Taking Care of Terrific (6 page)

Everybody at the Carstairs School knows about the Sandroff twins' plan to run away. There is even a movement afoot, headed by Seth, to hold a bake sale to raise money for identical bus fares to Montana. But Wilma Sandroff doesn't know about it because she is always off appearing on talk shows, telling people how to get in touch with their adolescents. Arlene and Marlene plan to get in touch with
her
someday, by postcard with no return address.

I feel sorry for Seth, but it's almost impossible to like him. His personality is like a rattlesnake's. When I recognized his voice on the phone, I recoiled a little, as if he might strike with poison fangs right through the wires. Somehow even his "Hello" sounded sarcastic.

"So, what are you doing this summer, Enid?" Seth asked.

"Not much. All my friends are off at camp. Trina Bentley's at horse camp, and Emily Went-worth's at tennis camp, and—" I stopped. It occurred to me that Trina and Emily wouldn't want me telling anything about them to gross Seth Sandroff.

"I'm taking art classes at the museum," I added, "and babysitting. What are you doing this summer, Seth?"

"Working at the station. They had to give me a job because my father owns it. But I like it okay." Seth was talking about his father's TV station.

My eavesdropping mother appeared in the hall, where I was talking on the phone. She'd apparently been listening from the living room.

"Is that Seth Sandroff?" she whispered loudly. "Ask him if he'd like to come over for dinner some night."

My mother is actually a Wilma Sandroff
fan.
She has an autographed copy of that asinine book. I made a hideous face at her and formed
the words "Go away" silently with my mouth. My mother shrugged and went away.

"—pretty sneaky," Seth was saying. I hadn't heard the first part because of my mother.

"What? What's pretty sneaky?" I asked. "I didn't hear what you said."

Seth laughed, an evil sort of laugh. "I said I
know
what you've been doing, Enid. And who you're hanging out with." His voice sounded like those guys in old movies, the ones who say, "We
know
you have the secret formula, heh-heh."

I tried to figure out what he meant. The people in my art class are mostly kids from suburban schools, kids I hardly know at all. They seem nice enough, most of them. But I don't hang out with them.

"What are you talking about, Seth?" I asked in a bored voice.

He lowered his voice to make it sound really subversive. "I've seen you, Enid. I was on my bike, heading over to Tremont Street on an errand for the station manager, and I saw you in the Public Garden, hanging out with that black guy. He's practically old enough to be your father."

I groaned. But I lowered my voice, too, in case my mother was still spying. I didn't want my parents to know about Hawk; it was just too complicated. "That's just a
friend,
Seth—"

He laughed his sinister, knowing laugh. "That's what they all start out thinking," he said.

"All
who?
"

"Young girls who come to Boston and meet these guys in the parks. Seems like a simple pickup at first. I saw this TV show about it. A documentary; we have it on tape down at the station. These older guys befriend them, maybe loan them a little money—"

I thought of Hawk, buying me and Tom Terrific each a green Popsicle. He hadn't said it was a
loan.

Seth was going on and on. "Then before they know it, they're trapped. Hooked on heroin, probably. Owing hundreds of dollars. So they go to work for the guy. There they are, prostitutes, only fourteen years old. Three weeks before, they were innocent little cheerleaders, back in Ohio—"

"Knock it off, Seth."

"Eventually their bodies are found, in warehouses and culverts. Needle marks on their arms. Knife scars. One of them was disemboweled; they couldn't show it on the film, it was too gruesome.
The detective who found her had tears rolling down his cheeks during the interview. 'She could have been my own little girl,' he said—"

"Seth," I said furiously. "You. Are. Such. A. CREEP."

His voice changed from the sinister whisper to an arrogant, know-it-all sort of voice. "You may think I'm a creep," he said. "But your parents won't think I'm a creep when I come over there wearing a clean shirt in order to
warn
them about what the future holds for their precious, brainy, artistically talented little girl."

Now I was really mad. "You wouldn't," I said.

"Wouldn't IP" He laughed. "Unless—"

"Unless what?" He was going to blackmail me in some way. I could hear it coming.

"Meet me at your corner in fifteen minutes," said Seth. "We'll walk over to Florian's and get a couple of those fruit drinks."

The Café Florian sells these great drinks in summer: fresh fruit all zapped in a blender.

"Those are
expensive,
Seth." I groaned. "If you're going to blackmail me, couldn't you start small, maybe with a Coke?"

"Don't sweat it," said Seth. "I'll pay. Fifteen minutes, at your corner." He hung up.

I went to my room and combed my hair and
put on a sweater. Then I went back downstairs to tell my parents that I was going to meet a blackmailer in order to persuade him not to let them know that I was about to be part of the white-slave traffic, seduced by a strange man I'd met in the Public Garden, that I would probably be hooked on heroin quite soon, that they would likely never see me again.

"I'm meeting Seth," I said casually. "We're going over to the Café Florian for a little while."

"That's nice, dear," said my mother, looking up briefly from a medical journal.

"Be home by ten," said my father, adjusting the color on the TV.

Seth was waiting on the corner when I got there, his body kind of draped against a tree. He's skinny, all arms and legs, and he was wearing cut-off jeans and a tee shirt, which made his arms and legs more visible than they are during the school year. Our school has a dress code: jackets and ties for the guys; skirts or dresses for the girls. We all look like a bunch of corporation executives during school. Even our hair has to be neat. After the movie "
10
" came out, Trina Bentley came to school with her hair like Bo Derek's, in a million miniature braids decorated with beads, and she was sent home to undo it,
even though it had cost forty-five dollars to have it done that way. Then there was a big flap because the three black girls in the Upper School argued that
they
should be able to wear their hair Bo Derek style since that was an authentic Afro-American style. Finally there was a compromise: braids yes, beads, no. By the time they reached the compromise, no one cared; school was about to end for the year, and the styles were changing anyway.

Seth had let his hair grow for summer, and it looked pretty good, curly and thick. He had gotten tan, and his skin had cleared up some since I'd seen him last.

Unfortunately, he still had his usual patronizing, sarcastic look on his face. Also, he has this knack of raising one eyebrow at a time. He raised the left one when he saw me coming.

"So," he said, "the big Enid Crowley. Lemme check your arms for needle tracks, kid." He was doing a bad Humphrey Bogart imitation.

"Bug off, Seth. I'm not mainlining yet."

He peeled himself off the tree and we crossed Marlborough Street side by side. Even though I knew none of my school friends were around, I checked automatically, glancing at the few people who were passing. I didn't want anyone I knew to
see me with Seth Sandroff, Mr. Unpopularity.

We crossed Commonwealth, my favorite street in Boston even though it's the street where the Sandroffs live. Commonwealth Avenue has a wide center strip of grass and trees, with benches and flowerbeds. The sun was setting, and everything was bathed in a pastel light. A woman on a bench was jiggling a carriage, rocking a baby to sleep, and reading a magazine. Two toddlers played in the grass while their mothers talked. A jogger passed us, panting rhythmically. A gray-haired man with a pointed nose walked a gray-haired dog with a pointed nose. A Chinese couple was laughing, the girl hiding her mouth behind her cupped hands. Pink-gold sunlight glinted off the windows of the apartment buildings; a soft breeze blew; and I wished that I were wearing sandals and a full-skirted dress of some light, swirling fabric and that I were with almost anyone else in the world but Seth.

He demonstrated his remarkable ability to maintain the mood of a fragile, fairy-tale summer evening by saying abruptly, "The Nerd Sisters went to Fat Camp."

I translated that to mean that the twins, Arlene and Marlene, had been sent to one of those camps for overweight adolescents that advertise in the
back of the
New York Times
magazine: "Lose Weight the Fun Way."

"You're really, really supportive, Seth," I said sarcastically.

"Well, at least they're not hanging out in the Public Garden, looking for trouble." We turned onto Newbury Street and headed for the Café Florian. Here there were many more people; a few of the stores were still open, and shoppers carried packages, hailed taxis, and greeted one another on the street. But the pace was slower, quieter, than the pace of the day. Now it was cocktail time. Dinner time. Theater time. Date time.

And blackmail time, I thought bitterly as I sat down with Seth at a small table on the sidewalk in front of the Florian. Next to us, a tall woman who looked like a model was eating a salad and reading a paperback. At a nearby table, two thin, well-groomed men were drinking wine; one was chuckling as the other told an anecdote in a low, gleeful voice.

The waiter brought our order of the two thick, slushy drinks, and Seth paid him with a crumpled five-dollar bill that he fished out of his pocket.

"Now," he said, turning to me, "tell me all, Enid, or I'll tell your parents."

"You're a creep, Seth. What I do isn't any of your business."

But he didn't answer. He just sat there, grinning arrogantly. It was really surprising how much better he looked in the summertime.

I told him a little about Hawk and about Tom Terrific. He interrupted me with a skeptical frown when I mentioned the little boy's name.

"No," I explained, "of
course
that's not his real name. His real name's Joshua. But what the heck, I told him he could change his name, just in the Garden. There's nothing wrong with that. I even change my own name when I'm there," I added defiantly. "I call myself Cynthia."

I expected him to hoot with laughter. But he just kept staring with an odd, quizzical look.

"Well, look," I said. "I really hate the name Enid. You probably wouldn't understand that. Seth isn't such a bad name. But
Enid—
" I shrugged and leaned over my drink. Down at the bottom you can spoon up whipped cream and mashed peaches and strawberries. "Anyway," I said angrily, "it really isn't any of your business, Seth Sandroff."

"Sethsandroff, Sethsandroff, Sethsandroff," he said in a fake voice, kind of imitating mine. The woman reading at the next table glanced up from
her book, puzzled, then looked back down and turned a page.

"You make me sound like a Russian general," Seth said.

"Oh," I said, realizing he was right. "I'm sorry. Well, if that bothers you, maybe you can understand what I mean, about having a place where you can call yourself whatever you want."

"Yeah. I guess."

"The thing is, Seth"—I was really getting into it now, since I'd never had a chance to talk to anyone about it before, except for a few attempts with Mrs. Kolodny, whose mind was off in outer space half the time—"nobody ever thinks about what other people want, you know? Like old Tom Terrific. His mother just
announces
what he's supposed to do. It never even occurs to her to ask
him,
or that maybe he'd like to get dirty sometimes, or eat junk food. And, well, here's another example, Seth: your sisters."

Seth made a face.

"Well, okay, I know you're not crazy about your sisters. But they probably wouldn't be half as repulsive as they are, Seth, if sometime way back your mother had realized that they didn't
want
to be cute little matching clones!"

"You like baseball?" Seth asked. "You want to
go to a Red Sox game some Saturday?" That was his very subtle way of changing the subject.

"No. I hate baseball games."

"Well," said Seth sarcastically, "I appreciate your very gracious refusal of my invitation. It did wonders for my fragile ego."

I groaned. "Sorry," I said.

The waiter came over and asked if we wanted anything else, which meant would we please leave so that someone else could have the table and he'd get another tip. The waiter was more subtle than I was.

We walked back the way we'd come. It was dark now, and most of the people were gone from the grassy strip in the center of Commonwealth Avenue. A derelict had settled down on one of the benches, to drink wine out of a bottle in a paper bag and to sleep. It reminded me of the bag lady in the Garden. I wondered where she slept at night. I wondered what her dreams might be.

I told Seth about her as we turned onto Marlborough Street and toward my house.

"So if I can get Hawk to help, we're going to organize the bag ladies and picket the Popsicle man," I explained. "Make him pay some attention to what they want."

"You could get yourself in big trouble," Seth
said, but I thought I could hear some admiration in his voice.

"No, I won't. It's legal to picket."

"Hey! If you tell me when you're going to do it, I could get a camera crew down there. It'd be a great human interest story! They're always looking for stuff like that down at the station," Seth said.

"I don't think we want publicity, Seth. We only want root beer Popsicles for the bag ladies."

He shrugged. "Suit yourself. Let me know if you change your mind."

We were in front of my steps when something occurred to me. I had explained to Seth about Hawk and about my relationship with him, but I still didn't know if he was planning to tell my parents the way he'd threatened to. He hadn't ever given me his blackmail proposition because we'd started talking about other things.