxation. Still, she couldn't think of anywhere else to go.
She entered the mall at the far end, near Sears, because it seemed to her easier to get in that way. She parked in the half-empty little section of lot and got out and made
sure that all her doors were locked. She was doing things by rote, moving because she had to move. She couldn't just stand still. Past the mall she could see the middle of Waterbury, right there, with its storefront windows boarded up and the boards spray painted with uninspired graffiti. People came here on foot. She could see three of them walking down the hill in her direction, women dressed in spandex, with too much hair.
She was almost to the little-found entryway when it struck herâwhat it had been about the garage, what was wrong with the light.
It was coming from the wrong direction, that was What was wrong with it. Or some of it was. The light on the tops of the cars was coming from the little window on the wall, but the light that had struck Kayla Anson's face, that had made it possible to see that Kayla Anson was dead, that had had to come from somewhere else.
Behind. And lower. Maybe. Somewhere.
Bennis shoved her hands into the pockets of her jacket and tried to think.
There had been a man out from the Litchfield County Museum all Saturday afternoon, but Martin Chandling had had hopes that Sunday would be better. Who worked on Sundays, after all, especially out here? People went to church, that's what they did on Sundays, and then after church they went to the Farm Shop or Denny's to get something to eat. Catholics ate a lot when they went out, because they'd had to fast all morning in order to take Communion. Protestants ate less, but still enough to make them fat. People got fatter and fatter every day. Martin had seen them. It was pitiful, what went walking around in the middle of town these days, and dressed in stuff so tight you could see their nipples right through the fabric. In Martin's opinion, no woman had a right to dress like that unless she looked like
Gwyneth Paltrow. In Henry's opinion, it was a good thing if he got a chance to see nipples.
They were sitting together at the breakfast table, eating toast and coffee and arguing about the paper, when the car drove up. The paper was full of stories about the elections. There was even a picture of Monica Lewinsky on page six, next to a story about the “moral backlash” the
Waterbury Republican
thought was going to happen to Democrats running for Congress. Martin thought the
Waterbury Republican
was very aptly named. They hadn't endorsed a Democrat at that paper since Franklin Delano Roosevelt, and maybe they hadn't endorsed him. Or maybe they had. Martin didn't really pay much attention to the paper. He was just tired of stories about Monica Lewinsky.
The car parked right on the grass at the side of the house, as if there weren't a perfectly good dirt drive to put a car on. Henry looked up over the top of his section of the paper and said, “Christ on a crutch. It's what's-his-name. Back again.”
“Jake Sturmer,” Martin said. He was the one who had written the name down on their calendar yesterday afternoon, so that they would have a record of who had been here and why. “Different car, though.”
The car yesterday had been a little red Toyota, with the words
Litchfield County Museum
stenciled in white on the doors. This car today was a much larger Volvo, and it gave Martin a great deal of satisfaction to see it. He had thought from the first time he saw Jake Sturmer that the man was the kind who ought to own a Volvo.
Henry had put the paper down on the table and was standing up. “What can he possibly want? We went all over it with him yesterday.”
“Well,” Martin said reasonably, “we did have his skeleton. I mean, it was in our possession.”
“It still didn't have anything to do with us.”
“Maybe he didn't get all the parts of it and he wants to look for something that's missing.”
Henry was out of the kitchen. Martin could hear his heavy boots, clunking down the hall. He finished his own coffee and stood up himself. The last thing he wanted to do today was to talk to Jake Sturmer about the skeleton, or about anything else. Halloween was only two days away, for God's sake. If they didn't get some work done and the place protected, all hell was going to break loose on the night. It didn't matter that they didn't usually have much trouble. They'd been in all the papers now, what with the skeleton, and with that girl dying at the same time, and not all that far from hereâMartin could just see how it was going to be. There were going to be a couple of dozen teenagers out here on Tuesday, and half of them were going to want to get laid on the graves.
The other half were going to be girls.
Martin got up and headed outside himself. Henry was standing on the porch, talking to Jake Sturmer over the rail. A wind was blowing through their chimes, making the world sound full of metal.
“So,” Martin said, coming out.
“I was just telling your brother here that there are a few little details we have to clear up,” Jake Sturmer said, “just a few little things that are bothering me. I was hoping the two of you wouldn't mind.”
Jake Sturmer was a small man, short and wiry. His hair was cut very close to his head, and his small mustache was neatly trimmed. Today he was wearing jeans and a flannel shirt and a black cotton sweater. Yesterday he had been wearing jeans and a flannel shirt and a blue cotton sweater. It was like a uniform, the I-moved-out-here-from-New-York-City uniform. Or one of them. This was really the I-moved-out-here-from-New-York-City-with-a-big-fat-stock-portfolio uniform. There was another oneâconsisting of heavy leather sandals, batik print peasant blouses, and wool ponchos made in Guatemalaâfor the people who had moved out here from New York City to go back to the land.