Authors: Kim Vogel Sawyer
Tags: #FIC042030, #FIC042040, #FIC042000, #Christian fiction, #Love stories
A strange pressure built in his chest. Lydia cradling a child was an arresting sight. He shook his head to clear it, then gestured to the curtain. “Back here.” He led the small parade to the examination area, where he saw to the child's wounds. As soon as the mother and child departed, Micah turned to address the question he was sure Lydia was expecting.
“What in the world are youâ”
The cowbell sounded, and Micah threw out his arms, his gaze raised heavenward. What now? But instead of a patient, Stan rushed in. Finally. Micah started to berate the man for his late arrival. Before Micah could speak, the man blurted, “Hey, Micah, I have a message for you. Some dockworker said to tell you there's a package for you due in on the next Red Cross ship. Said it would be in around ten this evening.”
M
icah's sudden change in demeanor left Lydia feeling strangely unsettled. He seemed to blanch at hearing the message, then straightened and deliberately assumed a nonchalant pose. When he spoke, his voice was even and held no hint of anxiety, yet Lydia sensed he was hiding his true feelings.
“Thank you, Stan. Now suppose you tell me where you've been. You're more than an hour late.”
Stan ducked his head and dug the toe of his boot against the wooden floor. “Aw, I'm sorry, Micah. I lost track of time. I was shooting billiards with some of the boys, andâ”
Micah waved a hand. “Never mind. I can guess.” He dropped the subject, but Lydia imagined it would be brought up again, when Micah no longer had an audience to overhear the conversation. Micah held out his hand in her direction. “Stan, let me introduce Miss Lydia Eldredge from Boston, Massachusetts. She arrived just in time to help with an emergency.”
Lydia smiled and offered her hand.
Stan took it and held it longer than was polite, grinning foolishly above the shaggy beard. “Well, hello, Miss Eldredge. I'm StanâStanley Forrester. Nice to make your acquaintance.
What brings you to New York? I don't imagine you came just to help Doc Hatcher here with his emergency.”
Lydia forced a light laugh and withdrew her hand from Stan's massive paw. She resisted the urge to wipe her palm on her skirt. “No, actually, I'm here on business.” She felt Micah's querying look and had to fight to keep from turning to him and begging for his help. She didn't want to say anything in front of a man about whom she knew nothing more than his name.
“Business?” Stan's bushy eyebrows rose. Lydia thought it looked as if he had as much hair growing across his forehead as he did on his chin. “Now, you're much too pretty to be concerned about business. Since you're new in town, maybe I couldâ”
“Stan, Miss Eldredge has said she's here on business.” Micah's tone carried a hard edge. “To me, that intimates her social time is limited.”
Stan took a step backward, still grinning. He held up both hands. “Okay, okay, Micah. Don't get your dander up. Couldn't pass up the opportunity, ya know?”
He swung his gaze back to Lydia, and she experienced a sense of discomfiture as real as when the two men had ogled her outside the Pennsylvania Station.
“Have a good time in New York, Miss Eldredge.” He winked. “But don't expect too much attention from ol' Doc Hatcher hereâthis boy is all work and no play.”
“Thank you. I'm sure my time here will be well spent.”
“Stan, I'd appreciate it if you would clean up, and then lock the clinic on your way out. I need to take Miss Eldredge to her lodgings.”
Stan waved a hand, a smirk still creasing his face. “Sure. Okay, Micah.”
Micah walked behind the curtain and emerged a moment later with a brown felt hat pulled low over his eyebrows and a
brown jacket in place of the apron he'd been wearing earlier. He picked up Lydia's suitcase with one hand, took hold of her elbow with the other, and ushered her out the door.
Lydia knew that to anyone looking on, he would appear the perfect gentleman, but his fingers dug into her arm. He seemed to be simmering with controlled fury. She bit down on her lower lipâit hadn't been her intention to make him angry. Perhaps she should have wired ahead that she was coming. But it was too late for that now, she told herself as she was forced to walk faster than she preferred to keep up with Micah's longer stride. When her heel nearly caught in a crack of the sidewalk, she lost patience and jerked her arm loose.
Micah swung around, her suitcase banging against his knee. “What's wrong?”
“Do you mean, what's wrong that brings me to New York or what's wrong that I suddenly decided I didn't care to have my arm pulled from its socket?” She rubbed her elbow where it felt as if his fingers had imprinted her flesh.
At her outburst, Micah plunked the suitcase on the sidewalk and sat on it, propping his elbows on his knees and resting his face in his hands. She stood silently until he raised his chin, dragging his hands along his cheeks and creating temporary jowls with the movement. He sighed. “I'm sorry if my pace was too . . . brisk.”
“Brisk? Micah, I felt as if we were running from the law!”
A grin threatenedâshe saw the left corner of his lips twitch. It pleased her, but still she admonished lightly, “And you haven't even asked after Nicky.”
Micah's head came up. “Is he okay?”
The obvious concern in his expression nearly melted Lydia's heart. She hastened to assure him. “Nicky was fine when I left. He sent me with a drawing which I'm to give to Micah-his-
friend.” She smiled. “You left quite an impression on that little boy. He talks about you every day.”
Micah's eyes softened at that news, and he dropped his gaze to the sidewalk near his feet. When he stood, she noted the tenderness that had appeared at the mention of Nicky had slipped away. “Lydia, are you really here on business?”
Lydia gave a quick nod. “Yes. Very important business. Micah, do you remember when you saidâ”
Micah held up a hand. “I do want to hear about your reason for being here, but I have to be honest. I've got some important business of my own that needs immediate attention.” He glanced at his wristwatch, grimaced, and looked beyond her shoulder for a moment, a frown creasing his handsome face. Finally he looked at her again. “Do you have a hotel yet?”
She shook her head. “No. I came straight to the clinic when I arrived.”
“Well, I believe the apartment across from mine is empty right now. The older couple who lived there moved closer to their daughter's workplace so they could watch her children while she's at work. Let me see if the landlady would allow you to camp out there while you're in town. It's only a studio apartment, but it will be more spacious than a hotel room. Would that be all right with you?”
Lydia tipped her head. “Do you think the landlady would be willing to do that?” Housing in Boston rarely lasted more than a few hours between tenants.
“She might.” Micah smirked. “She thinks I'm cute.”
Lydia frowned. “Micah, really.” An improper rush of jealousy followed.
He shrugged, his lopsided grin causing her heart to turn over. “She's also old enough to be my grandma. But I look out for her, so I think she'd do this for me. Come on.” He took her
arm again, but much more gently. He also tempered his stride to match her shorter one. As they walked along, he glanced at her and offered a smile. A real smile. His Micah-smile. It warmed Lydia all the way to the open toes of her shoes.
Heavenly Father, guard my heart,
Lydia willed even as she returned Micah's smile with a tremulous one of her own.
I'm here to save my son, not give my heart away.
To turn her attention elsewhere, she allowed her gaze to scan the area. She wrinkled her nose. Did nothing green grow in New York? A few sad flower boxes hung on apartment windows, but the poor plants growing there drooped and sagged as if blooming were too much effort. Happy squeals reached her ears and she looked upward, spotting a group of children playing on a rooftop.
A rooftop?
She thought of Nicky in such a location, and her heart nearly stopped. Never would she allow such a thing! But when one considered the traffic, perhaps a rooftop was safer than the streets. . . .
They reached a block of solid, brown-brick apartment buildings standing four or five stories high. Sets of concrete steps every fifteen feet or so either led one below sidewalk level or up to a square landing. Micah guided her to the third upward set. He opened the door for her, and she preceded him into a dimly lit hallway that stretched toward another door at the back. An iron-railed stairway led to the upper floors. She didn't have a chance to explore further, because Micah stopped at the first apartment and knocked. They waited a moment. Then he tapped again.
A sour voice came through the door. “I'm comin', I'm comin', no need to break down the ever-lovin' door!”
Lydia would have taken a step back, but Micah blocked her. The door swung open and a wrinkle-faced old woman in a wrinkled, faded housedress, bare legs, andâof all thingsâmen's boots with no laces, stood scowling in the opening. She fixed
Lydia with a harsh glare. “Yeah, missy, what do ya want? I ain't buyin' nothin', if yer sellin'.”
Micah leaned over Lydia's shoulder. “Mrs. Flannigan, me old darlin', I wouldn't dream of sellin' you a thing.”
The woman's face lit when Micah came into her view. To Lydia's amazement, she even preened, lifting her hand to touch the frizzy gray curls above her left ear. “Ah, Micah, m'boy. Didn't see ya there in the shadows. What can I be doin' for ya today?”
Micah tipped his head to indicate Lydia. “This is Miss Lydia Eldredge, a friend of mine from Boston. She's here in New York on business, and she needs a place to stay.” The woman shook a ferocious finger at Micah, her blue eyes snapping. Micah rushed on. “Now, you know I'm not suggestin' she stay with me, Mrs. Flannigan. You know me better than that!” The woman's face relaxed, the warmth returning to her faded blue eyes. “But I was wonderin' if Kelsey's apartment was rented yet. Thought perhaps she could stay there. Might be only a day or two, but I'd pay for the whole month.”
Lydia shot him a startled glance. She hadn't intended for him to pay her room bill!
Mrs. Flannigan scratched her knobby, whisker-dotted chin. “Well, now, Micah, ya know I've got a waitin' list for that apartment. Could call today an' have it filled, just like that.” She snapped her bony fingers. Then she tucked her chin downward with a flirtatious smile, causing her double chin to triple. “But, for you, m'boy, I'll put off that call for a day 'r two. Yer friend can stay.” Finally the woman's smile swept to include Lydia.
“I thank you, Mrs. Flannigan. You're a real darlin', ye are!”
Lydia never expected to hear an Irish brogue combined with a Texas twang. Her ears might never recover.
“Now, can I be trustin' you to get Lydia settled? I've got some business I must attend to.”
Lydia's heartbeat increased its rhythm. He wasn't going to leave her here with this crusty old woman, was he?
Micah dropped the suitcase by Lydia's feet, touched her back lightly, and whispered, “You're in good hands with Mrs. Flannigan. Turn in early, rest well, and I'll take you along to the clinic with me tomorrow morning. We'll talk there.” After a broad wink in Mrs. Flannigan's direction, which caused the woman to titter like a young girl, Micah spun on his heel and dashed out the door.
Lydia propped a hand on her hip. She turned to Mrs. Flannigan, who still wore a glow from Micah's attention. The older woman sighed, patting the soiled bodice of her dress, then glanced in Lydia's direction. She gave a start, dropping the hand and fussing with a torn corner on her pocket in a self-conscious gesture.
“Yes, well, come along now, Miss . . . Eldredge, did ya say? From Boston, eh? I imagine yer tired from yer journey. Mrs. Flannigan will take good care o' ya, yes she will. Grab yer case there, m'dear, an' follow me.” The older woman herded Lydia to the staircase and began grunting her way upward, tugging at Lydia's hand.
Lydia followed, but she looked between the stairway railing toward the doors where Micah had disappeared. How she wished she knew what business had caused such a state of urgency.
M
icah hoped Lydia would forgive him for dumping her on his landlady, but he knew Mrs. Flannigan would get her settled in. He chuckled, fondness for the older woman warming his chest. She was a feisty old bird, but she possessed a heart of gold. Even so, she might turn up her nose in distaste if she knew of his package retrievals.
He moved along briskly, glancing once in a while at his watch. He had to reach the synagogue before seven if he wanted to speak with Rabbi Jacowicz. He could make it in plenty of time if he drove, but he'd made it a habit to save his gas ration coupons for emergenciesâsuch as making Jeremiah's deliveries. Walking was good exercise, anyway. If he increased his pace, he'd get there in time.
Arms swinging, heels pounding the pavement, he blew out a breath of frustration. What was the dockworker thinking to pass that message off to Stan? Micah had given all of the men strict instructions to give every communication directly to him. Anger propelled by worry rolled through his chest as he considered the possible consequences of the breach of confidence. Anger faded to guilt when he remembered taking his frustration out on Lydia. He shouldn't have been so abrupt with her.
He turned a corner and was forced to slow his speed as he weaved between evening shoppers returning home with their supper fare. The sight of food in baskets made his stomach growl. He hadn't had his supper yetâgetting Lydia settled had taken the place of eating. Of course, she hadn't eaten, either, to his knowledge. Maybe he should pick up somethingâsandwiches from a deli and fruit from one of the vendorsâand take it to her when he returned to the apartment. It would be a gesture of goodwill after his grumpy attitude earlier.
What on earth was she doing here? She'd never mentioned her father having business associations in New York. He would get to the bottom of her “business” later. For now, making arrangements for his package took priority.
He jogged the last few steps to the solid doors of the synagogue. The hinges released a low-pitched moan as he pushed the door inward. Micah entered the cool, dark interior. Two men with long beards, skull caps, and black sidelocks framing their cheeks, looked up from a table where they read together by candlelight. They nodded in a solemn fashion and went back to their book. Micah passed them and entered the small room at the back where he knew he'd find Rabbi Jacowicz.
“Hello, Micah, my friend,” the rabbi greeted when Micah entered the room.
The combination of words brought Nicky fleetingly to mind. Micah swallowed a smile and focused on the purpose of his visit. “Package arriving this evening. Should be here around ten.”
“So you will bring it here by eleven?”
“Between eleven and twelve,” Micah corrected. “Can you be ready?”
“How many?” the man asked.
Micah shrugged. “I'm not sure. At least two, probably. To be safe, we should make preparations for twice that number.”
A single nod acknowledged Micah's request. Then the man smiled, his beard lifting at the corners and his eyes crinkling. “I will be ready.”
“As will I.”
Lydia washed down the last bite of her sandwich with a swallow of milk, then wadded the empty wax paper wrap. She tossed the crumpled paper onto the table, releasing a sigh. Her tummy was now comfortably full thanks to Micah's delivery of a cheese sandwich, two wrinkled apples, and a pint-sized bottle of milk half an hour ago. But the empty room closed around her.
Why hadn't he stayed to eat with her? She would have liked his company at the scarred kitchen table. This aloof, seemingly uncaring Micah was not the man who had sat across her own kitchen table and presented a way to help Nicky two weeks ago. He hadn't even questioned her reason for being in New York. His preoccupation raised a dozen questions in her mind.
Picking up the coarse white sheets Mrs. Flannigan had loaned her, she moved to the corner of the room. She flicked the sheets, one at a time, onto the contraption masquerading as a bed. Nothing more than a worn, sagging mattress on a rusty iron frame that folded up on itself, the bed promised to be very uncomfortable. But she wouldn't need to spend too many nights on it. Father had warned her to prepare for a lengthy stay in New York, claiming there was no way to know for certain how long it would take to find Mrs. Fenwick. But Nicky needed rescuing
now,
and Lydia trusted God to guide her quickly to the woman.
Her hands paused in their task and she drew in a slow breath, a smile twitching at her lips. How wonderful to rest confidently in the assurance of God's attention to her needâespecially since Micah's attention seemed sorely lacking. She had pulled out
her Bible and read some passages in Matthew while eating her simple supper, and she reflected on a section of Scripture. The words
“If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed . . . nothing shall be impossible unto you”
had nearly leaped from the page onto her heart. Bending forward, she smoothed the wrinkles from the sheets as she reminded herself even if right now her faith was smallâno bigger than a mustard seedâit was still sufficient. And just as a mustard plant grew from a tiny seed, her faith would continue to grow as she placed her trust in God. The thought brought a pleasant rush of peace.
A breeze pressed in through one of the windows, riffling the back of her hair and carrying a mildewy odor. Crossing to the closest window, she pushed the simple off-white curtain aside. Palms resting on the dirty sill, she leaned out slightly and gazed left and right. The army-ordered dim-out resulted in the city resting beneath a muted glow, but the dimming of lights seemed to have little effect on activity. The afternoon's busy traffic had slowed with the descent of evening, but groups of people loitered on the sidewalks, talking and laughing.
At the corner, a pair of teenage boys leaned on the iron light pole, cigarettes dangling from their lips, while they jostled one another and whistled at any young woman who wandered by. While Lydia watched, one of the boys lifted his head and fixed his gaze on her. He punched his buddy, pointed, and then both boys leered at her. Lydia withdrew and closed the window as the boys' raucous laughter filtered to her ears. She whisked the shades downward on both windows, sealing herself away from any other prying eyes. Then she busied herself emptying the contents of her suitcase.
Shelves tucked into a cubby near the tiny kitchen held most of her belongings, but her suits required hanging. A search of the apartment revealed no closet, so she made use of a series
of pegs along one wall. She slipped out of her yellow travel suit and hooked it carefully over a wooden peg. A smear of blood marred the lapel of her jacket. Lydia slid her fingers across the brownish stain, and an image of the frightened little girl she'd held filled her mind. How quickly the child's countenance had changed with gentle attention. What a wonderful service Micah provided, seeing to the needs of the city's immigrant population. She nibbled her lower lip, pondering. Might the package he needed to retrieve be supplies? If so, why did he seem upset rather than grateful?
Reaching for her pajamas, she started to dress for bed. But an inner restlessness changed her hands' direction. Instead, she donned a pair of trousers and a blouse. Despite the bedtime hour and her long hours of travel, she wasn't ready to turn in. Perhaps a few minutes of taking in the night air would clear her mind and allow her to sleep. Leather slippers on her feet and the key Mrs. Flannigan had given her in her pocket, she left the apartment.
On the stairway, she passed a couple locked in a rather ardent embrace and an older woman who muttered insults at the unconcerned couple. Her slippers slapped softly against the concrete stairs, her shadow creeping along beside her. She moved quickly to the double doors that led to the street, stepped outside, and seated herself on the top step. Pulling up her knees, she wrapped her arms around them and looked skyward, hoping to see stars.
Her thoughts worked their way across the states to Boston, where Nicky was probably already asleep. She missed him. She'd never been away from him before. He had cried when she left, nearly breaking her heart, but she'd told him he should look out the window at the stars before going to sleep and know that Mama was looking at the same stars. So she searched the
smoke-smudged expanse overhead for stars, thinking of Nicky doing the same thing. The idea comforted her.
The squeak of the door hinges caught her attention, and she looked over her shoulder, prepared to move out of the way if necessary. To her pleased surprise, Micah stepped onto the stoop.
He whisked a glance up and down the street, his brow puckered. “What are you doing out here?”
His flat tone chilled her. She hugged her knees more tightly. “Just sitting. Taking in the night air. I often do that at home before turning in.”
Micah descended two steps, then lowered himself beside her with his legs stretched out in front of him. “Lydia, this isn't your neighborhood. This is a Queens ghetto. It isn't safe for you to be sitting out here alone.”
“Then sit with me.” She offered a smile, hoping to remove the scowl from his face. “Let me tell you why I've come. And you can tell me all about your clinic work.”
Micah flicked an impatient glance at his watch. “I can't right now. I have an appointment.”
Lydia drew back, startled. “At this hour?”
“Yes. But I won't feel comfortable leaving until you're back in your apartment. Please go back up.”
A muscle twitched in his cheek, and he repeatedly clenched and unclenched his fists. The nervous gestures raised an alarm in her mind. Surely just finding her sitting outside on a stoop wouldn't create this much anxiety. She touched his knee. “What's troubling you, Micah?”
Instead of answering, he took hold of her elbow and assisted her to her feet. He led her to the door, opened it, and applied gentle pressure to her back to ease her through the opening. “Uncle Micah says it's time for bed.” His voice quavered, and his attempt at humor only served to increase her trepidation.
“I'll take you to the clinic with me in the morning and we'll talk there, but for now you need to turn in. Good night, Lydia.”
Without giving her a chance to respond, he turned and trotted down the steps, then headed up the street. Lydia stepped back onto the stoop, hands on her hips, staring after him. Curiosity twined through her middle. What kind of business would require his attention at this hour of the evening?
He reached the corner, paused, looked both ways, then turned right. She bit her lip, her thoughts rolling erratically. He'd told her to go up to bed, but she wasn't sleepy, and she wouldn't be able to rest, wondering what he was doing. Without a thought to the ramifications, Lydia dashed down the stairs in pursuit.