CHAPTER 15
C
olin was disappointed that the bowling alley hadn’t seen as much success as the bar
did its first night. His family had shown up, just as they’d said they would, but
the number of strangers didn’t make him smile. If they wanted this to work, they’d
have to find another avenue of advertising.
Days had passed and they’d had very few customers. If they didn’t find more, they
wouldn’t be able to continue paying Bianca.
What made it worse was watching the stress take its toll on Elizabeth. She kept saying
she was fine, but he knew better. She still wasn’t eating much, and she looked like
she was losing weight. She assured him she wasn’t, but he knew the feel of her body.
The more he watched her, though, the more irritated she became.
At night, after the alley was closed, sometimes he could talk her into a game. It
was the only time he got to see a genuine smile.
Of course it helped that they usually played for sexual favors, which was definitely
a win-win for both of them.
Something had changed today. Elizabeth had left his apartment after taking a phone
call that he couldn’t overhear. When he caught up with her at the bar, she didn’t
want to talk. Although she was dressed casually, she moved with the brisk, businesslike
air that she had when they first met. She barely spoke to anyone.
An hour before they opened, he’d had enough. She was fussing with everything in sight
from the bottles to napkins and straws. She wiped down clean tables and tripped—over
nothing but her own feet. He finally grabbed her hand and dragged her into her office.
“Let go of me,” she ordered and tugged.
He wouldn’t let go. He couldn’t possibly work with her like this. He closed the door
behind them, pressed her against it, and kissed her like his life depended on it.
At first her lips were tight and immobile with anger, but as he pushed his body into
hers, she let out a moan and that was all the encouragement he needed.
His tongue swept in and he slowed his pace, stroking her mouth patiently while his
hands caressed her neck. He didn’t pull back until he felt her stiff muscles give
way to softness.
“Now,” he whispered, “do you want to tell me what the hell is wrong?”
She sighed and leaned her forehead on his chest. Why couldn’t she just talk to him?
“We’re not going anywhere until you talk.” He said it as gently as he could, but she
needed to understand that he meant it. When she raised her head again, he added, “And
at some point, people are going to think we’re in here fucking.”
She smiled, but it wasn’t real. “My dad is coming.”
He waited, but that was all she said.
“And?”
“That’s it. I’m sure Keith told him what I’m doing.”
“Wait. You still haven’t told him?”
“Well, he knows now. And he’ll be here to check it out.”
Colin smoothed a hand over her hair, which she’d been leaving down. “That’s a good
thing, right? You’ve built a great business.”
“It’s not good enough yet. The bowling alley is dying. If he sees that, I’m still
a failure.”
He growled and pulled her away from the door. He yanked it open and shoved her into
the hallway. “Look out there. What do you see? It sure as hell is not failure.”
“You don’t understand. You couldn’t possibly understand. Keith would never show this
to Dad. I have to be better than Keith.”
Colin flexed his hands and shoved them into his pockets. He wanted to shake her, but
knew it wouldn’t do any good. “Why? If you’re both so good, why not run the company
together? It’s what my dad always wanted for me and Ryan, but we fought and fucked
it up. Now my dad is gone and can’t see us.”
“Because.”
“That’s not an answer. Why not?”
She stomped her foot. “Because there can be only one.”
He stared at her for a long moment and then burst out laughing. “Did you seriously
just quote
Highlander
to me as the basis for why you and your brother can’t work together?”
She huffed, spun on her heel, and slammed the office door in his face. He swallowed
his grin and opened the door. “I’m sorry I laughed. But you have to admit, it’s a
little childish. And that says a lot coming from me.”
Elizabeth stood in the middle of the room, wooden and composed. “Yes, it is childish.
I told you you wouldn’t understand. Keith and I made that agreement when I was still
in college. You can’t possibly get it. You have a problem and an army of people are
waiting in the wings to offer help and support. You don’t know what it’s like to have
no one to count on except yourself.”
The hell he didn’t. He’d spent three years running from his family, afraid he wouldn’t
be able to measure up. But now that he was back, he’d been taking full advantage of
that support and loving every minute of it. Mostly.
Her shoulders slumped. “That’s not my life.”
“It could be.” He said the words and his heart lurched.
“What?”
He wasn’t sure what he was saying, but he continued, “If your life is so miserable
and your family doesn’t stand behind you, why go back? Stay here. We make a great
team, and I have family to spare.”
The more he talked, the more he wanted her to say yes. He didn’t want his life to
change. He didn’t want her to go back to Florida.
She gave him a look of total disbelief. “I can’t stay here. My life is in Florida.
I’ve worked my ass off for years to build a career in my father’s company. I can’t
just walk away.”
A spear of disappointment shot through him. Although his mind understood, his heart
wanted a yes. He’d known all along that she was driven by her goals and wouldn’t be
waylaid by the likes of him. Throwing an offer out without thought was what had always
gotten him into trouble.
He covered his unease and asked, “When’s your dad coming?”
“Next week.”
He sighed. “What can I do to help?”
“I wish I knew. He usually only shows when it’s time to sell.”
Sell? But they weren’t ready. He wasn’t ready. Not to sell. Not to say good-bye to
her.
Colin left her in the office and returned to the bar. She might not know how he could
help, but he’d figure it out. He wouldn’t let her think she’d failed, not when she’d
taught him and given him so much. He’d do whatever was necessary, even if it meant
calling the one person she didn’t want involved.
After a long night of Elizabeth bristling against everyone, Colin had finally gotten
her to leave. He claimed he was worried about her health, but the truth was that no
one could stand her when she got like that. They closed the alley early, and he offered
Bianca the chance to waitress at the bar so she wouldn’t lose out on hours. She declined,
saying she was going to look into other avenues to bring in customers.
Mike had the bar under control, so Colin went back to Elizabeth’s office. She’d offered
to bring a desk for him into the cramped space, but he knew she didn’t really want
him there. Over the past weeks, she had taught him how to organize all the paperwork
and do the spreadsheets on the computer. But they’d done it all from his kitchen counter.
He sat behind her desk and scrolled through his phone to the number he’d saved from
more than a week ago. It would’ve been so much easier if Elizabeth had a sister instead
of a brother. He knew how to charm women.
It was late, but he didn’t care. He dialed the number and waited.
“Hello?”
He didn’t sound asleep.
“Hi, may I speak to Keith?” Colin’s mother would be so proud that he remembered his
phone manners.
“Speaking. Who’s calling and why so late?”
“This is Colin O’Leary. We spoke briefly when you called here to talk to your sister.”
Shuffling occurred on the other end, and Colin began to wonder if the man was going
to hang up on him.
“I remember. What’s this about?”
Unfortunately, Colin hadn’t really thought about how to phrase the rest of what needed
to be said. “Have you talked to Elizabeth?”
“About what?”
Colin sighed. This wasn’t going to be easy. Reticence ran in the Brannigan family.
Maybe he should’ve had Moira call. “Look, I’m calling because I’m worried about her.”
“Why? What’s wrong?”
“She’s fine now, more or less. She was diagnosed with ulcers, and although she was
doing better, whatever crap you have going on with her is stressing her out.”
“Who the hell are you to call and blame me for Elizabeth getting sick?”
Colin hung his head. “I’m not blaming you. She’s been working her ass off trying to
turn this place around, and she feels like you’re working against her. I’m just asking
you to lighten up a little.”
“I don’t know you, and I don’t know what your relationship with my sister is, but
you know nothing about us. I keep trying to help her and she won’t let me.”
The man went from sounding irritated to worried. Good to know he wasn’t the only one
with a screwed-up family.
“If you want to help, get your dad to cancel his trip here. She doesn’t feel ready,
and she doesn’t want to fail.”
“So what else is new? The bar isn’t the reason for my father’s visit, so I won’t be
able to stop him. I’ll come to Chicago in a couple of days, as soon as I clear my
schedule. I’ll see what I can do. Don’t tell her I’m coming.”
“Don’t tell her I called you.”
The man laughed, and the tension Colin held lightened. Maybe Keith wasn’t as bad as
Elizabeth made him out to be.
“You’re Colin O’Leary.”
“Yeah. We’ve talked before. I think I just mentioned that.” Colin began to wonder
about the man’s sanity.
“It just came to me now. We talked a few months back about you wanting to buy The
Irish Pub, didn’t we?”
“That was you?”
“Yeah. Now you know why I couldn’t sell. The place was always supposed to be for Elizabeth.”
The information interested Colin. It explained why she took everything so personally.
It was much more than a competition with her brother.
“So why is your dad coming?”
“It’s her birthday.”
That tidbit changed Colin’s attitude altogether. Elizabeth hadn’t mentioned anything
about her birthday. Maybe she didn’t celebrate it. But her dad was coming. Colin no
longer had to worry about making sure her father knew she was successful; he just
needed to make sure she enjoyed her birthday.
Four days later, Elizabeth struggled with everything. Her dad had made dinner reservations
at a swank downtown restaurant, but she really didn’t want to go. How would she be
able to eat when the fate of her career was here, ready for Dad’s discerning eyes?
Things were not going her way. Although the bar continued to turn a profit, the bowling
alley sat empty every day. The place had been abandoned for so long that people had
forgotten it existed. She needed a way to wake up the neighborhood and get them to
invest time and money in her business.
Bianca was out pounding the pavement, trying to get local businesses to join a summer
league. If the league brought people in, they would continue it in the fall. Elizabeth
had planned on being long gone before the fall.
Now, she wasn’t so sure.
She’d told Colin that she wasn’t ready for her dad’s arrival because she wasn’t successful
enough, but the truth was she was afraid Dad would want to sell immediately. If he
gave the green light, she’d be back in Florida within a week.
She wasn’t ready to go. Colin’s offer for her to stay kept her up at night. She knew
getting involved with her business partner would be a mistake. They’d grown close
in so many ways, but they were business partners first. What would happen if she stayed
and then they grew tired of each other? At some point, surely, he wouldn’t find her
snoring cute. He wanted someone who would give him a family.