Star Woman in Love (29 page)

Those in attendance were only given a watered down version of events. They didn’t know that the nuclear donor was the renowned magic woman Cassandra Morgante, and that she didn’t know that her biological samples were being used to clone her. Another secret was that another egg had been fertilised, and a freshly cloned embryo had been implanted in another surrogate a few months previously.

Finally, videos were shown of the girl Marion called the “Child of Science.” The little one was fluent in French, Italian and English. She knew how to read and write in the three languages. She was learning to play the violin, and had already started ballet classes and pony-riding. In a surprising finale, Marion revealed that she was Vanessa’s surrogate mother and was now raising her like her own. After all, she had created her. The donor of the biological material, who was anonymous, would have never had a baby anyway. This girl owed her life to her. And to Mr Harker, whose surname the child had taken for legal reasons. The bond between Marion and the cloned girl, she added, was one of mother and daughter, and of the holiest kind.

“Ladies and gentlemen, let me introduce you to the future. Please welcome Vanessa Harker.”

The room went silent when the little girl tip-toed in, holding her minder’s hand. She greeted the audience with a cute curtsy and proceeded to sit on her mother’s knees. The dark-suited crowd erupted into applause again. Harker was grinning from ear to ear. He was invincible. There was nothing he couldn’t do in the world of matter.

* * * *

Shambhala, watching Dublin, spring 1999

All the big screens in the Crystal City were switched on. As usual, events from the three-dimensional Earth were being broadcast in its major squares. Fairies, devas, angels, spirit guides and totems followed the developments in Cassandra’s life with bathed breath. The policy in Shambhala was that all higher beings would help our heroine by simply focusing their minds on her, lifting her energy through the Light of their awareness. That day had something unusual in store. The atmosphere was momentous. New developments on Earth were about to unfold as the city shone like a diamond. The hologram-transmitter in the White Lodge was positioned to send its projection on the round table around which the Masters were sitting. The flames that danced over their heads were bright and riveting. Something was going to crop up in Cassandra’s life, the outcome of which had them split into two factions. Some thought that she was going to succumb to the lure of matter and was never going to become an Earth angel. Others believed that she was simply biding time, and creating time for that matter, before her final victory. If she won, humanity would evolve. If she didn’t, humanity would be doomed.

St. Germain and Lady Portia were concerned. They had been hoping that the Twin Flame Game would by then have played a more central role in the way humans were going to change. That was only going to happen if Cassandra’s development was to unfold hand in hand with her relationship with Oscar. If not, this might create an enduring tear in the Plan. The elements of darkness and doubt had already sneaked in. Now things had taken a complete turn for the worst between the two ex-lovers. The ascended couple didn’t like the fact that Cassandra may end up being alone in her evolution. That would mean that individuals on Earth were going to develop one-by-one, and not two-by-two, like the creatures boarding Noah’s Ark. It could also be dangerous for the planet.

The healing of the Twin Flame relationship had broader implications. It stood for an old wound in the heart of humankind: the way men treated women historically. Oscar was a symbol of the evolution of the male of his species. Would they embrace the Divine Feminine, womankind in the full scope of her powers? It didn’t seem to be the case. Oscar had opted for the old ways: he had chosen to be with a weaker, less evolved woman. The Masters had therefore devised a stratagem to counteract the tricks of the Dark Side that had tied Oscar and Cassandra to their egos.

Portia addressed the Lodge.

“Being Twin Flames ourselves, St. Germain and I understand and embody the meaning of mirroring one another in a perfect relationship. Cassandra and Oscar are Twin Flames too. They have showed each other everything about themselves that needed to be healed. Their mutual mirroring will continue even after their separation, whether they like it or not and whether they acknowledge it or dismiss it as nonsense.” 

Myriam, the Butterfly Lady, took to the floor.

“Up until Oscar’s betrayal and rejection, Cassandra was sure about her psychological make-up and could control her energy quite effortlessly. We had nothing but praise for her poise. By contrast, Oscar was tormented and sad. Just like many people who are running away from the wound they carry in their hearts, he has developed the habit of subconsciously projecting onto others the deeply ingrained mechanisms and blocks buried somewhere in his psyche. Despite the fact that his encounter with his Twin Flame has brought his wound to the surface,
these inner blocks still remain a part of his energy. In his desperate attempt to let them go, he has rid himself of the mirror that reflected them. But his problems are still in him. We know he didn’t reveal the entire wound to Cassandra, and he’s still keeping the darkest part to himself. The wound and his blocks are going to continue to be reflected between the Twins, and will repel Cassandra and Oscar to go their separate ways again until he finds the courage to look inwards and heal on his own.” 

“You are right, Myriam,” Portia said. “Separation often seems to happen to Twin Flames. They find each other only to run away from each after a little while. That’s because there are parts of themselves they are not loving or accepting, and they can’t handle seeing these being magnified by the connection. They don’t feel good enough, as in Oscar’s case. They are afraid that if they get close, the other Twin will see those parts they are trying to deny. They fear rejection would crush them and ‘prove’ to them that the very things they detest about themselves are indeed true.”

The World Teacher, Master Kuthumi, a specialist in understanding the ways of the flesh, had more to say about this particularly human weakness.

“At the start, attraction prevailed between Oscar and Cassandra. They are two healthy young people and their physical selves came to the fore, where they stood for quite a while. They were inseparable at the start. Their minds almost couldn’t see the physical boundaries between each other. While their focus was kept on love, it inspired them to grow together into their best selves. This growth caused Cassandra’s evolution to step up a gear. It hadn’t happened with her previous romantic liaisons because they were not of the Twin Flame type. With Oscar it was different. As soon as they met, the cells of her fourth dimensional body started to form and her powers began manifesting. This coincided with the emergence of hurtful memories from Oscar’s past as his mind expanded to embrace the fullness of his own identity.

Cassandra’s mind is predominantly stellar with a transient human body, and Oscar’s is more human with a very male human body. As cowards do, he blamed her for the troubles of his past. He resented her because he thought she couldn’t understand his torments. The truth is that subconsciously he wanted her to also suffer in order for her to be at one with him at that level. When he abandoned her, their separation created wounds in her that she had never thought she would be capable of suffering. Obviously they lied dormant in some forgotten corner of her mind. She had also been hurt in the past. Wasn’t she abandoned by her father when she was a little girl? And didn’t her mother kill herself in the throes of depression, and leave her behind when she still needed her? And what about Gordon who impregnated someone else whilst dating Cassandra?

She thought she had dealt with all of this, but her subconscious had made a different assessment of the situation. Her wound is now fully blown up because of the heed she gives it. Unfortunately, her subconscious mind is now clinging to the human cells in her body, which maintain and keep reproducing the memory of these hurts. Now both Oscar and Cassandra have to deal with their own wounds. In actual fact, at present they are far from handling them. She is enslaved by hers and far from even considering healing them. He is running away from his, and subconsciously projecting them on others.
Twin Flames always seem to do this, as St Germain and Portia can testify.”

St. Germain proceeded to speak to the Council.

“The separation of Twin Flames tends to be sudden and far from amicable. The Twins point their fingers at each other, blaming their partner for the breakdown of their physical relationship. This has all been pre-determined by both Twin Flames along with their Spirit Guides and Soul Family before they incarnate, to help them learn and grow the most. The physical separation forces the Twin Flames to look deeper and awaken more of their soul-consciousness. It takes time for Twin Flames to trust in the love of their Union. Their relationships tend to come about at once and are very intense. They elude the logic in which individuals are taught to trust. Many Twins feel a transformation happening within, even if they tend to try to fight it because they are afraid of the unknown.

Humans have a tendency to content themselves with how they have made sense of the world, especially as it fits into most other people’s views. Evolution into their angelic selves is taking time to kick-start on Earth. It’s because people are afraid of anything that cannot be labelled, and accepted as the status quo. Humans are not quite sure how they could survive if they allowed themselves to trust in intuition, follow the inclines of their soul and take a spiritual stance to life. Won’t people think they are mad? Won’t they lose friends and even family? What if they are married, won’t their spouses think they are crazy or bad?

This is one of the reasons why people on Earth feel alone even when they are in relationships. They are confused and think they
 
are
 
mad. They shy from everything and especially everyone who reminds them of their wholeness, of their true potential. They settle for mediocrity and second best, so not to have to face up to the process of embracing their full identity. They run away from their Twin Soul to avoid that hard work, to save themselves the trouble.

The problem is that as they run from the connection, away from their Twin Flame,
 
they begin to lose themselves. They close their hearts and become numb, depressed, lost. On the surface, they try to pretend that everything is
 
fine. The truth is that their efforts to make everything seem “normal” again are based on fear. They are too weak to believe
 
in this, especially when they think it was their Twin who hurt them so much. This is Oscar’s case. He cannot yet see that it is his own inner hurt, his own inner rejection that has caused so much pain. His inner numbness has become very frightening, and his depression real. He chooses to push it to a forgotten corner of his mind. Chances are that it will grow deep, monstrous roots there. People could see that Oscar was changing but he couldn’t tell them why; he believed no one would understand.

Oscar’s Twin Flame relationship with Cassandra stepped up a gear as she was turning into a higher being. Concurrently, he began to feel more and more alone and being pushed deeper into himself, into his darkest emotions. He reached that part of his psyche where his intuition
 
is, and where the inner knowing of the soul-consciousness resides, where his best-kept darkest secret resides. In the end, his fear of losing himself outdid his fear of facing up to his inner issues.

Now we don’t know what is in store for our two Twins. Sometimes Twin Flames need to feel the deepest depths before they accept there is another way into love, into freedom, into happiness. The
 
Path leading there can be very rocky; yet its purpose is to help them to trust in themselves more, and to practice Self-Love. If both Twins find such love at the centre of their soul, it will be reflected back between them, and Reunion will occur. We just hope this is the case for Cassandra and her Twin Soul...”

“Cassandra has no Twin Soul!”

A startling roar came from a disembodied voice. Ice-cold silence descended on the Masters. Who was the uninvited guest who had infiltrated their meeting? In synch, they turned to look at the point from where the sound was coming, astounded at what was happening. For the first time an intruder was among them. Who was this being? How could he have the power to project his voice into their gathering? His energy was mighty and angry. A bright ball of Light appeared in a far end of the hall. A figure could be seen inside it. Its contours kept fading and changing. All mouths were ajar.

The shape spoke again to what looked like a petrified audience. This time his voice was sweeter and golden. “Do you remember me?”

A lizard appeared on the table and turned into the most handsome man the world had ever seen. His wavy locks skimmed his chin and his eyes sparkled like gold in the mid-summer sun. He towered over the other male Masters by a few inches. They knew him. How could he make it here? How could he penetrate the crystal curtain that surrounded Shambhala? Had the Plan been tampered with to such an extent that portents of this scope could happen?

The long silence continued. The Masters’ faces seemed grave and concerned. Events that had appeared rather unexplainable before were now making sense. They had to be flexible, given these new circumstances. Lady Myriam was the only one in attendance who couldn’t hide her happiness at the sight of this unexpected visitor. He didn’t look at her but she felt their still strong bond.