Authors: Kasey Millstead
Tatted Cowboy
COWBOY
Laura & Luke
by
KASEY MILLSTEAD
TATTED cowboy (laura & luke)
Tatted Cowboy
Dedication
Dedication
Other titles by Kasey Millstead
Acknowledgements
Authors Note
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
EPILOGUE
rogue cowboy bonus excerpt - Prologue
CHAPTER ONE
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Tatted Cowboy is a work of fiction. All names, characters, places and events portrayed in this book are either from the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, with exception to Artists named, and their song lyrics, and direct quotes from movies whose titles have been named. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, or events is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.
Copyright © 2014, Kasey Millstead
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To Jovi
You taught me the hard way that life is too short.
Five and a half years with you wasn’t long enough; but for a parent, forever isn’t long enough. I love you with my whole heart. I miss you even more. xx
“You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you.”
Ray Bradbury
To Poppy Skip
Come to Me
God saw you getting tired,
And a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around you,
And whispered, ‘Come to me.’
With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw you pass away.
And, although we love you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.
-Anonymous
You were one of the first people I told when I published my first book and you were always one of my biggest supporters.
You bought every book I published in ebook
and
paperback, determined to have them all signed on a shelf dedicated to me!
You believed in me, even when I didn't believe in myself.
You will always be "Jovi's Miss Bicki". He loves you, and for that alone, we would have loved you, too. But there are a million other reasons why we think the world of you. You just have that something special.
We'll miss you forever, Miss Bicki
xx
Steele Investigations
Sapphire
Emerald
Down Under Cowboy Series
Cowboy Town (Eden & Jackson)
Sky Cowboy (Ava & Jeremy)
Cowboy Dreams (Jules & Clay)
Cowboy Christmas (A Henley Christmas Novella)
Tatted Cowboy (Laura & Luke)
Stand Alone Novels
Fighting to Stay
Illicit Desire
Vengeance is Mine
COMING SOON
Cowboy Struggles (Ava & Jeremy – a Novella)
Rogue Cowboy (Sienna & Zeke)
Cowboy Redemption (Kennedy & Kye)
Cowboy Endings
INFERNO
Troy – God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you...
To my four beautiful babies – I love you beyond measure.
To Mel and Wurry, I think “
I II III IV III II
” says it all. Mwah.
Thanks to Meri for listening to me rant and rave and for letting me bounce ideas of you.
Thanks to my mum and dad, the best parents,
ever.
And an extra special thanks to my mum who implanted a deep love of reading in me at a young age by reading The Adventures of Blinky Bill & Nutsy to me every night when I was a little girl.
“If you don't have time to read, you don't have the time (or the tools) to write. Simple as that.”
Stephen King
Thank you to Emily, again, you’ve gone above and beyond for me. Never underestimate the depth of my appreciation for you and everything you do for me. I’ll never be able to thank you enough!
Kylie at Give Me Books blog – You. Are. Amazing! You’ve become a great friend and I can’t wait to work with you more. Your dedication, hard work, professionalism and honesty is an inspiration. You are one of the most devoted and enthusiastic bloggers I’ve ever met and I’m so glad I found you.
Thank you to the super talented Ari at Cover It! Designs for creating such a beautiful cover. You always do a beautiful job for me.
Desiree, my Personal Assistant, thank you so much for
everything
you do! You’ve been amazing and the work you’ve done for me has taken a weight off my shoulders!
To my Vixens – You’re all awesome and I love each and every one of you! You brighten my days and always give me a laugh, plus I like the way you #Cockvince me ;)
To each and every blogger that participates in my cover reveals, blog tours and book blitzes – THANK YOU!!! I wish I could list you all individually, but that would be a novel on its own! Thank you for everything you do. Your hard work never goes unnoticed and it’s appreciated from the bottom of my heart.
To the girls in 101 – Wow! You ladies are such knowledgeable, friendly, helpful people. I’ve learned so much since I found y’all, and I’m so very grateful. <3
Lastly, thank you to each and every one of you that reads this book. You are making my dreams come true.
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Tatted Cowboy
One moment was all it took for my entire life to shatter.
One moment.
I had everything . . . and then, I had nothing.
When all you’re left with are the pieces of your broken heart, there’s nothing you can do, except try to rebuild. So, that’s what I did.
One moment was all it took for me to feel the first flutter of hope I’d had in a long time.
One moment.
He barrelled into my life, covered in tattoos and surrounded by an aura that enraptured me, determined to be the glue that held every broken piece of me together.
I wanted to push him away, because I was scared to lose anyone else I loved.
But, I wanted to hold him close because without him, my life was empty.
Tatted Cowboy was incredibly emotionally hard for me to write.
On the 29
th
of August, 2011, we lost our beautiful son, Jovi, in a drowning accident. He was five and a half at the time.
Because of that, I put off writing Laura and Luke’s story for a long time. Even though Laura’s story is different to my own, some of her thoughts in Tatted Cowboy run parallel with my own.
Losing a child is the most devastating thing a parent can experience. There are no words to describe the absolute, mind blowing, soul-consuming pain that you feel…always.
It never leaves.
Time does not heal.
You just learn to live a new normal.
I was hesitant to write this story because I didn’t want to take my mind to a place I wasn’t sure I could come back from. But, I knew writing this would also be therapeutic in a way.
I hope I’ve done Laura and Luke justice.
As I said, Laura’s story is not my own. Most specifically, my marriage has survived. It’s not a secret that up to 80% of marriages end in divorce after losing a child, so I know my husband and I are in the minority.
If you have lost a child and your marriage has ended, I hope you read Laura and Luke’s story and realize there’s a happily ever after for everyone.
I don’t want to carry on with any “mumbo jumbo” but, I just want to say this in the hope it may help just
one
person.
If you have lost someone you love, specifically a child, I hope you can try and be happy for the time you had with your loved one. I whole heartedly believe every person is given a specific amount of time to spend on Earth and if your child only had 1 year, 5 years, 20 years or however long,
how lucky are you that they chose to spend that time with you!!
Concentrate on that. Revel in the great memories you have, whether it was that feeling of nervous excitement for six months of pregnancy before you lost your child, or X amount of months or years before they passed on,
you have happy memories
. So, celebrate those times. Because,
thank god
they chose you to be in their life.
I wish with every fibre of my being that my son was still here. But, I can’t even begin to describe how thankful I am he chose me to be his mummy. I have five and a half years of beautiful memories with him that will last me a lifetime.
Death doesn’t mean
The End
. It’s not the be-all end-all. It just means we have to wait a little longer to hold our children in our arms again. And the best things in life are worth waiting for.
Love,
Kasey xo
