Stronger Than Ever (My Best Friend) (17 page)

He stood, pick
ing
her up, and
walked
toward the bedroom. He opened the door and kicked it closed with his foo
t
. Strolling
over to the bed
, he
placed her in the middle. “Doll eyes, I’ve missed you.” He
bent
down and kis
sed
her lips, then her chin. He
pulled
her up and unhooked her bra, throwing it on the floor. He
sucked
her dark right nipple.

“Mmm, baby, did you miss me?” he said, moving to the left one, taking it in his mouth and gently pulling on it. “Answer me, baby.” He
began
kissing and licking
from between her breasts to her navel, then stopped and stared into her eyes.
Tell me, Kay
.

“I’ve missed you too, Jason,” she said
,
moaning
.
Her breathing was getting more erratic with each single lick and nibble.

He unbuttoning her jeans,
and took
them down her hips and leg
s. S
he helped him by finally
taking
them off and throwing them
across the room
. He stared into her eyes. “You’re beautiful.”

He took off his jeans and his boxers and settled between her legs. “Baby, I want to taste you, but I can’t wait to be inside you.” He tore her panties. “I’ll buy you some more.” He rubb
ed
his cock up and down on her wet pussy. “Fuck, baby, you’re so wet.”

“Stop teasing me.”

“Take it, baby,” he said between groans.

She grabbed his dick and placed it in the opening of her pussy. She gasped when he pushed into her
inch-by-inch
gripping the sheets.

“Oh God, Jason.” She
uttered
, moving her hips to take him in.

“Baby, you’re so tight,” he said from between gritted teeth. He mov
ed
in and out of her, and she followed his lead. He leaned into her suck
ing
her breasts
, and
then kissed
her up until he reached her ear. He felt her pussy squeezing his dick. “Kay,
I will always love you
.” He leaned up and stared into her eyes.

“I’ve never stopped loving you.”

He made love to her slowly, letting her feel all of him. She turned her face to look away. He
cupped her face and wiped the tear away.

“
Tell
me you still love me.” He gently pulled her hair. “
Tell
me you’re still mine.” He pull
ed
out and slamming back into her pussy. He could feel she was about to come, but he wanted her to say she still loved him. He tightened his hold on her hair. “Tell
me, Kay.”

She stared at him with her mouth slightly open. He coul
d see
she was
enjoying what he was doing to her body. He felt her body shaking, at the brink of ecstasy.

“I’m yours.”

“Say it louder.”

“This pussy is yours. I’m yours.” She grabbed his ass to pull him closer, wanting him to go deeper.

“Damn, Kay. I’ve always been yours,” he said,
beginning
to
thrust
her harder and faster.

She yelled out in pleasure. “I love you! I will never stop.”

He
kept thrusting
into her uncontrollably, bursting deep into her canal, grabbing her hair with force. He felt his soul leave his body and return. When he opened his eyes, Kay was crying. “Did I hurt you?” he asked, trying to wipe all her tears away. “Please don’t cry, Kay. Was I too rough?”

She
shook her head
and tried to get up from under him.

“What is it?”

“Why did you do this to me?” She stared at the picture he had of the two of them on his dresser.

“Because I love you.”

“Come home, then.”

“I can’t.” He pulled out of her and sat down on the edge of the mattress, putting his face in his hands.

“Oh, I get it. You were horny.” She got up.

“How could you say that? I miss you! You’re everything to me!”

“You could’ve fooled me! You left me and your kids over a disagreement, just because I had a different opinion than you.”

“Kay, if Angel was a match you were going put her life in jeopardy for someone who doesn’t give a fuck about her. She is my daughter. No matter what you or anybody else thinks I can’t get over that. Do you still love him? Did you just settle for me all these years because you wanted him and couldn’t have him?”

She stared back at him. “I can’t believe you just said that. I never loved him. It was always
you
. How could you think I settled? You’re so much more than what I dreamt about? Jason, with you I finally felt home, like I belonged, and now I’m feeling empty. But I will survive this.”

“Kay, stop thinking you’re less. You are so much more.” He moved in front of her. “Girl, you have my heart in the palm of your hands.” He leaned in and kissed her. “
T
he last few months ha
ve
been hell.”

“Come home.”

“I was coming back to beg you to take me back. Then something came up, and I just couldn’t.” He let go of her face.

“What is it? You can’t forgive me?”

“That’s not it. If we are going to fix this, I have to be honest with you,” he said, stepping back.

“You’re scaring me. Did you find someone else?”

“Didn’t you hear what I’ve been telling you all night? Didn’t you see the way I acted? No, you’re the only one, Kay. But there is no simple way of saying this. Kimberly has a little boy and she says that her son is mine. We’re supposed to get a paternity test done, but she keeps postponing.” He stared at her and could see the sadness in her eyes. She got out of the bed and walked to his bathroom. He stood there, knowing exactly how badly he’d just hurt her.

Kay got into the bathroom closed the door. She looked at her reflection in the mirror, and cr
ied
.
Who are you to judge? Angel is not his. You shouldn’t be feeling like this. It’s not his fault
. She stepped into the shower stall and turned it on.

Jason opened the door to the bathroom and stepped into the shower behind Kay. He whispered in her ear.

“You’re my chocolate. I love you.”

He kiss
ed
her neck
,
then
turn
ed
her around
to
kiss her lips. He could taste her tears. He leaned down and nibbl
ed
on her breasts, twirling his tongue on her nipple, going down to her belly. He got down on his knees and placed her left leg over his right shoulder, licking and sucking her pussy. She threw her head back in pleasure, moaning his name. He tongue-fucked her, and then inserted two fingers into her pussy. “Mmm, baby, you taste so good. Come for me, baby.”

He grabbed hold of her waist and nibbled on her clit until she burst into his mouth. He kissed his way back up. “I’m sorry,” he said, whispering between kisses.

She could taste her own essence, she kissed him one more time before she kneeled down and took him into her mouth. She stroked him up and down with her hand. While she twirled her tongue on his dick he held on to the rack. She deep-throated him, could feel his dick throbbing, as she held and gently messaged his balls. They were getting tighter. She felt him about to come when he pulled out her mouth. He picked her up.

“Can I get your hair wet?” he asked, smiling.

“I don’t care about my hair right now.”

He put her under the water and
commenced
kissing her breast and neck. He plunged into her in one deep thrust. “Jason,” she moaned, gasping. “You’re mine.”

“Yes, I’m all yours.” He thrust into her harder, saying her name. They both came in ecstasy. He lowered her to the floor and washed her from head to toe. He dried her and walked her to the bed. “We’ll talk tomorrow…is that okay? I just want to hold you.”

“Hold me.”

He grabbed her in his arm
s as
she placed her head on his chest.
Finally
, she thought.
The sound of his heartbeat
.

***

Jason jumped up from out of a deep sleep and looked over to his side.
Is she really here with
me
? Her hair w
as a mess
, but
he smiled as he removed a strand from her face with his index finger. He leaned in and kissed her nose, whispering
, “I missed you so much.”

He got up to use the bathroom. He came back, climbed under the sheets and between her legs. He spread her legs and kiss
ed
her inner thighs. She mov
ed
as he licked her labia and
started
kissing her clit.

She grabbed his head and guided him. “Jason that feels….” She moaned. “So fucking good.” She grabbed his hai
r, and
was obviously sensitive after their night of making love.

“Come for me.” He plunged his tongue into her tight pussy. She let go of his hair
and
gripped
the sheets.

“I’m coming!”

Her body bounced of the bed and he
grabbed
her waist, holding her in place, making sure he took her to ecstasy. She came so hard
,
he fe
lt
her walls closing in on his tongue.

He leaned and kissed his way up to her lips. “I know you’re sor
e, but
I needed to taste you one more time. It’s been so long since I’ve had you in my arms.”

“Your fault,” she smiled
.

“We can get through this,” he said. Kay turned her face. “Right?”

“Jason, if he is your son—”

“So what if he’s my son?”

“Think about it. That means I kept him from you.”

“What are you saying?”

“You broke up with her because of me. If you wouldn’t have, you would’ve known you were going to be a father. You gave up raising your own son to raise a baby that wasn’t even yours.” She could feel her tears ready to fall.

“First of all, it’s been you in my heart. I would’ve eventually ended things with her. You didn’t keep him away from me, she did. She could’ve still told me. Kay, I have two beautiful kids until the test says otherwise and
Angel is mine in every sense
.”

“Answer me this truthfully.” He nodded. “If you knew she was pregnant, would you have still married me?”

He stared at her
. H
e’d obviously never thought about that and didn’t have an
answer
.
“Kay.”

“You don’t have to
answer
. Please
take me home.” She got off the bed and picked her clothes up off the floor.

“Kay, you don’t know what I was going to say, and why do we have to dwell in the past? I married you and that’s all that matters.” He put on his jeans.

“To me it matters. Are you keeping the kids today? Or should I pick them up?”

“I told you because I want to come home, and now you’re asking me if I want to spend time with my kids? I don’t want to be a part-time parent.”

“Jason, you only married me because of Angel. Don’t get me wrong, I’m so grateful for what you did for us. But if I knew you had a son I would’ve never let you do what you did.” She walked out of the room. “If you don’t take me home, I’ll call a cab.”

He ran after her, grabbed her arm, and turned her around. “You think I married you out of convenience? That’s not true! I could’ve adopted her—there are so many other things I could’ve done. I married you twice because you’re my soul mate.” He caressed her arm.

“Again, would you have married me if Kimberly would’ve told you she was pregnant? The answer is no, because you would’ve done the right thing by your son.” She grabbed her purse.

“Kay, what does it matter, the what ifs? What’s done is done, it’s in the past. We don’t even know if he’s my son.”

She smiled. “You still didn’t answer.” She turned and walked out the door.

Jason rushed to the bedroom, put on a pair of sandals, and grabbed a T-shirt. Running out to the elevator, he caught up with her in the lobby. “I’ll take you home.” He knew she must still be in shock to hear he might have another son.