Already he was hot and dizzy; a mark of the dose he'd already taken, maybe. He reached toward a canal to get a handful of water. But a dark bony hand shot out of the darkness, pushing him away. It was one of the prisoners, her eyes wide in the gloom.
Malenfant watched the narrow, bleeding shoulders of the prisoner as she descended before him. Here she was, going down into hell, no more than a kid, and yet she'd reached out to keep a foreigner from harm.
Deeper and deeper. There was no trace of natural daylight left now.
They reached a point where the two prisoners were released to a dormitory, hollowed out of the rock, presumably to be put to work later. Before they were pushed inside, they peered down into the pit, with loathing and dread. For here, after all, was the Engine that was to be their executioner.
And Malenfant was going on, deeper. The guards prodded at his back, pushing him forward.
At last the descent became more shallow. Malenfant surmised they were approaching the heart of the hollowed-out mountain. They stopped maybe fifteen meters above the base of the well. From here, Malenfant had to go on alone.
By the light of a smoking torch, with a mime, he asked a favor of the guards. They shrugged, incurious, not unwilling to take a break.
Malenfant pulled his battered old NASA pressure suit from its sack.
He lifted up his lower torso assembly, the bottom half of his EMU, trousers with boots built on, and he squirmed into it. Next he wriggled into the upper torso section. He fixed on his Snoopy flight helmet, and over the top of that he lifted his bubble helmet, starred and scratched with use. He twisted it into place against the seal at his neck.
The guards watched dully.
He looked down at himself. By the light of a different star, Madeleine Meacher had spent time repairing this suit for him. The EMU was a respectable white, with the Stars and Stripes still proudly emblazoned on his sleeve.
...But then the little ritual of donning the suit was over, and events enfolded him in their logic once more.
Was this it? After all his travels, his long life, was he now to die, alone, here?
Somehow he couldn't believe it. He gathered his courage.
Leaving the staring guards behind, he walked farther down the crude stairwell, deeper toward the fire. The starring of his battered old bubble helmet made the flames dance and sparkle; it was kind of pretty. His own breath was loud in the confines of the helmet, and he felt hot, oxygen-starved already, although that was probably just imagination. His backpack was inert -- no hiss of oxygen, no whirr of fans -- and it was a heavy mass on his back. But maybe the suit would protect him a little longer.
He'd just keep walking, climbing down these steps in the dark, as long as he could. He didn't see what else he could do.
It didn't seem long, though, before the heat and airlessness got to him, and the world turned gray, and he pitched forward. He got his hands up to protect his helmet and rolled on his back, like a turtle.
He couldn't get up. Maybe he ought to crawl, like de Bonneville, but he couldn't even seem to manage that.
He was, after all, a hundred years old.
He closed his eyes.
It seemed to him he slept a while. He was kind of surprised to wake up again.
He saw a face above him: a dark, heavy face. Was it de Bonneville? No, de Bonneville was dead.
Thick eye ridges. Deep eyes. An ape's brow, inside some kind of translucent helmet.
He was being carried. Down, down. Even deeper into the mountain of Kimera. There were strong arms under him.
Not human arms.
But then there was a new light. A blue glow.
He smiled. A glow he recognized.
Cradled in inhuman arms, lifted through the gateway, Reid Malenfant welcomed the pain of transition.
There was a flash of electric blue light.
Chapter 27
The Face of Kintu
Long ago, long long ago.
Kintu giant comes down from north.
Nothing.
No earths, no stars, no people. Kintu sad. Kintu lonely. Very lonely. Nothing nothing nothing.
Kintu breathes in. Breathes in what? Breathes in nothing.
Chest swells, big big big. Round. Mouth of Kintu here. Navel of Kintu there. Breathe in, big big big, blow in, all that nothing.
Skin pops, pop pop pop. Worlds. Stars. People. Popping out of skin, pop pop pop. Still breathes in, in in in, big big big.
Here. Now. The Face of Kintu. Here. See how skin pops, pop pop pop, new baby worlds, new life, things to eat. We live where, on Face of Kintu.
The Staff of Kintu. People die, people don't die. Inside the Staff of Kintu. Happy happy happy. Live how long, long time, long long time, forever.
In future, long long time. Kintu throw Staff, long long way. Throw Staff where, to Navel of Kintu. People live on belly of Kintu, long long time, long long way, how happy, happy happy happy.
Everyone else what? Dead.
The transition pain dissipated, like frost evaporating. He felt the hard bulge of the arms that carried him, the iron strength of biceps.
His head was tipped back. He saw the white fleshy underside of a tiny beardless chin. Beyond that, all he could see was black sky. Some kind of wispy high cloud, greenish. A rippling aurora.
His weight had changed. He was light as an infant, as a dried-up twig.
Not Earth, then.
He could be anywhere. Encoded as a stream of bits, he could have been sent a thousand light-years from home. And because Saddle Point signals traveled at mere light speed, he could be a thousand years away from a return. Even the enigmatic Earth he'd returned to, the Earth of 3265, might be as remote as the Dark Ages from the year of his birth.
Or not.
Now a face loomed over him, as broad and smooth as the Moon, encased in a crude pressure-suit helmet that was not much more than a translucent sack. The face was obviously hominid, but it had big heavy eye ridges, and a huge flat nose that thrust forward, and a low hairline. Thick black eyebrows, like a Slav, wide dark eyes. Those eye ridges gave her a perpetually surprised look.
Her.
It was a female. Young? The skin looked smooth, but he had no reference.
She smiled down at him. She was a Neandertal girl.
There was black around the edge of his vision.
He was running out of air. His suit was a nonfunctioning antique. It was all he had. But now it was going to kill him.
The girl's face creased with obvious concern. She lifted up her hand -- now she was holding him with
one arm,
for God's sake -- and she started waving her right hand up and down in front of her body. Those thick Russian eyebrows came down, so she looked quizzical.
She was miming, he thought.
Pain?
"Yes, it hurts." His radio wasn't working, and she didn't look to have any kind of receiver. She probably couldn't speak English, of course, which would be a problem for him. He was an American, and in his day, Americans hadn't needed to learn other languages. Maybe he, too, could mime. "Help me. I can't breathe." He kept this up for a few seconds, until her expression dissolved into bafflement.
With big moonwalk strides she began to carry him forward. Inside his bubble helmet his head rattled around, thumping against the glass.
Now, in swaying glimpses, he could see the landscape.
A plain, broken by fresh-looking craters. The ground was red, but overlaid by streaks of yellow, brown, orange, green, deep black. It looked muddy and crusted, like an old pizza. Much of it was frosted. From beyond the close horizon, he could see a plume of gas that turned blue as it rose, sparkling in the flat light of some distant Sun. The plume fell straight back to the ground, like a garden sprinkler.
And there was something in the sky, big and bright. It was a dish of muddy light, down there close to the horizon, a big plateful of cloudy bands, pink and purple and brown. Where the bands met, he could see fine lines of turbulence, swoops and swirls, a crazy watercolor. Maybe it was a moon. But if so it was a hell of a size, thirty or forty times the size of the Moon in Earth's sky.
His lungs were straining at the fouling air. There was a hot stink, of fear and carbon dioxide and condensation. He tried to control himself, but he couldn't help but struggle, feebly.
...Jupiter.
Think, Malenfant. That big "moon" had to be Jupiter.
And if that was a volcanic plume he'd seen, he was on Io.
He felt a huge, illogical relief, despite the claustrophobic pain. He was still in the Solar System, then. Maybe he was going to die here. But at least he wasn't so impossibly far from home. It was an obscure comfort.
But...
Io,
for God's sake. In the year A.D. 3265, it seemed, there were Neandertals, reconstructed from genetic residue in modern humans, living on Io. Why the hell, he still had to figure.
The blackness closed around his vision, like theater curtains.
He drifted back to consciousness.
He was in a tent of some kind. It stretched above him, cone shaped, like a teepee. He couldn't see through the walls. The light came from glow lamps -- relics of the high-tech past, perhaps.
He was lying there naked. He didn't even have the simple coverall the Bad Hair Day twins had given him in Earth orbit. Feebly he put his hands over his crotch. He'd come a thousand years and traveled tens of light-years, but he couldn't shake off that Presbyterian upbringing.
People moved around him.
Neandertals.
In the tent they shucked off their pressure suits, which they just piled up in a corner, and went naked.
He drifted to sleep.
Later, the girl who'd pulled him through the Saddle Point gateway, pulled him through to Io itself, nursed him. Or anyhow she gave him water and some kind of sludgy food, like hot yogurt, and a thin broth, like very weak chicken soup.
He knew how ill he was.
He'd gotten radiation poisoning at the heart of that radioactive pile. He'd taken punishment in the mucous membranes of his mouth, esophagus, and stomach, where the membrane surfaces were coming off in layers; it was all he could do to eat the yogurt stuff. He got the squits all the time, twenty-five or thirty times a day; his Neandertal nurse patiently cleaned him up, but he could see there was blood in the liquid mess. His right shin swelled up until it was rigid and painful; the skin was bluish-purple, swollen, shiny and smooth to the touch. He got soft blisters on his backside. He could feel that his body hair was falling out, at his eyebrows, his groin, his chest.
He was sensitive to sounds, and if the Neandertals made much noise it set off his diarrhea. Not that they often did; they made occasional high-pitched grunts, but they seemed to talk mostly with mime, pulling their faces and fluttering their fingers at each other.
He drifted through periods of uneasy sleep. Maybe he was delirious. He supposed he was going to die.
His Neandertal nurse's physique was not huge, but her body gave off an impression of density. Her midsection and chest were large -- flat breasts -- and the muscles of her forearm looked as thick as Malenfant's thigh muscles. Her aura of strength was palpable; she was much more physical than any human Malenfant had ever met.
But what immediately stood out was her face.
It was outsized, with her eyes too far apart, nose flattened, and features spread too wide, as if the whole face had been pulled wide. Her jaw was thick, but her chin was shallow and sliced back, as if it had been snipped off. Bulging out of her forehead was an immense brow, a bony swelling like a tumor. It pushed down the face beneath it and made the eyes sunken in their huge hard-boned sockets, giving her the effect of a distorted reflection, like an embryo in a jar. A swelling at the back of her head offset the weight of that huge brow, but it tilted her head downward, so that her chin almost rested on her chest, her massive neck snaking forward.
But those eyes were clear and human.
He christened his nurse Valentina, because of her Russian eyebrows: Valentina after Tereshkova, first woman in space, whom he had met once at an air show in Paris.
Valentina was more human than any ape, and yet she was not human. And it was that closeness-yet-difference that disturbed Malenfant.
He slept, he woke. Days passed, perhaps; he had no way to mark the passage of time.
He got depressed.
He got frightened. He cursed Nemoto for his renewed exile.
He clutched his ruined old space suit to his chest, running his aching hands over his mission patch and the Stars and Stripes, faded by harsh Alpha Centauri light. He stared at his fragment of Emma, the only human face here, and wept like a baby.
Valentina tolerated all this.
And, slowly, to his surprise, he started getting better. After a time he was even able to sit up, to feed himself.
Valentina, a dirt-caked bare-assed Neandertal, was curing him of radiation poisoning. He couldn't figure it, grateful as he was for the phenomenon. Maybe there was some kind of nanomachinery at work here, repairing the damage he had suffered at the cellular, even molecular level. He'd already seen evidence of how the Earth was suffused by ancient machinery from beyond the Saddle Points, from the stars.
Or maybe it was just the soup.
Soon Malenfant was able to walk, stiffly.
Most of the Neandertals ignored him. They stepped over and around him as if they couldn't even see him.
For his part, he watched the Neandertals, amazed.
He counted around thirty people crammed into this teepee. There were adults, frail old people, children all the way down to babies in arms. But, he sensed, it would take a long time to get to know them so well that he could distinguish all the individuals. He was the archetype of the foreigner abroad, to whom everybody looked alike.